As I stood next to the 7/11 across from the hospital, my entire body hurt. I’ve just gotten out of work after completing my night shift.
I’ve been avoiding the doctor’s office as much as possible. I’m afraid to go to Remon and watch him bring a nurse there, and the woman who comes out can scarcely move. "Yhra!" I turned around and approached my colleague, Carlo, who was holding a cigarette. He was also a physician, but he was extremely intelligent and lived in a condominium near the hospital. "Carlo, you'll give me a mini heart attack," I said to Carlo, but he patted t pat my shoulder and brought me the drink, and started to light another cigarette. "As you know, I received a message from Remon." I was scared about what he may have said, but I kept it to myself. I know Carlo because I don’t want anybody to know what is wrong with me. He is an excellent buddy. I owe him money on the occasion when I’m in need. "What is that rumor? You do not appear to be accustomed to it. Even if you are a doctor, you won’t spread false news, just to state the obvious." I stated, and he immediately shook his head. We’d been gossiping a couple of times during the narrative because of our friendship. To have a relationship, we stated, I appear to be about to be battered and I resemble Carlo. Because of the chasm between our livelihoods, it’s nearly impossible to please Carlo. "However, I’ve heard he fucked a nurse in his office, and you know what’s worse? He also fucked a patient." I feigned to be taken aback by what Carlo informed me while he arranged for the drug to be delivered by the visiting doctors. I prepared everything for his arrival at the hospital, and I could tell Carlo was content with his work, although he was awake. Carlo’s antics caught my curiosity, and, as a result, I raised an eyebrow at him. "You know that you are lovely, and even patients notice. Therefore, avoid Remon at all costs. He stated that this was not the case previously when his fiancé had sex with him separately." Carlo brushed my hair as I nodded quietly. I got a horrible feeling, and I was determined not to injure myself. Carlo was also correct when he advised me today to avoid it to prevent what had happened from happening again. "This is the hospital; it is here to do its functions, not to talk about other people’s lives." As I slowly turned around, I gasped, and my feet were icy. Today, the visage of Doctor Remon met us. He did not appear to be in a good mood. "Truly, you are a moron. If you are not foolish, why would you exploit a patient?" Carlo said that without hesitation and I took a rapid step, fearful. I took a step between them. Remon smiled and directed his attention to Carlo’s gloomy face. "Act as though you’re better than us, Carlo, because neither of us is. Put an end to your nonsense about me. Did I know it was you, disseminating information that was not intended to be heard?" My eyes grew wider, and the man who stood between the three of us scream. "Stop!" When Carlo rushed Remon, I screamed, and the two of them began grappling, and the folks at the nursing station erupted as well. The throng gazed at the two with embarrassment. "You are a filthy pig! You don’t choose a place, and you don't even pretend to be a saint, since we all knew you weren’t!" Carlo screamed and took a step back when the officer separated them. "Put an end to your pretense that we are not the same, Carlo." Remon mocked Carlo for the second time, and they caused another uproar because of what Remon claimed. I was surprised by what they were saying as the guard on the third level approached our location to apprehend Remon and Carlo, who was still causing a scene. "Ask Yhra; I was certain she enjoyed my performance." When Carlo gazed at me forcefully, I gasped and appeared to stiffen in my current position. I was at a loss for an appropriate response or statement. "W-what?" As Remon laughed at me and Carlo's eyes said it wasn't true, I said. Remon grinned, raised his index finger to my face, and smiled back. Remon came in my direction and whisper something horrible that make me feel afraid of him. "Now, you're denying me huh, remember this Yhra, I don't want to see your fucking face, or else I'll break every inch of your body, using my manhood!" He hissed and walk passed me. I was anxious about what was being said and what was going to come out of Remon’s mouth at the moment. I trembled and bolted away from them. Why am I stranded in this situation? I was not pleased with the doctor’s treatment of me. I, too, was taken aback and couldn’t believe it. Who is a lady who wants to give up something she has cherished for a long time? I’m not sure why I’m being tortured in this situation. "You dare not flee. Dang!" Remon screamed as he pursued and confronted me, and I couldn’t help but feel nervous and fearful of what he was doing and what he can do now. I walked away from him boldly, attempting to contain my emotions. "How could you say such a thing directly to my face? I can’t believe you’re going to refuse me like you didn't moan my fucking name!" My head trembled, and he laughed wildly. I’m not sure how far my fear will take me at this point. "Are you sure you didn’t like what I did, or maybe you're looking for my touch because no one can make you feel that way, because I am the first man you got laid off—" "You're terrible man, you think everything can be solved by a sexual encounter?" "All woman want that, and most woman is dying, just to be in your place!" I can't believe that this man has this kind of attitude. "I’m not the same woman that you believe that they want you all the time, maybe when you got me laid on the very first time, I do what you said, because I have no idea how it was, but not to the point that you will disrespect me, I know that I am not a respectable woman in your eyes, but I want to undo everything that happened between us, you make me feel dirty!" I’m inconsolable because of my chest ache. I’m at a loss about how to prevent it. "Fuck, then quit your fucking job if you can't stand on seeing me!" He said while showing how frustrated he is now. "I cannot quit since I have a family that relies on me," I said in contrast to him, who is wealthy and pampered. I am nothing without good fortune in life and without a fitting place in the world. "Can you not act that way because I know you do the same thing? I knew you loved it based on your reaction, and you didn’t even bother me to stop!" I smacked him in surprise, and my fingers trembled and my eyes swelled with the agony of what he was saying to me. "That is not the case. It will never appeal to me if I hold you accountable for what you’ve done to me. I am incapable of forgiving you. Bear it in mind!" I screamed and moved away from him as he drew me in front of him and forcibly kissed me. "Release me!" I screamed and wrestled with him. "I will not release you until you express dissatisfaction with what I have done to you! No lady can despise me as much as you, Yhra." He yelled at me and rejected the terror I was experiencing. "What is the matter with me? Kindly inform me, Yhra. Why aren’t you all fond of me? What? What is wrong with me if everything that has occurred to me has been excruciatingly painful? Why are they pleased with what I accomplished, but you are not? Why are you and Lesley identical? Why is it that there are so many whys in my head that I can not answer? Tell me what, Yhra! " He said, and it appeared as though Remon was about to lose his mind. "Release me!" I pleaded, and he gave me a disapproving look. "I only desire to be liked. However, why not? " I wish I could feel sorry for him, but I can't, it's a really difficult thing to do to wish for something highly improbable to occur. "You can find the ideal match for yourself. However, what you’re doing to me is incorrect." I attempted to free myself from his hold, but it was so tight that I felt as if I were choking on what Remon was doing now. My concern was that I could not settle down at this point. "Yhra is perfect; everything I desire is correct," I became even more terrified when he leaned me against the wall and moved his hand. I was gasping for air as he did so. It never stops, regardless of whether I’m sobbing or in pain because of what he’s doing to me. "C-correct," I murmured as Remon covered my mouth and locked his gaze on me. "Nothing will stop until I am comfortable with what is occurring, Yhra." My head would not stop whirling, and his hand would not stop stroking and disrobing me. "You’re truly befuddled!" I suddenly lost my hand and the weight bearing down on my body, and all I could hear was a noise as my breathing slowed. "Are you all alright, Yhra?" Carlo’s voice was the last thing I heard before the darkness set in.I jumped to my feet swiftly, holding my head and striving to recondition myself. Because of my difficulty breathing, I felt as though I was suffocating."Are you all right?" he said, as Carlo’s face revealed itself to me."What am I doing? I have not yet completed my cleaning!" I was shocked and sprang to my feet."Not to worry, Yhra, you may take a break. You're so exhausted, so fatigued," My breathing slowed, and I let him gaze at me for an extended period.I was terrified. What if I become pregnant because of what happened between me and Remon? I’m not sure how else I’m going to get up or where I’m going to get confidence."Is that true?" I raised my eyes to avoid his gaze as if someone else were suddenly in front of me. I have the impression that I am a filthy lady."How can you make sure that I will tell what happened, Carlo?""Simply state the truth." I remained mute and nodded slightly in response to what he said. Carlo’s rage was palpable."Why?" I cringed and did not know how
As I strolled to the brief stop to cool myself and pass the time, the difficulties of the situation took me aback. I felt constricted as if I couldn’t breathe through the anguish, but even more so, if I gazed, nothing would happen.I could hear only the ringing and hum of the air conditioner since very few people were going by at this hour of the night."We have coffee, ma’am. Perhaps you want it. It’s only twenty-five pesos." I nodded and grinned. Each time I recall a phrase Mama left me, I am enveloped in darkness and despair.She put an end to all my hopes for our family. I merely want support, but when times are tough, they’ll return it to me."I appreciate it." I smiled once again and handed the coffee over. He stared at me and was perplexed by the objects next to me."Why are you lugging along so many garments? If you’re waiting for the bus to depart for the province, it will depart at 4 AM." I drank my coffee and nodded."I’m expecting something. And then I can not return to th
He chuckles as he clings to his tummy and sits on the side of the bed. "I’m joking, Yhra," Melchor says."That was a fantastic reaction, I’ll tell you that. If you could only see me, you’d understand why I’m laughing so hard right now," He said, and I couldn’t believe what he was saying. It seemed like all the dread from the previous day was back, and the memories of that day were pushing me away from him.His blasphemy against me is unforgivable, and there will be no forgiveness."You made me feel uncomfortable," I said and then took the food out of his pocket and wallet and placed it in his bag."It’s been a long time since I last time I saw you. I could see mucus flowing from its mouth and frothing at the mouth." Melchor keeps on joking and I can't hide the disgust on my face."Take into consideration that you are a really attractive lady."My cousin’s statements to me had me puzzled.She is my aunt Jessa’s child, and he is about the same age as me."Do you mean to imply that what
"Please let me go. Aren’t you a little ashamed of my family? If this is the case, you’ll bring me back to life and drag me here. I’ll stay with them till you go back to the house." After coming to a stop at the resort’s most popular area, I screamed at Remon, who was putting his hands close to his forehead, as if experiencing some type of serious difficulty, which he was not."I will discuss it in further detail if you come with me." I moved my hand away from him, but Remon keep grabbing my hand, insisting to hold it."Do not be obstinate; I do not want to have to repeat what you’re saying to the depths of my being if you continue to be so. You’ve just ruined all I’ve worked so hard to achieve. That’s more than enough stop to this immediately." I am not bothered to wait for his reaction meant that I could flee the situation without a second thought.When I got a little farther away from the house, I pulled over to the side of the road and quickly wiped away the tears that had been hol
The fact that I was still lying in bed without a cover didn't help matters because my eyes were hurting so badly.It appeared to me that Remon had just smacked me, as he walked away from me. He sat in the corner and walked away as if he wanted to make up for what we had done the previous night.The fact his actions and shame have both been restored as a consequence of the beating is wonderful, but the situation is far worse for me.I was feeling a lot of agony in my body. I was vehement in my refusal to go. I hoped for the things that I desired to happen. The reason for his decision to travel with me to Laguna was a mystery. What makes you think I can't get rid of all of his misery?Because of the discomfort in my knees, it was difficult for me to maneuver cautiously out of the space."Remon please take me back, I wanna go home."Even though it was tough for me to enter the building, people appeared to take an interest in me for reasons that I couldn't fathom."Please." I was dragged
My body is in a great deal of discomfort. I have bruises and scratches all over my seat, and my thighs are paralyzed and look like they are on the edge of being cut as a result of the pain.I'm not sure when I'll be able to break free from everything he puts me through.I'm baffled as to why this is happening to me. The fact that I have already been laid to rest does not change the fact that I have been a good child to my parents.Things, on the other hand, are different now. When I think about it, it feels like I'm hauling around all of the world's frustration. Whenever I think back on the moment he pushed my entire being to the edge, I refuse to be bitter about how I'm feeling.Someone entered after I pretend to be asleep because I heard the doorknob turn in the middle of the night when I was awakened by the sound of footsteps. I, on the other hand, have no notion of who they are.In the aftermath of his tormenting and making fun of me, I haven't been able to sleep at all."Remon, w
"Are you seriously under the impression that hurting your face will make me stop?" In between getting the scissors and walking near my chair, Remon said nothing but tremble. He simply stood there, gazing at my face. "Please don't make me worry any longer." I will appreciate it if he didn't disrespect me, how funny to see his reaction."Yhra, I'd like to accompany you for the next month. All of your duties, including those linked to your family and other affairs, will be taken care of by me." For the second time, he was able to break his habit at that moment. Alternatively, he may be concerned that I will detract from the poker appearance he is attempting to keep. Tears welled up in my eyes as I questioned him before he softly stroked and touched my face. "I realize that even if I make every effort to pretend that you are her, she is not with you; she is with someone else, and you are a separate person, and the two of you are not the same person. I simply want the feeling that she is
I awakened early the next morning after Remon explained what should and should not be done in my room. Despite the fact that he hadn't finished talking to me yet, he left as soon as his phone rang and returned home with a woman about ten o'clock that evening.My preparations to walk downstairs to get some water were interrupted when I observed them doing something obscene in the kitchen.There are no people in her house, not even the maid, whom I haven't seen in a long time."Would you mind telling me who she is?" As Remon and the woman who had been with him the night before fell asleep at the same time, I averted my gaze.I couldn't care less about her. Simply leave. But he didn't listen and instead came up to me and apologized.He gave me a long, hard look from head to toe. He was even admiring the clothes I was wearing."Does this resemble your maid's son?" His brows were furrowed, and he seemed concerned about me, which was unusual."No, simply get out of here." I'll call you when
Everything starts with a mistake, even the day I encountered Yhra and even the day I left Yhra.Everyone’s mess, from the beginning to the end of it all. I assumed that everything would be fine after the trial, and that I would finally have the complete family that I deserved.I repeat all of my sins, and I know that every day is like a challenge to me, since the day I was tied to someone I never loved, and even when I never saw that I would love.I will start on the day that I met Yhra. At the hospital, I know I made a big mistake, that one mistake led to another; I know it’s wrong, and I know Yhra is a different person; it feels like Lesley is haunting me, despite the fact that I saw her have a family; she promised that it would be me, the man she will settle with.And it’s me, the biggest jerk, who started the revenge. I didn’t notice. I sound so dumb. I retaliated against people who had nothing to do with my past, or maybe because Yhra looks almost the same as Lesley.But eventual
It's been two days since the trial. Everything was fine, and we moved to Remon's house now, a home, while the house he was working on was not yet over.Little did he know, we would leave the children when he left for a business meeting, and he was going to resign at the hospital. I don't know why he chose to become a businessman now, after a few years. He had a hard time at med school.But who cares about his decision when I'm leaving him with the kids and never showing him again?I will stick to my plan, and no matter what he says or how he dies in front of me, I will leave and never forgive again the days I endured, pretending to be a fool.Even though I was tired and my dizziness was too bad, I would endure. I could just leave Remon's puder.After I had fixed our meal for this dinner, Remon hugged me, kissed my neck, and gently scratched it. Even his smell makes me pussy due to disgust. He still acts like he didn't do something to break us, but we can't ruin it until I know what he
I was still in shock as my mom and dad hugged me in front of me, while on our side, Dana and her family's side were bent. I couldn't believe we won the case, and they couldn't do anything now.I feel happy now. My children are hugging me tight, Remon is on my side, and with a big smile. In a lot of cases, they are still facing Dana today.I smiled sweetly and kissed the heads of my children. Now, I can really call them mine, from the eyes of God, the law and the people."That woman is a fucking home wrecker. I will not allow it and I will not miss it!" Dana started to lose anything else. Dana's parents are preventing it from getting any closer to us."And this kind, how ungrateful you are! After I give it all to you, your needs, after I became a mother to you for a long time without your mother, now you are a trin of me!" The children hid behind me. I started to cry, and I quickly turned to Dana."Of course, they will choose their real mother, and I don't want to have an argument with
I am planning to act like a fool this time, and play along with Remon's manipulation. I need to finish the case, and when I finally take the kids into my custodyFor the mean time, I will let her believe that I don't know, and my departure is because I have an emergency meeting. I can't even tell my mom and dad, because my plan will be ruined.Now, Remon will know how far away from his son I am because this time I will become selfish. I will think of my own pleasure. This time, no one can stop or manipulate my decision.If he acts like everything is fine, then I'll do the same. We will play at what he started, but this time, I will win no matter what it takes for my children.I threw away my cigarette before returning to the hotel room. I wanted to see Remon's reaction; I wanted to see the twit on his face, because he thought I was leaving.He was thinking that I knew his plan. Remon made me a fool, so I would let him see that he was still cheating on me, and at the same time, I could
I am wiping my tears while packing my things. I'm leaving the hotel where we checked in.I need fresh air, and get away from them. Remon know that I am not selfish when it comes to him, and he doesn't have to shop between Isabella and me, because I am already used to the pain.It wasn't as painful as before, it was a good thing that I could still feel the pain, no matter how much I went through it.What makes me feel suspicious about Isabella is why remon avoiding that woman in the first place? It's mean he's hiding something about the pregnancy of that woman.A lot of thoughts makes my hand shake and my chest clutch, my tears are falling now. I don't want to be in this kind of situation again, where the cold is creeping me and the dark is welcoming me once again.I feel like I'm a fool who believes in myself that I'm used to it, and I can handle this situation, but still. I cannot.I quickly grabbed my bag, went out of the room and carried the weight of my feelings.I know, I am neve
"You think that attending a reunion is a good idea, right?" I asked Remon while looking at the mirror, watching him do his neck tie, and I was just finishing my hair.I'm hesitant, scared, yes. I couldn't help but worry, and we were going out and the case was not over. Dana's parents were still on their way to me, and they didn't stand by my dad's warning.I heard a lot of issues, and some of them were purely half-baked gossip, from Dana's family's source, and I can't imagine being my talent and my manager's talent, I was told, and I was, and I am. The worst part is the rumor of my pregnancy, which I tried to abort the twins.I don't want that news. I don't want my kids to read a lie. That is why I wanted them to migrate. When the trial is settled, and if it were even longer, I could only say one thing: the justice was tilted The country's system, which when there is a lot of money, has no fight even though the evidence is held by the accused."Don't be too hard on yourself. We need t
The size of the children's smiles as I supported them at their school work. Remon still couldn't get into his job, so the four of us were together.Dad is taking care of the process for Dana's case for me, while the kids are temporarily home schooled, as Dana is likely to take my children to school, or else the children in the school are in a bad mood because of Dana's case, child abuse, and unfortunately, the children need to testify about Dana's hand.I knew my children would feel pain. I knew they were hurting now, but if I didn't fight, how could we be together and together?"Mama," it said in the activity, a family picture. Lesandro pointed to his work book and I looked at it. We couldn't get out because of the kids. For a moment, I stopped and remembered the camera that my sister had gifted me.She gave that camera to me, a Polaroid camera, and I used it when I was on vacation, because Yhna said, I deserve to have a break, especially since I was working too much. just to avoid b
My whole body feels achy. I was still awake, especially in my head. But I don't want to disturb the person in my room now in the hospital. When I was sleeping, I felt like I was being bullied and I was on the brink of death. And all I want is to survive, to wake up and to keep on fighting, even though my situation is very difficult today.Especially when it comes to my mind that I'm going to die, I can leave my children and most of all I can't fulfill the whole family I promise myself. I want to see my whole family, to reunite and become happy. That is my only wish, because I have nothing to ask for, if not my family is formed.My children are sleeping with their father, with a folding bed and there they are. I turned to the window, it was morning and the sun was setting. Remon was confronted when the door opened. The carrier came in to every room, and now he noticed that I was awake.I show my warm smile to him and Remon quickly approached me, checking me and asking a few questions a
This is the day I can say is the best of all because I see my children, with my parents, and we are all on the same roof. Eating at the table as if no one was chasing our problem. This is so good that I even knew that my children experienced something bad in Dana's hand. The kids are still happy, looking at their grandparents. It's like they knew who we really were in their lives.I hope they know who their real mother is. But that is too greedy if I ask that they already know. Even me, I don't want them to be surprised by who and what the real situation is. But if there is a chance, I will say But for now, they need to rest."Thank you so much for the food. It's delicious. Then we still have chocolates." Cassianna picked up the chocolate, as if she was worshiping the chocolate that Mom gave the song. My mother just laughed and rubbed Cassiana's head. As Lesandro was looking at me, I also caressed my son's head and blinked softly. I noticed that Cassianna was angry because she was dri