CHAPTER 3
I don’t know what dad and Spencer were talking about. As far as I know. Mom said that Spencer had already agreed for our wedding.
I don't know. I feel sorry for him. He’s obviously forced. I can really refuse. I have a choice. But I can not. I have a split tail.
Now the two of us are measuring what we will wear for our wedding.
Uncle Jordan, Aunt Peni, mommy and daddy are already finished to fit their outfits for the wedding day. They have already gone home. Spencer is supposed to take care of me here.
"Ma'am, are you sure about the wedding gown you chose?" at the same time he showed me the wedding gown I was going to wear. She is also the designer of the wedding gown I will wear on my wedding day.
I looked at Spencer, who was now sitting on the sofa, who suddenly averted his gaze. I'm already standing. He doesn't want to be next to me. So I adjusted.
"That's okay," I said. Because I've already tried and it's perfect fits me. It's a tube and a kind of v-neck that revealing my cleavage and then it's an open back, backless. It also has a long cape. I want the long cape to be elegant. For worth it. Also, this is my dream wedding gown.
Spencer has already made his choice. Tuxedo is white with gold color collar. He didn't seem to care. Even choose, he just doesn’t have it. After all, he was just forced to marry me.
He drove me home, where we talked a little. We are like floats.
The days passed too quickly. After Spencer's consent to the marriage. Our wedding date is ready. One month was the preparation. And here it is, we are getting married.
Mommy even cried in front of me today. After I put on my wedding gown and I was holding the bouquet flower.
"Mom, what is it?" at the same time I was angry with her. She just looked at me while wiping a tissue from her tear-soaked eyes.
"I- My princess... is getting married...."
“Tsk! You like it, don't you?” Her eyes widened at what I said and then she stared at me. My head is heating now.
"Come on," Maxine said, smiling now. I'm sure she laughs at the two of us.
Maxine would have been the bridesmaid of our wedding. Case don't have it. She just seems to help me fix it. I felt sorry for her. She did my make-up, fixed my hair, wore my wedding gown, everything. Maxine did it all. We no longer hire a make-up artist. Because Maxine can do it. I trust her.
Mommy and Maxine escorted me out of this room. Right here in the hotel. Where later here is also the reservation area.
“Spencer is already inside,” Maxine said. After knocking on the window of the bridal car in which I rode to the church. I am already here in front of the church. I will come down later. The ceremony and march is starting.
Maxine knocked again, signaling it was okay. Maxine also opened the door and then helped me get out of the bridal car.
At the entrance of the church, my parents greeted me immediately and kissed me. Mommy was still crying. I'm irritated. I'm just bored and not happy.
From where I stand here. I saw Spencer there in front of the altar, with his parents behind him.
I no longer knew what was going on. The flow of life is something I get carried away with. I want this to end. I can't do anything. Because after that, I'm married.
I just realized that Spencer had introduced me to him. He is already holding me in both my shoulder to kiss. And then we kiss-to-kiss.
I just felt the heat inside my stomach that wanted to explode. I don't know about this feeling.
I woke up to the screams and applause of the crowd, who were happy and smiling at the two of us. Because we are both married.
I didn’t accidentally look at Sen, who was our maid of honor. Then Spencer’s best friend is the best man.
Sen's evil looks at me with anger. It was obvious how I saw her raise her two eyes. I just swallowed my saliva.
“CONGRATS FOR BOTH OF YOU!” Mommy cried with great joy. They approached us. Tita Peni, who was obviously sad and Tito Jordan behind her, who was also not happy. Daddy is also quiet. Just mommy is the only one who thrilled.
I looked at Spencer, who he immediately avoided as well. What's happening?
Anyway, I'm really looking forward to it. But I just can't get it. Why did Spencer agree and it was so easy for his parents to marry me?
Maxine supports me. Spencer left the church first. He said he would not accompany me to the reception area. Where at my uncle's hotel, daddy's brother.
So Maxine accompanied me to the bridal car, which Spencer should have been with me. Because we just got married.
"Is Spencer okay?" suddenly she question I looked.
"I do not know." I heard her sigh and then I looked sad.
“Why is it problematic for you all to look at? Only Aunt Claire is happy.” I did not answer what her talking. Until the bridal car stopped in front of the hotel. Maxine helps me out and we enter. Another wedding song greeted us. The piano version.
Spencer was the first to sit at the table in front of us. Then our parents, who were on the side in front of the two of us, were sitting.
The two of us were quiet. None of us spoke. Until I ate.
Tita Peni approached us, unhappy that the three of them would go home first. Tito Jordan and Sen. We have guests who have already left. Because our wedding program is over. Yes, there is a program. The MC is a famous host of a variety show of a network of which I am one artist.
"Spencer, will Kara live in your condo?" It alarmed me when mommy suddenly said, look at Spencer, who also looked at me.
"Mom?" I asked her a confused question. But she was only looking at Spencer.
“We have already talked to his parents. Since you two are married, you will stay at Spencer's condo first. Next time, your daddy will give you a house and a lot as a gift. If you're in a hurry to get the house and lot? Give us a grandson first.” I frowned at what mommy said that was still shaking me today.
I just frowned. I'm already married. My mother still interfering with me.
I asked Maxine to remove the wedding gown I wore that was already heavy on my body. I can no longer move. Maxine was still struggling. Until it was to remove and I could breathe easily.
It shocked me when someone threw a thing at me. So surprised, I looked at her, smiling.
"Open it." She even ordered me. So I opened the paper bag she threw at me. I even wondered what is this. It's just a cream -colored nightie.
I looked at her badly, and she just signed peace.
“Wear that. When you go on your honeymoon.” I heavily sighed and then put back the lingerie inside the paper bag.
Maxine helps me fix some of my things here in the room. When someone knocking on the door. We looked at each other.
“Spencer is probably that. You go first. I'll take care of it.” I was hesitant to leave her here. Because she was obviously tired of taking care of me.
"Go ahead. Excited, maybe that. Go to him,” she said with a smile, which I stared at.
“Are you sure?" she nodded in agreement. So I went out ahead of her.
I open the door. I saw on the side Spencer patiently waiting for me to stare at me. The throat.
He walked first, which I followed until we reached the parking lot where his luxury car was parked. He hasn't opened the door for me yet. In the back, I went in for a ride. He did not complain. He started the car engine and then we left.
The quiet we both. None of us speak. My saliva doesn't stink when I don't talk to him. Until his car entered a dark part that I knew was under the basement. Then stop at a vacant parking lot.
He came out first. Then went to the back compartment of his car. To pick up things, I'm not sure if it's his or mine.
Because mommy said she will send my things here tomorrow. I brought very little to it. The things I brought to the hotel.
The speed with which he walked. As long as I just follow him. Until he opened a room that belonged to him, maybe. Because he opened it with the key, he was holding.
He turned on the lights and then went to the refrigerator to get water he pour on the water glass he was holding. His quiet, as in.
I looked around at the rest of his condo unit. It's a pleasant living room, big. Large flatscreen tv hanging on the wall. Everything I see here is white. He obviously has no art in his life.
On his sofa, I feel soft. I just feel the softness as I look. I can try to sit even if he doesn't offer me to sit.
"You can sleep." I stared at what he said. I am wondering. Where can I sleep here?
I don't know how many rooms he has here. He was still standing while holding a glass of water.
"W-Where?"
He slammed a door that I knew was a bedroom. I noticed he was pointing at only one with the door. Maybe in the back or next to his kitchen. Maybe he also has a spare room there.
“I only have one room here. So that's where you sleep in that room.” Even wondering. I still looked at him.
“I–You? Where are you going to sleep?" He smiled at my question and then closed his eyes.
“Do you think I will last here? Yes, we are married. But I don't want that, as long as I'm tied to your life.” It sounds resounding.
It turns out that his behavior is not in line with our marriage today.
Maybe me. I also don’t want to get married. We are just the same. But pity him.
“I will sleep at mommy's house now. Maybe you're the only one here,” then he dropped his holding water glass loudly on the table and sped away.
"Just wait! Will you leave me here?” He turned to me with his eyes glazed over, wanting to kill. I got nervous. I never thought that this was the attitude of a man I married.
I never spoke again. Until he closed the door and then left.
I just realized the tears came from my eyes. Then I was shaking with nervousness. I didn’t expect to feel this way today. I just took my phone from my bag and then dialed Maxine's number, which she answered quickly.
I waited a few minutes for her. Until she came and accompanied me here to Spencer’s condo.
It is difficult to get married. Especially when we don’t love each other. It's very difficult!
For two days and three nights. Spencer did not come home to his condo. It was only at seven o'clock in the evening that he came home. He is wearing different clothes. Because he said before when he left. He coming home to his parents’ house.He came. Where I'm already sitting here at his dining table. Hopefully, for my dinner. Then he came and sat in front of me. He looked at me. So I got up to get him his plate. Wife 'duties. Then I laid it on the table in front of him.He took rice and then grilled chicken that I ordered at a restaurant. It's recently delivered. Just before he arrived. I don't know how to cook. I simply know how to cook, just like the fried eggs, hotdogs and other frozen foods that simply fry."Did you order this?" he asked without looking at me."Yes." He just glanced at me and then resumed his meal. I remained silent here and did not move my food. Maybe I'll just wait for him to finish and then my turn to finish my meal."Your dad is cool too, right?" he asked, sm
"Hello, mommy. What's up?"It's been a month since I talked to my mom. It's only now that I'm here in Tagaytay. In our shooting area.[I just missed my Princess.] I’m offended by what she said. After my wedding, neither dad nor I saw them anymore.“Mom, we're shooting a movie here in Tagaytay. I hope you support me,” then I wink. Even she is not in front of me now.[Sure, Darling. Your dad and I have always supported you. Why is Tagaytay so far from Makati City?]"Don't tell me you're going to visit me here?" She laughed on what I said.[Your dad is still busy. By the way, we are going to Australia. Katrina has given birth.] My heart was pounding.Katrina is my adopted sister. She's adopted by my mom then. As far as I know, we are both relatives. Because mommy seems to be her daddy's cousin. Their family is poor. They are ten siblings. She fell ill in the hospital. To where my parents paid her hospital bills. In return, my parents will take her to be considered a child.It's not mommy
At Maxine's condo, I spent the night. I didn’t go home to Spencer’s condo. He hasn't come home yet. He said to have been in Sorsogon for a long time.I heard from mommy that she and dad had gone home. That’s why I’m going straight to my parent's house now. I already have my belongings that I brought when Maxine and I went to Tagaytay."MOM!" I shouted, entering the house. I missed my favorite air freshener that mommy herself chose. They greeted me when I set foot inside the house. Our house is something I miss.“Kara, my darling. You are already here.” I opened both my arms to greet my mommy. I kissed her with a hug. As I hugged her, I was still cold. I really missed her so much.“My god! My princess is married...” I frowned at what she said. She didn't know that until now. I still mad at her by forcing me to marry Spencer. That's not a good boy!"Why aren't you with your husband?" it was a long time before I could answer mommy's question.“He is in Sorsogon and... was there for a lon
Maxine and I will meet today at the Karamax’s restaurant. She is still busy helping to handle the orders of some customers here. So I patiently waited for her here where I was sitting while drinking the coffee she made with me.Some looking at me are already smiling. I smile them back too. I know some of them know me and watch me on TV and I'm used to it. Be the center of attraction of some people.“I'm sorry if I take too long. Quantity as an order. Because of you! Go further here. So maybe some of your fans know you're here and they eat.” Its frowning promise made me smile.I go slowly down my head to put on my shade that looks like a pussycat on my head."I hope you wore that before," she complained at the same time. I think she has a period. So the temper.“By the way, why did you come? The shorter you are wearing.” She even examined what I was wearing from head to toe. What's wrong with what I'm wearing?It's just a tube dress that reaches up to my navel and then a skirt that doe
"WHAT?!"The strength of Maxine's voice. I scolded her so that she would lower down her voice. Some were already looking at us when she shouted.“So, we thought he was in Mexico. I mean, he's still here in the Philippines. In Mexico, Pampanga?” the size of her two eyes that are about to fall into oversized."Wait! Is it true you really met last night? And you .... You didn't tell me? I'm not watching you. I am your personal assistant. When am I there? I can beat that man.” Her voice dazzled me.“That's why I didn't take you. You are still brutal,” sadly I said to her while my two eyes are closing."What else did he tell you?" Something already excited her hurried question at the answer.“I was the one who threatened him. I just told him not to show me. My blood heats, and I said tha
WARNING: RATED SPG!READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!"Are you here again...” She started when I was here again at the Karamax’s restaurant.I’m dazed at once with my eyes closed.“It was boring there at Spencer’s condo! Do I have a next project?” she shook with nothing.“I have a friend who will open her new business that is all skin care products. It's up to me to suggest you to her? I'm sure. I'll take you to be the endorser of her products. ”"Are her products FDA approved?" she just snapped at my question. I'm just curious. I don't want to end up being blamed for the poor quality of products I endorse.“Gágá! My friends are dermatologists. So she is professional and experts to her beauty products she makes.” I gasped
WARNING: RATED SPG!Even though I'm embarrassed. Yes, in this state I am still embarrassed while I am still holding his penís. I can't seem to keep going.I looked up at him again so that our eyes would meet. He just looked at me as if to say that he was excited and I would continue. I just strengthened my courage while holding his long sword that I washed well and then I raised and lowered the handle and caressed his penís. He closes his eyes, which I know are delicious, as his mouth opens with pleasure.First, I slowed down as I moved faster and faster with its long sword. The hardness. I am the one involved.Because I’m not satisfied. I swallowed the length of him inside my mouth. Reason to make him aware of what I did and then he looked at me with round eyes.I went in and out as he stretched my mouth. Feeling I'm going to hit my throat. So I was careful. But the Jérk! He suddenly grabbed me with both his hands on the back of my head while he was the one who helped to insert his
I woke up with my swollen eyes. But... JOKE!I'm so sad this morning. Here I am at the dining table sitting in a chair while there is a cup of coffee in front of me. I chill it before drinking. It's still hot. While deep in thought, my phone suddenly rang. Maxine calling."Yup?"[Where are you?]What so ever does he need me?“Here in the condo. Just sitting. Why?” in fact, really. Using my index finger. I looked at the flower table. I simply draw a flower. First, I drew a circle in the middle and then five more curves drawing outside the circle to become a flower. Isn’t it the simple?[Did you watch TV?] I wondered at the question of her. My eyes just widened at what date it was today."Have they have aired the trailer on TV?" to excite my question. I don’t know, I’m satisfied.[No. Lia.] I was stunned by the name she mentioned.Lia is my retouched enemy in the showbiz industry. Because of art. She also told me I was a mistress. He is the daughter of Misis Black. We're not okay too. W
“Babe..." I woke him up. He came home late last night and I don't know where he went. Every night he goes somewhere I don't know where."Hey! Wake up!" His eyes blinked as he realized when I threw a pillow at him.I'm on a bad trip now. My head is getting hot in the morning."Daddy has brought the children. Go ahead and sleep there! You sleep very well... Tsk!” Sarcastically I said, then I turned my back on him and left the room. I'm seething with rage now that I'm obsessed with this ownership. Maybe out of time I will give birth again in my temper.I'm pregnant. I have been pregnant for four months. And hoping... I hope it's a girl. It's like I have a daughter that I've wanted for a long time. The achievement for me is different when the Lord gives me a baby girl.Spencer and I have four boys. In the past four years. Kier and Sky added more. Tyler is the third and our youngest now, Ice, who just turned one-year-old.“Spencer!” My anger and annoyance with him has really reached the sk
SPENCER'S POVMy whole face's wrinkled because of my irritation now.Mommy wakes me to go to her friend's house and we'll have dinner here right now“Spencer, where is Sen?”"Mom!" Sen, who just got off the car now.Then she came closer to us and we walked together inside the house now. While daddy followed behind."Peni! Hello Spencer! Hello Sen…” I ignored the greeting of Aunt Claire, who is a friend of mom and dad and we entered their house now.Mom looked at me, when our eyes met, as if she was telling me to smile. But I will be the one to follow. I didn't follow her. My whole face’s still wrinkled now with my facial expressions.Because their daughters are not yet. They made us sit at their dining table. Just the two of us of Sen. Because Aunt Claire pulled mommy and I didn't know where they were going.
There are events in life, one must be lose.Why is there such a thing?Can't we just have nothing to lose and just live here forever?Why is it necessary to lose something more...Sadness engulfed me after that happened. Even if it's hard... Even if it hurts my heart. I tried to attend the burial now.I was with mommy, who supported me and never left me. I am really saddened by its loss.I'm looking forward to the memories, happiness that we can create. But no more... The person I mean is gone."Kara, let's go home." Mommy hugged me, causing me to close my eyes. I'm wearing shades now. Because my eyes are puffy and big.She supporting me to leave where I was standing just before.The people who were looking at us as we passed said that I just want to end up in... I don't know... I ju
My world stopped even my breathing now.Spencer, with his two eyes wide. I'm nervous about him now. His mouth was agape, stiff and unable to close.“S-Spencer— Spencer ...” I called him sobbing while he was getting heavier now that my two arms were now stuck in both of his armpits. That's why I can feel his weight that he is gradually decreasing.I can't take this. I'm sobbing that my eyes are closed from crying now. My husband...“Spencer... Don't make fun of me now. Please...” I sobbed, begging him. This can't be. He has been away from us for a long time. He won't leave us like this again.I was going to call Sen, when she’s not here. Even Rago and Jacob are no longer here. So I cried out what to do. Then I turned to Kendra, who was now sprawled on the floor. Every breath I take now is heavy.I can’t take it a
I'm just here on the sidelines watching them in their drama.I did not help with the weaning. Spencer is actually the referee between Rago and Jacob, who doesn't want to stop now, full energy and full charge.Sen is currently still crying now on her knees. I was about to approach her when Rago suddenly grabbed her hand to make her stand up.Jacob didn't enjoy that Rago go to Sen. He run toward Rago and punch it. Until they exchanged fists again that they would dare now."Stop it! You're like children!" Spencer loudly told them to stop. Until they moved away from each other, catching their breaths now. Sen's wail is the one that dominates here now that we all looked at her. Silence prevailed, with none of us speaking now that we were all silent."What am I to you, Sen?" Jacob asked his wife. We are all looking at Sen now, waiting for her answer."I'm you
Maxine was at home every day, and I knew she was worried about me.She couldn't accept why I hid from her. That happened to me before.She said she noticed that I had a problem. Why didn't I report to her. She couldn't get over feeling guilty. I love her... Her pure heart towards me. I'm the only one trying to hide what I don't want them to know, and I should be the only one who gets caught.I'm sorry too. I did that wrong.I don't know who to tell because my mind confused at that time.It was my mistake that I hid it and didn't tell the people who really cared about me.Spencer still hasn't come home now, busy looking for his sister. Sen never came home and none of us knew where she was. Her parents are worried about her and even her husband where she is."Where are you going again?" He looked at me with a threat. I know he will not take me with him whe
I want to see Mrs. Rosales now. Because I know she knows something.Maybe she got bored with me going back and forth to her house. So she ordered her bodyguard to treat me like that... So that I would stop.Why?That's why the man used to look at me like he was undressing me. Then we met at a TV station where I was fell. I don't even know why he was there.I also learned that Rustin is Rago's older brother. They are brothers on the father's side.Security was tight here at home. Mommy has released from the hospital. But she's at daddy's house now and Lindsey will take care of her. The situation here at home is difficult as we are already dangerous here.Me and Spencer also decided that we will go to Italy first. One of his uncles is there. We will leave the country first and we will come back later when the jerk Rustin is in jail. The nerve of that bastard.
KARA'S POVI'm alone in the bed I'm lying on now with tears streaming down my face.This pain in my chest. I don't know where this is going—I'm hurting.My heart is still okay. Honestly, I really can't do it anymore. I want to give up.My husband has left me and doesn't care about me...I can't take it anymore... I give up."Mom!" I exclaimed when I entered her room today. I have mommy's eyes with joy and a smile on her lips now.Daddy intended to come and pick me up at home. To tell me that mommy is awake, and he sent me over here to see my mom that I missed."Mom..." My words were hard, and then I approached her and hugged her. Then my tears abundant flowed continuously and could not be stop.I felt mom rub my back.Finally! She is awake. This
KARA'S POVWhy is it that all the things that I did not expect to happen in my life, still happened?Life is unfair. I have so many questions about why this is... Because honestly, I'm not happy anymore. That I really want to leave the life I have now. I hope so... it's just a dream. That I will wake up even if I am sleeping.“Spencer left. He said goodbye to me." Mom's welcome words when I arrived in the kitchen today.Both of my shoulders slumped to sit in a chair now here. My husband and I don't talk anymore. Since I confessed to him what happened to me.Then he didn't come home either. He didn't come home for three days. He came home just last night, but he left immediately this morning before I woke up.I don't even know where he slept. Because he didn't sleep next to me in our room.It hurts&h