I had no idea if I was doing it right! Was this the right time to introduce Zara to my parents? Is that how normal humans do it?
But it wasn't exactly in my control, either, like so many other things in my life, I thought bitterly.
I didn't want to scare Zara but my parents were adamant about meeting her soon and I was sure they were going to point out every single flaw in her. Well, I'd like to see them try. As far as I know, she's pretty flawless.
My father, or should I say, the alpha, wasn't happy at all when I told him I would have another go with the mate bond, with Zara. I told him that his empty threats about not giving me the alpha title were not going to take him anywhere, I would happily become a rogue if I had her with me.
The very thought about Zara made me happy and lifted my mood. I leaned back on the hood of my car, silently waiting for her to walk out of the school doors. We had decided that we would meet up at my car after school ended so that I could take her to meet my parents.
This was the second day of our relationship and I was already starting to sound sappy, but I just couldn't wait to see her again. Seeing her walking in the hallways, in her skirt and a tank top had my wolf moaning in pleasure.
My wolf was acting out, he just wanted to mark Zara as soon as possible and it was getting hard to control him every time Zara locked lips with me. Needless to say, I was addicted to her scent too. I was beginning to understand why she loved chocolates so much. Being with her in class and sitting with her in lunch, just wasn't enough. It just made me want more and I wanted to give her time. I wanted to give her the choice to be marked by me. I wanted her to choose me.
And every time she smiled just weakened my resolve. The way she smiled at me yesterday, when I dropped her at home, stopped my heart. She was so happy that I had helped her resolve the feud with her friends, and that I had helped her in general. I just couldn't sit by and see her frown and sigh dejectedly every time she saw them, I knew she loved both Natalie and Samantha and that she valued their friendship very much. I wasn't going to let it all go to waste, especially because somehow, I knew it was all my fault, in the first place.
My thoughts are interrupted when the amazing smell of chocolate and pines surrounds me. I nearly groan at the aphrodisiac smell and open my eyes to see Zara coming towards me, with a soft smile on her face.
I loved how gorgeous she always looked without even trying and I had to stop my wolf from going crazy, who wanted me to run to her and take her in my arms. I crossed my arms over my chest as I roamed my eyes over her small figure. She blushed at my staring and I couldn't help but smile triumphantly at the sight. I was aware that the mate bond manifested itself differently in humans than the way it did in us werewolves, but it was always a sight to witness that she was affected by me.
My wolf growled at the sight of her blush and I smirked at her. She rolled her eyes playfully at my reaction and walked closer to me. I held her hand and brought her closer to me and I wrapped my arms around her.
She stilled for a second and my breath caught in my throat at her reluctance to hug me. Was I going too fast?
Before I could apologize, she relaxed in my embrace and hugged me back. My wolf howled in pleasure and I couldn't help but smile at her action. The way her body was pressed flush against mine like our bodies were molded to fit together perfectly, made me sigh in pleasure.
I leaned back to look at her pretty face and see the ever-present blush on her cheeks whenever I was around.
"So, are you ready?"She nodded. "We just have to make a detour first." Her voice sounded unsure but firm. I just nodded my head at her and smiled.
I loosened my hold on her and let her walk to the passenger side of my Mercedes. "Where do you want to go?" I asked her as I unlocked my car and buckled my seatbelt.
"The medical store," Zara said absentmindedly and I couldn't help but frown. Was she sick? She didn't look sick, but what do I know?
My wolf was already panicking inside and as a result, I was panicking myself. What if she has some chronic life-threatening disease?
"Are you alright?" I asked her tentatively, unsure if I wanted to know the answer to my question.She chuckled at my panic-stricken expression and I immediately felt myself relax at her response. "No, I just need to pick up something."
I nodded and started the car after turning on the GPS. Zara kept playing with her hands and I had come to know this as a nervous habit she had. I guess, meeting your boyfriend's parents would give anybody nerves.
I parked the car and made a move to unbuckle my seat belt to accompany her into the store. "I will be back in 5. Stay here." Zara said with a sheepish smile and before I could open my mouth and think of anything to say, she ran into the store to get whatever it was she wanted.
I sighed and leaned back into the plush leather seats and smiled at how I was taking orders from a human now. I couldn't help but chuckle at my situation. I guess that's just how mate bonds worked.
In five minutes, Zara came back and settled herself in the car. I raised an eyebrow at her secretive behavior but refrained from asking anything about it. I didn't plan to make the situation awkward, what if she had some tampons or pads in there? I cringed at the thought and started the car.
I didn't know about her but I was getting nervous as the pack house approached. The higher ranks and their families lived in the pack house. I had lived there my whole life, my dad being the alpha. What would I do if he kept insulting Zara? The thought infuriated me and I took in a deep breath to calm myself down.
I could see Zara fidget from the corner of my eye and I gently took hold of one of her hands to give her reassurance. Tingles immediately went up my arm and I immediately relaxed at her touch. I think this action was more for my benefit than hers.
I parked the car in front of the pack house and immediately got out of the car. I walked briskly to the passenger side so and opened the door for Zara. I wasn't being gentlemanly; I just couldn't wait to touch her and hold her in any way. I knew she needed my touch as much as she needed mine.
I helped her out of the car but didn't release my hold on her. I smiled nervously at her, to find her looking up at me with a gentle smile on her face. I pulled her close to me and planted a kiss on her forehead. I smirked at her flushed face and she punched my arm after seeing my smug expression.
I squeezed her hand and walked up the steps to the door of the pack house. I opened them myself and looked around for any sign of my parents.
We are at my office, son. My father had mind-linked me, he must have heard me come in. My wolf growled at his disrespect. Zara was the future Luna of the pack and she was supposed to be treated with the same respect as me. They should have been standing in front of me and welcoming her into the pack and not sitting in a damn office as if she were any other wolf, asking for permission to join the pack.
I was infuriated and my wolf wanted to come out and rip his head off for disrespecting his mate.
"My father is in his office. He will meet us there." I gritted my teeth and eyed the stairs distastefully."The mind link thing?" Zara furrowed her eyebrows and her nose was scrunched in contemplation. She looked so cute, I just wanted to laugh at her confused expression.
My lips smiled on their own at her. "Yes, the mind link thing." I chuckled and she pouted at me. Oh, God kill me!
If she kept doing this, we wouldn't make it to the Alpha's office and I would just take her to the nearest couch. I groaned out loud at the mental image.
I guided her to the stairs and we were standing in front of a closed oak door in a matter of minutes. I sniffed the air and I knew there were two people in the room, waiting to meet my mate, my mom and my dad.
I looked down at Zara to see how she was doing. I wanted to give her a last chance to back out of this situation, but she stood beside me with a determined expression on her face. She squeezed my hand and that was all the motivation I needed to open the door.
The room looked warm but the people inside were anything but. I had been inside this room countless number of times and soon, I was going to sit behind the huge mahogany desk, where my mother sat for now, and rule the pack with my lovely mate beside me. My father was standing behind my mother, with his arms crossed across his chest, a sure method to intimidate Zara.
Nobody said anything but I could see what my parents on their faces. I waited for them to welcome Zara inside or say anything to her. When they didn't, I pulled Zara gently to the chairs placed in front of the large desk.
Nobody said a word even after we were seated and I felt Zara fidget beside me. I looked into the green eyes of my father, a trait I had inherited, challenging him to say or do anything to insult my mate, more than he already had.
I could see Zara fidgeting on her chair, from the corner of my eyes. She nervously tucked a blue tendril of hair behind her ear and smiled at my parents nervously.
I cleared my throat. "Zara, this is my father, the alpha of The Red Lakes Pack, Sebastian Cain and this is my mother, the Luna, Eva Cain."
Zara nervously waved at them. "Hi," she meekly said.
What the fuck?! She waved at them. I smiled at her innocence and stopped myself from laughing at her cute nervousness.
My mother smiled stiffly at Zara whereas my father just snorted. I balled my fist and held Zara's hand tighter. God, give me strength or I will rip this man's head off!
Sebastian eyed Zara for a second. "So, Harper tells me that the moon goddess visits in your dreams."
Of course, this man would be interested in that subject, the only reason he ever agreed to meet Zara was because of her fucking dreams, even when he didn't believe it.Zara waved her hand in the air nonchalantly. "She told me you don't believe it and whatever I say, you're not going to believe me."
Sebastian and Eva stilled and my head whipped to look at Zara. What was she saying? Did she have a recent dream about the goddess? She didn't know that she was going to meet my parents till yesterday, so she must have dreamt about it last night. I stare at her dumbfounded. Why didn't she tell me about it?
Sebastian sighed and Eva gave Zara a curious but suspicious look. "Really?"
Zara nodded and turned to give me a small smile.
Sebastian rolled his eyes again. "What more did the goddess say, that you were the perfect candidate for the future Luna?"
I growled at him, warning him to shut the fuck up and not to disrespect Zara even more.
Zara chuckled nervously and gently shook her head. "No, but she asked me to give the Luna this." She put her hand in the front pocket of her jeans and pulled out a pregnancy test.
Sebastian and Eva both stilled in their position and eyed the object Zara held in her hand with shock.
They had a good reason to be shocked too. My father was a white wolf and so, my parents experienced great difficulty in being pregnant. My mother had to suffer through several miscarriages and failed attempts before she had me. They stopped trying after they had me because they knew it was a lost cause. This situation caused a strain in their relationship and made them the people they are today, lifeless and cold.
I dreaded the same thing would happen with my mate too and I wouldn't have been able to see Zara go through all the miscarriages and then see our marriage fall apart. I didn't want her to be the shell of a person she was now; I didn't want her to give up on life and happiness as my mother did.
Oblivious to the sudden change in the atmosphere in the room, Zara looked at my parents. "The moon goddess asked me to give you the good news. She told me that this was the only way you were ever going to believe me." And accept me.
She didn't say the last three words but they were as clear as day.
Eva, with shaking hands, picked up the pregnancy test and then looked at Zara. "What?" She whispered.
"You will have no miscarriages this time. I could even tell you the genre of the baby. You could check right now. If you want." Zara rambled.
Sebastian had walked a few steps forward and I could see a vulnerable emotion pass through his face, one I had never seen before. "What do you mean?"
"I think she was clear about everything. You don't need to badger her." I said coolly.
Zara gently placed her hand on my cheek and I instantly calmed down. I looked at her and she gently smiled at me. She could see how she affected me and I knew then, that she would be there for me every time I needed to calm down.
Zara looked at my parents. "I'm saying the Luna is pregnant."
I have no idea why, but the moment I said that Eva might be pregnant, no, scratch that, is pregnant, the mood in the office changed drastically. It was somehow less hostile and cold.I didn't know the story about the couple sitting in front of me, but by the way, both of Harper's stilled and gaped at me, for a few minutes, I would say, that being pregnant was amazing news for them. I couldn't help but feel elated that the news came from me."You can check it, you know," I said, while carefully eyeing Eva's expression. She looked up at me and nodded distractedly.She gingerly picked up the test and got up from the comfortable office chair, behind the desk. I could see her knees were wobbly and I was afraid she would fall and hurt herself.She slowly walked out of the room, still in a daze and I looked at Harper nervously. I had felt his eyes on me the entire time and I knew he was wondering why I didn't tell him about the dream I had last night. I nervously smiled at him, unsure how h
"So, when are you going to introduce us to that lovely boyfriend of yours?" My father said abruptly, while we all were eating breakfast.I stopped cutting the delicious pancake on my plate and looked up to see three pairs of eyes looking at me."W-what?" I stammered."Oh, come on. You thought we wouldn't know about the guy who waits on the next block to pick you up." My mother smirked at me. No, Mom, I didn't think you would find out about the guy who waits on the next block to pick me up."We noticed you weren't using your car even though it's in perfect condition." My dad said."Yeah, then I told them about your boyfriend," Cory said the word boyfriend with so much smugness, I wanted to murder him."I, um...." I didn't know what to say. What could I say? What do you say to your parents when they ask about your parents when you have only been dating for three days?!"How can you have a boyfriend? You're too young to date." My father said exasperated.I saw my mother elbow my father a
"Your lip is going to bleed if you don't stop chewing on it," Samantha said, concern evident in her voice. We were sitting in the cafeteria, during lunch period. Our group of three had long extended into a group of five, with the addition of Harper and Aiden. They hadn't joined us yet and Nat and Sam were watching me with a worried expression.I had been worried about the dinner tonight with my family, where Harper and Emily were going to sit at the same table. It would be such a weird situation that I cringed every time I thought about it."Yeah, what are you so worried about?" Aiden asked me while sitting down at the table, beside Samantha.A minute later, I felt another person slide into the empty spot beside me, and by the way my body reacted to it, I knew it was Harper.Harper settled down comfortably and put his hand on my shoulders, bringing me closer to him. I didn't protest and let my body be closer to his. "Everything alright? You seem tense, babe." Harper turned his head
I couldn't believe it. I really couldn't. My sister was mated to a werewolf and she had been marked. Maybe, if I repeat this sentence in my head a few times, I will end up believing it.The atmosphere at the dinner table was tense, not that I was surprised. Dad was glaring daggers at Harper, who was sitting beside me. Emily and Cory sat on the other side of the table from us, while both my parents sat on the ends of the table.Cory, as usual, was oblivious to the tension and was just munching on his pasta. Emily was fidgeting nervously in her seat and glanced at me from time to time. Dad was silent and grumpy, just as I expected. Mom was trying desperately to lighten up the mood in the room. It was going worse than I expected. What a joy!"So, Harper, what do you like doing in your free time?" Mom piped up."Make out with girls," Emily said with a sickly sweet voice. I choked on pasta and Harper immediately went rigid.Before either of us could say anything, Dad grumbled. "Why doesn't
Say something. Anything."So that was, uh...." Harper began."Awful." I put my head in my hands and groaned.Harper chuckled and I shot him a glare. "Well, not awful. You're sitting here with me, are you not?! With your dad's permission." Harper glanced at me and smiled. Well, that's one way to look at it!"I guess," I mumbled because it was true. Although the dinner was unbearable and one of the most awkward gatherings I have ever been to, my dad had, somehow accepted Harper."What do you think got him?" Harper asked me."What?" "What do you think convinced him, that I am serious about us and not just taking advantage of you?" Harper sneaked a glance at me."I don't think you have even me convinced yet." I kept my face as straight as possible. Teasing him had become one of my greatest past times lately, and I never let go of any opportunities and this one was just too damn good to pass."Really?" Harper asked nervously and ran a hand through his hair.I sneaked a glance at him, to
"Emily wasn't always like that, was she?" Samantha asked."No, she wasn't." I sighed. The three of us were having a sleepover at my house. It was only the day before yesterday that I had gone through that awful dinner and I doubt there would come a time when I won't find it cringe-worthy.My friends were curious to know everything that had happened during the dinner. I wanted to tell them everything face to face but didn't find the time in school, so it was unanimously decided that we would have a sleepover at my house, where we would talk about all the drama that had been going on in my life. I had my doubts though. I didn't think a few sleepover nights would help me cover up all the drama with them and with the way things were going, it was only going to pile up.Since the dinner, I haven't talked to Emily and I honestly don't want to. We ignored each other when we passed each other in the hallways. Mom told me she decided to cut her trip short and was going to return to her colle
My eyes took in my brown hair that had been carefully twisted and pinned up into a classic but sophisticated chignon at the side of my head. A few wisps and tendrils framed my face and lightly swayed whenever I walked or moved my head.My gaze moved lower to inspect the dark blue smokey eyes Natalie had perfectly created. The color matched my dress and made my sky-blue eyes pop out even more.I took in the light blush that coated my cheeks, which skillfully accentuated my cheekbones. My lips were painted with a soft nude shade, which made them look even more plump and naturally pouty.I had on a halter-neck dark blue dress that clung to my torso, flared at my waist, and ended mid-thigh. I paired the ensemble with three-inch high-heeled, dark blue colored stilettos, which Samantha let me borrow.I just hope I won't trip in these shoes. My parents had woken me up today with a chocolate cake, at 6 in the morning. They wished me a happy birthday while I tasted the amazing cake mom had b
I placed both of my hands in Harper's. His large hands engulfed my small ones and I felt so small compared to him. I felt shy all of a sudden. This, whatever we were doing, would cement me as Harper's mate. But that wasn't the only title I would have; I would be the future Luna of a pack and I would have to lead a pack of wolves. It didn't matter how many times I thought about it, the thought always made me nervous and everything seemed unreal.We stood hand in hand in the supposed dining room of this house, where we had our first date. Memories of our time together flashed through my mind and brought a smile to my face.My gaze went to Harper who had his eyes closed, eyebrows furrowed, and face set in deep concentration. His eyes snapped open as if he felt my eyes on him and I gazed into two black beads. His wolf was in control."Are you ready?" Words failed me and my throat felt scratchy, so I just nodded at him."You will feel some kind of energy swirling between us and traveling
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of