~ Harper’s POV ~
My ears were ringing and my head was pounding with the revelations made by my father. I could see from my mother's stony face that she had had no idea that my father had had another family out there somewhere. He had hidden this fact from us for so long as if it were inconsequential and wouldn't matter to us. Moreover, he had discarded this small family because he didn't want to risk his life with his mate, something which would happen anyway. I had no idea what my mom would do now but I would support her without any second thoughts because doing something other than that was out of the question.
Zara had been with Ethan in front of my eyes and it burned my very soul to see her with him. It took every ounce of self-control I had to reel my wolf and not let him tear Ethan into pieces. The thought of Zara having babies with someone else was imaginable for me. The ironic hypocrisy of the fact that I had a baby with Natalie, who was going to be the next alpha wasn't lost on me.
I shifted into my wolf and tried to dispel any thoughts of my half-siblings from my mind. It was difficult, considering the rogues running towards the pack borders could very well be my half-siblings and I would have to fight with them. I hadn't yet completely accepted Katelyn as my baby sister and now, I had to accept three more half-siblings. I wasn't sure I was ready for that. I wasn't sure I wanted to accept them. I wasn't sure I could accept them.
My mind drifts towards the horrific massacre of Elijah, the ruthless killing of children, and numerous attacks on me, my dad, and the pack. My mind flashes to the horrified and fearful faces I had encountered when the rogues had attacked the pack to celebrate Katelyn's birth. Not only this, they had kidnapped Zara and kept her as a hostage after they came to know that she was my mate. I clenched my eyes shut. No, I couldn't accept them. Their horrible actions had condemned them and nothing would stop me from meeting out punishment to them.
I growled low in my throat and forced my wolf to run faster towards the southern border where the rogues were reported. My wolf has almost recovered from the wolfsbane arrow and we would have been on our way to look for our mate right now if these rogues hadn't intruded upon the pack boundary instead.
The pack warriors at the boundary would have been able to sense the rogues bounding towards the borders because of the thundering of the footsteps and the innate sense of someone intruding upon the pack lands.
Alpha, the warriors are assembled at the borders and waiting for your command.
I want one of you to contact Ethan and inform him to report at the southern border, I mind-linked the warrior who had reported to me. There was no other way to communicate to Ethan and with everything he has done, he deserved to be at the pack border and fight the rogues. His added backup against the rogues wouldn't hurt either. I shut off the mind link and picked up speed to reach the southern borders as fast as possible.
I huffed with pride when I found my warriors assembled on my command and I nodded to Ethan when I spotted him amongst my wolves. I had decided to propose to Ethan to relinquish his rogue status and join my pack. It still rankled me that he had set his eyes on Zara but I could see that he would be a valuable asset to the pack with his scroll keeper knowledge.
Everyone tensed as we heard the thundering footsteps rushing towards us. I faced the direction from where the rogues would encroach upon my territory and all of my pack warriors, including Ethan stood by my side, while we waited for the wolves to show themselves. We waited in tense anticipation as the thundering of paws grew louder and my muscles tensed in anticipation of the battle that would soon come.
A brown wolf emerged from the thicket of trees and I held my breath to see Zara atop the wolf, frantically trying to look behind her as if to watch out for the wolves who were pursuing her. What was happening? This brown wolf was carrying Zara and running towards the pack boundaries, away from the rogue wolves. I had no idea who the wolf was and I didn't care as long as Zara was safe in my pack land.
Let the brown wolf pass through the pack boundaries, I mind-linked my warriors who growled in return and stood in fighting stance as several other rogue wolves entered our view, ruthlessly chasing the brown wolf carrying Zara. I stole a glance at Ethan and he too looked like had no idea what was happening. Once, Zara crossed the pack boundary, she would be safe because every other wolf in my pack would make sure nothing happened to their true Luna.
All the wolves charge towards the oncoming rogues while I stay behind for a little bit, hoping to catch a glimpse of Zara up close, to make sure that she was here and she was safe. My warriors butt head with the rogues while the brown wolf desperately runs faster to cross the pack border as soon as possible. Our eyes meet for a moment, her eyes wide from fear and adrenaline and only when the brown wolf safely crosses the pack border, I snarl at the rogues and join the fight, after having mind-linked Samantha that Zara was in the pack borders safely, perched on a brown wolf.
Without waiting for Samantha's reply, I charge towards the huge black rogue wolf who had attacked me so many times before, who happened to be my brother and my enemy. I snarled at him and he growled at me while trying to swipe his claws into my side. I duck and clamp down my jaws on his hind leg, making him growl. He turned around and swiped at me, making blood spurt out of my side.
Before I could lunge at him, a brown wolf tackles me from the side and I lose my breath when I land against a hard tree. I growl and open my eyes to see the two brothers, Damon and Aaron standing in front of me, growling and snarling at me. Imagine hating your sibling so much that you want to murder them!
I growl at them and they lunge at me from both sides, planning to ambush me from both sides. Aaron swiped at my legs while Damon went for my face. I twisted my body and lunged at Damon and barely registered Aaron smashing into the tree behind me. Me and Damon swiped some blows at each other before Aaron again joined the fight and Damon pushed me so hard, that I went flying into the air. This was not working. I could easily handle both of them in a one-on-one fight but together, they worked like a well-oiled machine. When one lunged at me, the other aimed to throw me off balance and made me lose my breath.
I stood up on shaky legs and threw Aaron into the air because he made the mistake of attacking me before his brother Damon. With Aaron out of the way, I focused my attention on Damon who was snarling ruthlessly at me. Because of his black coat, it was difficult to tell if he was wounded while the red color coated my white fur, as if I would bleed out on the ground any minute which meant that not all the blood on my body was mine. It was a great relief because I doubt, I would have been able to sense any deep injury because of the adrenaline coursing through me at the moment.
We both lunged at each other. I went for Damon's spine while he went for my injured hind leg to throw me off balance. I jerked my body away from him at the last minute but managed to get a good swipe from his stomach and I could see blood trickled down from the wound onto the grass, standing it a deep red.
I smirked at him and taunted him by not hastily attacking him again and we circled each other I noticed with frustration that Damon's wound had closed because it and stopped dripping blood. Damon growled at me and before I could lunge at him again, I noticed a flash of brown mixed with black.
I growl in pleasure and smirk at Damon because Ethan was now keeping Aaron busy which meant that he won't be meddling in our fight. When I defeated Damon, all his troops would admit their defeat and stop fighting. So, I aimed to disarm him as soon as possible so that I could spare innocent lives. He was attacking me because he wanted the fight to end as soon as possible, conquer the pack and skin alive the brown wolf who had dared to rescue Zara from his evil clutches.
Enraged, he lunged at me, and in a split-second delay, he managed to bite off a chunk of my tail, making blood spurt from it and my hold howled in pain. I clambered on unsteady legs, my wolf incredibly angry at the lucky swipe Damon had managed to get at us. I growl at him and he taunts me by repeating my previous actions by delaying in striking and by circling at each other.
A deep howl rings in the air and both of us stop and look at each other. When a wolf howled in the middle of the fight, it was usually to signify that a major leader of the opposite party had fallen, to encourage their fellow wolves to fight with determination. This particular howl was unrecognizable to me and dread settled in my gut to check which one of my pack leaders had fallen. Aiden had been commanded to rest by my alpha compulsion because he was still recuperating and I had no idea who else the rogues could consider important enough to howl for.
Both me and Damon looked around and I stared at the sight in front of me. A black wolf was standing atop a dead brown wolf and I understood why the howl had been unrecognizable to me. It was because I had never heard it before. Ethan was standing atop Arron after defeating him which favorably tipped the weighing scales in our direction. One of their leaders was down and only Damon was left standing.
Damon howled in pain and I faintly registered that Aaron was his brother and he was dead. My gut churned at the thought that one of my half-brothers was dead and I never even had the chance to know him. And I had plans to kill the other one too. It was a good thing I had no idea where the girl was otherwise, she would have bled here on this forest floor.
Shocked by grief, Damon set his eyes on Ethan instead with a determined murderous gleam in his eye. He was going to kill Ethan who had already moved on to fight with another rogue but lunging on Ethan while he was busy fighting someone else won't deter a rogue like Damon. I watched as Damon changed course and lunged at Ethan who had no idea that Damon was going to attack him.
I howled in the air to warn Ethan and ran after Damon to try to throw him off course but I could do nothing as I watched Damon sink his jaws into Ethan's neck. I saw the blood spurt from his neck and watched with horror as he fell to the ground as soon as Damon released his hold on Ethan. Ethan's eyes landed on me and I kept my eyes on his and watched as they became glassy and he stopped breathing and lay perfectly still.
My wolf paused in his pursuit of Damon and watched in utter horror and shock as I watched Damon howl into the air, signaling the rogues that someone important had just been defeated from our side.
My wolf snarled at Damon and lunged at him. No more games now. Damon exacted his revenge on Ethan and I was going to exact my revenge on him. Months’ worth of revenge.
I had no idea what to say. It all seemed unreal. How had Addison out of all people helped me get out of the clutches of the rogues? Of course, I had known that I would soon get away from the rogues and come back home safely, but I had imagined Harper and Ethan rescuing me. Why did she help me in the first place?I turned to look at Addison to know the answer to the very question when the doors of the pack house opened and I looked at Natalie and Samantha standing on the threshold, their eyes slowly taking me in, making sure that I was unharmed and safe. Then their eyes landed on Addison beside me and I noticed the slight stiffening of Samantha's shoulders. Aaron, who happened to be Addison's brother was the reason why Aiden had been fighting for his life, and best to my knowledge, he was still in the hospital regaining his strength. It must have gutted him to stay away from the battle between the pack warriors and the rogues. Natalie had adopted a blank mask over her face and I knew
~ Harper’s POV ~I growled low and raced towards Damon as he stood over Ethan's corpse like some vindicated hero. Some things were so hard to believe and Ethan being dead was one of them. Ethan was dead, I repeated the three words in my head as I lunged at Damon and he escaped my attacks by ducking at the last minute. My mind was boggled. It was stunting and I found it hard to believe that the corpse a few feet away was standing alive a few minutes ago. Ethan had howled to the pack members and had declared victory over Aaron. How had he been defeated by Damon? It seemed so unbelievable. I was facing difficulty in accepting the simple face. I had no idea how Zara was going to accept her dear friend was dead.Damon growled viciously at me, murder in his eyes, while I probably looked dazed and a bit uncentred. I had no idea that Ethan's death would me to lose my footing or act as if I were in a dizzy stupor. My wolf had taken over from me in my momentary lack of control and was now batt
I was looking down on Ethan's dead body and I could feel a hollowness inside trying to split me apart. My brain couldn't process the fact that I wouldn't ever hear him talk again, he wouldn't be protecting me anymore. It was only a few days ago that I had talked to him and I didn't even get to say goodbye. I couldn't even remember the last thing that I said to him and all I wanted to right now was cry my eyes out. I couldn't seem to grasp the whole reality even though some part of my brain acknowledged what had happened. I felt my legs shake and I knew I was going to hit the ground very soon but before I could race myself for impact, strong arms took hold of me and I instantly realized that Harper's scent invaded my senses. Even though I knew that I had suffered a terrible loss, I couldn't exactly comprehend the magnitude of the situation. My brain was still processing and processing but my body was reeling from the emotional trauma and slowly becoming numb. I was sure that if Harper
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of