I do not know. Spencer apologized to me a week ago. He kept his promise to me we would start again. He already cares about me. Things happened too fast that I didn’t expect.I thought we would separate because the two of us couldn't understand each other. He has been kind to me. Even the trauma of what he did to me still cannot be remove. But he was careful, and he knew something he would do to me wouldn't surprise me.We are still fighting, which is normal for a couple. But in the end, he humbled himself. Unlike before, he didn't want me to beat him. But now he is losing. He was very patient. He is no longer always hot-headed, especially to me. So I'm happy. Hopefully, continuously. But I can't help but worry about what the two of us will be like after a few months. We especially agreed that the two of us would be together as a couple to last only one year. Then we can separate...“Earlier you smiled and inspired. Now your forehead wrinkled. Problem?” I didn't expect Maxine to notice
A few hours before Sen left. Her brother, my husband, arrived. "Sen just came here," I informed him. His forehead furrowed in wonder. When he stand up, he came over and stood behind me. Until I felt his two arms wrap around my waist. I held my breath. When I felt his breath on my neck now. Cause of my blinking. I felt so sleepy that I wanted to sleep in the rest he had on my neck. "What did she do here?" I opened my eyes at the same time as I grabbed his two arms that were close to my waist and then he’s released from hugging my waist. I looked at him sleepily, and then I held both his arms. "Looking for you. Her.... best friend is coming.” He blew air at what I said. But what I have to say is not over. "You like her best friend and that's what she wants for you more than me." I crossed my arms and then pressed them to my chest while frowning and staring at my two eyes. He smiled and then he raised his one hand to place on the back of my head to hold. I looked at him in confusio
I still worry to this day about mom. As her daughter. I know, I feel like she’s not really okay. When I asked her, she answer was that she was okay.It's no joke the big of her eye bugs I saw. I'm worried if my mom is sick or seriously ill. Nothing. Although I still feel bad for her. I still love her... She is especially my mommy. All the wrong I do is not what she tolerates to me. She cheer up me. So, I don't experience the downfall too much."Hey!" Maxine wakes me up, and then she sits in front of me. And we are now facing each other at the table where we are both sitting now. As usual, I'm here again at Karamax's restaurant."Do you have a problem?" Her worried question that I smiled."Maybe Spencer... has a girl?" My eyes widened at her statement once shake.“Spencer is a good boy now...” I raised my eyebrows at the same time and then placed my two arms on the table while holding on to both elbows.“He kept his word, and we both tried ... to be a REAL couple. Then, just a few mont
I can’t understand why daddy didn’t take mommy on its way to Australia. Obviously they’re not okay too."Kara!" Spencer wakes me up, just coming home from work. I just realized that I had been an idiot here alone on the sofa for a while.He bent down to kiss me on my cheek and then he leaned over me while one of his arms was wrapped around my shoulder."Have you eaten?" I wondered as he nodded.“A colleague of mine invited me. So I came along.” His smiling answer that I also sparingly nodded."Oh, you're full."Silence prevailed between the two of us as he spoke with remembrance of me."I'm fine. Will you still watch basketball?” After, he turned on the TV in front of the two of us."Are you going to sleep?" he asked, confused when he saw me stand up."I'm sleepy... You just follow.” Even hesitant. He still nodded, and then I left him. While his eyes are on the TV.Entering the room, I opened my phone to call mommy. But she does not answer. So Katrina bothered me again.[I can't see y
CHAPTER 20I thought it was last night. I didn’t think until the morning we both woke up we would resume whatever we did last night.This is our third time including last night. We do a doggy style upright that he did to me for the first time. I didn't expect, and I was really surprise earlier when he stood me up and built behind me. When I have a husband—I relate to what other have said. I never thought it were so exciting... Then, intense to the highest climax!He also stuck me to the wall earlier while riding in front of me. I feel my two healthy cocomelons shaking with the force of his salute to me that my whole body is shaking from the earthquake. Just intense!Even more shocking is that he lifted one of my legs to place on his shoulder while one of my legs landed on the ground, which would break with the force of the impact and his energy in coming in and out of me...We both gasped as we chased our breaths. It's only natural that we both run out of breath. Our whole body was al
“Hi, Mom!" I greeted her enthusiastically when I found her sitting on the sofa rummaging through a box that probably belonged to her.She raised her head to look at me and then we smiled sweetly together."My baby, it's here," she said happily, then we both hugged each other as we missed each other so much."I'm sulking at you, mom... You don't answer my calls." I pulled away from her a little. It's just my art.I saw she inhaled as if she was worried about something. Then she smiled at me. My heart softened for my mommy."I just came from Cebu," she informed me I just found out. I frowned in confusion. Cebu?“Wait... Cebu?” She nodded with a smile. She is telling the truth that she is really from Cebu."I was there for five days. Maybe that's why I didn't answer your calls because there was no signal there," she explained, which I knew it's true.It's hard to live in their mommy's province in Cebu."Wait! daddy said... the other night when I called him... Are you here?" I said, confu
Spencer and I were here in the middle of traffic. We are going to their house now. His grandmother is coming. Actually, I have never seen his grandmother. Just now. I don't know, I'm nervous..."Mommy is there. They say they will also come to your house. Auntie Peni invited them.” He quickly looked at what I said and nodded.It's quiet now. He seems to be nervous that he will see his grandmother later. I was curious. Was his grandmother kind?I held my breath at my thought. Until we were here at their house.Spencer and I went inside together. I really waited for him so that we could be together.“Spencer!” Sen, whose smile reached the sky. But when she looked at me, she just raised an eyebrow at me. I secretly glared at her.She approached her brother and hugged him like a monkey. Spencer turned to me, causing me
I arrived here at Karamax in the afternoon. Because I still washed Spencer and I's clothes. He gave me more expenses at the laundry shop. I just pocketed it. Because I know how to wash using the powers of my hands. So enjoying, hehe.."What about the project?" I asked her directly. I just want to know and I'm just excited."You're a villain role. It's OK?" I looked at her faintly. As if there was anything I could do."Your role will be.... You have a best friend. You two are close. She is rich. You are poor—”"So, can I be friends with her because she's rich?" It just lit up when I hit her."Listen to me. Finish me first," I shyly smiled at her and then she continued her discussion."This is your best friend's dad. Rich... Your best friend's whole family is rich. Then, her dad is a playboy. It wants you, it wants to pos
“Babe..." I woke him up. He came home late last night and I don't know where he went. Every night he goes somewhere I don't know where."Hey! Wake up!" His eyes blinked as he realized when I threw a pillow at him.I'm on a bad trip now. My head is getting hot in the morning."Daddy has brought the children. Go ahead and sleep there! You sleep very well... Tsk!” Sarcastically I said, then I turned my back on him and left the room. I'm seething with rage now that I'm obsessed with this ownership. Maybe out of time I will give birth again in my temper.I'm pregnant. I have been pregnant for four months. And hoping... I hope it's a girl. It's like I have a daughter that I've wanted for a long time. The achievement for me is different when the Lord gives me a baby girl.Spencer and I have four boys. In the past four years. Kier and Sky added more. Tyler is the third and our youngest now, Ice, who just turned one-year-old.“Spencer!” My anger and annoyance with him has really reached the sk
SPENCER'S POVMy whole face's wrinkled because of my irritation now.Mommy wakes me to go to her friend's house and we'll have dinner here right now“Spencer, where is Sen?”"Mom!" Sen, who just got off the car now.Then she came closer to us and we walked together inside the house now. While daddy followed behind."Peni! Hello Spencer! Hello Sen…” I ignored the greeting of Aunt Claire, who is a friend of mom and dad and we entered their house now.Mom looked at me, when our eyes met, as if she was telling me to smile. But I will be the one to follow. I didn't follow her. My whole face’s still wrinkled now with my facial expressions.Because their daughters are not yet. They made us sit at their dining table. Just the two of us of Sen. Because Aunt Claire pulled mommy and I didn't know where they were going.
There are events in life, one must be lose.Why is there such a thing?Can't we just have nothing to lose and just live here forever?Why is it necessary to lose something more...Sadness engulfed me after that happened. Even if it's hard... Even if it hurts my heart. I tried to attend the burial now.I was with mommy, who supported me and never left me. I am really saddened by its loss.I'm looking forward to the memories, happiness that we can create. But no more... The person I mean is gone."Kara, let's go home." Mommy hugged me, causing me to close my eyes. I'm wearing shades now. Because my eyes are puffy and big.She supporting me to leave where I was standing just before.The people who were looking at us as we passed said that I just want to end up in... I don't know... I ju
My world stopped even my breathing now.Spencer, with his two eyes wide. I'm nervous about him now. His mouth was agape, stiff and unable to close.“S-Spencer— Spencer ...” I called him sobbing while he was getting heavier now that my two arms were now stuck in both of his armpits. That's why I can feel his weight that he is gradually decreasing.I can't take this. I'm sobbing that my eyes are closed from crying now. My husband...“Spencer... Don't make fun of me now. Please...” I sobbed, begging him. This can't be. He has been away from us for a long time. He won't leave us like this again.I was going to call Sen, when she’s not here. Even Rago and Jacob are no longer here. So I cried out what to do. Then I turned to Kendra, who was now sprawled on the floor. Every breath I take now is heavy.I can’t take it a
I'm just here on the sidelines watching them in their drama.I did not help with the weaning. Spencer is actually the referee between Rago and Jacob, who doesn't want to stop now, full energy and full charge.Sen is currently still crying now on her knees. I was about to approach her when Rago suddenly grabbed her hand to make her stand up.Jacob didn't enjoy that Rago go to Sen. He run toward Rago and punch it. Until they exchanged fists again that they would dare now."Stop it! You're like children!" Spencer loudly told them to stop. Until they moved away from each other, catching their breaths now. Sen's wail is the one that dominates here now that we all looked at her. Silence prevailed, with none of us speaking now that we were all silent."What am I to you, Sen?" Jacob asked his wife. We are all looking at Sen now, waiting for her answer."I'm you
Maxine was at home every day, and I knew she was worried about me.She couldn't accept why I hid from her. That happened to me before.She said she noticed that I had a problem. Why didn't I report to her. She couldn't get over feeling guilty. I love her... Her pure heart towards me. I'm the only one trying to hide what I don't want them to know, and I should be the only one who gets caught.I'm sorry too. I did that wrong.I don't know who to tell because my mind confused at that time.It was my mistake that I hid it and didn't tell the people who really cared about me.Spencer still hasn't come home now, busy looking for his sister. Sen never came home and none of us knew where she was. Her parents are worried about her and even her husband where she is."Where are you going again?" He looked at me with a threat. I know he will not take me with him whe
I want to see Mrs. Rosales now. Because I know she knows something.Maybe she got bored with me going back and forth to her house. So she ordered her bodyguard to treat me like that... So that I would stop.Why?That's why the man used to look at me like he was undressing me. Then we met at a TV station where I was fell. I don't even know why he was there.I also learned that Rustin is Rago's older brother. They are brothers on the father's side.Security was tight here at home. Mommy has released from the hospital. But she's at daddy's house now and Lindsey will take care of her. The situation here at home is difficult as we are already dangerous here.Me and Spencer also decided that we will go to Italy first. One of his uncles is there. We will leave the country first and we will come back later when the jerk Rustin is in jail. The nerve of that bastard.
KARA'S POVI'm alone in the bed I'm lying on now with tears streaming down my face.This pain in my chest. I don't know where this is going—I'm hurting.My heart is still okay. Honestly, I really can't do it anymore. I want to give up.My husband has left me and doesn't care about me...I can't take it anymore... I give up."Mom!" I exclaimed when I entered her room today. I have mommy's eyes with joy and a smile on her lips now.Daddy intended to come and pick me up at home. To tell me that mommy is awake, and he sent me over here to see my mom that I missed."Mom..." My words were hard, and then I approached her and hugged her. Then my tears abundant flowed continuously and could not be stop.I felt mom rub my back.Finally! She is awake. This
KARA'S POVWhy is it that all the things that I did not expect to happen in my life, still happened?Life is unfair. I have so many questions about why this is... Because honestly, I'm not happy anymore. That I really want to leave the life I have now. I hope so... it's just a dream. That I will wake up even if I am sleeping.“Spencer left. He said goodbye to me." Mom's welcome words when I arrived in the kitchen today.Both of my shoulders slumped to sit in a chair now here. My husband and I don't talk anymore. Since I confessed to him what happened to me.Then he didn't come home either. He didn't come home for three days. He came home just last night, but he left immediately this morning before I woke up.I don't even know where he slept. Because he didn't sleep next to me in our room.It hurts&h