I blinked rapidly, still reeling from the dream and the revelations of it. I clenched and unclenched my bound hands to get some feeling in them. I gasped when I felt the tight bindings chafe my wrists. This was the first time I had opened my eyes since I was roughly manhandled and thrust into a truck amid severe chaos, and was drugged which had put me in a lull.
I was in a new room and it was so dark I was hardly able to look at the wall before me. The room looked empty and for once, I was glad that I didn't have any company because I had too much on my mind and I wouldn't have been able to entertain anyone in such a state.
My stomach growled and the sound echoed in the room and I was glad when a door behind me opened and spilled light into the room. I grew antsy as the person who had entered my room came into my view and was immediately giddy when I saw that it was Addison and she was carrying some food for me. I smiled brightly at her but frowned when she just put the tray on my lap and untied my hands without saying a word to me.
Earlier, she would come with a soft smile on her face and start chatting as soon as she came into my field of vision. I raised my eyebrows in curiosity as I watched her drag a chair and sit on it without saying anything or looking at me. This huge change in demeanor had me feeling stumped because she was the only ally I had managed to make here and she had me feel somewhat safe in this dangerous and inhospitable environment.
Addison sat on the chair as gracefully as she sat on the ground in my previous place of imprisonment. She watched me for a few moments and feeling unnerved by her intense stare on me, I looked down at my lap and picked up the sandwich to do something with my hands.
"You are Harper's mate and the packs' true Luna," she declared all of a sudden and I choked on the sandwich. I had not told her that information, so who did? Sure, her brothers knew about it but if they had wanted to know this, they would have told her earlier and we would have had this unsettling conversation a day ago.
"Who told you this?", I questioned her as soon as I had stopped choking on my food.
"Is it true?", she ignored my question and posed her own. I had no idea what would happen if I lied or if I told the truth. What was going through her mind? How did she come to know about it? What was she planning to do with all this crucial information? Several questions and thousands of scenarios were running through my mind before I could even comprehend the consequences of each one.
I didn't know what to do, so I did the only thing I could, I nodded dumbly. She stiffened in her seat for a moment and then relaxed visibly. "Eat your dinner," she pointed to the tray full of food on my lap and I nodded. "Then I am going to help you escape." She said it so casually that it took a moment for me to process what she meant by those words and I stopped chewing the sandwich.
"What? Why would you do that?" I whispered, still finding it hard to believe that she would want to do that, go against her brothers, and help in the rescue of their enemy's mate and an extremely valuable hostage.
"Because it's the right thing to do," she casually shrugged and I looked at her for a moment, the food on my lap forgotten.
"What do you mean? How do you know that Harper is my mate?" I whispered, suddenly afraid of how fast things were progressing right now. I was stumbling in the dark and had no idea what would happen. This girl had just proposed to help me escape, going against the wishes of her brothers and I had no idea why.
"You will understand everything in time. Right now, all you need to do is eat something," she pointed toward the food and plugged in her headphones to shut me out. She had put me on edge and was asking me to eat food like she hadn't just promised to help me escape. Did that happen or did I imagine her saying that? I knew that I wasn't going to get any answers right now, so I did the only thing I could, I tried to stop thinking about it and tried to eat as much as I could.
Sometime after, I couldn't stomach the idea of eating anymore and when she noticed that I wasn't eating anymore, she picked up the tray and put it on the table. Instead of tying my hands like she usually did after I ate my meals, she tore open the binds around my torso and then one by one freed my legs. Blood immediately rushed to my legs and I watched as she took a step back and stood before me.
"Why are you doing this?" I whispered because her actions stated that she was very serious about rescuing me. "And don't say that because it's the right thing to do."
Addison regarded me closely for a minute and then nodded," We wolves do everything we can for our mates."
"What? That doesn't make any sense," I cried as she walked past me and held the doorknob of the door.
"Do you want the whole explanation now or do you want to run far away from here?" She asked and I shut my mouth. She nodded in approval and opened the door. This would be the first time in days when I would walk into the open without anyone manhandling me, provided of course, we manage to make it that far. I had no idea how much this girl had planned. I just knew that she was offering me a way out and I would be a fool to not take it.
I followed her as she walked silently and hid behind the truck I had been forced into by Damon. I looked around and noticed that the room I had been kept in was more like a cabin and was the only concrete structure in the wilderness. I waited for someone to notice us but there was no one here. Where was everyone? Did she plan this escape so that we won't be stopped by anyone?
She pointed towards the cover of trees and I nodded in agreement. I followed her, acutely aware of every movement in the forest, and watched her for she could detect the presence of other creatures way better than I. She shifted into an average-sized brown wolf and gestured for me to get on her. The only wolves I had ever ridden were Harper, who was my boyfriend while the other was Aiden, who was a very close friend. I trusted both of these people and I didn't exactly trust Addison, considering that I had only met her a few days ago in less-than-ideal circumstances and she was ready to betray her brothers by helping me escape.
She growled softly at me and I jumped in nervousness. Well, I had trusted her this far and I couldn't just go back inside that room and bind myself back into the chair. So, I took a deep breath, grabber her fur, and climbed atop her wolf. She wasn't as muscular as Harpers' or Aidens' wolves but she made up for that in her speed. I grabbed onto her fur as the wind whipped us and I felt the muscles move beneath my thighs.
After five minutes, I heard a howl and my heart stopped beating for a minute. "What was that?" I shouted. She growled back and increased her speed, which could only mean one thing. They had noticed my absence.
She was running so fast I couldn't keep my eyes open. My heart was thundering in my chest because, unlike the two rides I had taken before, my life depended on this one.
I heard a deep growl and I turned my head around in dread to see if we were being followed. We had a few minutes head start but that would mean anything because a fast wolf would be able to catch up to us. I waited for a few minutes to see if anyone had caught out scent and before my muscles could relax, I turned my head around and noticed a huge black wolf running towards us.
"Someone is behind us, Addison," I yelled. I had no idea if she heard me but she tensed as the wolf got closer towards us. This huge black wolf must be Damon because Addison had described her brothers' wolves to me and he was indeed as fearful as she had mentioned to me. I turned my head the other way to watch as a brown wolf growled at me. This must be Aaron. Great, now we were followed ruthlessly by her crazy rogue brothers who would not take me as a hostage now. They would think that I was too much trouble and kill me.
"Oh, god! I don't want to die," I whispered into Addison's fur and looked up to check if her brothers were gaining on us. I looked forward and gasped when I noticed that there was a pack of strong wolves fifty meters ahead of us. I cursed in my mind, surely these wolves were rogues, stationed to keep a perimeter check around the rogue camp.
Addison stumbled and I nearly lost my grip on her. I turned around to look at what had happened and noticed that Damon had bit a chunk off of Addison's tail and it was leading a bloody trail behind us.
I looked forward, feeling hopeless because this attempt to run away had failed and I would be right back where I started. Maybe, even worse. I gasped when I opened my eyes against the force of the wind and noticed the white wolf standing in the middle of the wolves.
I opened my mouth to yell something, anything that could convey my surprise to Addison. She charged forward and several thoughts ran through my mind. Did she concoct this plan with Harper to rescue me? She had mentioned something about mates, did Harper threaten her mate and she was forced to rescue me because she was blackmailed?
The well-formed line of the wolves broke apart as we neared what were the pack borders of the pack and several wolves ran past us to fight with the rogues who were chasing after us. Harper was the last to depart, his wolf gave me a long look and he ran past us only after I gave him a tiny smile.
We entered the pack borders but Addison didn't stop. I thought she would leave me safely behind the pack border and return to fight. She navigated her way into the pack borders and I was surprised when she finally stopped in front of the pack house. She lowered herself and gestured for me to dismount.
I reluctantly got off her. I didn't want to be here. I wanted to go back to the scene of the fight and support Harper in any way I could, At the same time I understood that my being there would be a huge distraction for him, putting both of us and the pack at risk.
There was nothing to do but wait. Addison shifted in front of me and donned a sundress hidden in the bushes of the pack house.
Well, I could get some answers in the meantime too.
~ Harper’s POV ~All of us stood frozen in place and watched as the cars drove away from us. What the hell just happened? I would have been reeling after this meeting because it had not gone as I had expected. All of this was to free Zara and make her safe, in exchange for Aaron. Now, Aaron was free and I was clutching the hand of a terrified boy who was my responsibility because I was his alpha. The reason why all of us were unable to utter any word was that the rogue had called me his 'brother'. Was this supposed to be metaphorical or was something used to taunt me? I was sure everyone wanted answers to these questions and I turned around to find everyone's eyes fixed on me, watching my every move, waiting for me to do something. There was nothing to be done. I wanted answers and there was only one place I could get them. My wolf had not yet recuperated from the attack of wolfsbane but even he was too restless to care about the side effects of the poison right now. I called on him
~ Harper’s POV ~My ears were ringing and my head was pounding with the revelations made by my father. I could see from my mother's stony face that she had had no idea that my father had had another family out there somewhere. He had hidden this fact from us for so long as if it were inconsequential and wouldn't matter to us. Moreover, he had discarded this small family because he didn't want to risk his life with his mate, something which would happen anyway. I had no idea what my mom would do now but I would support her without any second thoughts because doing something other than that was out of the question. Zara had been with Ethan in front of my eyes and it burned my very soul to see her with him. It took every ounce of self-control I had to reel my wolf and not let him tear Ethan into pieces. The thought of Zara having babies with someone else was imaginable for me. The ironic hypocrisy of the fact that I had a baby with Natalie, who was going to be the next alpha wasn't lost
I had no idea what to say. It all seemed unreal. How had Addison out of all people helped me get out of the clutches of the rogues? Of course, I had known that I would soon get away from the rogues and come back home safely, but I had imagined Harper and Ethan rescuing me. Why did she help me in the first place?I turned to look at Addison to know the answer to the very question when the doors of the pack house opened and I looked at Natalie and Samantha standing on the threshold, their eyes slowly taking me in, making sure that I was unharmed and safe. Then their eyes landed on Addison beside me and I noticed the slight stiffening of Samantha's shoulders. Aaron, who happened to be Addison's brother was the reason why Aiden had been fighting for his life, and best to my knowledge, he was still in the hospital regaining his strength. It must have gutted him to stay away from the battle between the pack warriors and the rogues. Natalie had adopted a blank mask over her face and I knew
~ Harper’s POV ~I growled low and raced towards Damon as he stood over Ethan's corpse like some vindicated hero. Some things were so hard to believe and Ethan being dead was one of them. Ethan was dead, I repeated the three words in my head as I lunged at Damon and he escaped my attacks by ducking at the last minute. My mind was boggled. It was stunting and I found it hard to believe that the corpse a few feet away was standing alive a few minutes ago. Ethan had howled to the pack members and had declared victory over Aaron. How had he been defeated by Damon? It seemed so unbelievable. I was facing difficulty in accepting the simple face. I had no idea how Zara was going to accept her dear friend was dead.Damon growled viciously at me, murder in his eyes, while I probably looked dazed and a bit uncentred. I had no idea that Ethan's death would me to lose my footing or act as if I were in a dizzy stupor. My wolf had taken over from me in my momentary lack of control and was now batt
I was looking down on Ethan's dead body and I could feel a hollowness inside trying to split me apart. My brain couldn't process the fact that I wouldn't ever hear him talk again, he wouldn't be protecting me anymore. It was only a few days ago that I had talked to him and I didn't even get to say goodbye. I couldn't even remember the last thing that I said to him and all I wanted to right now was cry my eyes out. I couldn't seem to grasp the whole reality even though some part of my brain acknowledged what had happened. I felt my legs shake and I knew I was going to hit the ground very soon but before I could race myself for impact, strong arms took hold of me and I instantly realized that Harper's scent invaded my senses. Even though I knew that I had suffered a terrible loss, I couldn't exactly comprehend the magnitude of the situation. My brain was still processing and processing but my body was reeling from the emotional trauma and slowly becoming numb. I was sure that if Harper
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of