I woke up with my swollen eyes. But... JOKE!I'm so sad this morning. Here I am at the dining table sitting in a chair while there is a cup of coffee in front of me. I chill it before drinking. It's still hot. While deep in thought, my phone suddenly rang. Maxine calling."Yup?"[Where are you?]What so ever does he need me?“Here in the condo. Just sitting. Why?” in fact, really. Using my index finger. I looked at the flower table. I simply draw a flower. First, I drew a circle in the middle and then five more curves drawing outside the circle to become a flower. Isn’t it the simple?[Did you watch TV?] I wondered at the question of her. My eyes just widened at what date it was today."Have they have aired the trailer on TV?" to excite my question. I don’t know, I’m satisfied.[No. Lia.] I was stunned by the name she mentioned.Lia is my retouched enemy in the showbiz industry. Because of art. She also told me I was a mistress. He is the daughter of Misis Black. We're not okay too. W
Daddy invited us to have dinner at home today. Spencer did not refuse when I invited him.Now that we are riding in his luxury car together, we will just stop here in front of the gate of our house. I also removed my seatbelt."You go first. Sen is calling.” He was holding his ringing phone and then greeted his sister. I just rolled my eyes at the bitterness.I first got out of his car and then entered the house. It's dark out here. There was still light coming in the light from the lights above the wall of our gate."Good evening!" I greet the two of them when I arrived today. I saw them sitting and looking like they were talking. First, I kissed mommy and next is daddy on the cheek one by one, when I approached them both.I am now wearing a body con black dress that is very close to my waist and also sleeveless. I look sexy now and I also have a black purse. That is empty. Just my trip. For cool look. Fashion!Because I feel like my two legs are already swaying. I sat on the other s
I opened the door where the bright living room greeted me. That means Spencer is already here. He's not updated me on when he will return here or he will be gone for a few days. I'm used to being alone here in his condo, tsk! I heard the bathroom door open and my husband came out topless now and only a towel wrapped around his waist down. That he made a skirt. My god! I even saw his v-line. It hooked me on what I didn’t expect. So I averted my eyes and then sighed. "Where have you been?" it’s a question that I turned to. It was a long time before I could answer. It was as if my brain was loading not to find the words to say to him. "There ... I went somewhere, Maxine and I." I was so sleepy that I said that I was really sleepy now. He examines my answer. He seems to have a problem. So I frowned at him. He just raised an eyebrow at me. This guy really is. I just watched him approach my seat and then he sat on the sofa while taking the TV remote control and then he turned it on. My
WARNING: MATURED CONTENT! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.I don't know what I will do now. I think I stood here for an hour while my eyes glazed over at Spencer, who was still enjoying his sleep today.I got one hand on my waist and the other hand on my neck that I wanted to break my neck now in annoyance. What a waste of my retro outfit today. It’s just my resentment that I want to cry now. If this shamelessness is not intoxicating? I hope we're in the condo and I'm sleeping well now.In this condition. I will not sleep well. It's like I'm going to wake until tomorrow morning.Even I’m annoyed with him. I still took off his shoes and his polo shirt and slacks. He was only wearing boxer shorts. I used to do this with Atom back then. Actually, this is the first time I did it for my husband. TRUE!"It's really your fault!" I can’t help but complain, as he is the one I blame.The door opened, and Auntie Peni entered, carrying a cream-colored nightie. I was just startled. I thought she was carryi
I'm not on my own all day. Spencer left. Even apologize to me is nothing. The thickness of his face when he apologizes to me. I will really cheapen him up to heaven.I clenched my two fists as I thought of the brutal thing he did to me last night. Yes, that's brutal for me. I resent myself when I think of the shamelessness he did that. I just felt that my tears were dripping from that unforgivable event in my life that had happened for the first time.That's the amount I'm thinking about now. Especially I am alone here in the condo. The night came when I locked myself in the room. I knew he was coming home now, and I didn't want to see or talk to him. I avoid him and— I am so angry with him. I am so angry... I hate him for the evil he has done to me unjustly.He entered the bathroom to take a bath. I was watching because he was moving outside the room. I am especially hungry and I need to eat. My stomach is getting growled. Because I haven't had dinner before. I have no appetite. Unti
I do not know. Spencer apologized to me a week ago. He kept his promise to me we would start again. He already cares about me. Things happened too fast that I didn’t expect.I thought we would separate because the two of us couldn't understand each other. He has been kind to me. Even the trauma of what he did to me still cannot be remove. But he was careful, and he knew something he would do to me wouldn't surprise me.We are still fighting, which is normal for a couple. But in the end, he humbled himself. Unlike before, he didn't want me to beat him. But now he is losing. He was very patient. He is no longer always hot-headed, especially to me. So I'm happy. Hopefully, continuously. But I can't help but worry about what the two of us will be like after a few months. We especially agreed that the two of us would be together as a couple to last only one year. Then we can separate...“Earlier you smiled and inspired. Now your forehead wrinkled. Problem?” I didn't expect Maxine to notice
A few hours before Sen left. Her brother, my husband, arrived. "Sen just came here," I informed him. His forehead furrowed in wonder. When he stand up, he came over and stood behind me. Until I felt his two arms wrap around my waist. I held my breath. When I felt his breath on my neck now. Cause of my blinking. I felt so sleepy that I wanted to sleep in the rest he had on my neck. "What did she do here?" I opened my eyes at the same time as I grabbed his two arms that were close to my waist and then he’s released from hugging my waist. I looked at him sleepily, and then I held both his arms. "Looking for you. Her.... best friend is coming.” He blew air at what I said. But what I have to say is not over. "You like her best friend and that's what she wants for you more than me." I crossed my arms and then pressed them to my chest while frowning and staring at my two eyes. He smiled and then he raised his one hand to place on the back of my head to hold. I looked at him in confusio
I still worry to this day about mom. As her daughter. I know, I feel like she’s not really okay. When I asked her, she answer was that she was okay.It's no joke the big of her eye bugs I saw. I'm worried if my mom is sick or seriously ill. Nothing. Although I still feel bad for her. I still love her... She is especially my mommy. All the wrong I do is not what she tolerates to me. She cheer up me. So, I don't experience the downfall too much."Hey!" Maxine wakes me up, and then she sits in front of me. And we are now facing each other at the table where we are both sitting now. As usual, I'm here again at Karamax's restaurant."Do you have a problem?" Her worried question that I smiled."Maybe Spencer... has a girl?" My eyes widened at her statement once shake.“Spencer is a good boy now...” I raised my eyebrows at the same time and then placed my two arms on the table while holding on to both elbows.“He kept his word, and we both tried ... to be a REAL couple. Then, just a few mont
“Babe..." I woke him up. He came home late last night and I don't know where he went. Every night he goes somewhere I don't know where."Hey! Wake up!" His eyes blinked as he realized when I threw a pillow at him.I'm on a bad trip now. My head is getting hot in the morning."Daddy has brought the children. Go ahead and sleep there! You sleep very well... Tsk!” Sarcastically I said, then I turned my back on him and left the room. I'm seething with rage now that I'm obsessed with this ownership. Maybe out of time I will give birth again in my temper.I'm pregnant. I have been pregnant for four months. And hoping... I hope it's a girl. It's like I have a daughter that I've wanted for a long time. The achievement for me is different when the Lord gives me a baby girl.Spencer and I have four boys. In the past four years. Kier and Sky added more. Tyler is the third and our youngest now, Ice, who just turned one-year-old.“Spencer!” My anger and annoyance with him has really reached the sk
SPENCER'S POVMy whole face's wrinkled because of my irritation now.Mommy wakes me to go to her friend's house and we'll have dinner here right now“Spencer, where is Sen?”"Mom!" Sen, who just got off the car now.Then she came closer to us and we walked together inside the house now. While daddy followed behind."Peni! Hello Spencer! Hello Sen…” I ignored the greeting of Aunt Claire, who is a friend of mom and dad and we entered their house now.Mom looked at me, when our eyes met, as if she was telling me to smile. But I will be the one to follow. I didn't follow her. My whole face’s still wrinkled now with my facial expressions.Because their daughters are not yet. They made us sit at their dining table. Just the two of us of Sen. Because Aunt Claire pulled mommy and I didn't know where they were going.
There are events in life, one must be lose.Why is there such a thing?Can't we just have nothing to lose and just live here forever?Why is it necessary to lose something more...Sadness engulfed me after that happened. Even if it's hard... Even if it hurts my heart. I tried to attend the burial now.I was with mommy, who supported me and never left me. I am really saddened by its loss.I'm looking forward to the memories, happiness that we can create. But no more... The person I mean is gone."Kara, let's go home." Mommy hugged me, causing me to close my eyes. I'm wearing shades now. Because my eyes are puffy and big.She supporting me to leave where I was standing just before.The people who were looking at us as we passed said that I just want to end up in... I don't know... I ju
My world stopped even my breathing now.Spencer, with his two eyes wide. I'm nervous about him now. His mouth was agape, stiff and unable to close.“S-Spencer— Spencer ...” I called him sobbing while he was getting heavier now that my two arms were now stuck in both of his armpits. That's why I can feel his weight that he is gradually decreasing.I can't take this. I'm sobbing that my eyes are closed from crying now. My husband...“Spencer... Don't make fun of me now. Please...” I sobbed, begging him. This can't be. He has been away from us for a long time. He won't leave us like this again.I was going to call Sen, when she’s not here. Even Rago and Jacob are no longer here. So I cried out what to do. Then I turned to Kendra, who was now sprawled on the floor. Every breath I take now is heavy.I can’t take it a
I'm just here on the sidelines watching them in their drama.I did not help with the weaning. Spencer is actually the referee between Rago and Jacob, who doesn't want to stop now, full energy and full charge.Sen is currently still crying now on her knees. I was about to approach her when Rago suddenly grabbed her hand to make her stand up.Jacob didn't enjoy that Rago go to Sen. He run toward Rago and punch it. Until they exchanged fists again that they would dare now."Stop it! You're like children!" Spencer loudly told them to stop. Until they moved away from each other, catching their breaths now. Sen's wail is the one that dominates here now that we all looked at her. Silence prevailed, with none of us speaking now that we were all silent."What am I to you, Sen?" Jacob asked his wife. We are all looking at Sen now, waiting for her answer."I'm you
Maxine was at home every day, and I knew she was worried about me.She couldn't accept why I hid from her. That happened to me before.She said she noticed that I had a problem. Why didn't I report to her. She couldn't get over feeling guilty. I love her... Her pure heart towards me. I'm the only one trying to hide what I don't want them to know, and I should be the only one who gets caught.I'm sorry too. I did that wrong.I don't know who to tell because my mind confused at that time.It was my mistake that I hid it and didn't tell the people who really cared about me.Spencer still hasn't come home now, busy looking for his sister. Sen never came home and none of us knew where she was. Her parents are worried about her and even her husband where she is."Where are you going again?" He looked at me with a threat. I know he will not take me with him whe
I want to see Mrs. Rosales now. Because I know she knows something.Maybe she got bored with me going back and forth to her house. So she ordered her bodyguard to treat me like that... So that I would stop.Why?That's why the man used to look at me like he was undressing me. Then we met at a TV station where I was fell. I don't even know why he was there.I also learned that Rustin is Rago's older brother. They are brothers on the father's side.Security was tight here at home. Mommy has released from the hospital. But she's at daddy's house now and Lindsey will take care of her. The situation here at home is difficult as we are already dangerous here.Me and Spencer also decided that we will go to Italy first. One of his uncles is there. We will leave the country first and we will come back later when the jerk Rustin is in jail. The nerve of that bastard.
KARA'S POVI'm alone in the bed I'm lying on now with tears streaming down my face.This pain in my chest. I don't know where this is going—I'm hurting.My heart is still okay. Honestly, I really can't do it anymore. I want to give up.My husband has left me and doesn't care about me...I can't take it anymore... I give up."Mom!" I exclaimed when I entered her room today. I have mommy's eyes with joy and a smile on her lips now.Daddy intended to come and pick me up at home. To tell me that mommy is awake, and he sent me over here to see my mom that I missed."Mom..." My words were hard, and then I approached her and hugged her. Then my tears abundant flowed continuously and could not be stop.I felt mom rub my back.Finally! She is awake. This
KARA'S POVWhy is it that all the things that I did not expect to happen in my life, still happened?Life is unfair. I have so many questions about why this is... Because honestly, I'm not happy anymore. That I really want to leave the life I have now. I hope so... it's just a dream. That I will wake up even if I am sleeping.“Spencer left. He said goodbye to me." Mom's welcome words when I arrived in the kitchen today.Both of my shoulders slumped to sit in a chair now here. My husband and I don't talk anymore. Since I confessed to him what happened to me.Then he didn't come home either. He didn't come home for three days. He came home just last night, but he left immediately this morning before I woke up.I don't even know where he slept. Because he didn't sleep next to me in our room.It hurts&h