"Please let me go. Aren’t you a little ashamed of my family? If this is the case, you’ll bring me back to life and drag me here. I’ll stay with them till you go back to the house." After coming to a stop at the resort’s most popular area, I screamed at Remon, who was putting his hands close to his forehead, as if experiencing some type of serious difficulty, which he was not.
"I will discuss it in further detail if you come with me." I moved my hand away from him, but Remon keep grabbing my hand, insisting to hold it.
"Do not be obstinate; I do not want to have to repeat what you’re saying to the depths of my being if you continue to be so. You’ve just ruined all I’ve worked so hard to achieve. That’s more than enough stop to this immediately." I am not bothered to wait for his reaction meant that I could flee the situation without a second thought.
When I got a little farther away from the house, I pulled over to the side of the road and quickly wiped away the tears that had been holding back my emotions.
Every time Remon assaults and destroys my life, no matter how many times he shows me that I have no animosity toward him, I have no clue how many times I have fled.
"You’re attempting to run away from me, right? I told you I wouldn’t stop until you were destroyed!" No words came out of my mouth; instead, I merely shook my head and started walking away.
I was fully anticipating that my conflict with him would be resolved by the time I left Makati, and I was correct in my assumption. The reason why it looks like it's gaining weight so quickly hasn't been found yet. "Please, Yhra, come back to this place! I’m speaking directly to you!" Remon said as if it was only the two of us is the person around.
He challenged me, but I resisted and ended up losing, since he had such a strong hold on me, I couldn’t get away.
"When you didn’t come up, my life was tranquil, and you are the ones who screwed up your own life, not me! You and your problems have absolutely nothing to do with me or your life!" As he dragged me away from the house and towards the cottage, I shouted in protest.
As he threw me on the bed and closed the door behind me, I felt a bit uneasy about the situation. "It’s a mistake to have a face like this, Yhra, and I’m not going to stop until I’m completely satisfied with the outcome."
He moved, and my gaze was riveted on his face and my hands, which were sweaty and restless. The rattling of his belt made an excessively loud noise as he moved, and I couldn’t look away.
"W-what are you going to do to me again?" I yelled and moved closer to the front door as he lifted me with one hand, flung me back on the bed, and repeated the act.
"You are not permitted to leave this four-corner room until I have finished with you." I shook my head in a wobbly motion to demonstrate. I didn’t agree with what he was attempting to do in this situation.
I recognize that I am poor, but I have the decency to cope with the situation as best I can. The life of someone for whom I am responsible is in my hands. I don’t want my life to be damaged as a result of his impoliteness.
"Get away from me!" I screamed, and I can't hide how afraid I am now. When he first approached me, he grabbed my hand and put handcuffs on it before going away. A stream of perspiration was dripping from my forehead, and I felt as if I was on the edge of fainting out at this moment.
There is a lot of my body that is paralyzed, but it keeps trying and trying to get away from him, who is clinging to my flesh.
However, it looks like with each outburst of rage and each time I plead, he is pressuring me to do more while inflicting much more pain on me.
"Please have mercy on me; you’re nothing more than a pig in comparison to me. Don’t make the same mistake I did," The anger in my heart weighed heavily on me as I pledged, and I attempted to convince myself that he would have mercy on me.
"Whatever you desire, Yhra, you can count on me. I have forewarned you about this. The consequences of failing to adhere to my directions are as follows." His remarks made me even more bewildered, and his hand reached for my shorts, which steadily slid to the ground until I had lost all control when he placed iron between my two feet, which was the final straw. I was speechless.
"Remember that anything you have is mine and that you have no right to keep it." He wept for a long time before finally pulling his pants and shirt from underneath him. Although I couldn’t stop crying every time the cloth dropped to the floor and he approached me, he treated me as if I were a wild beast who would never be prevented from doing what he wanted.
"Could you please explain what you’ve done to me?" I ask. "What in the world have you done to me?" When his lips came close to my ear, he made a murmured promise that he afterward realized he had made a mistake.
My reaction, even though I thought it was illogical, was to shake my head and try to protect my neck from being squeezed, even though I knew it wouldn’t work since the space was too small for me to get away from him at this time.
Keep it together, don’t be silly. Whatever it is that you want to happen, don’t continue on your current path. I promise you that I will never show you anything else in your lifetime. Despite my pleadings, she adds, "Please have compassion on me," in a tone laced with scorn. When I urge her to reconsider, she says, "No, I will do whatever I want to you crying and pleading with me to let you go isn’t going to get you anywhere any longer."
He slowly unbuttoned my blouse while maintaining his tight gaze on the inside of my rib cage. He was a little too close for comfort. Because of the intense intensity of his look, every caress of his gaze made me feel like I was going to burn from the heat I felt as a result of it.
"What a piece of garbage!" he complained as if he is not doing something horrible to me.
He gently rubbed the back of my bra with his index finger and removed it instantly.
It seemed as if he was taking his time, lowering my insides hilariously and methodically while looking right into my eyes.
"Remon!" I shouted once again and attempted to leave, even though it looked like there was no way I could get away from his strong and brutal hold at this time.
"Remember how I promised you that I would not let you go until I was entirely happy with you?" When he tightened his grip on my cheeks and brought me closer to him, he locked his gaze on me, creating a sharp ache in my neck in the process.
"How long do you intend to continue to be a source of irritation to me? Because of your inability to grasp what I was saying, you will never be permitted to leave this institution again!" He jerked me back to my resting position with force, shredding my insides and elevating my thigh in the process, and I was unconscious for a long time.
"Yhra, you have such a pleasant flavor to you that it is hard not to like you. I’m not sure if you’re simply trying to get away from me, or if you’re expecting to get fucked as well, given that you’re dripping wet." He said after seeing the reaction of my body to his touches.
The way Remon caressed my body, seems that he is brushing away all of the anger and fear that I have now, but I cannot let him do whatever he wants.
When he proceeded, a smug grin appeared on his lips as he said, "You can’t deny that you also enjoy the way I touch you, and at the end of the day, you moan my name every time I thrust."
"I’m not sorry because it appears that you are enjoying it as well." He said and looking at my flesh, I don't know how long I can hold on.
The fact that I was still lying in bed without a cover didn't help matters because my eyes were hurting so badly.It appeared to me that Remon had just smacked me, as he walked away from me. He sat in the corner and walked away as if he wanted to make up for what we had done the previous night.The fact his actions and shame have both been restored as a consequence of the beating is wonderful, but the situation is far worse for me.I was feeling a lot of agony in my body. I was vehement in my refusal to go. I hoped for the things that I desired to happen. The reason for his decision to travel with me to Laguna was a mystery. What makes you think I can't get rid of all of his misery?Because of the discomfort in my knees, it was difficult for me to maneuver cautiously out of the space."Remon please take me back, I wanna go home."Even though it was tough for me to enter the building, people appeared to take an interest in me for reasons that I couldn't fathom."Please." I was dragged
My body is in a great deal of discomfort. I have bruises and scratches all over my seat, and my thighs are paralyzed and look like they are on the edge of being cut as a result of the pain.I'm not sure when I'll be able to break free from everything he puts me through.I'm baffled as to why this is happening to me. The fact that I have already been laid to rest does not change the fact that I have been a good child to my parents.Things, on the other hand, are different now. When I think about it, it feels like I'm hauling around all of the world's frustration. Whenever I think back on the moment he pushed my entire being to the edge, I refuse to be bitter about how I'm feeling.Someone entered after I pretend to be asleep because I heard the doorknob turn in the middle of the night when I was awakened by the sound of footsteps. I, on the other hand, have no notion of who they are.In the aftermath of his tormenting and making fun of me, I haven't been able to sleep at all."Remon, w
"Are you seriously under the impression that hurting your face will make me stop?" In between getting the scissors and walking near my chair, Remon said nothing but tremble. He simply stood there, gazing at my face. "Please don't make me worry any longer." I will appreciate it if he didn't disrespect me, how funny to see his reaction."Yhra, I'd like to accompany you for the next month. All of your duties, including those linked to your family and other affairs, will be taken care of by me." For the second time, he was able to break his habit at that moment. Alternatively, he may be concerned that I will detract from the poker appearance he is attempting to keep. Tears welled up in my eyes as I questioned him before he softly stroked and touched my face. "I realize that even if I make every effort to pretend that you are her, she is not with you; she is with someone else, and you are a separate person, and the two of you are not the same person. I simply want the feeling that she is
I awakened early the next morning after Remon explained what should and should not be done in my room. Despite the fact that he hadn't finished talking to me yet, he left as soon as his phone rang and returned home with a woman about ten o'clock that evening.My preparations to walk downstairs to get some water were interrupted when I observed them doing something obscene in the kitchen.There are no people in her house, not even the maid, whom I haven't seen in a long time."Would you mind telling me who she is?" As Remon and the woman who had been with him the night before fell asleep at the same time, I averted my gaze.I couldn't care less about her. Simply leave. But he didn't listen and instead came up to me and apologized.He gave me a long, hard look from head to toe. He was even admiring the clothes I was wearing."Does this resemble your maid's son?" His brows were furrowed, and he seemed concerned about me, which was unusual."No, simply get out of here." I'll call you when
She would look amazing in white with her figure. I think it's because she reminds me so much of my Lesley that I can't take my gaze away from her. Lesley and I decided to call it quits on our romance a year ago. Even though I had no intention of ending my relationship with her, I recognized she had already moved on without me when I learned she had moved on without me.My imagination compels me to get up night after night. Lesley and Yhra are constantly on my mind, making it impossible for me to sleep. Everything changed for me the day I met her. As a result, everything changed.I had almost entirely forgotten that I had been upset because of Lesley's behavior."This mansion reminds me of how we carefully plan every detail of our future, which could mean I'm not the proper guy for her.""She acts as a motivator for me every day that I put in the necessary work." The patients have spoken, and they are not pleased. Both of us are drawn to my body, and both of us are drawn to hers. Her m
Remon's Point of ViewAfter years of feeling like I'm in hell, stuck in an eternal state of misery, I immediately feel at ease when I come across a warm and soft object."Yhra..." As her wide eyes glare at me, I speak quietly. What am I doing to offend her? She has no right to feel this way about herself.I didn't treat her properly in the past, but now I'm hoping to do what I'm supposed to do."Could you please stop, Remon?" I thought she was awake, but it turns out she was in the midst of a nightmare."Yhra," she murmurs quietly as she opens her eyes, and I smile as I kiss her temple."Good morning," the speaker says.What exactly makes you so brilliant? "Could you tell me what you ate and if you did it?" Her voice is filled with anguish. What she's saying makes sense to me.If I don't want to lose him again, I must consistently provide exceptional care for him."I had you for supper the other night." Her face heated, and she averted her sight.The YHRA, as I recently realized, is v
I felt the chill of every blast of wind on my face as I waited on Remon's balcony, waiting for him to get home from work.He became even more attached to me as a result of what happened in his hospital office, and I could tell he was concerned about my well-being.Contrary to what Mama had informed me the day before, Mama and my siblings had returned to Laguna, leaving me in Manila.I was preparing supper for Remon and myself for some unexplained reason, not because I wanted to, but because I was scared I would come across as his wife if I did, not because I wanted to. As a result of what he is doing right now, he is allowing me to continue to tell him how I want to be treated.I know how far I'm willing to go, yet every day reveals something new about his personality. He gradually tells me more and more about himself.I went to the kitchen to prepare my adobo so that I could do anything at her house the next day.I've never done anything like this in my life, and no male has ever don
The diary clung to my side as I strolled along the center of the road with no goal in mind, feeling foolish and as if I had no choice but to take what Remon could provide me, despite the agony of waiting for something I wanted him to give me. as it pertains to me.What is the point of hoping if I understand why I was in this circumstance from the beginning?"It's only a fool, Yhra," I said in hushed tones as the light rain and wind began to fall, making me realize how chilly it would be every night if Remon weren't there to keep me company.Why do I put my trust in someone I know who will abandon me and let me go once he has gotten what he wants?I honestly don't understand why he puts up with me when he has so many other options available to him. One of the deserved recipients is Lesley, a tall woman.I'm far too small for someone with Remon's stature. That is something I really don't want to think about, but I can't stop myself.I can make Remon happy, so I don't have anything disti
"Yhra, are you certain that you have everything you need?" says the narrator. I nodded gently and accepted Ms. Leonor's offer: she would pay me for the third month that I had worked for her. I had no idea what she was talking about.All of this seems a little overwhelming, doesn't it? He patted me on the shoulder and then forced me to sit on the sofa in the living room.Hija, I know you still have a lot of hopes and goals for the future. I believe you have a great deal of potential, and I hope you will accept my assistance. When you live in an oppressed society, the only things you can fight against are talent and strategy. There is a folder for this. He handed it to me, and I took it out of the package."Please accept my apologies. It is a full-tuition scholarship. Please accept it as a gift. I don't want you to go off the rails. " Yhra, please do all in your power to become a better version of yourself. " I smiled and wiped away my tears as soon as I could.After all of the difficul
"Yhra, can you tell me what this report is that I'm meant to furnish you with?" There is also the following issue of contention: I shook my head and dusted the dust off of my clothes, which were strewn over the floor."Ma'am?""Can you tell me the reason?" I queried, dropping the cloth I had been using to spread dust over the dusty volumes in the course of asking the question."The book you included in the shipment is inaccurate, and I told you to double-check the book four times before it was sealed and shipped, so why didn't you?" "Why did I instruct you to check it four times before it was sealed and delivered?" "Because the book you put in the box is incorrect; didn't I tell you to check it four times before it was sealed and delivered?" Ms. Leonor was embarrassed, and so I scratched the back of my neck to relieve the pressure.He hired me to clean and pack the books he had brought. He was generous with his payment. He has a business that specializes in antique books, and he sells
The diary clung to my side as I strolled along the center of the road with no goal in mind, feeling foolish and as if I had no choice but to take what Remon could provide me, despite the agony of waiting for something I wanted him to give me. as it pertains to me.What is the point of hoping if I understand why I was in this circumstance from the beginning?"It's only a fool, Yhra," I said in hushed tones as the light rain and wind began to fall, making me realize how chilly it would be every night if Remon weren't there to keep me company.Why do I put my trust in someone I know who will abandon me and let me go once he has gotten what he wants?I honestly don't understand why he puts up with me when he has so many other options available to him. One of the deserved recipients is Lesley, a tall woman.I'm far too small for someone with Remon's stature. That is something I really don't want to think about, but I can't stop myself.I can make Remon happy, so I don't have anything disti
I felt the chill of every blast of wind on my face as I waited on Remon's balcony, waiting for him to get home from work.He became even more attached to me as a result of what happened in his hospital office, and I could tell he was concerned about my well-being.Contrary to what Mama had informed me the day before, Mama and my siblings had returned to Laguna, leaving me in Manila.I was preparing supper for Remon and myself for some unexplained reason, not because I wanted to, but because I was scared I would come across as his wife if I did, not because I wanted to. As a result of what he is doing right now, he is allowing me to continue to tell him how I want to be treated.I know how far I'm willing to go, yet every day reveals something new about his personality. He gradually tells me more and more about himself.I went to the kitchen to prepare my adobo so that I could do anything at her house the next day.I've never done anything like this in my life, and no male has ever don
Remon's Point of ViewAfter years of feeling like I'm in hell, stuck in an eternal state of misery, I immediately feel at ease when I come across a warm and soft object."Yhra..." As her wide eyes glare at me, I speak quietly. What am I doing to offend her? She has no right to feel this way about herself.I didn't treat her properly in the past, but now I'm hoping to do what I'm supposed to do."Could you please stop, Remon?" I thought she was awake, but it turns out she was in the midst of a nightmare."Yhra," she murmurs quietly as she opens her eyes, and I smile as I kiss her temple."Good morning," the speaker says.What exactly makes you so brilliant? "Could you tell me what you ate and if you did it?" Her voice is filled with anguish. What she's saying makes sense to me.If I don't want to lose him again, I must consistently provide exceptional care for him."I had you for supper the other night." Her face heated, and she averted her sight.The YHRA, as I recently realized, is v
She would look amazing in white with her figure. I think it's because she reminds me so much of my Lesley that I can't take my gaze away from her. Lesley and I decided to call it quits on our romance a year ago. Even though I had no intention of ending my relationship with her, I recognized she had already moved on without me when I learned she had moved on without me.My imagination compels me to get up night after night. Lesley and Yhra are constantly on my mind, making it impossible for me to sleep. Everything changed for me the day I met her. As a result, everything changed.I had almost entirely forgotten that I had been upset because of Lesley's behavior."This mansion reminds me of how we carefully plan every detail of our future, which could mean I'm not the proper guy for her.""She acts as a motivator for me every day that I put in the necessary work." The patients have spoken, and they are not pleased. Both of us are drawn to my body, and both of us are drawn to hers. Her m
I awakened early the next morning after Remon explained what should and should not be done in my room. Despite the fact that he hadn't finished talking to me yet, he left as soon as his phone rang and returned home with a woman about ten o'clock that evening.My preparations to walk downstairs to get some water were interrupted when I observed them doing something obscene in the kitchen.There are no people in her house, not even the maid, whom I haven't seen in a long time."Would you mind telling me who she is?" As Remon and the woman who had been with him the night before fell asleep at the same time, I averted my gaze.I couldn't care less about her. Simply leave. But he didn't listen and instead came up to me and apologized.He gave me a long, hard look from head to toe. He was even admiring the clothes I was wearing."Does this resemble your maid's son?" His brows were furrowed, and he seemed concerned about me, which was unusual."No, simply get out of here." I'll call you when
"Are you seriously under the impression that hurting your face will make me stop?" In between getting the scissors and walking near my chair, Remon said nothing but tremble. He simply stood there, gazing at my face. "Please don't make me worry any longer." I will appreciate it if he didn't disrespect me, how funny to see his reaction."Yhra, I'd like to accompany you for the next month. All of your duties, including those linked to your family and other affairs, will be taken care of by me." For the second time, he was able to break his habit at that moment. Alternatively, he may be concerned that I will detract from the poker appearance he is attempting to keep. Tears welled up in my eyes as I questioned him before he softly stroked and touched my face. "I realize that even if I make every effort to pretend that you are her, she is not with you; she is with someone else, and you are a separate person, and the two of you are not the same person. I simply want the feeling that she is
My body is in a great deal of discomfort. I have bruises and scratches all over my seat, and my thighs are paralyzed and look like they are on the edge of being cut as a result of the pain.I'm not sure when I'll be able to break free from everything he puts me through.I'm baffled as to why this is happening to me. The fact that I have already been laid to rest does not change the fact that I have been a good child to my parents.Things, on the other hand, are different now. When I think about it, it feels like I'm hauling around all of the world's frustration. Whenever I think back on the moment he pushed my entire being to the edge, I refuse to be bitter about how I'm feeling.Someone entered after I pretend to be asleep because I heard the doorknob turn in the middle of the night when I was awakened by the sound of footsteps. I, on the other hand, have no notion of who they are.In the aftermath of his tormenting and making fun of me, I haven't been able to sleep at all."Remon, w