Life can change in a blink of an eye, that for someone that is so closed-minded. Her whole world would be turned in many different directions. With my life, I always had a choice, and where I felt most comfortable was with the lights blinding my eyes as they changed different colors. As the music played and my body moved to each beat. I felt eyes everywhere around me, and I knew in this area I was desired and wanted. I was needed most of all. Bodies collided together as I rolled my hips on his lap with the soft grunt that slipped from his mouth. But same moan, a different man. The music died down, and I felt the linger each time I got up. “I hope I see you again soon,” I whispered before I got off my clients. I made my way back to the dressing room to switch out of this outfit that’s been used with several men tonight. “Hey Calla, you’re up in 3. Cherry is about to end her turn.” Looking at Dan who was the club’s manager, I let myself sigh as I rubbed on my knees that were bruised
After crashing out from a long night of sex, I finally awoke wrapped in Ryan’s arms. I wasn’t against staying the night or dates or such. Ryan knew where we stood even though we weren’t together. We always were with each other. We were comfortable with our arrangement. He doesn’t ask me who I am texting or hanging out with because it’s none of his business. We were so close that we told each other everything without hard feelings. If I was being honest, we were with each other almost all the time so there wasn’t anyone else. Slowly, moving Ryan’s arm off me to get out of bed not trying to wake him up. I headed for the bathroom and indulged in the hot water that cleaned my bruised body. I felt a pair of arms wrap around my stomach. “Good morning, you should’ve woken me.” He lathered his hands with soap and began to massage my breasts. “Do you work tonight?” He whispered as he circled my nipples. “I do. I will just be there later. I have some errands to run and want to visit my mom.”
I wiped the side of my mouth as I stood up in front of Arson. His head was tilted back as his breathing was rapid after he released inside of my mouth. I started feeling a hint of regret and tons of guilt knowing I allowed this to happen and he wasn’t even looking at me. Why isn’t he looking at me?! When he lifted his head he didn’t make any contact with me as guilt washed over him. He was looking passed me and now I was the one crying. I went for the door but when I opened it he closed it.“No, don’t do that. Don’t cry because of me. Relax, I am not going to treat you any other way I was just processing.”I relaxed in my spot and exhaled the breath I was keeping in.“Can I touch you now? Respectfully?” He asked.I nodded expecting this to turn dirty but instead, he planted his lips against mine. There was nothing sexual about it but the way our energies collided seemed to heal the sadness. I longed for more as he pulled back and rested his head on mine. Wow is all I can think.“I’ve n
Once I got home I acted like I wasn’t. Ryan came knocking on the door but I didn’t answer. Arson had also stayed away from the club and I think the guilt finally swallowed him up and he returned to his life with his mate. I avoided Ryan too but I promised him a date and I was feeling some type of way about it. Everything felt like it was about to change and maybe me accepting it was just to cover up the fact I had the Alpha’s dick in my mouth. A knock on the door had broken me from my thoughts and I was standing in front of my full-body mirror. I wore a red dress that hugged my curves with black pumps to match. I walked over into the living room and opened the door and there he was. Ryan was wearing a nice collared shirt shirt with some black slacks. I loved the way he always dressed. Sometimes too fancy was a little much.“You look beautiful as always.”He reached over and kissed my cheek and lingered for a few seconds. It didn’t sit right though. It was fine when we were just having
I must’ve not locked my door correctly. I was nervous so that would make sense. Why couldn’t he leave me alone? Also, why would I allow myself to do it? I was such a horny person and he knew exactly what to do to get me going. I got going and even though it was quick it was unforgettable. Imagine what a full session would be. Poor Ryan, he didn’t deserve that and I think part of me knew I never wanted to be any more than what we are. I knew that sitting here just thinking wasn't going to do me any good so I decided to sleep it off and ignore my phone. A knock on my front door woke me up. I woke up in a panic and looked over at the clock that revealed it was one in the morning. What the hell? I moved the blankets off of me and stood up trying to get my balance of being half-awake. Another knock came at the door while I made my way to it. I walked to the window near my door to look out and it was Arson leaning on the wall. I quickly opened it and he almost fell but somehow I managed to h
After dropping Arson off we didn't say anything to each. He just smiled and left it at that. I wanted to forget everything and continue with my life as if it never happened. Now to face my true problem. My mom. My mood is always destroyed when I see my Mom. Her memory has been bad and the nurses just look at me with pity. So I just sit there in silence as she lays in bed unaware I even arrived. A knock on the door woke me from my thoughts and it was the nurse.“Hi Makayla, our medical director would like to speak with you.”I looked at my Mom and got up before making my way to the doctor's office. I sat down when he invited me in.“Thank you for joining me. Listen, I don’t want to cause any family drama but payments are four months late.” He said.“What do you mean? I have been giving my father half each month. He should be making the payments.”He took off his glasses and set them on the desk. My father has been coming less and less so I wasn’t sure what was going on.“How much is o
Arson was fully clothed holding me like he owed me something. If anything he has been a real ass since I met him and now he was holding me naked in the shower. I tried to fight against his embrace but he held on tighter until I let my head fall and now I was sobbing again fully defeated. This wasn’t how things were supposed to go and not how I planned either.“It’s okay.” He whispered againist my head.But it was far from okay. The dread of leaving my apartment and being forced to do more than what’s required of me. I was no longer a person of choice but one who needs to in order to survive. To give my mom just a little more time while her time is nearing. When I finally relaxed his arms he loosened from me. Our eyes met but now it was full of awkward silence. He needs to leave. When the sadness came to a halt I reached for my towel and put as much distance as I could between us. The sound of his wet clothes made their way into my bedroom.“Makayla. Are you okay?” He asked.I met his e
Nothing comes for free. It doesn't have to mean money but it can mean many other things. At this point, I had nothing to lose. I should have no problem being flashed around for what was given to me. So I agreed. I wish I didn't though. Kimberly had gotten my number and told me she would text me when for the next event. So I waited and worked hard every day at the club until she texted me. Until she did.I was lying on my bed that Friday night waiting to get ready for the club when she texted me. She sent me an address and told me to wear something nice. A second text came in informing me of the password "Tycoon" Which was strange but I've done private dance parties so it shouldn't be that weird either. I put on my sexiest dress and took the time on my make-up so that it was perfect. A knock on my door happened which made me put my curling iron down and make my way over. Peaking through the window, I was shocked. I opened the door and Arson was standing there. I hadn't heard fro
ArsonTemptation is one hell of a drug. There's a reason why the word was created because as beings we will always fall for it. It could be sweets, gambling, or drinking, but in my case it's Makayla. For the last five years, I've not looked at another woman because I was with the one I was destined to be with. She was everything and I gave her my all. I won't lie and say we didn't have a good relationship because we did. When I made Alpha, things started to change. I became more busy and was around the other gender a lot more but it was only for business purposes. I had to train so that took more hours of the day and sometimes I wouldn't get home until late. It led to arguments and we always ended up having long emotional conversations that impacted our relationship. Never would I have thought she would find comfort in another man's arms but I guess that is my fault. I had my beta with her for protection most of the time and I blame myself that I chased her into his arms. But it's not
Nothing comes for free. It doesn't have to mean money but it can mean many other things. At this point, I had nothing to lose. I should have no problem being flashed around for what was given to me. So I agreed. I wish I didn't though. Kimberly had gotten my number and told me she would text me when for the next event. So I waited and worked hard every day at the club until she texted me. Until she did.I was lying on my bed that Friday night waiting to get ready for the club when she texted me. She sent me an address and told me to wear something nice. A second text came in informing me of the password "Tycoon" Which was strange but I've done private dance parties so it shouldn't be that weird either. I put on my sexiest dress and took the time on my make-up so that it was perfect. A knock on my door happened which made me put my curling iron down and make my way over. Peaking through the window, I was shocked. I opened the door and Arson was standing there. I hadn't heard fro
Arson was fully clothed holding me like he owed me something. If anything he has been a real ass since I met him and now he was holding me naked in the shower. I tried to fight against his embrace but he held on tighter until I let my head fall and now I was sobbing again fully defeated. This wasn’t how things were supposed to go and not how I planned either.“It’s okay.” He whispered againist my head.But it was far from okay. The dread of leaving my apartment and being forced to do more than what’s required of me. I was no longer a person of choice but one who needs to in order to survive. To give my mom just a little more time while her time is nearing. When I finally relaxed his arms he loosened from me. Our eyes met but now it was full of awkward silence. He needs to leave. When the sadness came to a halt I reached for my towel and put as much distance as I could between us. The sound of his wet clothes made their way into my bedroom.“Makayla. Are you okay?” He asked.I met his e
After dropping Arson off we didn't say anything to each. He just smiled and left it at that. I wanted to forget everything and continue with my life as if it never happened. Now to face my true problem. My mom. My mood is always destroyed when I see my Mom. Her memory has been bad and the nurses just look at me with pity. So I just sit there in silence as she lays in bed unaware I even arrived. A knock on the door woke me from my thoughts and it was the nurse.“Hi Makayla, our medical director would like to speak with you.”I looked at my Mom and got up before making my way to the doctor's office. I sat down when he invited me in.“Thank you for joining me. Listen, I don’t want to cause any family drama but payments are four months late.” He said.“What do you mean? I have been giving my father half each month. He should be making the payments.”He took off his glasses and set them on the desk. My father has been coming less and less so I wasn’t sure what was going on.“How much is o
I must’ve not locked my door correctly. I was nervous so that would make sense. Why couldn’t he leave me alone? Also, why would I allow myself to do it? I was such a horny person and he knew exactly what to do to get me going. I got going and even though it was quick it was unforgettable. Imagine what a full session would be. Poor Ryan, he didn’t deserve that and I think part of me knew I never wanted to be any more than what we are. I knew that sitting here just thinking wasn't going to do me any good so I decided to sleep it off and ignore my phone. A knock on my front door woke me up. I woke up in a panic and looked over at the clock that revealed it was one in the morning. What the hell? I moved the blankets off of me and stood up trying to get my balance of being half-awake. Another knock came at the door while I made my way to it. I walked to the window near my door to look out and it was Arson leaning on the wall. I quickly opened it and he almost fell but somehow I managed to h
Once I got home I acted like I wasn’t. Ryan came knocking on the door but I didn’t answer. Arson had also stayed away from the club and I think the guilt finally swallowed him up and he returned to his life with his mate. I avoided Ryan too but I promised him a date and I was feeling some type of way about it. Everything felt like it was about to change and maybe me accepting it was just to cover up the fact I had the Alpha’s dick in my mouth. A knock on the door had broken me from my thoughts and I was standing in front of my full-body mirror. I wore a red dress that hugged my curves with black pumps to match. I walked over into the living room and opened the door and there he was. Ryan was wearing a nice collared shirt shirt with some black slacks. I loved the way he always dressed. Sometimes too fancy was a little much.“You look beautiful as always.”He reached over and kissed my cheek and lingered for a few seconds. It didn’t sit right though. It was fine when we were just having
I wiped the side of my mouth as I stood up in front of Arson. His head was tilted back as his breathing was rapid after he released inside of my mouth. I started feeling a hint of regret and tons of guilt knowing I allowed this to happen and he wasn’t even looking at me. Why isn’t he looking at me?! When he lifted his head he didn’t make any contact with me as guilt washed over him. He was looking passed me and now I was the one crying. I went for the door but when I opened it he closed it.“No, don’t do that. Don’t cry because of me. Relax, I am not going to treat you any other way I was just processing.”I relaxed in my spot and exhaled the breath I was keeping in.“Can I touch you now? Respectfully?” He asked.I nodded expecting this to turn dirty but instead, he planted his lips against mine. There was nothing sexual about it but the way our energies collided seemed to heal the sadness. I longed for more as he pulled back and rested his head on mine. Wow is all I can think.“I’ve n
After crashing out from a long night of sex, I finally awoke wrapped in Ryan’s arms. I wasn’t against staying the night or dates or such. Ryan knew where we stood even though we weren’t together. We always were with each other. We were comfortable with our arrangement. He doesn’t ask me who I am texting or hanging out with because it’s none of his business. We were so close that we told each other everything without hard feelings. If I was being honest, we were with each other almost all the time so there wasn’t anyone else. Slowly, moving Ryan’s arm off me to get out of bed not trying to wake him up. I headed for the bathroom and indulged in the hot water that cleaned my bruised body. I felt a pair of arms wrap around my stomach. “Good morning, you should’ve woken me.” He lathered his hands with soap and began to massage my breasts. “Do you work tonight?” He whispered as he circled my nipples. “I do. I will just be there later. I have some errands to run and want to visit my mom.”
Life can change in a blink of an eye, that for someone that is so closed-minded. Her whole world would be turned in many different directions. With my life, I always had a choice, and where I felt most comfortable was with the lights blinding my eyes as they changed different colors. As the music played and my body moved to each beat. I felt eyes everywhere around me, and I knew in this area I was desired and wanted. I was needed most of all. Bodies collided together as I rolled my hips on his lap with the soft grunt that slipped from his mouth. But same moan, a different man. The music died down, and I felt the linger each time I got up. “I hope I see you again soon,” I whispered before I got off my clients. I made my way back to the dressing room to switch out of this outfit that’s been used with several men tonight. “Hey Calla, you’re up in 3. Cherry is about to end her turn.” Looking at Dan who was the club’s manager, I let myself sigh as I rubbed on my knees that were bruised