"Why do you always bring me to the woods?" I chuckled and looked at Harper.
We were walking deeper into the woods, away from the place where his car was parked. My hand was tightly clasped in his and I was in no hurry to let go of him, and from the looks of it, neither was he. Tingles were shooting up and down my arm and I was feeling strangely content at the small skin-to-skin contact.
"People wouldn't like to see me transforming into a silver wolf in broad daylight, believe me." Harper chuckled while looking pointedly at me.
I mentally smacked myself in the head. Of course! Humans didn't know about werewolves. It felt strange to admit the fact, because less than a week ago, I was one of those humans too. Those humans who didn't know that supernatural beings exist and live amongst them.
"Sometimes humans don't take too kindly to us when they know about our little secret." Little? He calls this secret little?! "They assume us to be dangerous and so, hunt us. We call them hunters." Harper shrugged his shoulders as if talking about being hunted was a rather common topic for him. Maybe it was.
How would it feel like to be hunted because you are pressed to be dangerous? I shuddered at the thought.
"That's why you have such tight security in so many parts of the city." I wondered out loud. I knew that there was some big reason why the rich part of the society exercised so much security.
"Yup. All the high-rank wolves live inside the gated colony. No human can get inside if the guards posted on the entry gates have not verified it. All other normal wolves live outside the colony, they are normal pack members who have their own humanized jobs." Harper said.
I nodded in understanding. "Natalie lives inside the colony. What's her rank?"
"Natalie's father is a pack warrior. A very high one at that. He is an important member of the pack, and that's why he lives inside the colony. Whereas your other friend, um, what's her name?"
"Samantha."
"Samantha's father doesn't take any part in the pack's everyday activities. He has his job and so he lives outside the colony." I nodded my head in understanding.
"Did you talk to them?" Harper asked me, looking uncertain for the first time since we entered the woods.
My whole body tensed at his question. I had no plans to tell him about my problems. I wasn't comfortable with it yet.
I shook my head without looking at him. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Harper clench his jaw and his grip on my hand tightened.
"You know it wasn't their fault, right." Harper was trying to get me to listen to him and forgive my best friends, but I wasn't simply ready for that.
"We came here so you could show me your wolf." I snapped at Harper. I took in a deep breath. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay. I understand." Harper squeezed my hand and gave me a small smile.
He tugged at my hand, signaling me to stop walking. Then he turned his body and stood in front of me. He looked straight into my eyes and asked hesitantly," Are you sure you want to do this?"
I nodded, confused as to why he was asking me that.
Harper squeezed my hand and then released his hold on me. I immediately missed his hand as the tingles and warmth died down in my hand.
He signaled me to stay where I was and I knew what was going to happen now. I folded my arms across my chest, suddenly unsure of my decision. He took a few steps back, creating distance between the two of us. His eyes never left my own, sporting a myriad of uncertain emotions.
Harper took the helm of his shirt in his hands and pulled it over his head. My cheeks flamed a bright red and my eyes involuntarily took him in. His six packs glistened in the humid environment of the forest. I stopped myself from running over to him and running my hands all over his chiseled torso.
My eyes met Harper's which had a mischievous glint in them. "Like what you see?" His lips lifted in a teasing smirk, and I had the sudden urge to wipe off his face. He noticed me checking him out.
"Yes, I do." Words flew out of my mouth before I could stop them and register what they meant. My face grew hot and I knew my cheeks probably looked like they were two tomatoes attached to my face.
I immediately broke eye contact with him. I just couldn't muster up enough courage to look at him. Harper's chuckle resounded in the air between us, amongst the natural voices of the forest. "I'm glad to hear that." Harper was amused.
I focused on the surrounding trees, I tried to look anywhere but at Harper, but my ears were trained on every movement he made. I heard the rustle of his jeans hitting the ground and I took a deep breath, in a desperate attempt to calm my hormones which were going haywire.
"You have to look, you know. Just keep your eyes trained on my face." Harper's husky voice rang out in the forest and I felt a shudder go down my spine.
"Are you naked?" I asked, after gulping the lump in my throat. My face grew hot once again at the juicy prospect of seeing Harper naked in the wild. The thought thrilled me and excited my already perverted mind.
"Yes, that's why I asked you to keep your eyes on my face," Harper said. His voice was breathier now and I found it hard to control myself.
"What?" I squeaked, immediately turning around, my back was now facing Harper. My hands flew over my eyes in a desperate attempt to shield my eyes from Harper's naked form. "Why are you naked?"
"I don't want to ruin my underwear," Harper replied and made it sound so obvious that I was beginning to believe his being naked was necessary. I facepalmed inwardly at how ridiculous my thought process was.
Sneaky bastard!
"You have got to turn, you know," Harper said.
I shook my hands, too mortified by my word vomit from before and the fact that he was naked was simply too much for me to ignore.I heard Harper sigh. "Okay, then."
After a few minutes, I could hear bones pop and I knew I would now see Harper in his wolf glory. I gulped nervously at the thought.
Heavily padded paws moved in my direction and my breath caught in my throat. I was not ready to do it. Knowing that my boyfriend changed to a wolf from time to time was a completely different thing than actually witnessing it.
Harper stopped, leaving some distance between us. I knew he was giving me the last chance to back out, to not see his wolf again. If I chose, I could just ask him to transform back and I would come face to face with the version of Harper I had been seeing my whole life.
I could feel Harper's heavy breath hit my back, which sent tingles down my whole body and my eyes closed involuntarily in pleasure.I took a deep breath, reminding myself of the reasons I had chosen to do this in the first place. I willed my feet to move and I slowly turned around, only to face a large white wolf, standing a few feet away from me, his green eyes boring into my blue ones. The green eyes I had associated with Harper for so long, would now be associated with this beautiful creature before me, from this day on.
The last time I had seen this wolf, I was scared out of my wits because the only fact I could focus on was that Harper had just changed into a wolf. I couldn't focus on anything else.
Now I knew what to expect and I was ready for it, but nothing could have made me ready for the magnificent animal standing in front of me. I could easily believe that the huge animal standing in front of me, was capable of leading a whole pack of wolves. The animal radiated power and authority, with his head held high and his thick muscles.
Large green eyes watched me carefully, assessing my every movement and facial expression, trying to gauge my reaction.
I hesitantly took a brave step toward the silver wolf. I had given in to the urge within me to touch it. The wolf watched me wearily, confused about what I was planning to do.
I smiled softly at the wolf in front of me. If I focused on the green eyes in front of me, I could easily imagine that the test of the body belonged to Harper Cain.
I touched the wolf's muzzle and he purred in response, his eyes closing in pleasure. I could feel the familiar tingles run up my arm and I sighed in response.
I took hold of Its face with both of my hands. My hands buried into the soft and thick fur at his neck and I gazed into its green eyes, the only pair in the world, which held the power to send me to oblivion by just looking at them.
The wolf tentatively moved forward and buried its nozzle into my neck, its hot breath fanning my neck. I giggled at the ticklish sensation caused by his breath and my muscles which had been tensed before now relaxed completely.
I felt a wet sensation on the base of my neck and I realized that the wolf was licking me. Instead of being uncomfortable at the fact, I bit my lip and closed my eyes to better experience the tingles that were now shooting up straight through my head.
Harper licked me again. I couldn't help but let out a breathy moan, the sound echoing in the forest.
I felt the wolf still under my touch. It immediately backed away and I felt distraught at the loss of contact between us. I frowned at Harper's reaction. He was backing away from me and was taking slow steps backward.
The wolf settled on the forest floor and the next moment; I heard bones pop. I could see bones rearranging themselves, I could see the tail shorten and the white fur diminish. I wondered if the whole process was painful.
In a matter of a few seconds, Harper stood in front of me, in all his naked glory. My cheeks flamed once again and I forced my eyes to stay on Harper's eyes and not venture downwards where I would find.... I shook my head, desperately trying to rid myself of these thoughts.
Harper's gaze was intense and I couldn't break the contact between us even if I wanted to. I found a giddy feeling blossomed within me with the way Harper was looking at me and I softly smiled at him.
In two giant steps, Harper took me in his arms and slammed his lips on mine. My breath was knocked out of my chest and before I knew it, I had circled my arms around his bare shoulders, bringing him closer to my body.
Our lips moved in sync with each other. Our chests were pressed against each other and so was the rest of our bodies.
I couldn't find myself to let him go. I just wanted to keep kissing him and he had the same intentions, because after a breathy moan came from my throat, his hold tightened on my waist, gluing our bodies together.
I pulled back a little, if I hadn’t, I would have surely passed out from lack of oxygen. My breathing was ragged and so was his, if the movement of his chest against my own was anything to judge by.
I smiled at Harper, our faces still inches apart, and gazed into his eyes.
"I love you."
Both of our bodies stilled and our eyes widened.The ride back home was more than awkward, because the three words spoken out loud in the forest lingered between us, and it made both of us so uneasy and unsure of ourselves. I didn't know what to say or what to make of the situation.Our day away from school had finally come to an end. Neither one of us spoke anything on the car ride back home. What do you say to your boyfriend of one day, who had told you that he loves you, while the both of you were in a compromising position? The compromising position was him completely naked and me being completely wrapped in his arms, after sharing one of the most amazing kisses one could ever experience in one's lifetime.My heart had stopped for a minute when I heard those words and I was panicking inside. It was way too early to say those words, mate bond be damned. I didn't know what to say after that, because I couldn't bring myself to say the same three words back to him. I couldn't say those words to him, because I didn't love him. At l
I had no idea if I was doing it right! Was this the right time to introduce Zara to my parents? Is that how normal humans do it?But it wasn't exactly in my control, either, like so many other things in my life, I thought bitterly.I didn't want to scare Zara but my parents were adamant about meeting her soon and I was sure they were going to point out every single flaw in her. Well, I'd like to see them try. As far as I know, she's pretty flawless.My father, or should I say, the alpha, wasn't happy at all when I told him I would have another go with the mate bond, with Zara. I told him that his empty threats about not giving me the alpha title were not going to take him anywhere, I would happily become a rogue if I had her with me.The very thought about Zara made me happy and lifted my mood. I leaned back on the hood of my car, silently waiting for her to walk out of the school doors. We had decided that we would meet up at my car after school ended so that I could take her to meet
I have no idea why, but the moment I said that Eva might be pregnant, no, scratch that, is pregnant, the mood in the office changed drastically. It was somehow less hostile and cold.I didn't know the story about the couple sitting in front of me, but by the way, both of Harper's stilled and gaped at me, for a few minutes, I would say, that being pregnant was amazing news for them. I couldn't help but feel elated that the news came from me."You can check it, you know," I said, while carefully eyeing Eva's expression. She looked up at me and nodded distractedly.She gingerly picked up the test and got up from the comfortable office chair, behind the desk. I could see her knees were wobbly and I was afraid she would fall and hurt herself.She slowly walked out of the room, still in a daze and I looked at Harper nervously. I had felt his eyes on me the entire time and I knew he was wondering why I didn't tell him about the dream I had last night. I nervously smiled at him, unsure how h
"So, when are you going to introduce us to that lovely boyfriend of yours?" My father said abruptly, while we all were eating breakfast.I stopped cutting the delicious pancake on my plate and looked up to see three pairs of eyes looking at me."W-what?" I stammered."Oh, come on. You thought we wouldn't know about the guy who waits on the next block to pick you up." My mother smirked at me. No, Mom, I didn't think you would find out about the guy who waits on the next block to pick me up."We noticed you weren't using your car even though it's in perfect condition." My dad said."Yeah, then I told them about your boyfriend," Cory said the word boyfriend with so much smugness, I wanted to murder him."I, um...." I didn't know what to say. What could I say? What do you say to your parents when they ask about your parents when you have only been dating for three days?!"How can you have a boyfriend? You're too young to date." My father said exasperated.I saw my mother elbow my father a
"Your lip is going to bleed if you don't stop chewing on it," Samantha said, concern evident in her voice. We were sitting in the cafeteria, during lunch period. Our group of three had long extended into a group of five, with the addition of Harper and Aiden. They hadn't joined us yet and Nat and Sam were watching me with a worried expression.I had been worried about the dinner tonight with my family, where Harper and Emily were going to sit at the same table. It would be such a weird situation that I cringed every time I thought about it."Yeah, what are you so worried about?" Aiden asked me while sitting down at the table, beside Samantha.A minute later, I felt another person slide into the empty spot beside me, and by the way my body reacted to it, I knew it was Harper.Harper settled down comfortably and put his hand on my shoulders, bringing me closer to him. I didn't protest and let my body be closer to his. "Everything alright? You seem tense, babe." Harper turned his head
I couldn't believe it. I really couldn't. My sister was mated to a werewolf and she had been marked. Maybe, if I repeat this sentence in my head a few times, I will end up believing it.The atmosphere at the dinner table was tense, not that I was surprised. Dad was glaring daggers at Harper, who was sitting beside me. Emily and Cory sat on the other side of the table from us, while both my parents sat on the ends of the table.Cory, as usual, was oblivious to the tension and was just munching on his pasta. Emily was fidgeting nervously in her seat and glanced at me from time to time. Dad was silent and grumpy, just as I expected. Mom was trying desperately to lighten up the mood in the room. It was going worse than I expected. What a joy!"So, Harper, what do you like doing in your free time?" Mom piped up."Make out with girls," Emily said with a sickly sweet voice. I choked on pasta and Harper immediately went rigid.Before either of us could say anything, Dad grumbled. "Why doesn't
Say something. Anything."So that was, uh...." Harper began."Awful." I put my head in my hands and groaned.Harper chuckled and I shot him a glare. "Well, not awful. You're sitting here with me, are you not?! With your dad's permission." Harper glanced at me and smiled. Well, that's one way to look at it!"I guess," I mumbled because it was true. Although the dinner was unbearable and one of the most awkward gatherings I have ever been to, my dad had, somehow accepted Harper."What do you think got him?" Harper asked me."What?" "What do you think convinced him, that I am serious about us and not just taking advantage of you?" Harper sneaked a glance at me."I don't think you have even me convinced yet." I kept my face as straight as possible. Teasing him had become one of my greatest past times lately, and I never let go of any opportunities and this one was just too damn good to pass."Really?" Harper asked nervously and ran a hand through his hair.I sneaked a glance at him, to
"Emily wasn't always like that, was she?" Samantha asked."No, she wasn't." I sighed. The three of us were having a sleepover at my house. It was only the day before yesterday that I had gone through that awful dinner and I doubt there would come a time when I won't find it cringe-worthy.My friends were curious to know everything that had happened during the dinner. I wanted to tell them everything face to face but didn't find the time in school, so it was unanimously decided that we would have a sleepover at my house, where we would talk about all the drama that had been going on in my life. I had my doubts though. I didn't think a few sleepover nights would help me cover up all the drama with them and with the way things were going, it was only going to pile up.Since the dinner, I haven't talked to Emily and I honestly don't want to. We ignored each other when we passed each other in the hallways. Mom told me she decided to cut her trip short and was going to return to her colle
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of