Allison's POV
I am unable stop the trembling that starts in my hands: a bout of shivers so bad that I feel sick. Xander Black's words echo in my mind.
Fired, I think numbly. No…this can't be happening…
"But Sir—" I begin shakily.
"My decision is final, Allison," Xander Black cuts in.
He has transferred his attention to the documents before him, not bothering to spare me another glance. Normally, I would have walked immediately out of his office, because I really don't want to offend him by acting disobedient. But at this point, what more do I have to lose? I fall on my knees in front of him, bowing my head.
"Please, Sir. Please reconsider. I'll do anything, just let me continue working here. I beg you, Sir—"
"There's no need to grovel, Allison," he replies.
Is that remorse I hear in his voice? Does that mean I stand a chance at being allowed to keep my job?
"Please, Sir," I say, making no attempt to hold back my tears. "I promise I won't tell anyone what happened. I'll work twice as hard if I have to. Please."
"No need for all this," he insists. And although his voice does not sound cruel, it cuts me like a knife anyway. "My mind is made up. If you're worried about your upkeep, your paycheck for the next six months is right here in this envelope.
I look down at the envelope, clutched in my trembling hands. There's more money in it than I've ever seen at once, but all I see when I look at it is the job I've lost.
"I don't need the money," I say miserably. "If I can give it back in exchange for my job—"
"Allison Carter," he says sternly. "Don't make this harder for yourself. You're fired, and you're getting a better deal than others in this situation would. I suggest you don't push it further."
His words fall on me like a ton of bricks. If I had not crumpled to my knees already, I would have done so in that moment.
"But…" I mumble numbly to the floor, "I'm good at my job."
I hear him hesitate. When he speaks next, his voice is softer, almost kind.
"You are. But I cannot let you remain in my company. Not with the history we have. You should be able to understand that."
And I do. In that moment, the big picture I had failed to see dawns on me. This is about his reputation. If it ever comes out to the public that Xander Black had had a one night stand, and with an Omega, no less… such a scandal could completely bring down even the most influential Alpha.
That's when I finally accept that there isn't anything I can do. I pick myself off the floor, eyes fixed on the ground.
"I am truly sorry, Sir," I say. Even when I've found myself on a sinking ship, I cannot let myself forget my manners. He is, after all, still my Alpha. "I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble."
Turning around, I flee.
……
I'm lost in thought the whole time I'm driving home. I didn't even remember that I had been waiting for Elsa until it was too late to go back. I keep wiping at the tears that won't stop pouring out of my eyes. It's a miracle that I don't crash my car into a tree or a pedestrian or another car.
A miracle I'm not in the state of mind to appreciate.
I'm too busy running the events of today through my mind, wondering why I've been so unlucky lately. My relationship, my best friend, my job… what am I going to lose next? I shouldn't have been so foolish. I should have waited for Elsa at the parking lot, or gone to her office to look for her.
I should have kept my head down when Xander Black was passing by. I couldn't resist the temptation to peek at him, and now look what has happened. When he turned in my direction, I should have known that he had seen my face. An Alpha like him… I should have known that even that brief glance was enough for him to recognize me.
He even got his assistant to prepare the sack letter in such a short time. That's how badly he wanted me gone.
When I get home, my hands are shaking so badly that it takes me too long to unlock my front door. I push the door open, desperately wanting a pillow to cry into, and freeze. For a whole moment, I can't convince my legs to move. When I finally do, I stagger into the living room with wide eyes. I can't believe what I'm seeing. Or rather, what I'm not seeing.
The living room is empty.
No furniture, no gadgets, nothing.
I don't need to ask questions to know what has happened here. There are no signs of forced entry, and Peterson is the only person aside from me that has my key. Filled with pain and shock at his betrayal, I had forgotten to take it from him.
Heart pounding, I hurry further into the apartment, hoping desperately that this is all.
No such luck.
It's not just the living room. Peterson has robbed me clean of everything in the whole apartment. I don't notice that I'm sinking down until my knees hit the floor.
The bare floor. He took my rug as well.
Like the petty man he is, he could not let me keep even that. Fresh tears gather in my eyes, and soon I'm struggling to breathe.
Suddenly, I remember that Peterson has access to my bank account. I gave him the passcode while we were dating, and with everything that has been going on, I haven't had the time to change it. I scramble for my phone, hurrying so much that I almost drop it.
Please, please, please, I think desperately, checking my account balance.
It's no use. My account is empty as well. Peterson has stolen everything from me.
How could he do this? Has he not hurt me enough? I quickly dial his number, but it goes straight to voicemail. I dial it again and again with the same result. The phone slips from my hands, clattering to the floor.
My whole body is trembling, and my breath is coming in gasps. I hug myself tightly, hunching over. My head is spinning, bile crawling up my throat.
I had thought that Peterson couldn't do anything worse than what he had already done: bringing that woman into my apartment, to make love to her on my bed.
But this? This takes the cake. Not even the money Xander Black had given me can replace everything that was in my apartment as well as the money I had in my account. This is a blow I can't see myself recovering from.
On my way home,
I wondered what I was going to lose next. Now I know.
I've lost my everything.
Allison's POVThe very next day, I'm on a bus taking me back to the outskirts of the pack. That miserable place where we Omegas have been forced to live. When I escaped from that place some years ago, I had promised myself that I wouldn't go back.I had worked harder than I thought possible, building my reputation as the best software developer in the most prestigious tech company in the city. I had clawed to the top with all my strength, only to take one hell of a fall and end up right back at the beginning.I sigh, looking away from the window and back at the screen of my phone. I had typed out a message to Elsa— I've been fired. I'm on my way back to the outskirts— and have spent hours trying to decide whether or not to send it. What if she's still mad at me? What if she reads the message and doesn't care? That would crush me completely. But this is Elsa, and if nothing else, I have faith in her kindness. So I tap the send icon and lean tiredly back into my seat. I miss my car alre
Allison's POVFor a very long moment, I'm certain it's a prank. I pull the phone away from my ear to stare at it with wide eyes. Elsa and Ian's gazes snap to me, immediately concerned."What—" Elsa starts to say."Rachel," I mouth immediately.Elsa closes her mouth right away. We don't know what Rachel wants. It won't be a good idea for her to find out that Elsa is here with me, in case she's in another bitchy mood."Allison Omega Carter," Rachel says in a cold voice, "you're not ignoring me, are you?"Yikes."No, I'm not, Miss Fisher," I say quickly. "How may I help you?"Even through the phone, I can tell that she's rolling her eyes at my usual polite tone."There is, in fact, a way you can help the company," she continues. "However, this is something I would rather say in person. Anybody could be monitoring this phone call.""Alright…" I respond, still trying to process the information."Meet me at the Goldbrew cafe tomorrow morning, by ten," Rachel says, still ordering me about li
Allison's POVRachel shoots out of her chair so quickly that I flinch back. I can feel my knees starting to tremble. She doesn't just look like she's going to slap all the teeth out my mouth. She looks like she's going to transform and tear me to shreds.Oh no, I think. Did I go too far?Rachel glares at me for a moment that feels too long, chainsaws in her eyes. Then, all of a sudden, the anger gives way for apathy. It's like she's trying to say, "I'm bigger than that. And you're not worth beating up anyway.""Fine," she says, already turning her back to me. "I'll discuss your demands with the CEO, and I'll get back to you tomorrow."With that, she walks away. She leaves me staring after her, my fingers digging into my forearms where I had gripped them to steady myself. I'm still shaken with fear from our encounter. However, I'm also more than a little excited.If all goes well, I think giddily, I could have my old life back.……"Oh my gosh!" Elsa screams. "You did what, again? Let m
Allison's POVI enter Ian's house squealing and jumping excitedly."Ian!" I squeal. "I made it! I'm leaving the outskirts. I have an apartment ready and everything!"And I'm even more better off than I was before, I think giddily.Ian looks shocked for a moment, and then he's giving me a beaming smile."I'm so happy for you, Allison," he says."You've earned this."That makes me grin."I'm moving back to the city tomorrow," I say. "Would you like to come with me?"Now Ian looks like I've zapped him with lightening. He opens and closes his mouth a few times."You… want me to come with you?" he manages to say when he finds his voice."Of course. You're welcome to come along if you want. You're my friend, Ian. Did you really think that I would leave you behind now that I've made it big enough to take you with me?" I reply, amused.Apparently, he did. Ian can be funny like that. We spend the rest of the day packing, and by dawn the next day, we're ready to go. This time, I don't have to f
Allison's POVThis has to be some sort of sick joke, I think, my hands trembling. How can he show up in front of me after everything he's done? How dare he?I clench my hands into fists to hide the tremor, suddenly realizing something. I'm not trembling out of fear. I'm trembling out of anger. I take a deep breath to keep from exploding, and turn around to look at him.I expect my heart to ache at the sight of him, as it had done when I found him in my bed with that woman. Instead I feel nothing but a mild irritation. He has gone from being the greatest source of my pain to being a minor inconvenience. Like a tiny tear on the hem of a trouser.I'm a little surprised, though, to see him looking exactly the same as when I last saw him. Our time apart has changed me, and I guess I imagined that it had changed him too. But it's still the Peterson I remember: same pale hair I used to love running my hands through, the same muscular arms in which I had felt safe once upon a time. I can see
Allison's POV"You can't know that for sure," is Elsa response.I had hurried to her house as soon as I realized that I was most likely pregnant, taking care not to wake Ian as I left my apartment. Now she's cradling my head on her lap, running her fingers through my hair."You can't know for sure that you're pregnant, Allison," she repeats."But—" I start to say."You had a one-night stand with a stranger you met at the bar, which… when did you become the daring type, Allison? And why did you keep something that huge a secret from me? But we'll get back to it. Anyway, having a one-night stand isn't always enough to result in a pregnancy."Of course, I had told her that I slept with a stranger from the bar. No way in hell am I telling her that it was Xander Black. I promised, after all."But I haven't had my periods…" I say."That could just be stress," Elsa replies. "And the pregnancy symptoms you've seen could simply be the symptoms of some illness. The fact is, you need to take a p
Allison's POVI freeze, my whole body locking up.This can't be happening, I think desperately.I'm so still and silent that the sound of her leaning on the door seems to echo."You know," she goes on, the mockery in her voice grating on my nerves, "Even though you're totally giving off the same vibes my elder sister did when she was pregnant, I thought such a thing happening had to be impossible. I mean, look at you. Who could possibly want you? But… did you really get knocked up, Allison?"Her tone, that of a person clearly fishing for gossip, makes me clench my jaw. Emily is a lover of gossip. It's how she made her friends, how she is able to be one of the popular ones in our department. She always has some juicy story to share, and now she's digging for one from me.No can do, Emily. Go away."You did, didn't you?" she titters. "To think there was actually someone blind enough to sleep with you. Oh my gosh. I can't believe this…"She's going on and on about how shocked she is, sou
Allison's POVI stand in front of my full-length mirror, staring at my reflection. Or rather, staring at the mermaid style lavender dress Elsa has convinced me to wear. I can hear her going through the cabinet behind me, muttering something about jewelry.I can't help a sigh. For some reason, I'm having a really bad feeling about attending the luncheon today, but Elsa won't let me sit this one out."You don't mingle nearly enough, Allison," she had declared when I suggested that I was better off staying at home. "Besides, I know you're going to receive that Best Software Developer award once more, and I need all eyes to see you looking stunning when you mount the stage."She refused to be convinced otherwise, so here I am, preparing to leave. I press a palm to my stomach, thankful that it's not swelling yet. Elsa appears beside me with more jewelry than I've ever worn at once, but I know better than to protest when she begins to put them on me.By the time she's done with prettying me
Xander's POVI'm in a meeting with the heads of one of our partner companies when I start receiving the calls from Allison's friend. I didn't pick them at first, because I'm in a meeting, and also because it's an unfamiliar number. But she keeps calling relentlessly, so I pick up out of curiosity. She sounds worried and frightened, which should have warned me, but I'm still not prepared for the news when I hear it."Allison is in the hospital," she chokes out through sobs. "She was caught up in a car crash on her way to the competition…" she hiccups. "I d-don't know why she was going there alone…"I don't wait to hear anything else. I'm up and heading for the exit before I remember that I was in a meeting. I pause at the door long enough to say "this meeting is adjourned".Without waiting for a response, I hurry out of the building."Which hospital?" I say into the phone."Hands of Light," she replies."Are you with her right now?""As close as I can be," she replies, sounding miserab
Allison's POVI stand before the mirror, running a hand down the long sleeve of my white shirt, trying not to think about Xander.But not thinking about him is proving to be pretty difficult, since I'm currently wearing clothes he bought. That's right, it's the day of the Tech Wizard competition, yet all I can think about is Xander Black.I can't stop seeing his eyes, dark with desire as he fixed them on mine. Can't stop hearing his voice, thick with longing for me. I had been so sure that he was going to kiss me, right there beside the fountain, in full view of everyone. Which is why I had to step away, even though I wanted it so badly I could have screamed.I want him so badly I could scream.I understand if he hadn't been thinking about it at the time, but all I had seen as my whole body longed to lean closer to him was everything that was at stake.His reputation and mine. My safety, both from upper class werewolves that would feel insulted that an Omega dared to get together with
Xander's POVAllison is sitting with her hands on her lap, fiddling with her fingers. Is she nervous because I saw her in one of the dresses I bought, or because of something else?"I was right about the dress," I say. "It suits you."I'm partly saying this to reassure her and stop her from feeling nervous, but I truly mean it, even more than I realized.The dress hugs her curves in all the right places, and the deep blue color brings out the lovely flecks of gold in her warm brown eyes.A red hue spreads on Allison's cheeks in response to my words, crawling up her ears. She looks up from the hands resting on her lap and turns her gaze on me."You think so?" she asks.Really, the sort of questions she asks, as if the answers aren't obvious."Of course I do," I reply. "You should dress like this more often, if it doesn't make you uncomfortable."She ducks her head shyly, biting her lower lip. Golden blonde hair falls in a shiny long curtain over her face, hiding it from view.I want to
Allison's POVElsa and I are alone in my apartment, three different computer systems open in front of us, all in use at the same time. I'm determined to finish my presentation today, and while Elsa isn't a software developer like me, she does know her way around computer systems. Things are definitely faster with her here, and we're almost done at this point.Elsa leans back from the keys she was typing on, cracking her neck and her fingers. Then she stretches until her back pops, before leaning forward to rest her head on the table."Allison!" she whines. "I'm exhausted."I sigh, rubbing my eyes."Yeah, me too," I say.We've been working nonstop for hours, and I'm honestly surprised either of us lasted this long."Let's do something else," she says."Something like what?" I ask.She turns her head to face me, a big smile blooming on her face."Let's talk about your outfit for the Tech Wizard competition, of course," she says. "Have you tried on the clothes Xander Black bought you yet
Allison's POV"Oh my gosh!" I exclaim, staring at my phone.Elsa chokes on her lemonade out of surprise and drops the glass quickly, coughing."What the hell, Allison?" she asks.I pat her back, smiling sheepishly. I look around the company cafeteria to see if anyone saw what happened. Sure enough, there are a lot of people staring at me like I've gone crazy. I quickly return my gaze to Elsa, rubbing her back gently till she stops coughing."I'm so sorry, Elsa," I say."It's okay," she replies, straightening up and picking up her glass from the table. "But seriously, what was that for?"I stare back down at the screen of my phone."It's five days to next month," I say."Okay…" she says, raising her eyebrow. "And?""You're hopeless," I say with a sigh. "It's less than two weeks to the Tech Wizard competition, remember?""Oh!" she exclaims, "I totally forgot. How are your preparations coming along? Are you ready yet?"I have to sigh again."I actually haven't made as much progress as I
Elsa's POVI've never thought of myself as capable of murder, but perhaps I should have. I'm this close to grabbing a pen from this table in front of me and slashes the throat of this idiot that just won't stop saying nonsense.But that would be messy, and I would have too many questions to answer, and I would be punished at the end of all that drama.Besides, I'm supposed to accompany Ian on an errand today, and I got my nails done just this morning. It would be a waste to ruin them with the blood of fools.So I'm forced to continue sitting still and listening to this waste of space and oxygen as he goes on and on about how finding Peterson is not of great importance."I know you're acting as her representative," he's saying, "and to be honest, Miss, I really don't think you should be doing that. I don't see why you would choose such a role. But anyway, a job given to us by an Omega goes to the bottom of the list. If she wants our help in finding this man, she will have to exercise s
Xander's POVI should stop finding Allison adorable. Our relationship is purely out of necessity, and thoughts like that are what's going to make things needlessly difficult for the both of us. But it's not easy to hold onto this decision when she just keeps being so cute.Especially that blush of hers. I think I'm starting to get obsessed with that flustered look of hers, with the way blood steals up her cheeks and the sides of her neck.I used to think that her choice of clothes hid her beauty, but now I wonder if I was just being blind. She's dazzling. I can't take my eyes off her, messy hair, baggy clothes and all. I can't take my eyes off her now, as she turns in a near circle, glancing around the five-star restaurant I've brought us to with a look of pure wonder on her face.I can't help the warm feelings that go through me at this sight. I'm starting to learn just how much I love impressing Allison Carter.Dangerous thoughts, Xander, I think, scolding myself.I'm not naive. I k
Allison's POVI don't know what I expected Xander's request to be, but it wasn't this. He had told me to meet him at a different noodle shop from the one we went to last time.I figured it would be a date of some sort, even though he was being very mysterious about his intentions.The last thing I expected was for him to drive us to, of all places, the biggest mall in the city.I stare at the large building through the car window, then turn to stare at him with my mouth open."What are we doing here?" I ask."What does it look like?" he replies, already about to get out of the car.I grab his hand before he can open the door, staring at him in shock."We can't go in there," I say desperately."Why not?" he asks, giving me an odd look."People would see us together," I reply.Why is he acting like he doesn't realize that? I think."They won't," he says."Why, does being Alpha grant you the power to blind people?" I ask, too scared to bother about how the question sounds."No," Xander s
Rachel's POVIt seems I have begun to hallucinate, because there's no way Xander just said that to me. Allison Carter obtained permission from him? When? How?Since when does one bypass the CEO's personal assistant and obtain permission directly from the CEO?That's against company protocol. And wait, if Allison Carter really got permission to leave from Xander, was she just watching me make a fool of myself this whole time?Did she plan all of this, even provoking me so that I would call Xander, all to make me humiliate myself?I glare at her, but she just stares defiantly at me. She's not gloating or anything. Was it not an act, then? Or is this just another ploy to embarrass me once again?Damn it, I hate not knowing, I think."I beg your pardon?" I say to Xander. "I'm afraid I didn't quite hear you."If he notices my sinking state of mind, he doesn't show it. He just goes on talking calmly, as if all of this is normal."I gave Miss Carter permission to leave that day," he says. "I