"No Gemma, I have to stay sane for surgery tomorrow." I slipped my pumps off my feet making a mental note to get new ones, a breath of relief passed through my nostrils as my feet were released from the tight cage as we all call "shoes" to the cold floor of my apartment.
"Come on now, it's your wedding week, you should have taken a break from work." She whined, I looked up wondering why she's my best friend.
"Healing shouldn't stop because I'm getting married." I packed my hair into a bun, looking at my image on the mirror that's skillfully placed on the wall close to my study table.
"The world would be fine." She groaned I rolled my eyes walking over to get some wipes to clean off my makeup.
"Breast Augmentation Surgery takes a lot of focus, I'd be needing my rest." Placing the cold wipes on my face, turning to a pouting Gemma.
"But the girls are already at the club, for fuck sakes Loren it's Friday. This is your last outing with your girlfriends before being married."
Girlfriends?
"You mean your friends, I could care less about those girls." I only have one friend and that's Gem. My reply gained a frustrated sigh from Gem.
"Okay fine, but is it so bad that your best friend wants to hang out with you?" There it is, she always tries to guilt me into doing her will. I hated my self for saying it, but I did.
"Okay, fine." I rolled my eyes as soon as I spotted the excitement on her face.
"11, when it's 11 I'll leave," I said sternly, pulling my dress off.
"Okay, Fine. We are going to have so much fun." She squealed.
"I'm going to shower." I pulled my towel along, heading towards the bathroom.
"You still got a nice ass sis." She called out before I closed the door, making me smile.
She's crazy.
•••
"You are going to a club?" Javier looks at me in shock, I transferred my phone to my left hand before staring at Javier on the screen.
"Yeah, Gem says they are throwing me a stupid bachelorette." I looked ahead knowing Gemma would say something.
"Hey! I heard that." I laughed because she did as predicted.
"Hey, Gemma," Javier called out, I turned my phone to Gem so she'd have a better view of Javier.
"Hey, Javi." She waved before turning the car on. I placed the screen close to my face.
"Be careful, have your ring on at all times, they need to know you are taken." I looked at my fingers, holy shit! I must have left it in the bathroom.
"I got it right here with me." I lied, My best friend looked at my fingers and smirked at me knowingly.
I breathed out in relief, he didn't ask me to show him.
"Plus I'm going to be wearing a huge sash that says "the bride" you have nothing to worry about. " I joked, he lets out a laugh.
"Love you." He mutters.
"Love you too." I smiled before clicking the red button.
"I need to go get my ring." Placing my phone in my bag, before turning to Gem.
"Hell no, we are almost there." She argued pointing at the road ahead.
"It's all your fault." I glared insisting.
"Yeah, yeah, we are not going back." She completely shuts me off after that.
Stupid bachelorette.
••••
"The sash says "birdie"." I glared at the moron in front of me, irritated with the way she's chewing her gum.
"So?" I sighed, is she that stupid? This is why I don't hang with these girls.
"Well, the writing was supposed to be " bride" bri-deee." Emphasizing but she's not listening, rather she is eye ogling a guy at the corner.
"Well, you are welcome." She waved, smiling at me before heading towards the guy's direction.
You have to be kidding me.
I turned to Gem, angering me more is her fake innocent smile.
"Come on, she was trying to do something nice." Her hands fly up the air dramatically.
Nice my foot.
"So you are telling me you purposely gave a girl with the intelligence of a 5 year old, my sash to design." I exclaimed, now it's my turn to throw my hands up dramatically.
"Can we just enjoy this night?" She muttered defeated. I took a quick glance at the club, mentally praising my best friend taste, it's exquisite and classy.
"Well, I'm already here." I rolled my eyes.
"That's the spirit." She puts her hand on my back leading me inside.
••••
I stared at the dancefloor where my best friend is showing off her dance skills, at least someone's enjoying this so-called party.
I stared at the Rolex Javier gifted me, hoping time would be fair on me so I can finally leave this hell hole. I sighed in frustration.
An hour more.
"A Martini please." I smiled, calling out to the bartender passing by.
"Make that two." A deep voice was heard right beside me, making me turn.
My heart racing as I set my eyes on a god literarily, I almost forgot how to breathe as I stared at his hypnotizing features, those blue eyes, I drowned just looking at it. His dark hair looks scattered as strands fall on his forehead, making him look so effortlessly cool, Lips so full making me gulp, imagining how soft they would be, my eyes trailed down to his jaw, so fucking structured. My lustful eyes settled on his muscular figure.
Holy shit!
I coughed awkwardly when I realized how long we both have been staring at each other, the bartender drops the martinis on the table.
"I could have bought you a drink but you look like you could buy the club." He smirked, I soon realized he had dimples.
Why so perfect?
"Wow! An observer. Well done, you probably observed I don't want to be having this conversation." Happy that I gained my voice because his features rendered me speechless.
"Oh I did, but according to my observations if you give me 20 minutes, you wouldn't want me leaving." I have to give it to him, he is smooth, having his way with words.
I should have worn my ring.
"My time is money," I muttered sternly.
"So is mine, if you'd like we could waste money together." He winked at me, this action sends a shiver down my spine.
Bad Loren, bad Loren.
I turned to Gemma, who's indicating I should join her on the dance floor.
Hell no.
I looked at my wristwatch again, even though I know full well that there's still time left, besides won't be bad if I let him speak, I'd probably key in my relationship status, so he'd realize I'm off the market.
"Okay, fine 15 minutes," I said reducing the time, this gained a dimpled smirk.
Holy water.
••••
I bit my cheeks trying so hard not to laugh until I finally gave up, letting out a laugh.
"We both know that can never happen," I said in between my laughter.
"You are right, it didn't, but it did get you to give that angelic smile." I gulped at his compliment.
"And look, you spent an hour with me." He smirked. What am I doing? I'm flirting with another man, my wedding is in no time and I'm entertaining this.
I'm stupid.
"I got to go use the restroom" I nervously said, picking up my bag.
"Good call." He smiled, his smile is so alluring and hypnotizing.
I need to get out of here ASAP.
••••
After prepping and scolding myself, I decided to go get Gem and go home.
Don't want to stay here anymore.
I put my arm on the cold knob, twisting it before finally walking out. As soon as I closed the door, I felt my entire body being pushed to the wall, locked with his.
It's that guy.
My heart hammering realizing our close proximity, my eyes traveled down his lips which he was biting on.
Defiantly soft.
This is so wrong, I attempted to wiggle out of his grasp, but he swiftly smashes his soft lips on mine, aggressively and forcefully. I weakly tried to make him stop before I finally melted into his arms.
I grabbed his shirt wanting to taste him, our lips moving in sync, our tongues finally met the taste of Martini on his tongue, savoring every moment.
His hands made its way up my thighs, making me gasp to reality, Javier's face popping into my mind.
What am I doing?
"Stop?" I attempted to push the guy away.
"So fucking beautiful?" He grunted placing wet kisses on my neck.
"I said stop!" I yelled, pushing him away, I could see the lust in his eyes, I quickly picked up my bag that had fallen earlier, making my exit without looking back.
I left the club not bothering to inform Gemma. Luckily, I found a cab, I entered quickly realizing the guy from the bar was behind me.
I sank into the seat as the events played on my mind, I cheated on the most amazing person ever and I loved every moment.
I wanted more.
~~~~
~~~~"You look amazing." Gem's image appeared on the mirror, I shifted aside to have a better view of Gem's dress, she looks gorgeous, the silk material brings out her dark skin. I made a mental note to inform the designer to remove the slit from all bridesmaid's gowns. I tilted my head admiring the dress before focusing on my wedding gown.I nodded in response to Gem's earlier statement, staring at the mirror, studying every detail of the gown. I know I'm supposed to be happy but I'm not maybe it's guilt. Friday's incident won't leave my mind."What's with the face?" I sighed walking towards the dressing room knowing full well that Gemma would come along. I sat on a bench waiting for her in the dimly lit room with mirrors all over.I removed the veil as soon as I spotted Gem from the side mirror."What's wrong Loren?" She sits with me.
~~"Are you alright?" I nervously nodded, moving aside so did Javi giving room for the person cleaning the spilt wine and picking up the broken glass.Javi held my waist with his firm hand making me look up to give the best smile I could conjure at that moment, I looked around purposely avoiding to looking at Ace, I caught some people still staring, I gave an assuring smile to some familiar faces, before facing my current problem.Ace."Pardon me, it must be the striking resemblance that shocked me" I lied, silently hoping that the Ace guy won't say a thing about our encounter.Soon I realized my lie doesn't make sense, resemblance? They lo
~~~~ "You haven't touched your food." Javi's voice brought me back to my miserable reality."Oh, not hungry." I pushed the deliciously looking food aside as I picked up my glass of wine."Too bad, Leonardo went all off on this dish." He muttered putting a piece of the skilfully diced chicken in his mouth, slowly munching on it.I put the glass of wine down as it's taste die on my tongue."So your brother." I trailed off almost regretting my words.Why am I even asking?"What about him?" He looked up at me."You never talk about him" I smiled at a family friend as she passed by. Javi pushed his food aside as well, signaling to the waiter."There's pretty much nothing to say," I muttered a thank you to the waiter before he leaves with our leftovers."Why? You guys don't get along?" Urging him to say more.What can I say? I'm curious."That's an understatement, Ace is a 26
I lazily opened my eyes on hearing a faint knock on the door, I groaned as it was heard again louder this time, My eyes snapped open as soon as reality dawned, I rose up in panic dragging the blanket over my naked chest.Holy shit, I had sex with Javi's brother.I turned around to a sinful view of a sleepy Ace, probably waking up due to the constant knock on the door.Fuck! Someone's at the door.I'm screwed, I sat up ignoring the soreness in between my thighs and the bright light penetrating the curtains."What's going on?" It's frustrating that I find his voice sexy even in this situation I'm in."Someone's
~~~~"I'm not going to pretend that I'm cool with that bitch going against my orders on my wedding day, I was very clear when I said no slits." I pushed my gown along, finally stopping at the balcony. Feeling the cold air hit my face, I breathed out in relief. My room is packed with people, most I don't know from Adam and it's really uncomfortable."Calm down, it's not that big of a deal." I put my arm on the railing admiring the view that my hotel room provided. I know it's no big deal but I just can't stand the Stacy girl or maybe I'm just frustrated, my wedding gown is tighter than normal, my makeup is crappy.At least that's what I think."I hate that you are always kissing her butt." Ever since Sta
~~~~~~I lazily walked downstairs knowing fully well I won't be able to sleep, you won't either if your husband's brother whom you have slept with is two rooms away from yours.I'm going crazy as my mind conjured different questions, why is he here? There's no way in hell I'm believing I have no place to stay shit. What if he's here to threaten me? I should have kept my legs closed. What if Javier finds out? I'm screwed.I closed my eyes in a stupid attempt to let my thoughts go, I finally made it into the kitchen.I switched the lights on, bending my head down because of the brightness of the light, once I got used to it I walked over to the fridge to get something to drink.I held the handle, opening it as the cold air that accompanied the fridge hit my face hard as I stared at the stocked fridge in adoration.I can defiantly get used to this.
ACE'S POINT OF VIEWIt took everything in me to prevent myself from acting like an animal and fuck Loren senseless. Gosh she looked so good in that black sleek blouse tucked into the white bodycon skirt, it's such a shame she hides those curves inside that huge white lab cloth.I thought with one fuck I'd get her out of my system but I want her more than ever. I know it's wrong, she's my brother's wife but she makes my betrayal worth it.So fucking worth it.Just thinking of her got me hard as fuck, I pushed the newspaper aside, after all, I'm paying no attention to it."Your coffee, sir." I looked up to the flirty waitress, well I'm more focused on boobs that are literarily on my face."Well, thank you," I smirked as she smiled seductively, pushing her boobs closer.Well, I don't mind."Do you need a
~~~"Hey." I snaked my arms around Javier's waist raising my head up to have a look at my image on the mirror in front of us."Hey." He turns around and places a kiss on my lips, a smile crept up my lips."How was work?" I looked up at him, this is what wives do right?."Boring as always, by the way, I for you something." He smiles pushing his hands into his pocket, I bit my lips waiting."Hope you don't want to ask me to marry you again?" I joked as I saw him pull out a box."I don't mind getting married to you again." He opened the box, revealing the most beautiful necklace I've ever set my eyes on."O my.." I took the box out of his hands having a closer look."Let me help." He takes it out of the box, I turned around taking a deep breath as I felt the cold necklace fall on my chest.
FEW WEEKS LATERLOREN'S POINT OF VIEW"Hey." I awkwardly muttered, covering my baby bump with my coat. I slowly bent down holding the flowers on my right hand, looking at the tombstone before placing it on the grass.With a sad smile, I stood up while holding my baby bump."I sat in the car for hours because I didn't think I had the courage to be standing here but here I am, here I am." I repeated. I don't know why I just kept on staring at the birth year and year of death.Too soon."I am sorry, it's all my fault. It's all my fault that you are gone and I can't do nothing about it." I looked up trying to prevent the incoming tears from falling, I promised myself I would not cry but it is becoming harder.My eyes went to the other grave beside the one I am standing on, it's has Ace's dad name boldly written on it."Co
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEW"Javi, please put the gun down." Ace voice came again this time calmer, my heart beating fast at each passing moment as the gun moved back and forth between me and Ace."Shut the hell up, that's not going to work again, I am not stupid." He yelled, anger evident in his eyes, one can tell it is only a thin thread that is holding him from completely loosing it."You know what? Both of you get the hell up." I slowly got up so did Ace, he pulls me behind him which I didn't like.I did notice Ace eyes constantly flickering from the ground and back at Javier, I followed his eyes only to see the gun which he dropped earlier.I froze at the thought of what he's about to do.Is he trying to get himself killed?Ace is obviously not thinking straight before he can get to the gun,
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEWHis reaction to my words makes me what to rethink my decision but I have to stay strong if not for me but for the child I am carrying."I understand your decision but if you could just hear me out." He spoke so softly."What do you what to tell me exactly? Hmmm, that you have been lying about Louisa's death, Zach's and you didn't think of giving me a heads up that your brother is a psychopath that killed his ex-wife. But what do you care as long as you can get in my pants." I am pissed, I really don't know what to believe."That's not true, Loren and you know that." He leaves the couch, standing right in front of me."I don't really know anything at the moment." I am tired of everything, everyone."One question Loren, if I came t
ACE'S POINT OF VIEW."Bet you didn't know, Louisa was in love with you, she was madly in love with you right from the start, she was going to leave me because of you." I froze at his words, staring at him in disbelief.Th-that's impossible.I raised my head only to notice the gun being pointed at me.I gulped hard, trying to process it all.He's lying, he has to be.He let out a low laugh, turning the gun back to his head."Always oblivious aren't you, Ace Grey loved by all yet he doesn't know." I didn't know what to say or think."Since we were kids, she loved you more than a friend. Louisa had always loved you and I had always loved her." My breaths soon became forced, realizing how everything is my fault.
ACE'S POINT OF VIEW.I watched her walk out of the club like something heavy just hit hard on my chest, I found my self feeling uneasy at each retracting step.It hurts that I hurt her, I wanted her to feel what I'm feeling by saying those things to her but it just became worse, I feel worse.I'm an ass. It's not her fault that I fell in love with her, it's not her fault at all. All this is my fault.My heart took control of my legs, I found myself outside the club looking for her so that I could apologize, tell her I didn't mean what I said.I finally spotted her car before I could get to it, it started moving. My head is telling me to go back into the club but my heart has other plans.So I got into my car and stupidly followed her all the way back home.
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEW I looked over my shoulders to ensure that Javier is asleep, it's been 2 hours since Ace texted for us to meet. 2 hours of pure anxiety, I'm so anxious as I wonder what he's thinking right now? Is he mad at me?. I have made up my mind I'm going to tell him everything, I don't want to lose him. I just can't. My life is already fucked up as it is, I just want to the runway as Ace suggested. I'm done playing a cop, things are way bigger than me now, I have this lookout for my unborn child. Unborn child. I couldn't help but smile at the thought, I can not think of a better man to be with when welcoming this baby to the world. Excitement replaced my worry, no matter who the father is,
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEW. All I could do was take rapid breaths in and out, feeling like if I don't breathe for a second the weight on my chest will rise up to my throat, tighten it and choke me up until I give out. I sat frozen on the bathroom floor, staring at down at the black tiled floor, fearing that moving an inch would mean facing reality, a reality that I'm damn sure I don't face, I can't face. Many thoughts have run through my head, thoughts I'm not proud off and it's eating me up alive. How can I be this stupid, this can't be happening to me, I don't miss my pills, I mean I don't think I did. Gosh, I'm so stupid. I don't want to be pregnant, I can't be, my life's a mess and its all my fault. I pretty sure the water in my eyes has run dry, totally b
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEW. "I love you." My heart skipped a beat, while processing his words. I stared right into his eyes, my heart hurts just staring at the admiration in his eyes. I tried not to let the incoming tear drop but its hard just staring at the expectation in his expression. I bit my lips in a stupid attempt to ensure that I don't say something stupid, silence filled the room. He broke the stare, the smile that was once on his face disappeared slowly, breaking my heart. What's wrong with you Loren? I finally moved, I slowly placed my arms around his neck, lifting my feet up a little bit, staring directly into his eyes. I leaned in placing my lips on his, he didn't move for a second, my heart beating hard as my closed my eyes, he soon puts his ha
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEWI walked into the boutique, giving a tight smile to the cashier and at the corner of my eyes I spotted Leah, I looked away immediately, pretending to shop.I took out some clothes not paying attention, I walked over to where Leah is at pretending not to see her."Loren?" I turned to feign surprise."Leah," I called out, pulling her to a hug, which is super awkward.Leah could be the key to knowing what job my dear husband is actually involved in. She was able to slip once, I can get do it again."What are you doing here?" She asked."I shop here all the time." I lied."Really? I own this place." I gasped, trying to look surprised.