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"Are you alright?" I nervously nodded, moving aside so did Javi giving room for the person cleaning the spilt wine and picking up the broken glass.Javi held my waist with his firm hand making me look up to give the best smile I could conjure at that moment, I looked around purposely avoiding to looking at Ace, I caught some people still staring, I gave an assuring smile to some familiar faces, before facing my current problem.
Ace.
"Pardon me, it must be the striking resemblance that shocked me" I lied, silently hoping that the Ace guy won't say a thing about our encounter.
Soon I realized my lie doesn't make sense, resemblance? They look nothing alike. I mentally slapped myself, I'm so stupid.
Why would I say that?
Javi has chubby cheeks, which makes him look cute, he could skillfully pass off for a teenager with his glasses. His black hair always neatly swept back, unlike Ace, from our previous encounter and now, I think he maintains the "just got out of bed " hair.
Oh, they also have similar eye color, I believe Ace has a darker brown shade than Javi, even with these similarities they look so different plus, Ace has a structured face and muscular body, he probably gyms a lot.
"Let's just say we don't get that a lot." Javi jokes, I let out a nervous laugh, it probably sounds like a cry for help. My eyes flickered around before settling on Ace, he's staring directly at me with a smirk playing on his deadly lips.
Holy jeez
"As the moron said, I'm Ace." He stretches his hands forward, I hesitated before connecting mine with his. The electricity that I felt as soon as our hands connected made me to let go immediately, I looked down nervously biting my lips. I noticed the girl helping to clean leaving so I muttered a quick thank you.
"My brother failed to inform me how beautiful you are, then again he tells me nothing, seriously bro?" He joked, I let out another awkward laugh, I looked at Javi, noticing he's glaring at his brother.
Well, at least I know why I wasn't informed that he has a brother, they seem not to get along very well.
"Thanks." My voice so low, its almost a whisper, I gulped turning to Javi.
"I need to use the restroom," I informed, I really need to get out of here, I need to fucking breathe. Javi nodded smiling at me.
Here comes the guilt.
"Excuse me." I sent a fake smile towards Ace's direction before walking away from that intense environment, I scanned the hall until I finally set my eyes on Gem.
I walked over to her direction, waving to familiar faces until I got to where Gem was at. I soon noticed she was talking to some random guy.
"We need to talk," I whispered in her ear as she was backing me.
"Wait, now?" She turns to me, I sent a smile to the dude she was chatting with.
"Yeah." I dragged her along as she muttered "I'll be back" to the guy.
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"Seriously girl, you can't be doing that. I was totally hitting it off with that guy, I was hoping we would end up face on face by the end of the night." I rolled my eyes, she really has no filter.
"The guy from Friday night is here." She gasped as soon as those words rolled off my mouth.
"Holy shit." She grinned, does she think this is funny? Of course, she finds it amusing, she's crazy.
"He's Javier's brother." Hoping this new piece of information would make her take me seriously, nope it didn't.
"Damn girl." I let out a frustrated sigh, noticing the grin on her face.
"You need to tell me all about it." She urged.
"I'm not alright, I'm panicking." I walked around, hoping it would calm my nerves.
"Calm down." She placed her hands on my back, I stood still.
"But seriously, how could you not know about his brother?"
"I met Javi a month ago, sue me." I lashed out.
"I'm so screwed, aren't I?" I turned to look at her.
"You are not, it was just one steamy kiss." I glared at my best friend.
"What if he tells Javi?" Fuck! I haven't given it that much thought, this is bad, really bad.
"Loren, he..." She was interrupted by a knock on the door causing me to yelp.
The door opens, revealing - shit! It's Ace, I moved awkwardly as Gem turns around.
"I'll just leave you guys." My eyes widened, as she walks out muttering a sorry, why would she do this? I really need to review her status as my best friend. The door was shut as Ace was fully inside, making the restroom seem small.
I gulped slowly as he's now inches away from me.
"I always doubted my brother's taste in women but now.." He bites his lips, I gulped remembering how soft it was.
"Abo- about our last encounter, I'd really appreciate it if we put it behind us." Moving back a little noticing he's close to me.
"I agree, we totally should." I stood still realizing I'm resting on the wall.
"Yeah." I nervously said as he moved closer, his scent hit my nostrils.
He smells so fucking amazing.
"Yeah." He's dangerously close to me now, I bite down on my lips, he looks down at it, as he licked his lips, leaving me wanting to capture them with mine.
He looks at me so intensely causing my heart to beat faster than normal. He finally smashes his lips on mine, and all worries and guilt fade away. I grabbed his neck to deepen the kiss, electricity running through my body, as I enjoyed the taste of his carnal mouth.
His firm hands trailed from my waist down to my butt before giving it a light squeeze, causing me to let out a moan into his mouth.
He lifted me up by my butt, I wrapped my legs around his waist, feeling his erection up against my thighs.
Holy shit.
I grinded on it, he let out a sexy grunt, just then I heard a knock on the door bringing me back to reality.
What have I done?
I unwrapped my legs in panic as he let me down, I adjusted my dress refusing to look up at him. A knock was heard again, making my heart beat faster.
Why am I so stupid?
"Loren, you are needed out here." I mentally thanked my stars that it's Gemma, couldn't be more excited that she stopped me, God knows how far we would have gone. I'm getting married to an amazing person, this was wrong on many levels, plus he is his brother for fuck sake.
"I'm sor- sorry this shouldn't have happened." I finally looked up into his lust-filled eyes.
O my
I gained the courage to walk out, closing the door behind me, I ashamedly looked up at Gemma as she gave me a knowing look.
"Baby girl, you are so screwed now." For the first time, Gemma was right.
I am screwed.
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~~~~ "You haven't touched your food." Javi's voice brought me back to my miserable reality."Oh, not hungry." I pushed the deliciously looking food aside as I picked up my glass of wine."Too bad, Leonardo went all off on this dish." He muttered putting a piece of the skilfully diced chicken in his mouth, slowly munching on it.I put the glass of wine down as it's taste die on my tongue."So your brother." I trailed off almost regretting my words.Why am I even asking?"What about him?" He looked up at me."You never talk about him" I smiled at a family friend as she passed by. Javi pushed his food aside as well, signaling to the waiter."There's pretty much nothing to say," I muttered a thank you to the waiter before he leaves with our leftovers."Why? You guys don't get along?" Urging him to say more.What can I say? I'm curious."That's an understatement, Ace is a 26
I lazily opened my eyes on hearing a faint knock on the door, I groaned as it was heard again louder this time, My eyes snapped open as soon as reality dawned, I rose up in panic dragging the blanket over my naked chest.Holy shit, I had sex with Javi's brother.I turned around to a sinful view of a sleepy Ace, probably waking up due to the constant knock on the door.Fuck! Someone's at the door.I'm screwed, I sat up ignoring the soreness in between my thighs and the bright light penetrating the curtains."What's going on?" It's frustrating that I find his voice sexy even in this situation I'm in."Someone's
~~~~"I'm not going to pretend that I'm cool with that bitch going against my orders on my wedding day, I was very clear when I said no slits." I pushed my gown along, finally stopping at the balcony. Feeling the cold air hit my face, I breathed out in relief. My room is packed with people, most I don't know from Adam and it's really uncomfortable."Calm down, it's not that big of a deal." I put my arm on the railing admiring the view that my hotel room provided. I know it's no big deal but I just can't stand the Stacy girl or maybe I'm just frustrated, my wedding gown is tighter than normal, my makeup is crappy.At least that's what I think."I hate that you are always kissing her butt." Ever since Sta
~~~~~~I lazily walked downstairs knowing fully well I won't be able to sleep, you won't either if your husband's brother whom you have slept with is two rooms away from yours.I'm going crazy as my mind conjured different questions, why is he here? There's no way in hell I'm believing I have no place to stay shit. What if he's here to threaten me? I should have kept my legs closed. What if Javier finds out? I'm screwed.I closed my eyes in a stupid attempt to let my thoughts go, I finally made it into the kitchen.I switched the lights on, bending my head down because of the brightness of the light, once I got used to it I walked over to the fridge to get something to drink.I held the handle, opening it as the cold air that accompanied the fridge hit my face hard as I stared at the stocked fridge in adoration.I can defiantly get used to this.
ACE'S POINT OF VIEWIt took everything in me to prevent myself from acting like an animal and fuck Loren senseless. Gosh she looked so good in that black sleek blouse tucked into the white bodycon skirt, it's such a shame she hides those curves inside that huge white lab cloth.I thought with one fuck I'd get her out of my system but I want her more than ever. I know it's wrong, she's my brother's wife but she makes my betrayal worth it.So fucking worth it.Just thinking of her got me hard as fuck, I pushed the newspaper aside, after all, I'm paying no attention to it."Your coffee, sir." I looked up to the flirty waitress, well I'm more focused on boobs that are literarily on my face."Well, thank you," I smirked as she smiled seductively, pushing her boobs closer.Well, I don't mind."Do you need a
~~~"Hey." I snaked my arms around Javier's waist raising my head up to have a look at my image on the mirror in front of us."Hey." He turns around and places a kiss on my lips, a smile crept up my lips."How was work?" I looked up at him, this is what wives do right?."Boring as always, by the way, I for you something." He smiles pushing his hands into his pocket, I bit my lips waiting."Hope you don't want to ask me to marry you again?" I joked as I saw him pull out a box."I don't mind getting married to you again." He opened the box, revealing the most beautiful necklace I've ever set my eyes on."O my.." I took the box out of his hands having a closer look."Let me help." He takes it out of the box, I turned around taking a deep breath as I felt the cold necklace fall on my chest.
I stared at the mirror studying every detail of my purple lace dress, I twirled a little bit bringing my right leg forward admiring the slit.I placed my hands on my waist slowly moving down my hip, absolutely in love with the way the lace hugged my skin, now the only problem I have now is the cleavage.It's too revealing."Gem, I think I'm going to change." I tiled a little bit still looking at myself in the mirror."I'll murder you if you do, you look amazing." I turned to my sweet mouthed best friend still in a battle with the fake eyelashes.I was going to reply but my annoying ringtone cut me off, I walked towards the sound, stopping in front of my study table.It's Javi."Hey," I muttered after I swiped the red button on my phone."Hey, love." Javier's voice came up, I put the phone on loudspeaker before dropp
~~~~~~"Were you just coming out of my brother's room?"It's Javier.I stood there completely shocked and frozen.I'm screwed.I turned around as my heart literarily drops, setting my eyes on a neatly suited up Javier."Huh, I- I was just checking if Gemma was in there, you know, crazy night." Lies rolled out of my tongue smoothly, my heart beating so hard it won't be a surprise if pops out anytime."Well is she in there, did they have sex?" If not because of the state of panic I'll be amused with Javier's attempt to gossip with me."N- no she's not, she must have left early this morning." The fact that we are staying longer in front of Ace's room scares the crap out of me, what if he comes out?."Why are you in clothes?" He questioned further."Going to put it in
FEW WEEKS LATERLOREN'S POINT OF VIEW"Hey." I awkwardly muttered, covering my baby bump with my coat. I slowly bent down holding the flowers on my right hand, looking at the tombstone before placing it on the grass.With a sad smile, I stood up while holding my baby bump."I sat in the car for hours because I didn't think I had the courage to be standing here but here I am, here I am." I repeated. I don't know why I just kept on staring at the birth year and year of death.Too soon."I am sorry, it's all my fault. It's all my fault that you are gone and I can't do nothing about it." I looked up trying to prevent the incoming tears from falling, I promised myself I would not cry but it is becoming harder.My eyes went to the other grave beside the one I am standing on, it's has Ace's dad name boldly written on it."Co
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEW"Javi, please put the gun down." Ace voice came again this time calmer, my heart beating fast at each passing moment as the gun moved back and forth between me and Ace."Shut the hell up, that's not going to work again, I am not stupid." He yelled, anger evident in his eyes, one can tell it is only a thin thread that is holding him from completely loosing it."You know what? Both of you get the hell up." I slowly got up so did Ace, he pulls me behind him which I didn't like.I did notice Ace eyes constantly flickering from the ground and back at Javier, I followed his eyes only to see the gun which he dropped earlier.I froze at the thought of what he's about to do.Is he trying to get himself killed?Ace is obviously not thinking straight before he can get to the gun,
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEWHis reaction to my words makes me what to rethink my decision but I have to stay strong if not for me but for the child I am carrying."I understand your decision but if you could just hear me out." He spoke so softly."What do you what to tell me exactly? Hmmm, that you have been lying about Louisa's death, Zach's and you didn't think of giving me a heads up that your brother is a psychopath that killed his ex-wife. But what do you care as long as you can get in my pants." I am pissed, I really don't know what to believe."That's not true, Loren and you know that." He leaves the couch, standing right in front of me."I don't really know anything at the moment." I am tired of everything, everyone."One question Loren, if I came t
ACE'S POINT OF VIEW."Bet you didn't know, Louisa was in love with you, she was madly in love with you right from the start, she was going to leave me because of you." I froze at his words, staring at him in disbelief.Th-that's impossible.I raised my head only to notice the gun being pointed at me.I gulped hard, trying to process it all.He's lying, he has to be.He let out a low laugh, turning the gun back to his head."Always oblivious aren't you, Ace Grey loved by all yet he doesn't know." I didn't know what to say or think."Since we were kids, she loved you more than a friend. Louisa had always loved you and I had always loved her." My breaths soon became forced, realizing how everything is my fault.
ACE'S POINT OF VIEW.I watched her walk out of the club like something heavy just hit hard on my chest, I found my self feeling uneasy at each retracting step.It hurts that I hurt her, I wanted her to feel what I'm feeling by saying those things to her but it just became worse, I feel worse.I'm an ass. It's not her fault that I fell in love with her, it's not her fault at all. All this is my fault.My heart took control of my legs, I found myself outside the club looking for her so that I could apologize, tell her I didn't mean what I said.I finally spotted her car before I could get to it, it started moving. My head is telling me to go back into the club but my heart has other plans.So I got into my car and stupidly followed her all the way back home.
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEW I looked over my shoulders to ensure that Javier is asleep, it's been 2 hours since Ace texted for us to meet. 2 hours of pure anxiety, I'm so anxious as I wonder what he's thinking right now? Is he mad at me?. I have made up my mind I'm going to tell him everything, I don't want to lose him. I just can't. My life is already fucked up as it is, I just want to the runway as Ace suggested. I'm done playing a cop, things are way bigger than me now, I have this lookout for my unborn child. Unborn child. I couldn't help but smile at the thought, I can not think of a better man to be with when welcoming this baby to the world. Excitement replaced my worry, no matter who the father is,
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEW. All I could do was take rapid breaths in and out, feeling like if I don't breathe for a second the weight on my chest will rise up to my throat, tighten it and choke me up until I give out. I sat frozen on the bathroom floor, staring at down at the black tiled floor, fearing that moving an inch would mean facing reality, a reality that I'm damn sure I don't face, I can't face. Many thoughts have run through my head, thoughts I'm not proud off and it's eating me up alive. How can I be this stupid, this can't be happening to me, I don't miss my pills, I mean I don't think I did. Gosh, I'm so stupid. I don't want to be pregnant, I can't be, my life's a mess and its all my fault. I pretty sure the water in my eyes has run dry, totally b
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEW. "I love you." My heart skipped a beat, while processing his words. I stared right into his eyes, my heart hurts just staring at the admiration in his eyes. I tried not to let the incoming tear drop but its hard just staring at the expectation in his expression. I bit my lips in a stupid attempt to ensure that I don't say something stupid, silence filled the room. He broke the stare, the smile that was once on his face disappeared slowly, breaking my heart. What's wrong with you Loren? I finally moved, I slowly placed my arms around his neck, lifting my feet up a little bit, staring directly into his eyes. I leaned in placing my lips on his, he didn't move for a second, my heart beating hard as my closed my eyes, he soon puts his ha
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEWI walked into the boutique, giving a tight smile to the cashier and at the corner of my eyes I spotted Leah, I looked away immediately, pretending to shop.I took out some clothes not paying attention, I walked over to where Leah is at pretending not to see her."Loren?" I turned to feign surprise."Leah," I called out, pulling her to a hug, which is super awkward.Leah could be the key to knowing what job my dear husband is actually involved in. She was able to slip once, I can get do it again."What are you doing here?" She asked."I shop here all the time." I lied."Really? I own this place." I gasped, trying to look surprised.