I slowly walked towards the hospital while trying to fight off my sleepiness, I couldn't let sleepiness win especially since I was transferred to the night shift.
I could already see the tall hospital building and the people in the waiting area, the ambulance at the entrance to the ER, and the families crying and taking care of the paperwork for the morgue.
"Yhra, is it your shift?" the guard at the table joked at me as I approached for my time card.
"Yes, it's my first day on the night shift. It's all of a sudden," I replied then he checked my bag and gestured for me to be okay.
"So, why were you transferred?" he asked me and then I frowned.
"I don't know either, but leave it alone. I can't do anything, I'm working."
I smiled before running to the janitors' locker room. I didn't know which floor and ward I was assigned to now. In the morning, I'm on the ground floor and in the private ward.
"Yhra, how are you?" My colleague who had just come out greeted me with a smile.
"Okay, it's a good thing you're going home tomorrow." Then I put on the gloves and hair net. Along with my face mask.
"That's why I suddenly changed today. Go straight to the boss's office. He'll give you a place." I nodded then ran to our boss's office.
"You're in the private ward again, and in Doc. Remon's office, he wants to clean his room every night before he comes in." I nodded while staring at the paper I was holding for my floor.I was about to walk away when he spoke again and I was stopped.
"In the morning, before you leave, take the dirty sheets and gowns to the laundry. I'm sorry you were transferred because the director wants the most careful ones." I smiled at what the boss said, it made me proud to be one of them.I was eager to go to the private ward where there were only two in a room. The rest were single patients in each room.
"Hello ma'am, I'll just clean it." I greeted with a smile while sweeping the entire corner of the room.
"Can you remove your mask?" I looked at him curiously and he raised an eyebrow at me.
"Do it, I can't stand it. Not being able to see the face of the person I'm interacting with," he said then his eyebrow rose and I just removed my mask before tidying up the trash and the cr. I mopped at the end so that I wouldn't step on my mop.
"Can you change my bed sheet?" he asked after that I approached him and sat on the sofa while I got a blanket from the nurse station on their floor and then changed it.
"Thank you." I smiled and walked out of his room. He doesn't interact much but knows how to say thank you. Almost all the people in the private ward are stubborn and don't talk, they are usually grumpy. I smiled as I carried the messes when I sat down and there were two pairs of feet in front of me.
"What the heck, you're in charge on this floor, right?" His forehead was furrowed while he was wearing a white dress and glasses.
My face mask lifted as I nodded at him and stood up.
"Clean my office first, I've been waiting for the cleaner for a while," his voice was tinged with annoyance before he turned his back on me as I chased after him carrying my brooms and mop.
"See that blood, clean it. And please change the curtains." I nodded then quickly grabbed the pen holder in my hurry.
I couldn't rest, I was starting to get scared and panic now.
"What the heck! Be careful, are you thinking about what you're doing?" he said angrily as I knelt and picked up the pens one by one from the floor.
When I stood up, my head hit the edge of the table, it was so hard. I felt like I was going to faint from the force of my impact on the table.Well done Yhra, your first night shift was already ruined.
"Stupid!" he shouted at me before grabbing my arm and lifting me as I fell to the floor I was like a piece of paper that he picked up with both of his hands and sat on his table.
"Take off your mask, you won't be able to breathe properly!" he said irritatedly then left in front of me. I weakly removed my mask while I also removed my hair net, because it hurt. It felt like blood was coming out.
"Does it hurt?" he asked as the ice bag touched my head and I bit my lip so I wouldn't moan because it hurt.
"Thank you, I'll do this after I clean your room," I said politely, before stepping down from the table.His right hand quickly slammed down on the edge of the table, and the look that greeted me was debilitating.
"No, I'm already here," he said directly while the ice bag was still on my head and he was staring into my eyes.
"Because sir—""Shut the fuck up, Santos." I closed my eyes to avoid his eyes as if he was going to melt me.
"What are you doing?" he asked me as he rubbed the ice bag on my head.
"I was concentrating," I excused myself as the pressure in my head disappeared.I breathed a sigh of relief when he didn't ask any more questions. Hopefully next time he'll remove the ice bag from my head so I can continue with my work.
I smiled when it disappeared and I quickly woke up.
Wrong, very wrong I opened my eyes to two pairs of eyes staring at my eyes and very hot air between us.
It was completely gone when soft lips touched my lips, which was all that and it was as if he was wasting time in the rush of kissing me.
His right hand, which was on my thigh, climbed up to my womanhood and ruthlessly tore my uniform.
I moaned as he tore it and quickly stopped my hand before I could push him back to where he was standing.The sound of something crashing followed and he pushed me flat on the table and he went to the door to lock it.I took advantage of his back stood up and left the table.
"S-sir, I'm leaving-"He grabbed me and I fell onto the patient's bed.
He tore my clothes while he stared at me as if I was a meal he had just seen.My body heated up when he grabbed my chest and it was as if he was very hungry when he grabbed it.
I held back a moan because I didn't want to show that I liked what he was doing to me.My hand went down to his chest and was about to push him when he promptly lifted my hand to my head.
"You can't say no to me Ms. Yhra Santos."
My hair stood up as every stroke that caressed my body was intoxicating and soothing.
Every time he stroked me, my body felt like it was on fire, I wanted to stop what he was doing to me but what he was doing was too much.
I moaned as one of his hands couldn't stay still at the opening of my vagina while all my hair stood up.
"It's-it's enough," I stammered as I weakened from what he was doing. I didn't know how to push him closer to me. I was having a hard time with what he was doing, it was like I couldn't get comfortable with him.
"So damn gorgeous," he cried out shudderingly before releasing my hand and his lips descended to my vagina.
I didn't know if I should scream at what he was doing or moan, I didn't want to let out my moan with every stroke of his tongue and I was clinging so tightly to the bed while his grip on my thigh was tighter and he was pressing it even harder on my vagina.
"Please, it's-it's enough." Then his tongue played with it even more, I couldn't stop moaning at what he was doing to my womanhood. I couldn't take it anymore.
"You want me to stop? You already cum, baby," he said stupidly before he took my hand and placed it on top of his pants I looked away and he showed me a stupid grin.
"Now, you'll touch my baby." Then he unzipped his clothes and there were no briefs or boxers. Just pants and nothing else.
My eyes widened as he pulled down his pants. Following that, he threw them somewhere on his coat."I want to break that tight pussy." I quickly pressed my lips to his as he rubbed his head against mine while he watched the expression on my face as if he was enjoying watching me while my penis was down below me.
"Moan my name, say it." I looked at him as he quickly inserted himself into my mouth and my lips parted.
"S-sir-"
"Remon," he said with an expression on his face.
"Remon-ohh." His hand immediately covered my mouth as he entered hard.
I felt like I was going to urinate in pain and tear, because of his size and length. I couldn't move in his place as he slowly moved.
He watched the blood coming out of my vagina as I burst into tears and his grip on my mouth loosened.
"Virgin huh." I looked up to stop my moan because his every movement was so fast that it felt like I was losing strength, it hurt even more.
My nails dug into his arm, along with his.
"It-it hurts," I moaned while his attention was still on my face.
"Later, you'll moan to me deliciously." He said it was crazy before grinning and moaning harder, getting stronger with each thrust he made into me. I felt like I was going numb from what he was doing, it was crazy.
"Just a minute- ahh!" I moaned as he lifted my thigh and my waist was on the edge of the bed while he just stood there.
"Hmm, you are one of the hella hottest janitors I've seen in my life," when he said it, it was so sexy and when you watch the expression on his face, it's like you're about to be carried away.
"Damn it, talk dirty!" he shouted, I was surprised by his shouting.
"Fuck me," I said shyly then he grinned and he went deeper because as I said it I almost screamed out loud.
"I know, and you like this." His grip tightened and I closed my eyes while my lips parted. I didn't know what to do.
"Fuck, keep fucking me!" he said, closing his eyes and this time his lips parted and his grip on my thigh seemed to loosen.
"Love this," he said as he lifted me and leaned me against the wall while I clung to his shoulder, it felt so good inside me. I felt like I was going to pee."
Can I cum inside you?" I shook my head and he smirked at me, his cocky smile making me feel even more horny.
"Oh god," I whispered and felt embarrassed. He kissed my lips before speeding up and I didn't know where to turn my head because everything I could feel was mixing right now.
I was afraid that he might catch us here and ask why I was here instead of cleaning. This was my first day on my night shift.
It's delicious because I've only just felt this kind of thing that I never thought I'd enjoy.
And the pain, it hurts inside that I've only come this far, I should have given my first night to my future wife but it's gone.
How will I ever have the courage to do this, if all men want it, they'll be the first to marry her.
"A-ahh," Sir Remon groaned before he pulled my hair and almost broke my waist with the speed of his movements.
"L-Lesley," he whispered and I felt like I was shaking from what he said, who was she? Who is Lesley while I am, I'm with him now but he's talking about another woman.
"S-sir..."
"Shut up, and wait!" he said angrily when I weakly burst into tears while trying to hide my face from him.
The pain is so painful that this will happen to me.
Suddenly, he pushed me away and something hissed behind me as I weakly grabbed the clothes I had picked up.
"Fix yourself, janitress, I don't want to see your face here. Do you understand?"
"Yes," I said before he went out first.
I felt dirty for myself.
As I stood next to the 7/11 across from the hospital, my entire body hurt. I’ve just gotten out of work after completing my night shift.I’ve been avoiding the doctor’s office as much as possible. I’m afraid to go to Remon and watch him bring a nurse there, and the woman who comes out can scarcely move."Yhra!" I turned around and approached my colleague, Carlo, who was holding a cigarette. He was also a physician, but he was extremely intelligent and lived in a condominium near the hospital."Carlo, you'll give me a mini heart attack," I said to Carlo, but he patted t pat my shoulder and brought me the drink, and started to light another cigarette."As you know, I received a message from Remon." I was scared about what he may have said, but I kept it to myself. I know Carlo because I don’t want anybody to know what is wrong with me.He is an excellent buddy. I owe him money on the occasion when I’m in need."What is that rumor? You do not appear to be accustomed to it. Even if you ar
I jumped to my feet swiftly, holding my head and striving to recondition myself. Because of my difficulty breathing, I felt as though I was suffocating."Are you all right?" he said, as Carlo’s face revealed itself to me."What am I doing? I have not yet completed my cleaning!" I was shocked and sprang to my feet."Not to worry, Yhra, you may take a break. You're so exhausted, so fatigued," My breathing slowed, and I let him gaze at me for an extended period.I was terrified. What if I become pregnant because of what happened between me and Remon? I’m not sure how else I’m going to get up or where I’m going to get confidence."Is that true?" I raised my eyes to avoid his gaze as if someone else were suddenly in front of me. I have the impression that I am a filthy lady."How can you make sure that I will tell what happened, Carlo?""Simply state the truth." I remained mute and nodded slightly in response to what he said. Carlo’s rage was palpable."Why?" I cringed and did not know how
As I strolled to the brief stop to cool myself and pass the time, the difficulties of the situation took me aback. I felt constricted as if I couldn’t breathe through the anguish, but even more so, if I gazed, nothing would happen.I could hear only the ringing and hum of the air conditioner since very few people were going by at this hour of the night."We have coffee, ma’am. Perhaps you want it. It’s only twenty-five pesos." I nodded and grinned. Each time I recall a phrase Mama left me, I am enveloped in darkness and despair.She put an end to all my hopes for our family. I merely want support, but when times are tough, they’ll return it to me."I appreciate it." I smiled once again and handed the coffee over. He stared at me and was perplexed by the objects next to me."Why are you lugging along so many garments? If you’re waiting for the bus to depart for the province, it will depart at 4 AM." I drank my coffee and nodded."I’m expecting something. And then I can not return to th
He chuckles as he clings to his tummy and sits on the side of the bed. "I’m joking, Yhra," Melchor says."That was a fantastic reaction, I’ll tell you that. If you could only see me, you’d understand why I’m laughing so hard right now," He said, and I couldn’t believe what he was saying. It seemed like all the dread from the previous day was back, and the memories of that day were pushing me away from him.His blasphemy against me is unforgivable, and there will be no forgiveness."You made me feel uncomfortable," I said and then took the food out of his pocket and wallet and placed it in his bag."It’s been a long time since I last time I saw you. I could see mucus flowing from its mouth and frothing at the mouth." Melchor keeps on joking and I can't hide the disgust on my face."Take into consideration that you are a really attractive lady."My cousin’s statements to me had me puzzled.She is my aunt Jessa’s child, and he is about the same age as me."Do you mean to imply that what
"Please let me go. Aren’t you a little ashamed of my family? If this is the case, you’ll bring me back to life and drag me here. I’ll stay with them till you go back to the house." After coming to a stop at the resort’s most popular area, I screamed at Remon, who was putting his hands close to his forehead, as if experiencing some type of serious difficulty, which he was not."I will discuss it in further detail if you come with me." I moved my hand away from him, but Remon keep grabbing my hand, insisting to hold it."Do not be obstinate; I do not want to have to repeat what you’re saying to the depths of my being if you continue to be so. You’ve just ruined all I’ve worked so hard to achieve. That’s more than enough stop to this immediately." I am not bothered to wait for his reaction meant that I could flee the situation without a second thought.When I got a little farther away from the house, I pulled over to the side of the road and quickly wiped away the tears that had been hol
The fact that I was still lying in bed without a cover didn't help matters because my eyes were hurting so badly.It appeared to me that Remon had just smacked me, as he walked away from me. He sat in the corner and walked away as if he wanted to make up for what we had done the previous night.The fact his actions and shame have both been restored as a consequence of the beating is wonderful, but the situation is far worse for me.I was feeling a lot of agony in my body. I was vehement in my refusal to go. I hoped for the things that I desired to happen. The reason for his decision to travel with me to Laguna was a mystery. What makes you think I can't get rid of all of his misery?Because of the discomfort in my knees, it was difficult for me to maneuver cautiously out of the space."Remon please take me back, I wanna go home."Even though it was tough for me to enter the building, people appeared to take an interest in me for reasons that I couldn't fathom."Please." I was dragged
My body is in a great deal of discomfort. I have bruises and scratches all over my seat, and my thighs are paralyzed and look like they are on the edge of being cut as a result of the pain.I'm not sure when I'll be able to break free from everything he puts me through.I'm baffled as to why this is happening to me. The fact that I have already been laid to rest does not change the fact that I have been a good child to my parents.Things, on the other hand, are different now. When I think about it, it feels like I'm hauling around all of the world's frustration. Whenever I think back on the moment he pushed my entire being to the edge, I refuse to be bitter about how I'm feeling.Someone entered after I pretend to be asleep because I heard the doorknob turn in the middle of the night when I was awakened by the sound of footsteps. I, on the other hand, have no notion of who they are.In the aftermath of his tormenting and making fun of me, I haven't been able to sleep at all."Remon, w
"Are you seriously under the impression that hurting your face will make me stop?" In between getting the scissors and walking near my chair, Remon said nothing but tremble. He simply stood there, gazing at my face. "Please don't make me worry any longer." I will appreciate it if he didn't disrespect me, how funny to see his reaction."Yhra, I'd like to accompany you for the next month. All of your duties, including those linked to your family and other affairs, will be taken care of by me." For the second time, he was able to break his habit at that moment. Alternatively, he may be concerned that I will detract from the poker appearance he is attempting to keep. Tears welled up in my eyes as I questioned him before he softly stroked and touched my face. "I realize that even if I make every effort to pretend that you are her, she is not with you; she is with someone else, and you are a separate person, and the two of you are not the same person. I simply want the feeling that she is
"Yhra, are you certain that you have everything you need?" says the narrator. I nodded gently and accepted Ms. Leonor's offer: she would pay me for the third month that I had worked for her. I had no idea what she was talking about.All of this seems a little overwhelming, doesn't it? He patted me on the shoulder and then forced me to sit on the sofa in the living room.Hija, I know you still have a lot of hopes and goals for the future. I believe you have a great deal of potential, and I hope you will accept my assistance. When you live in an oppressed society, the only things you can fight against are talent and strategy. There is a folder for this. He handed it to me, and I took it out of the package."Please accept my apologies. It is a full-tuition scholarship. Please accept it as a gift. I don't want you to go off the rails. " Yhra, please do all in your power to become a better version of yourself. " I smiled and wiped away my tears as soon as I could.After all of the difficul
"Yhra, can you tell me what this report is that I'm meant to furnish you with?" There is also the following issue of contention: I shook my head and dusted the dust off of my clothes, which were strewn over the floor."Ma'am?""Can you tell me the reason?" I queried, dropping the cloth I had been using to spread dust over the dusty volumes in the course of asking the question."The book you included in the shipment is inaccurate, and I told you to double-check the book four times before it was sealed and shipped, so why didn't you?" "Why did I instruct you to check it four times before it was sealed and delivered?" "Because the book you put in the box is incorrect; didn't I tell you to check it four times before it was sealed and delivered?" Ms. Leonor was embarrassed, and so I scratched the back of my neck to relieve the pressure.He hired me to clean and pack the books he had brought. He was generous with his payment. He has a business that specializes in antique books, and he sells
The diary clung to my side as I strolled along the center of the road with no goal in mind, feeling foolish and as if I had no choice but to take what Remon could provide me, despite the agony of waiting for something I wanted him to give me. as it pertains to me.What is the point of hoping if I understand why I was in this circumstance from the beginning?"It's only a fool, Yhra," I said in hushed tones as the light rain and wind began to fall, making me realize how chilly it would be every night if Remon weren't there to keep me company.Why do I put my trust in someone I know who will abandon me and let me go once he has gotten what he wants?I honestly don't understand why he puts up with me when he has so many other options available to him. One of the deserved recipients is Lesley, a tall woman.I'm far too small for someone with Remon's stature. That is something I really don't want to think about, but I can't stop myself.I can make Remon happy, so I don't have anything disti
I felt the chill of every blast of wind on my face as I waited on Remon's balcony, waiting for him to get home from work.He became even more attached to me as a result of what happened in his hospital office, and I could tell he was concerned about my well-being.Contrary to what Mama had informed me the day before, Mama and my siblings had returned to Laguna, leaving me in Manila.I was preparing supper for Remon and myself for some unexplained reason, not because I wanted to, but because I was scared I would come across as his wife if I did, not because I wanted to. As a result of what he is doing right now, he is allowing me to continue to tell him how I want to be treated.I know how far I'm willing to go, yet every day reveals something new about his personality. He gradually tells me more and more about himself.I went to the kitchen to prepare my adobo so that I could do anything at her house the next day.I've never done anything like this in my life, and no male has ever don
Remon's Point of ViewAfter years of feeling like I'm in hell, stuck in an eternal state of misery, I immediately feel at ease when I come across a warm and soft object."Yhra..." As her wide eyes glare at me, I speak quietly. What am I doing to offend her? She has no right to feel this way about herself.I didn't treat her properly in the past, but now I'm hoping to do what I'm supposed to do."Could you please stop, Remon?" I thought she was awake, but it turns out she was in the midst of a nightmare."Yhra," she murmurs quietly as she opens her eyes, and I smile as I kiss her temple."Good morning," the speaker says.What exactly makes you so brilliant? "Could you tell me what you ate and if you did it?" Her voice is filled with anguish. What she's saying makes sense to me.If I don't want to lose him again, I must consistently provide exceptional care for him."I had you for supper the other night." Her face heated, and she averted her sight.The YHRA, as I recently realized, is v
She would look amazing in white with her figure. I think it's because she reminds me so much of my Lesley that I can't take my gaze away from her. Lesley and I decided to call it quits on our romance a year ago. Even though I had no intention of ending my relationship with her, I recognized she had already moved on without me when I learned she had moved on without me.My imagination compels me to get up night after night. Lesley and Yhra are constantly on my mind, making it impossible for me to sleep. Everything changed for me the day I met her. As a result, everything changed.I had almost entirely forgotten that I had been upset because of Lesley's behavior."This mansion reminds me of how we carefully plan every detail of our future, which could mean I'm not the proper guy for her.""She acts as a motivator for me every day that I put in the necessary work." The patients have spoken, and they are not pleased. Both of us are drawn to my body, and both of us are drawn to hers. Her m
I awakened early the next morning after Remon explained what should and should not be done in my room. Despite the fact that he hadn't finished talking to me yet, he left as soon as his phone rang and returned home with a woman about ten o'clock that evening.My preparations to walk downstairs to get some water were interrupted when I observed them doing something obscene in the kitchen.There are no people in her house, not even the maid, whom I haven't seen in a long time."Would you mind telling me who she is?" As Remon and the woman who had been with him the night before fell asleep at the same time, I averted my gaze.I couldn't care less about her. Simply leave. But he didn't listen and instead came up to me and apologized.He gave me a long, hard look from head to toe. He was even admiring the clothes I was wearing."Does this resemble your maid's son?" His brows were furrowed, and he seemed concerned about me, which was unusual."No, simply get out of here." I'll call you when
"Are you seriously under the impression that hurting your face will make me stop?" In between getting the scissors and walking near my chair, Remon said nothing but tremble. He simply stood there, gazing at my face. "Please don't make me worry any longer." I will appreciate it if he didn't disrespect me, how funny to see his reaction."Yhra, I'd like to accompany you for the next month. All of your duties, including those linked to your family and other affairs, will be taken care of by me." For the second time, he was able to break his habit at that moment. Alternatively, he may be concerned that I will detract from the poker appearance he is attempting to keep. Tears welled up in my eyes as I questioned him before he softly stroked and touched my face. "I realize that even if I make every effort to pretend that you are her, she is not with you; she is with someone else, and you are a separate person, and the two of you are not the same person. I simply want the feeling that she is
My body is in a great deal of discomfort. I have bruises and scratches all over my seat, and my thighs are paralyzed and look like they are on the edge of being cut as a result of the pain.I'm not sure when I'll be able to break free from everything he puts me through.I'm baffled as to why this is happening to me. The fact that I have already been laid to rest does not change the fact that I have been a good child to my parents.Things, on the other hand, are different now. When I think about it, it feels like I'm hauling around all of the world's frustration. Whenever I think back on the moment he pushed my entire being to the edge, I refuse to be bitter about how I'm feeling.Someone entered after I pretend to be asleep because I heard the doorknob turn in the middle of the night when I was awakened by the sound of footsteps. I, on the other hand, have no notion of who they are.In the aftermath of his tormenting and making fun of me, I haven't been able to sleep at all."Remon, w