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Chapter 23, Part II: Woman
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2022-01-08 23:35:04I am already tired of trying to run away from my real feelings and masked it with the past promises.
"Uh-huh…" he said slowly, trying to organize his thoughts about me. Maybe… about us. "Why would you cry about us kissing?"
I gasped and looked up at him. Nagsimula na namang mangilid ang mga luha ko sa mata dahil sa sinabi niya. He did not deny that they indeed kissed! Tinawag nga niyang "my woman" kanina kaya bakit hindi sila puwedeng maghalikan!? Tang ina!
Bumitaw sa akin ang kamay niyang kanina pa pala nakahawak sa braso ko. He reached my face and wiped the tears that traced my cheek.
"Tell me, why are you crying about it…" he p
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