CHAPTER 2
Mom didn't even pay attention to me when we saw her in the kitchen. We had breakfast quietly. Dad noticed about the treatment of mom toward on me. But dad is quiet, and he doesn't want to bother about of me and my mom had.
My dad is a real estate broker. So, he met Tito Jordan before, because Tito was looking for land on which to build his business. For daddy he helped. They became even closer. Most likely, they were mommy's classmate, Tito Jordan and his wife Tita Peni in high school. So, it is easy for them to get along and become friends.
"Mom!" this is her again. She teases me again about that Spencer. Her lips just frowned when she entered the room I was looking at. Until she sat on top of my bed. I thought, we're not okay too.
"Won't daddy find you there?" curiously I said. Because I know daddy is with her tonight.
“Your daddy left. He go to the Casino.” I nodded at her promise. That's why she's here.
“Why didn't you come along? You will enjoy it there.” She just stared at me and then she looked at me seriously again.
"Looks like your dad already knows," she said sadly. I’m suddenly disturbed by what mom said and the strength of my heartbeat is now nervous.
"What will you do? Your dad will be furious with you. When he finds? And now I tolerate you? He will also be angry with me. He will regret that we became his family,” she threatened me. Reason for me to feel guilty. I also feel sorry for Mommy. she feels sorry for the problem I entered.
I’m feared the possibility that dad would when he found out that. He shouldn't reject me as his child. I'm just sorry. I’m just human, loving.
"How did you know he already knew?" long before mom could answer. Maybe it's because she made it up again to intimidate me and agree to marry Spencer.
“He said Atom is in Mexico now. Then, he asked me if you were still seeing each other. You don't know your dad. What if someone knows that or he follows you? He will be angry, Kara.” My heart was pounding at what mom said. I feel like I'm getting pale nowhere. I'm scared.
If dad follows me? What I do is embarrassing. I just close my eyes out of frustration. My world seemed to explode.
"Maybe you need to get married."
"WHAT?!" I exclaimed. I knew it. I'm the one who's in trouble.
She just makes me look serious that he knows what she’s saying and the decision she’s going to make for me is right.
"Mom!" I'm startled when she stood up and glared at me, ready to kill.
“And what do you want to happen, huh? Will your dad find out that you hooked up with a family class guy?! He will embarrass you, Kara!”
I’ve rubbed my forehead with stress now. It's a mess. I'm confused.
"But why do I have to get married, mom?" I pay attention to what she said just now. She closes and then stares.
“When do you get married? You can forget that Atom! You thought I didn’t know that every night I hear you moan for that worthless man?! He doesn't deserve your cry, Kara. Unless, if he is dead. But he is still alive! He hit you, didn't he! When do you get married? You can forget him. The issue with you being a mistress will go away like a bubble. So, this is for you. For your own good,” she begged me, as if forcing me.
"Why Spencer, Mom?" as my mouth stiffens now. She did not answer. So, it disgusted.
“Spencer was a good boy. He says that he doesn’t have a girlfriend. I'm sure you will be happy for each other soon.” it made me realize that the Spencer he was referring to was a good man for me.
"You will be happy, Mom!" I correct what she said. She shook her head in disapproval of what I said.
“Kara, I'm worried about your reputation. They will ruin it when some of your fans find out that you have become a mistress. When will Spencer be your husband? They will have no reason to say that you really became a home-wrecker. Because the issue will die. Especially when they find out you’re already married. You are already married. Importantly, with a decent man, you will marry. So, Spencer is a good choice for me, for you.” Mom repeated, earlier. She repeated what she said.
“You are, Mom. But to me? Is it a good choice?” she was silent, not knowing what to answer.
“I will tell your dad. We will marry you to that man. For the sake of your reputation, Kara. Think!" I just want to chase it with so much annoyance.
“But ... I think I used Spencer. Do you think that would be fun? When he finds out why I married him?” Mom nodded. She doesn't understand me. So we don’t get along two.
“No. We will not use Spencer. Kara, you're old! What do you want? As long as you live to be the mistress of that Atom? He's hiding from you! Because he has a family. He just seems to embarrass you. While Spencer, you won’t experience what you experience with that Atom–user! You're twenty-nine, Kara. It's time for you to settle down. You are at the right age. Your dad and I are getting older.”
I was thinking about what mom said. It is difficult to decide. I don't have the last hour. I'm having trouble.
Is it time for me to settle down?
Because really. I'm getting tired. Maybe getting married solves the loneliness I feel right now. But, I’m feeling the same person. Because honestly. It’s like I used Spencer. I am not a user. I need a normal life.
“I will talk to your dad. Even Spencer’s family. Kara, this is for you, hmmm?” then she hugged me and I didn't move like a statue. I'm confused.
Next day. Mom told me she had talked to dad, and they invited Spencer's family and also Spencer to have dinner at home.
Is it still right?
I’m glad it’s not fun that I don’t understand.
"But are you sure about that, Kara?" even Maxine's question I can't answer.
We are here at her restaurant. Maxine has her own restaurant. Not to brag. I also have a share here. I just don't want everyone to know that I am one owner of this Karamax Restaurant. They might rush in and say, this restaurant became famous, because I am an artist. The owner is an actress.
"I don't know, Max," I answered her question sadly, and she smiled sparingly at me.
“Spencer is handsome. I saw it when I searched. Maybe he's the right man to you. You need to get married. Good for you. We're just the same age,” she said, adding that I laughed at her.
"Then, marry Spencer."
“HEY! NO! Okay, hahaha!” We both laughed at the same time and had fun. It was as if I had forgotten what I was going through. Hopefully, this is always the case.
I went home in a taxi. When I reached here outside the house, two black luxury cars just stopped. I heard the broken door open in the front passenger seat. Tita Peni came out in a knee -length brown dress. She saw me immediately smiled. I smiled at her too, until she approached me.
I know mom invited them to come to our house. I also knew that they were going to talk about marriage.. In a car, I also saw Spencer come down, looking straight at our house that was up to the second floor.
“Pretty, hello,” then we kissed-kiss two.
“Hello, Tita,” I said shyly to her. She looked at me from head to toe. I'm wearing a sleeveless dress. Color black and up to my knees. My armpit is visible, but my armpit is not dark. So I have the courage to wear it.
"Your mommy invited us to come here." She stuck with someone, thinking.
"It's about your wedding with Spencer," she smiled at me without reaching to her ears. I was so tense here that my knees were stiff.
“Spencer didn’t know. It was his hard work. I said, we have dinner here as usual. He agreed. Especially now that your dad needs talking to him.” I frowned at what Tita meant.
“Spencer will build a construction site. He talked to your dad. About the land on which to build. So my son can't refuse. Your dad already knows. But he said he hadn't told Spencer yet. Only now will he know.” I would have spoken. When Sen called Tita. Sen is Spencer's youngest sister. They were just two.
Sen did not smile at me. I think she is angry with me. That's just the way he was, ever since. The height of the blood in me. I just let her. Although not sure. She will also be my sister-in-law.
The amount of food they prepared. Mommy and daddy really prepared. I am really nervous. Mommy is the mastermind of it all. If I just wanted to leave here. But I think I'm rude.
"Listen!" All of our eyes are looking to dad who is smiling now. We were all quiet here at the dining table.
Dad hasn't even started yet. He was looking at Spencer. Spencer wondered. I know what's next. I just close my nervous eyes.
“That is why we are here. It's because, my only daughter,” dad looked at me at the same time. I am restless. I'm really nervous.
"We want her to settle down. Her mom already chosen a guy that is perfect for her." Dad's direction said without a suspense tone.
I rolled my eyes at mom. I saw he was already wiping tissue from his eyes with tears.
“Spencer,” Dad called to him. I saw Spencer's aura suddenly darken. Maybe he knew what it meant and he wouldn't allow it.
Dad would still speak. When he stood, Spencer stood up, smiling and looking at me. I was so overwhelmed that he couldn't stand his dark stare at me. It's like he's going to do something bad to me right now. I'm scared.
"Excuse me," then he turned away. His mom called him. But he did not look back.
"Maybe you forgot the construction sites you're going to build?" said dad in a baritone voice. Spencer was stuck in his position while still turning his back on us.
We were all with dad watching. Because he is scary now and his aura. I can also see in the emotions of aunt and uncle that there is nothing they can do and give up. It's like they're just letting Spencer go to dad.
It seems different. Because when it's like this. Parents must protect their child. But why are aunt and uncle quiet?
"Let's talk in my office," dad finally said, then stood up to go upstairs to where his office was.
I saw Spencer look at his parents. They ignore him. Until Spencer followed dad into the office.
But why didn't aunt and uncle react?
I accidentally looked at Sen, that I immediately greeted by a sharp stare. So I am aware she is angry with me now.
Mommy stood up. To follow daddy to the office. So, there are only four of us left here.
"Are you really desperate?" Sen made no emotion to me. His parents immediately disobeyed her. She immediately stands up to leave.
I understand, Sen. If she's mad at me.
CHAPTER 3I don’t know what dad and Spencer were talking about. As far as I know. Mom said that Spencer had already agreed for our wedding.I don't know. I feel sorry for him. He’s obviously forced. I can really refuse. I have a choice. But I can not. I have a split tail.Now the two of us are measuring what we will wear for our wedding. Uncle Jordan, Aunt Peni, mommy and daddy are already finished to fit their outfits for the wedding day. They have already gone home. Spencer is supposed to take care of me here."Ma'am, are you sure about the wedding gown you chose?" at the same time he showed me the wedding gown I was going to wear. She is also the designer of the wedding gown I will wear on my wedding day.I looked at Spencer, who was now sitting on the sofa, who suddenly averted his gaze. I'm already standing. He doesn't want to be next to me. So I adjusted."That's okay," I said. Because I've already tried and it's perfect fits me. It's a tube and a kind of v-neck that revealing
For two days and three nights. Spencer did not come home to his condo. It was only at seven o'clock in the evening that he came home. He is wearing different clothes. Because he said before when he left. He coming home to his parents’ house.He came. Where I'm already sitting here at his dining table. Hopefully, for my dinner. Then he came and sat in front of me. He looked at me. So I got up to get him his plate. Wife 'duties. Then I laid it on the table in front of him.He took rice and then grilled chicken that I ordered at a restaurant. It's recently delivered. Just before he arrived. I don't know how to cook. I simply know how to cook, just like the fried eggs, hotdogs and other frozen foods that simply fry."Did you order this?" he asked without looking at me."Yes." He just glanced at me and then resumed his meal. I remained silent here and did not move my food. Maybe I'll just wait for him to finish and then my turn to finish my meal."Your dad is cool too, right?" he asked, sm
"Hello, mommy. What's up?"It's been a month since I talked to my mom. It's only now that I'm here in Tagaytay. In our shooting area.[I just missed my Princess.] I’m offended by what she said. After my wedding, neither dad nor I saw them anymore.“Mom, we're shooting a movie here in Tagaytay. I hope you support me,” then I wink. Even she is not in front of me now.[Sure, Darling. Your dad and I have always supported you. Why is Tagaytay so far from Makati City?]"Don't tell me you're going to visit me here?" She laughed on what I said.[Your dad is still busy. By the way, we are going to Australia. Katrina has given birth.] My heart was pounding.Katrina is my adopted sister. She's adopted by my mom then. As far as I know, we are both relatives. Because mommy seems to be her daddy's cousin. Their family is poor. They are ten siblings. She fell ill in the hospital. To where my parents paid her hospital bills. In return, my parents will take her to be considered a child.It's not mommy
At Maxine's condo, I spent the night. I didn’t go home to Spencer’s condo. He hasn't come home yet. He said to have been in Sorsogon for a long time.I heard from mommy that she and dad had gone home. That’s why I’m going straight to my parent's house now. I already have my belongings that I brought when Maxine and I went to Tagaytay."MOM!" I shouted, entering the house. I missed my favorite air freshener that mommy herself chose. They greeted me when I set foot inside the house. Our house is something I miss.“Kara, my darling. You are already here.” I opened both my arms to greet my mommy. I kissed her with a hug. As I hugged her, I was still cold. I really missed her so much.“My god! My princess is married...” I frowned at what she said. She didn't know that until now. I still mad at her by forcing me to marry Spencer. That's not a good boy!"Why aren't you with your husband?" it was a long time before I could answer mommy's question.“He is in Sorsogon and... was there for a lon
Maxine and I will meet today at the Karamax’s restaurant. She is still busy helping to handle the orders of some customers here. So I patiently waited for her here where I was sitting while drinking the coffee she made with me.Some looking at me are already smiling. I smile them back too. I know some of them know me and watch me on TV and I'm used to it. Be the center of attraction of some people.“I'm sorry if I take too long. Quantity as an order. Because of you! Go further here. So maybe some of your fans know you're here and they eat.” Its frowning promise made me smile.I go slowly down my head to put on my shade that looks like a pussycat on my head."I hope you wore that before," she complained at the same time. I think she has a period. So the temper.“By the way, why did you come? The shorter you are wearing.” She even examined what I was wearing from head to toe. What's wrong with what I'm wearing?It's just a tube dress that reaches up to my navel and then a skirt that doe
"WHAT?!"The strength of Maxine's voice. I scolded her so that she would lower down her voice. Some were already looking at us when she shouted.“So, we thought he was in Mexico. I mean, he's still here in the Philippines. In Mexico, Pampanga?” the size of her two eyes that are about to fall into oversized."Wait! Is it true you really met last night? And you .... You didn't tell me? I'm not watching you. I am your personal assistant. When am I there? I can beat that man.” Her voice dazzled me.“That's why I didn't take you. You are still brutal,” sadly I said to her while my two eyes are closing."What else did he tell you?" Something already excited her hurried question at the answer.“I was the one who threatened him. I just told him not to show me. My blood heats, and I said tha
WARNING: RATED SPG!READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!"Are you here again...” She started when I was here again at the Karamax’s restaurant.I’m dazed at once with my eyes closed.“It was boring there at Spencer’s condo! Do I have a next project?” she shook with nothing.“I have a friend who will open her new business that is all skin care products. It's up to me to suggest you to her? I'm sure. I'll take you to be the endorser of her products. ”"Are her products FDA approved?" she just snapped at my question. I'm just curious. I don't want to end up being blamed for the poor quality of products I endorse.“Gágá! My friends are dermatologists. So she is professional and experts to her beauty products she makes.” I gasped
WARNING: RATED SPG!Even though I'm embarrassed. Yes, in this state I am still embarrassed while I am still holding his penís. I can't seem to keep going.I looked up at him again so that our eyes would meet. He just looked at me as if to say that he was excited and I would continue. I just strengthened my courage while holding his long sword that I washed well and then I raised and lowered the handle and caressed his penís. He closes his eyes, which I know are delicious, as his mouth opens with pleasure.First, I slowed down as I moved faster and faster with its long sword. The hardness. I am the one involved.Because I’m not satisfied. I swallowed the length of him inside my mouth. Reason to make him aware of what I did and then he looked at me with round eyes.I went in and out as he stretched my mouth. Feeling I'm going to hit my throat. So I was careful. But the Jérk! He suddenly grabbed me with both his hands on the back of my head while he was the one who helped to insert his
“Babe..." I woke him up. He came home late last night and I don't know where he went. Every night he goes somewhere I don't know where."Hey! Wake up!" His eyes blinked as he realized when I threw a pillow at him.I'm on a bad trip now. My head is getting hot in the morning."Daddy has brought the children. Go ahead and sleep there! You sleep very well... Tsk!” Sarcastically I said, then I turned my back on him and left the room. I'm seething with rage now that I'm obsessed with this ownership. Maybe out of time I will give birth again in my temper.I'm pregnant. I have been pregnant for four months. And hoping... I hope it's a girl. It's like I have a daughter that I've wanted for a long time. The achievement for me is different when the Lord gives me a baby girl.Spencer and I have four boys. In the past four years. Kier and Sky added more. Tyler is the third and our youngest now, Ice, who just turned one-year-old.“Spencer!” My anger and annoyance with him has really reached the sk
SPENCER'S POVMy whole face's wrinkled because of my irritation now.Mommy wakes me to go to her friend's house and we'll have dinner here right now“Spencer, where is Sen?”"Mom!" Sen, who just got off the car now.Then she came closer to us and we walked together inside the house now. While daddy followed behind."Peni! Hello Spencer! Hello Sen…” I ignored the greeting of Aunt Claire, who is a friend of mom and dad and we entered their house now.Mom looked at me, when our eyes met, as if she was telling me to smile. But I will be the one to follow. I didn't follow her. My whole face’s still wrinkled now with my facial expressions.Because their daughters are not yet. They made us sit at their dining table. Just the two of us of Sen. Because Aunt Claire pulled mommy and I didn't know where they were going.
There are events in life, one must be lose.Why is there such a thing?Can't we just have nothing to lose and just live here forever?Why is it necessary to lose something more...Sadness engulfed me after that happened. Even if it's hard... Even if it hurts my heart. I tried to attend the burial now.I was with mommy, who supported me and never left me. I am really saddened by its loss.I'm looking forward to the memories, happiness that we can create. But no more... The person I mean is gone."Kara, let's go home." Mommy hugged me, causing me to close my eyes. I'm wearing shades now. Because my eyes are puffy and big.She supporting me to leave where I was standing just before.The people who were looking at us as we passed said that I just want to end up in... I don't know... I ju
My world stopped even my breathing now.Spencer, with his two eyes wide. I'm nervous about him now. His mouth was agape, stiff and unable to close.“S-Spencer— Spencer ...” I called him sobbing while he was getting heavier now that my two arms were now stuck in both of his armpits. That's why I can feel his weight that he is gradually decreasing.I can't take this. I'm sobbing that my eyes are closed from crying now. My husband...“Spencer... Don't make fun of me now. Please...” I sobbed, begging him. This can't be. He has been away from us for a long time. He won't leave us like this again.I was going to call Sen, when she’s not here. Even Rago and Jacob are no longer here. So I cried out what to do. Then I turned to Kendra, who was now sprawled on the floor. Every breath I take now is heavy.I can’t take it a
I'm just here on the sidelines watching them in their drama.I did not help with the weaning. Spencer is actually the referee between Rago and Jacob, who doesn't want to stop now, full energy and full charge.Sen is currently still crying now on her knees. I was about to approach her when Rago suddenly grabbed her hand to make her stand up.Jacob didn't enjoy that Rago go to Sen. He run toward Rago and punch it. Until they exchanged fists again that they would dare now."Stop it! You're like children!" Spencer loudly told them to stop. Until they moved away from each other, catching their breaths now. Sen's wail is the one that dominates here now that we all looked at her. Silence prevailed, with none of us speaking now that we were all silent."What am I to you, Sen?" Jacob asked his wife. We are all looking at Sen now, waiting for her answer."I'm you
Maxine was at home every day, and I knew she was worried about me.She couldn't accept why I hid from her. That happened to me before.She said she noticed that I had a problem. Why didn't I report to her. She couldn't get over feeling guilty. I love her... Her pure heart towards me. I'm the only one trying to hide what I don't want them to know, and I should be the only one who gets caught.I'm sorry too. I did that wrong.I don't know who to tell because my mind confused at that time.It was my mistake that I hid it and didn't tell the people who really cared about me.Spencer still hasn't come home now, busy looking for his sister. Sen never came home and none of us knew where she was. Her parents are worried about her and even her husband where she is."Where are you going again?" He looked at me with a threat. I know he will not take me with him whe
I want to see Mrs. Rosales now. Because I know she knows something.Maybe she got bored with me going back and forth to her house. So she ordered her bodyguard to treat me like that... So that I would stop.Why?That's why the man used to look at me like he was undressing me. Then we met at a TV station where I was fell. I don't even know why he was there.I also learned that Rustin is Rago's older brother. They are brothers on the father's side.Security was tight here at home. Mommy has released from the hospital. But she's at daddy's house now and Lindsey will take care of her. The situation here at home is difficult as we are already dangerous here.Me and Spencer also decided that we will go to Italy first. One of his uncles is there. We will leave the country first and we will come back later when the jerk Rustin is in jail. The nerve of that bastard.
KARA'S POVI'm alone in the bed I'm lying on now with tears streaming down my face.This pain in my chest. I don't know where this is going—I'm hurting.My heart is still okay. Honestly, I really can't do it anymore. I want to give up.My husband has left me and doesn't care about me...I can't take it anymore... I give up."Mom!" I exclaimed when I entered her room today. I have mommy's eyes with joy and a smile on her lips now.Daddy intended to come and pick me up at home. To tell me that mommy is awake, and he sent me over here to see my mom that I missed."Mom..." My words were hard, and then I approached her and hugged her. Then my tears abundant flowed continuously and could not be stop.I felt mom rub my back.Finally! She is awake. This
KARA'S POVWhy is it that all the things that I did not expect to happen in my life, still happened?Life is unfair. I have so many questions about why this is... Because honestly, I'm not happy anymore. That I really want to leave the life I have now. I hope so... it's just a dream. That I will wake up even if I am sleeping.“Spencer left. He said goodbye to me." Mom's welcome words when I arrived in the kitchen today.Both of my shoulders slumped to sit in a chair now here. My husband and I don't talk anymore. Since I confessed to him what happened to me.Then he didn't come home either. He didn't come home for three days. He came home just last night, but he left immediately this morning before I woke up.I don't even know where he slept. Because he didn't sleep next to me in our room.It hurts&h