I jumped to my feet swiftly, holding my head and striving to recondition myself. Because of my difficulty breathing, I felt as though I was suffocating.
"Are you all right?" he said, as Carlo’s face revealed itself to me. "What am I doing? I have not yet completed my cleaning!" I was shocked and sprang to my feet. "Not to worry, Yhra, you may take a break. You're so exhausted, so fatigued," My breathing slowed, and I let him gaze at me for an extended period. I was terrified. What if I become pregnant because of what happened between me and Remon? I’m not sure how else I’m going to get up or where I’m going to get confidence. "Is that true?" I raised my eyes to avoid his gaze as if someone else were suddenly in front of me. I have the impression that I am a filthy lady. "How can you make sure that I will tell what happened, Carlo?" "Simply state the truth." I remained mute and nodded slightly in response to what he said. Carlo’s rage was palpable. "Why?" I cringed and did not know how to explain to him all that had troubled Remon and me, too soon, to the point where I still can’t believe it worried me. "Please, I’m not interested. Do not do it immediately, Carlo." Carlo’s expression got even more stern as he returned his look to me. "I’m not sure why this is happening to you," he said haltingly, and I inhaled deeply. "Even though I am, I do not know how or why I ended up in the circumstances that I avoid the most. I simply wish to forget, so that I am incapable of remembering everything." I merely shrugged and grinned. "My first was with Remon. That occurred on my first night shift. I would have cleaned his room if my idiocy had coexisted with his and we had ended up there. Carlo, I’ve never desired everything. I am poor, working my ass off, so I can live and comfortably." I don't know why I am explaining this to Carlo, but it seems I need to. "Apart from your family, I do not know what you’re going through. However, I believe it is difficult for you." My heartbeat increased as he softly held me. "I apologize; I was not there when your shamelessness pushed you away. I was so oblivious that I missed the fact that anything had occurred to you. I developed an unhealthy sense of complacency. And now, I will look after you, and I have vowed that I will not allow anything to happen to you," Carlo said, his eyes shining with sincerity. "How are you? I can manage myself. As long as I have a family to support me, I will never abandon them." As I stood up, I wiped the tears from my cheeks and smiled at him. "Many thanks, Carlo; you were a tremendous help to me." He also grinned when I entered the locker room and changed into my home clothes. I didn't notice that someone was behind me right away, and the shadow didn't move. "So, you’re content. Have you gained sympathy now? How are you going to get an ally, Yhra?" He smiled crazily at me, and I pressed the last button. "Doc, I’m pleading with you. Could you perhaps refrain from doing so now? If you’re not exhausted, I’m sure you don’t care how I feel. However, I hope you understand that even if you look down on me as a janitress here, I still have privacy." I’m not sure how the words came out of my lips. "That is what I am referring to. You have an ally, and thus the courage to respond to me. What if I evict you from this filthy hospital, ensuring that you never see me again and that you avoid difficulty and get the privacy you seek?" My tears flowed gradually because of what he said. "How did you get that way? Why were you so cruel to me? What have I done wrong with you, and why are you so enraged with me?" I inquired as to why my tears continued to flow.This is the only job I can do. I’m a recent high school graduate who continues to live with my family.
"Nobody else accepted me since I had completed nothing. Why are you this way? Why are you behaving in such an obnoxious manner?" I screamed, and he simply grinned at me. The more times it occurred, the more I wondered why now. Why am I being subjected to so much pain?
"Because you are a scumbag! You resemble her perfectly! You are unworthy of having a face like Lesley’s. She is a supermodel, while you are a rag. Poverty as a rat!" I was devastated by what he said. "Is this face a source of contention for you? Who said I wished to resemble the person you despise? I have no connection with you, her, or the two of you. I have a life of my own and am unrelated to you; thus, please halt. I apologize. If you’re going to end my employment, do so. I'm skilled at it; torment someone who has no resemblance to your personality." I did not wait for him to speak and immediately departed from Remon. My life is just too difficult for him to add to it. If I lose my job tomorrow, I will seek another. Finding a substantial wage to offer to my mother and father will be a challenge for me. I’m so sorry that I’m losing tens of thousands of pesos each month. "Keep this day in mind, Yhra. I promise you’re going to regret everything!" Fear and anxiety screwed up my system until I could leave the hospital because of what Remon said. Is he enraged by her? Who is this lady? Who wants to be that way if it means the quiet torment that would be imposed on my life? I just ride a tricycle to the cattleya, which is very close to the hospital. I’m not sure, but you approached me again as I approached our house, and all you could hear was the barking and commotion of the drinkers in the middle of the night. I have to walk for a few minutes before I see our house, which is dark outside and barking at me. "What is it, Mom?" I inquired, taken aback. "Your garments." Someone dejected me before I gathered up my clothing that was scattered outside, and some of them were still wet from the rain. "You depart. I’m not interested in seeing you at our home. Your aunt Iyha has a good life, living a fantastic life. Unlike you, you kept working at the shameless hospital that earns ten thousand monthly, what do you think, that your wage can bring a good life to your family?" "Where has Aunt now, she forgot your existence, because she has a stable life, and I am the one who stays with you, just me!" "Why can’t you just do Yhra?" "Would you like me to work as an escort woman? Would you prefer me to be like you? " "Bitch!" My mother struck me in the face, and her shoulders continued to rise as her eyes blazed at me now. Nothing could be more upsetting than what my mother was telling me. "Do not show that to me, Yhra." I was anxious about Yhna, my younger sister. "I’m going to take Yhna with me!" When my stepfather, pushed me in, I strained to get in. "Never show that, Yhra. Take a stand for your pride! If you don’t want to get wealthy, I’ll find a method for you." When my mum entered the home and I looked up, I was depressed. I rummaged about in my pocket. I now have just five hundred on me, and five hundred will never be enough in Manila. "How am I going to get there now?"As I strolled to the brief stop to cool myself and pass the time, the difficulties of the situation took me aback. I felt constricted as if I couldn’t breathe through the anguish, but even more so, if I gazed, nothing would happen.I could hear only the ringing and hum of the air conditioner since very few people were going by at this hour of the night."We have coffee, ma’am. Perhaps you want it. It’s only twenty-five pesos." I nodded and grinned. Each time I recall a phrase Mama left me, I am enveloped in darkness and despair.She put an end to all my hopes for our family. I merely want support, but when times are tough, they’ll return it to me."I appreciate it." I smiled once again and handed the coffee over. He stared at me and was perplexed by the objects next to me."Why are you lugging along so many garments? If you’re waiting for the bus to depart for the province, it will depart at 4 AM." I drank my coffee and nodded."I’m expecting something. And then I can not return to th
He chuckles as he clings to his tummy and sits on the side of the bed. "I’m joking, Yhra," Melchor says."That was a fantastic reaction, I’ll tell you that. If you could only see me, you’d understand why I’m laughing so hard right now," He said, and I couldn’t believe what he was saying. It seemed like all the dread from the previous day was back, and the memories of that day were pushing me away from him.His blasphemy against me is unforgivable, and there will be no forgiveness."You made me feel uncomfortable," I said and then took the food out of his pocket and wallet and placed it in his bag."It’s been a long time since I last time I saw you. I could see mucus flowing from its mouth and frothing at the mouth." Melchor keeps on joking and I can't hide the disgust on my face."Take into consideration that you are a really attractive lady."My cousin’s statements to me had me puzzled.She is my aunt Jessa’s child, and he is about the same age as me."Do you mean to imply that what
"Please let me go. Aren’t you a little ashamed of my family? If this is the case, you’ll bring me back to life and drag me here. I’ll stay with them till you go back to the house." After coming to a stop at the resort’s most popular area, I screamed at Remon, who was putting his hands close to his forehead, as if experiencing some type of serious difficulty, which he was not."I will discuss it in further detail if you come with me." I moved my hand away from him, but Remon keep grabbing my hand, insisting to hold it."Do not be obstinate; I do not want to have to repeat what you’re saying to the depths of my being if you continue to be so. You’ve just ruined all I’ve worked so hard to achieve. That’s more than enough stop to this immediately." I am not bothered to wait for his reaction meant that I could flee the situation without a second thought.When I got a little farther away from the house, I pulled over to the side of the road and quickly wiped away the tears that had been hol
The fact that I was still lying in bed without a cover didn't help matters because my eyes were hurting so badly.It appeared to me that Remon had just smacked me, as he walked away from me. He sat in the corner and walked away as if he wanted to make up for what we had done the previous night.The fact his actions and shame have both been restored as a consequence of the beating is wonderful, but the situation is far worse for me.I was feeling a lot of agony in my body. I was vehement in my refusal to go. I hoped for the things that I desired to happen. The reason for his decision to travel with me to Laguna was a mystery. What makes you think I can't get rid of all of his misery?Because of the discomfort in my knees, it was difficult for me to maneuver cautiously out of the space."Remon please take me back, I wanna go home."Even though it was tough for me to enter the building, people appeared to take an interest in me for reasons that I couldn't fathom."Please." I was dragged
My body is in a great deal of discomfort. I have bruises and scratches all over my seat, and my thighs are paralyzed and look like they are on the edge of being cut as a result of the pain.I'm not sure when I'll be able to break free from everything he puts me through.I'm baffled as to why this is happening to me. The fact that I have already been laid to rest does not change the fact that I have been a good child to my parents.Things, on the other hand, are different now. When I think about it, it feels like I'm hauling around all of the world's frustration. Whenever I think back on the moment he pushed my entire being to the edge, I refuse to be bitter about how I'm feeling.Someone entered after I pretend to be asleep because I heard the doorknob turn in the middle of the night when I was awakened by the sound of footsteps. I, on the other hand, have no notion of who they are.In the aftermath of his tormenting and making fun of me, I haven't been able to sleep at all."Remon, w
"Are you seriously under the impression that hurting your face will make me stop?" In between getting the scissors and walking near my chair, Remon said nothing but tremble. He simply stood there, gazing at my face. "Please don't make me worry any longer." I will appreciate it if he didn't disrespect me, how funny to see his reaction."Yhra, I'd like to accompany you for the next month. All of your duties, including those linked to your family and other affairs, will be taken care of by me." For the second time, he was able to break his habit at that moment. Alternatively, he may be concerned that I will detract from the poker appearance he is attempting to keep. Tears welled up in my eyes as I questioned him before he softly stroked and touched my face. "I realize that even if I make every effort to pretend that you are her, she is not with you; she is with someone else, and you are a separate person, and the two of you are not the same person. I simply want the feeling that she is
I awakened early the next morning after Remon explained what should and should not be done in my room. Despite the fact that he hadn't finished talking to me yet, he left as soon as his phone rang and returned home with a woman about ten o'clock that evening.My preparations to walk downstairs to get some water were interrupted when I observed them doing something obscene in the kitchen.There are no people in her house, not even the maid, whom I haven't seen in a long time."Would you mind telling me who she is?" As Remon and the woman who had been with him the night before fell asleep at the same time, I averted my gaze.I couldn't care less about her. Simply leave. But he didn't listen and instead came up to me and apologized.He gave me a long, hard look from head to toe. He was even admiring the clothes I was wearing."Does this resemble your maid's son?" His brows were furrowed, and he seemed concerned about me, which was unusual."No, simply get out of here." I'll call you when
She would look amazing in white with her figure. I think it's because she reminds me so much of my Lesley that I can't take my gaze away from her. Lesley and I decided to call it quits on our romance a year ago. Even though I had no intention of ending my relationship with her, I recognized she had already moved on without me when I learned she had moved on without me.My imagination compels me to get up night after night. Lesley and Yhra are constantly on my mind, making it impossible for me to sleep. Everything changed for me the day I met her. As a result, everything changed.I had almost entirely forgotten that I had been upset because of Lesley's behavior."This mansion reminds me of how we carefully plan every detail of our future, which could mean I'm not the proper guy for her.""She acts as a motivator for me every day that I put in the necessary work." The patients have spoken, and they are not pleased. Both of us are drawn to my body, and both of us are drawn to hers. Her m
Everything starts with a mistake, even the day I encountered Yhra and even the day I left Yhra.Everyone’s mess, from the beginning to the end of it all. I assumed that everything would be fine after the trial, and that I would finally have the complete family that I deserved.I repeat all of my sins, and I know that every day is like a challenge to me, since the day I was tied to someone I never loved, and even when I never saw that I would love.I will start on the day that I met Yhra. At the hospital, I know I made a big mistake, that one mistake led to another; I know it’s wrong, and I know Yhra is a different person; it feels like Lesley is haunting me, despite the fact that I saw her have a family; she promised that it would be me, the man she will settle with.And it’s me, the biggest jerk, who started the revenge. I didn’t notice. I sound so dumb. I retaliated against people who had nothing to do with my past, or maybe because Yhra looks almost the same as Lesley.But eventual
It's been two days since the trial. Everything was fine, and we moved to Remon's house now, a home, while the house he was working on was not yet over.Little did he know, we would leave the children when he left for a business meeting, and he was going to resign at the hospital. I don't know why he chose to become a businessman now, after a few years. He had a hard time at med school.But who cares about his decision when I'm leaving him with the kids and never showing him again?I will stick to my plan, and no matter what he says or how he dies in front of me, I will leave and never forgive again the days I endured, pretending to be a fool.Even though I was tired and my dizziness was too bad, I would endure. I could just leave Remon's puder.After I had fixed our meal for this dinner, Remon hugged me, kissed my neck, and gently scratched it. Even his smell makes me pussy due to disgust. He still acts like he didn't do something to break us, but we can't ruin it until I know what he
I was still in shock as my mom and dad hugged me in front of me, while on our side, Dana and her family's side were bent. I couldn't believe we won the case, and they couldn't do anything now.I feel happy now. My children are hugging me tight, Remon is on my side, and with a big smile. In a lot of cases, they are still facing Dana today.I smiled sweetly and kissed the heads of my children. Now, I can really call them mine, from the eyes of God, the law and the people."That woman is a fucking home wrecker. I will not allow it and I will not miss it!" Dana started to lose anything else. Dana's parents are preventing it from getting any closer to us."And this kind, how ungrateful you are! After I give it all to you, your needs, after I became a mother to you for a long time without your mother, now you are a trin of me!" The children hid behind me. I started to cry, and I quickly turned to Dana."Of course, they will choose their real mother, and I don't want to have an argument with
I am planning to act like a fool this time, and play along with Remon's manipulation. I need to finish the case, and when I finally take the kids into my custodyFor the mean time, I will let her believe that I don't know, and my departure is because I have an emergency meeting. I can't even tell my mom and dad, because my plan will be ruined.Now, Remon will know how far away from his son I am because this time I will become selfish. I will think of my own pleasure. This time, no one can stop or manipulate my decision.If he acts like everything is fine, then I'll do the same. We will play at what he started, but this time, I will win no matter what it takes for my children.I threw away my cigarette before returning to the hotel room. I wanted to see Remon's reaction; I wanted to see the twit on his face, because he thought I was leaving.He was thinking that I knew his plan. Remon made me a fool, so I would let him see that he was still cheating on me, and at the same time, I could
I am wiping my tears while packing my things. I'm leaving the hotel where we checked in.I need fresh air, and get away from them. Remon know that I am not selfish when it comes to him, and he doesn't have to shop between Isabella and me, because I am already used to the pain.It wasn't as painful as before, it was a good thing that I could still feel the pain, no matter how much I went through it.What makes me feel suspicious about Isabella is why remon avoiding that woman in the first place? It's mean he's hiding something about the pregnancy of that woman.A lot of thoughts makes my hand shake and my chest clutch, my tears are falling now. I don't want to be in this kind of situation again, where the cold is creeping me and the dark is welcoming me once again.I feel like I'm a fool who believes in myself that I'm used to it, and I can handle this situation, but still. I cannot.I quickly grabbed my bag, went out of the room and carried the weight of my feelings.I know, I am neve
"You think that attending a reunion is a good idea, right?" I asked Remon while looking at the mirror, watching him do his neck tie, and I was just finishing my hair.I'm hesitant, scared, yes. I couldn't help but worry, and we were going out and the case was not over. Dana's parents were still on their way to me, and they didn't stand by my dad's warning.I heard a lot of issues, and some of them were purely half-baked gossip, from Dana's family's source, and I can't imagine being my talent and my manager's talent, I was told, and I was, and I am. The worst part is the rumor of my pregnancy, which I tried to abort the twins.I don't want that news. I don't want my kids to read a lie. That is why I wanted them to migrate. When the trial is settled, and if it were even longer, I could only say one thing: the justice was tilted The country's system, which when there is a lot of money, has no fight even though the evidence is held by the accused."Don't be too hard on yourself. We need t
The size of the children's smiles as I supported them at their school work. Remon still couldn't get into his job, so the four of us were together.Dad is taking care of the process for Dana's case for me, while the kids are temporarily home schooled, as Dana is likely to take my children to school, or else the children in the school are in a bad mood because of Dana's case, child abuse, and unfortunately, the children need to testify about Dana's hand.I knew my children would feel pain. I knew they were hurting now, but if I didn't fight, how could we be together and together?"Mama," it said in the activity, a family picture. Lesandro pointed to his work book and I looked at it. We couldn't get out because of the kids. For a moment, I stopped and remembered the camera that my sister had gifted me.She gave that camera to me, a Polaroid camera, and I used it when I was on vacation, because Yhna said, I deserve to have a break, especially since I was working too much. just to avoid b
My whole body feels achy. I was still awake, especially in my head. But I don't want to disturb the person in my room now in the hospital. When I was sleeping, I felt like I was being bullied and I was on the brink of death. And all I want is to survive, to wake up and to keep on fighting, even though my situation is very difficult today.Especially when it comes to my mind that I'm going to die, I can leave my children and most of all I can't fulfill the whole family I promise myself. I want to see my whole family, to reunite and become happy. That is my only wish, because I have nothing to ask for, if not my family is formed.My children are sleeping with their father, with a folding bed and there they are. I turned to the window, it was morning and the sun was setting. Remon was confronted when the door opened. The carrier came in to every room, and now he noticed that I was awake.I show my warm smile to him and Remon quickly approached me, checking me and asking a few questions a
This is the day I can say is the best of all because I see my children, with my parents, and we are all on the same roof. Eating at the table as if no one was chasing our problem. This is so good that I even knew that my children experienced something bad in Dana's hand. The kids are still happy, looking at their grandparents. It's like they knew who we really were in their lives.I hope they know who their real mother is. But that is too greedy if I ask that they already know. Even me, I don't want them to be surprised by who and what the real situation is. But if there is a chance, I will say But for now, they need to rest."Thank you so much for the food. It's delicious. Then we still have chocolates." Cassianna picked up the chocolate, as if she was worshiping the chocolate that Mom gave the song. My mother just laughed and rubbed Cassiana's head. As Lesandro was looking at me, I also caressed my son's head and blinked softly. I noticed that Cassianna was angry because she was dri