"You're never going to believe what just happened." I said, putting down my tray and sitting down at our "reserved" table in the cafeteria.
After the "meet and greet" with Harper, I walked straight into the girl's washroom to clear my thoughts, and to convince myself that I did the right thing by refusing to give Harper a chance. Every cell in my body wanted to go back and remove that despondent look on Harper's face, that I put there in the first place, but I had to hold my ground.
My faculties were in total debate with each other. The sane part of me stressed the fact that I did the right thing by refusing him. He didn't deserve any more chances. He hadn't done anything that showed me that he was serious about me and after the things he said yesterday, it was going to take a lot more than painting my locker, balloons, chocolates, a rose, and a heartwarming love note!
I waited for the lunch bell to ring and then headed straight to the cafeteria, after deciding to ignore Harper to the best of my abilities. I had to simply flush him out of my system and I was prepared to do everything to achieve that.
I needed some alone time with my best friends and made a beeline towards our table.
I lifted my fork, ready to roll some spaghetti on it when I heard that voice.
"Sounds interesting. What happened?" My head whipped up to see Harper standing in front of me, on the other side of the table holding, his tray of food.
My eyes widened in disbelief and Nat's and Sam's eyes bugged out of their sockets. I'm really glad to know that he has that effect on everyone!
Silence. Silence reigned in the cafeteria after everyone realized that Harper, the most popular boy in the whole damn school, was standing at our table. It wasn't unusual, it was bizarre. It wasn't that we were social pariahs or anything, we were just one of those people who blended in the background. Me and my friends were just there, not going out of our way to resist popularity and not trying to gain it either.
Sam, who was sitting beside me turned and raised a questioning eyebrow at me and Nat was still staring at Harper who had now, very comfortably, may I add, had sat down on our table.
I didn't have the strength to look and meet the eyes of anyone else in the cafeteria. In the teenage code of conduct, Harper had just made a very bold statement, and that too, in front of the whole school.
Everyone just stopped what they were doing and looked over at our table where, he had now started eating his lunch, not caring about anything.
"What the hell are you doing?!" I whisper-yelled at him.
He casually looked up innocently and shrugged. "I believe I am eating my lunch. It is lunch, isn't it?!"
Would someone help me plot his murder?
"I thought I made it clear that I wanted nothing to do with you. What the hell are you doing here!" I angrily whispered again.
He looked so bloody calm as if everything was just a walk in the park for him and it infuriated me to no end. I had, very clearly, given him my answer. Why couldn't he just man up and handle a rejection?!
"You know, whispering won't help you. At all. Half of the people in this cafeteria can hear whatever you're saying." He casually looked around the hall. People who had been keenly looking over at our table and trying to catch every single word spoken, averted their eyes when they realized Harper had caught them staring.
Wow! I wish I had that power over people!
I looked around the hall once again. People weren't directly looking at us anymore but it wasn't hard to know that they kept throwing furtive glances and their ears perked up whenever anyone on our table said anything.
People die for gossip here, I swear!
"What are you doing here anyway?" Nat said, turning her body to his side and giving him her full attention.
Sam raised an eyebrow at the gesture and I couldn't help but roll my eyes. Seriously, Natalie!
"I just had some unfinished business." Harper shrugged and looked straight at me as if daring me to say something against him.
I swear, if he shrugs one more time, I'm going to break his damn shoulders!
I narrowed my eyes at him. He didn't get to do this.
"It better not be what I am thinking, Harper." I don't think I looked threatening enough or he wouldn't have shrugged again!He looked up from his tray full of spaghetti and meatballs and gave me a wink which turned into a full-blown smile.
He proved that a wink and a full-blown smile could go together. Wow!
Tingles erupted throughout my body and I could feel my cheeks growing warm. The effect Harper had on me and my body was simply unexplainable. After everything he had done to me, one would think that my body would side with my brain and stay away from Harper as much as possible and create an impenetrable armor. But I wasn't at fault here anyway, he just never left me alone.
He leaned forward and gave a mischievous smile. "What if it is?"
"I think you should get up from this table and go back to your own." I pointed to his table in the center of the cafeteria where Aiden and the rest of the football team were sitting and watching us with curious and confused glances. Aiden met my glance and gave me a curious look, probably wondering why Harper was sitting across me, just like my friends were. And the whole school.
"I don't want to!" He went back to eating his spaghetti again. Is he serious?!
"I think we should just steer clear of any drama and get through this lunch period," Sam said while looking pointedly at both Harper and me.
I huffed and crossed my arms over my chest. I watched Harper have his lunch in peace while I kept glaring daggers at him.
I could get up from the table and walk out of the cafeteria, but I was hungry and I didn't want to leave the battleground. Not when he was challenging me at my home ground.
I gingerly picked up my fork and got back to eating my lunch, quite aware of the sneaking glances Harper constantly threw at me.
***
The week that followed was one of the most frustrating and exasperating ones of my life. In the days that followed, Harper didn't just make a statement, he had gone all out and made a declaration to the world, which landed me in the center of all the attention and the public's scrutiny.
Every damn day, my day started with finding Harper in front of my locker, waiting for me, before the first class started. He had the gall to just turn up even after I told him off.
I knew it was useless to ask him to stop bothering me. So, I didn't even try, but I was in no mood to entertain him by paying any heed to his futile advances to any kind of conversation starters.
Kudos to him for even trying to start a conversation for the second time after I gave him the deadlines glare, I could manage.
As if waiting for my locker at the start of the day wasn't enough, he stood outside after every one of my classes and "accompanied" me to the next one. It didn't matter that he didn't share the class with me, or that his class was at the other end of the school, he was always there. Waiting for me.
It does sound chivalric, but believe me, it is not.
Everyone gave us a pretty wide berth to let us pass in the hallways. If I wasn't a social pariah before, I was certainly a social disaster now.
Nobody talked to me and if they did, it was to enquire about Harper because everyone suddenly assumed that I was a walking encyclopedia about the guy. Girls sneered at me and gave me cold shoulders and boys gave me weird looks, probably wondering what Harper found remotely interesting in me.
Harper had conquered our cafeteria table and took the liberty of inviting Aiden to sit with us. I had once luckily escaped Harper when I went to the girl's washroom and discreetly went to the library instead of going to the cafeteria. That was the most relief I'd had in the week. He soon caught onto that, not that I was surprised.
He followed me even after school and sat at one of the booths at Monique's Bakery through my shift. And he ordered a lot of dark chocolate muffins. It was good for business so nobody was exactly complaining. But they were asking questions. Especially, Monique and Antony. Questions I didn't have any answers to.
Questions I didn't want to give answers to.
Harper was practically stalking me, in front of everyone, as if he was a righteous man and wasn't doing anything wrong. I wouldn't be surprised if everyone in the town knew about it. It was surprising how my parents hadn't yet questioned me about him.
But not once, not even on a single instance did he make me feel remotely uncomfortable. He was pretty open about what he wanted and that appealed to me. He never hogged me; he was just sending out a clear message to me and everyone. The message was that he was going to keep trying to get my attention and I would have to listen to him, sooner or later.
It was a completely disastrous approach and if it had been anyone other than Harper, I would have dialed 911 as soon as I realized what he was doing. But this was Harper.
The insane part of me was winning and I could feel myself caving in.
As I cleaned the display case of Monique's, I couldn't help but steal a glance at Harper, who had his earbuds in his ears and was listening to some song after he had finished eating his lime pie.
I am sure he has tried everything on the menu by now.
I squared my shoulders and took a deep breath. It was showtime. It was time to give him what he wanted and rid myself of his shadow. It was time to listen to him.
I made my way towards his table and sat across from him. As if sensing my presence, he promptly took out the earbuds and put them back in his pocket.
He gave me a charming smile which had me swooning. I returned it by giving him a small smile of my own. If he kept doing that, I would be eating out of his palm soon enough!
This was a first, I returned his smile and it showed on his face. The twinkle and joy in his eyes were unmistakable and it gave me immense pleasure that a small smile from me could do that to him.
"Ok, I'm here. What do you want?" I put both of my hands on the table and laced my fingers together.
He gave me a nervous smile and rubbed the back of his neck, cheeks tinged red.
I bit my lips to stop the smile that threatened to break out.
"I want you to go out with me." His Adam apple bobbed up and down. "Like, on a date." He stopped fidgeting and looked at me with those green eyes of his, awaiting an answer.
Nat and Sam were on my case. Like literally. They had been privy to everything going on with Harper and wanted to know about every decision I made regarding him.But I was reluctant to tell them that he had asked me out on a date. But then again, I didn't want to hide anything from them.It was a futile battle. After I reached home, it took me a few minutes worth of debate with myself, and before I knew it, I had already called them on a conference call."What did you say when he asked you out?" Nat asked."Yeah, what did you say?" Sam asked."I said yes." There was a moment of silence. Silence of consideration and musing and after that came the debate. The debate was about whether saying yes to Harper was a good idea. A debate I had been having with myself and a debate in which I needed more clarity. A clarity only my best friends could give me.Nat gave me all the possible reasons why giving another chance to Harper was a bad idea. She listed the points I had in my mind and some mo
"You know, I thought you were going to cancel till the last minute." Harper glanced at me while driving to the destination he had planned and refused to tell me."I almost did." That was the honest answer. I kept having second thoughts about the whole matter. Even now, I wondered if there was any way to ask Harper politely, to turn his car around and go back to Sam's house.He sighed. "Well, I guess I deserve that.""Yes, you do." My reply was prompt and I glanced at Harper from the corner of my eye who was gripping the steering wheel with greater force than necessary, his knuckles turning white."Have you, um, ever been on a date before?" Harper chuckled nervously.Where is he going with this?"Yeah. Haven't you?" I turned to look at him, giving him my full attention."I don't exactly date girls." He smirked at me."Yeah, I know. All you do is sleep with girls and then break it off them." I rolled my eyes.All I had wanted to do tonight, was just to have a good time, and to do that i
"Why did you choose a BMW?" Harper asked me. We had been playing 20 questions and we had been going back and forth for a few hours now and surprisingly, I was enjoying myself.Turns out Harper can be less of an idiot wanted to. Talked and laughed. And talked. And laughed. A lot.I giggled. "I think the question you should ask is, 'Why not a BMW'?" "You got me!" He threw his head back and laughed, his shoulder shaking which showed how genuine he was being right now.We had done eating our sandwiches some time ago. Delicious and my mouth watered just thinking about them. When I asked him about it, he told me he had his housekeeper make them. We had a can of Coke with the sandwiches and then ended up sharing a chocolate bar.Harper smiled at me and then checked his wristwatch. I knew it was time to leave. I checked my phone which showed that it was nearly 11:30. Holy moly! We had been talking for almost four hours straight and the conversation was never uncomfortable. There was never a d
"So, he took you to his grandparent's old house," Natalie asked again."She has already told us that, Natalie," Samantha said and threw a pillow at Nat's head.We were sitting in Sam's room, on her bed, talking about my date with Harper. I had told them everything up to the point where he told me he was 'serious' about me."And that's not everything!" I gulped when their head whipped up to look at me, eager for any new information."He kissed you, didn't he?" Nat asked eagerly."He was about to but I stepped back." I smiled weakly. I had started to regret that decision already. All the reasons that had come into my mind at the time, sounded so foolish and empty right now. But I wasn't going to tell them that."What? Why would you do that?" Samantha gasped."That doesn't matter. What matters is what he said after that." I waved a hand dismissively like it didn't bother me at all.They both waited for me to go on. "He said he was serious about me, whatever that means. He asked me to giv
We need to talk.That's exactly what she had said when she messaged me and as clueless as I was in relationships, even I knew that people didn't use this sentence if they wanted to deliver some good news.So, she wanted to tell me something bad. Like what? Maybe, she didn't want to be my girlfriend.No, that couldn't be. I have to be positive.If I was being completely honest, I had never noticed Zara before my birthday, the day I came to know she was my mate. I must have passed her in the halls once or twice, but I don't think I gave her any special attention. And I wonder why?! It does make me sound like a dick, but that's just how it is!She was just so perfect. I remember the day clearly. I was sitting in one of the many boring classes of the day, severely disappointed that I hadn't found my mate on my birthday. All the pack women were present to wish me a happy birthday before school started and none of them was my mate, much to everyone's disappointment. It was practically unhea
I wasn't terrified. I was horrified. More than horrified.My world had turned upside down in just a matter of minutes. Harper had stood almost naked in front of me, in nothing but his black boxers, which clung to his waist so well, by the way, and then, in a few minutes, a 6 feet tall, white wolf stood in his place, and looked at me with piercing green eyes. The same green eyes I had started to associate with Harper.Nothing made sense in my head right now. But somehow, I knew that my suspicions were correct, that Harper had indeed changed into a white wolf. How, I didn't know! The tattered remains of the black boxers Harper had been wearing before he transformed were lying on the ground. The piece of the garment must have been shredded to pieces because it couldn't accommodate the large body of the wolf Harper had changed into. And that fact brought me to my other dangerous train of thought.Harper must be going commando right now. I glanced at Harper from the corner of my eyes, a b
I think I was in denial and being so close to Harper didn't help at all. I think my mind rejected the idea of the existence of werewolves right on the spot, even though I conversed with Harper about them like I would, maybe, discuss a fantasy novel.When I got into the safe confines of my own home and the soft sheets of my bed I realized the gravity of the situation. My throat was parched and scratchy due to screaming, my body felt heavy and I couldn't even lift my head. My head pounded and my body felt like it was on fire. I was so exhausted that I felt like I had been hit by a freight train.I didn't know when I fell asleep due to exhaustion but I do know when I woke up, my mom was hovering over me, her eyebrows furrowed in concern."You're burning up!" My mom said while gently touching the back of her hand with my forehead. "What time is it?" I asked while attempting to look out the window, but the simple action made my headache so much I stopped."It's around 4." She gently push
Everything was ready. Harper was supposed to come to my house at 9 when Cody would be at school and my parents would be at work.We would have total privacy and that was exactly what we needed. Me and Harper needed to talk and I was pretty sure the word Werewolf would be used quite often, and I was sure my parents would not like to hear the word.Everything was set now and Harper would come here any moment. We would talk in the living room where I would tell him that I wasn't in any place to start a relationship with him, not now, and maybe not ever. I would sit across from him. He would sit on the couch and I would sit on the armchair, and have the center table between us because distance between us was necessary. Completely necessary. Things happened whenever Harper was too close to me and I now knew why, because we were mates. I had already begun to accept the fact and I had no idea why. Now that I thought about it, I did take everything fairly well if you exclude the fact that I
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of