"Hello, mommy. What's up?"
It's been a month since I talked to my mom. It's only now that I'm here in Tagaytay. In our shooting area.
[I just missed my Princess.] I’m offended by what she said. After my wedding, neither dad nor I saw them anymore.
“Mom, we're shooting a movie here in Tagaytay. I hope you support me,” then I wink. Even she is not in front of me now.
[Sure, Darling. Your dad and I have always supported you. Why is Tagaytay so far from Makati City?]
"Don't tell me you're going to visit me here?" She laughed on what I said.
[Your dad is still busy. By the way, we are going to Australia. Katrina has given birth.] My heart was pounding.
Katrina is my adopted sister. She's adopted by my mom then. As far as I know, we are both relatives. Because mommy seems to be her daddy's cousin. Their family is poor. They are ten siblings. She fell ill in the hospital. To where my parents paid her hospital bills. In return, my parents will take her to be considered a child.
It's not mommy. It was difficult to conceive then. After she gave birth to me. So they took Katrina, and we considered her a part of our family. I was two years older than her.
In Australia, she started college. She take nursing there. Until she met an Austie and they marry to became a husband and wife.
My family and I went there. Enjoy their wedding. She was rich because she got married. At my wedding, she did not go. Because she is having difficulty conceiving. Now she has given birth.
“You and daddy is take care always. I missed you both! When are you coming back?”
[We were there for one week.]
“One week from now, I will be at our house. I will visit you, promise!"
[Your dad and I miss you, too. I'm going to take down this call. I'm going to rinse my hair.]
“Are you rebonding your hair, mom?” she did not answer. Because she has cut our call two off.
“Did Aunt call?" I nodded at the question of her. Then she handed me a piece of paper. My script.
“You are not one of the main character. You just— have a quick appearance and then... Your exposure in the script, also fast,” then she gives me her conservative smile.
I looked at her. The brevity of my script. I'm a mistress! Then I'll just flirt with the star guy. His wife, who is my best friend, is even here to pick me up.
That's the story. Spinning on, I fell in love with a man. Until he became my ex-boyfriend. He got married. His wife is still my best friend, who is very close to me. Only later will I know.
I especially go to a Bar here in Tagaytay. Then, I saw my ex-boyfriend. The sexy of my dress to where my soul is seen. I'll carry it.
I flirted with my ex. Until we went to the motel. He needs to get drunk because of his problem with his wife. The one who led him into temptation. Until something happened to the both of us.
Honestly, it’s not true in real life that something happened to us—On the bed. The erotic scene... Just in our role.
So, here we go! Acting our role for real.
He only wearing boxer briefs. I also have a silicone bra that doesn't see much of my nippl*s. Obviously, we both undressed, nake... The daring, really. I hate myself.
I'm already here. I don't have to back down. Especially close to the end of this movie, we are going to shoot. The duration is one and a half hours.
I just don't think I'm naked. Because I hate myself.
Like this.... The actual scene— The kissing scene between the two of us is really true. I'll just... gargle an alcohol later...
My hair stood on end as he caressed some parts of my body. Direct says, three minutes we will do it in this scene. Why the duration is too long that I feel? I want this to end. I'm really in a hot body.
“CUTTTT! VERY GOOD, EVERYONE!” The Director applauded us with pleasure. I'm just close my eyes and run with my breath that my heartbeat is so fast.
Maxine had me put on the bathrobe I was wearing before leading up to this scene.
"Are you okay?" her worried question that I smiled.
"Your husband called earlier." I frowned at her statement. She then showed me my phone with the words I missed a call from Spencer.
“I'll take a bath first. I'm getting hot,” I honestly told her and she laughed.
She accompanied me to the bathroom, and then I took a shower. I’m feeling the viscosity of my whole body, really. That bad trip scene. That's the last! I don't want to repeat.
It's hard when I'm not used to it. I really hate it!
I come out of the bathroom. Maxine handed me the cellphone. It rang, and the caller was Spencer.
[Where are you?] He asks in a bad mood. I am also in a bad mood too now...
“Here in Tagaytay. Why?” I heard he faint swearing. What's the problem with him?
[What are you doing there?]
“Why? where are you?"
[Still in Sorsogon.] I stared at what he said. I thought... he was already in Makati in his condo.
[Mommy calls. You are not in the condo. It's her birthday today. She would have liked you to go there to the house.]
"You were not there." I even saw Maxine holding back a laugh that I smiled at.
[I will return to Makati next week.]
“You said— before, you were only there for one week. You've been there for five weeks, eh!”
[What is it for you? Are you jealous? On paper—]
"YES! I know that! Don't remind me,” I'm just close my eyes. He's really irritating that my head gonna crack. I touch my temple to massage while my eyes still closing.
He always tells me like this, we're just married on paper— Paper-Paper-Paper-PAPER!
Just mine. He lied so much. It's a good thing I don't love him. Because by chance, his lie would only hurt me. He still knows more about Sorsogon. It's up to him!
I put down my phone. Even the two of us haven't finished calling.
"A wife's courage," Maxine teased me and I scolded her.
"Hi, Kara!" Marco. My scene earlier in a bed scene. It suddenly disgusted me when I saw his face. I smiled bitterly at him. Uncomfortable.
It embarrassed me to face him. I can not do it. After the meeting, the two of us had earlier.
“Maybe you want to come with us today. We'll hang out. It's just near a bar house.” I wish I could talk more. When Maxine was ahead of me.
“Kara can't. She said— She was drowsy, earlier. Then, maybe... She's pregnant ....” Maxine said softly at the last thing she said. This woman really is. It's nice to pinch her ear.
“She's a newly wed. Then, she may have a baby in her womb. You know...” Marco nodded as if forced.
I want to laugh at what Maxine said. Able to make up a story to defend me. Besides, I'm not going with Marco. I don't know them that well yet.
“Okay. It's just us.” Marco smiled sparingly beyond his ears and then left.
My turn. I slapped Maxine on her shoulder with a laugh. This woman really is it.
“Don't go with that Marco. You two just had a scene together. He romancing you. You know? When there is alcohol, there is a plan.” I pinched her nose as she moaned.
She was right. Maxine was my overprotective personal assistant. The two of us went back to where we were staying to rest.
Tomorrow the scene will be caught by his wife. Then his wife will tweak me.
Hopefully, we'll finish tomorrow. So I can go home.
I woke up today that I forgot to wish my mother-in-law a 'Happy birthday' last night
She is probably receiving a late happy birthday. I really forgot. I was tired last night.
“Kara. Does Spencer know about the movie you’re in right now?” I shook my head at Maxine's question to me.
We are now preparing for the next scene I hope to finish. Because I was excited about going home.
"What if he finds out?"
“I expect him to be angry. But—JOKE!” She just ignored what I said.
She brought my travel bag and together we went to the location where our next scene was .
The stars will still perform. The wife already suspects that her husband may have a mistress.
Until I entered our scene. My exposure was just as fast. The wife will just slap me. Because she caught me kissing his husband in a hotel. I felt my face getting into red after Susana (the name of the female character in the role) slap me.
Done accordingly. My role is over, my acting. Marco's role is a flirtatious man.
"It's finally over!" Maxine exclaimed, as she could go home to her family.
"My exposure is really fast..." Her forehead furrowed at what I said.
“Are you still lacking? You’re already translating to be there in your scene with Marco. Wouldn't your husband be angry when he saw it?” it’s curiosity that she always asks me. Maybe not. What about Spencer?
"When will it be released?"
“Next year is still raw. Direct Sanchez will update us.” It's still far away.
When Spencer gets angry. I can still think of a reason for him. Why am I thinking about his feeling? Maybe he'll let me. Come what may.
Because my role in the scene is over. I said goodbye to Direct Sanchez that Maxine and I were going home. She agreed. We will meet again at Premier Night. She will just update us.
“Congratulations! I just found out that you are married. Who is Mr. Teves? ”
"Yup, Direct."
“The handsome husband of your. Isn't he planning to be an actor?” I shrugged at the question. Direct still seems to be thrilled to mention Spencer's name.
My husband is really handsome. I can throw something out.
“I hope you two have children. I'm sure your children are handsome,” she even tease me, which made me laugh.
Until Maxine and I were ready to return to Makati. I went straight to her condo. Spencer was not in his condo.
Tita Peni:
Thank you, Kara.
I wished her a late happy birthday. Even though it was late, I still greeted her. Maybe we'll go there to their house too. When Spencer comes home here. I'm embarrassed when I don't go to their house with him. Sen is still angry with me. I was ashamed of her.
Before I sleep. Spencer even called me. I did not answer. For what! We're just going to fight.
It does not thrill us with our marriage.
I am aware. The day will come. The two of us will also separate. Sadly, we just really got married.
That alarmed me to a text message I read, and I didn’t know from whom.
+63968872 ****
You are already married.
Isn't that weird? Free Who did it come from?
At Maxine's condo, I spent the night. I didn’t go home to Spencer’s condo. He hasn't come home yet. He said to have been in Sorsogon for a long time.I heard from mommy that she and dad had gone home. That’s why I’m going straight to my parent's house now. I already have my belongings that I brought when Maxine and I went to Tagaytay."MOM!" I shouted, entering the house. I missed my favorite air freshener that mommy herself chose. They greeted me when I set foot inside the house. Our house is something I miss.“Kara, my darling. You are already here.” I opened both my arms to greet my mommy. I kissed her with a hug. As I hugged her, I was still cold. I really missed her so much.“My god! My princess is married...” I frowned at what she said. She didn't know that until now. I still mad at her by forcing me to marry Spencer. That's not a good boy!"Why aren't you with your husband?" it was a long time before I could answer mommy's question.“He is in Sorsogon and... was there for a lon
Maxine and I will meet today at the Karamax’s restaurant. She is still busy helping to handle the orders of some customers here. So I patiently waited for her here where I was sitting while drinking the coffee she made with me.Some looking at me are already smiling. I smile them back too. I know some of them know me and watch me on TV and I'm used to it. Be the center of attraction of some people.“I'm sorry if I take too long. Quantity as an order. Because of you! Go further here. So maybe some of your fans know you're here and they eat.” Its frowning promise made me smile.I go slowly down my head to put on my shade that looks like a pussycat on my head."I hope you wore that before," she complained at the same time. I think she has a period. So the temper.“By the way, why did you come? The shorter you are wearing.” She even examined what I was wearing from head to toe. What's wrong with what I'm wearing?It's just a tube dress that reaches up to my navel and then a skirt that doe
"WHAT?!"The strength of Maxine's voice. I scolded her so that she would lower down her voice. Some were already looking at us when she shouted.“So, we thought he was in Mexico. I mean, he's still here in the Philippines. In Mexico, Pampanga?” the size of her two eyes that are about to fall into oversized."Wait! Is it true you really met last night? And you .... You didn't tell me? I'm not watching you. I am your personal assistant. When am I there? I can beat that man.” Her voice dazzled me.“That's why I didn't take you. You are still brutal,” sadly I said to her while my two eyes are closing."What else did he tell you?" Something already excited her hurried question at the answer.“I was the one who threatened him. I just told him not to show me. My blood heats, and I said tha
WARNING: RATED SPG!READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!"Are you here again...” She started when I was here again at the Karamax’s restaurant.I’m dazed at once with my eyes closed.“It was boring there at Spencer’s condo! Do I have a next project?” she shook with nothing.“I have a friend who will open her new business that is all skin care products. It's up to me to suggest you to her? I'm sure. I'll take you to be the endorser of her products. ”"Are her products FDA approved?" she just snapped at my question. I'm just curious. I don't want to end up being blamed for the poor quality of products I endorse.“Gágá! My friends are dermatologists. So she is professional and experts to her beauty products she makes.” I gasped
WARNING: RATED SPG!Even though I'm embarrassed. Yes, in this state I am still embarrassed while I am still holding his penís. I can't seem to keep going.I looked up at him again so that our eyes would meet. He just looked at me as if to say that he was excited and I would continue. I just strengthened my courage while holding his long sword that I washed well and then I raised and lowered the handle and caressed his penís. He closes his eyes, which I know are delicious, as his mouth opens with pleasure.First, I slowed down as I moved faster and faster with its long sword. The hardness. I am the one involved.Because I’m not satisfied. I swallowed the length of him inside my mouth. Reason to make him aware of what I did and then he looked at me with round eyes.I went in and out as he stretched my mouth. Feeling I'm going to hit my throat. So I was careful. But the Jérk! He suddenly grabbed me with both his hands on the back of my head while he was the one who helped to insert his
I woke up with my swollen eyes. But... JOKE!I'm so sad this morning. Here I am at the dining table sitting in a chair while there is a cup of coffee in front of me. I chill it before drinking. It's still hot. While deep in thought, my phone suddenly rang. Maxine calling."Yup?"[Where are you?]What so ever does he need me?“Here in the condo. Just sitting. Why?” in fact, really. Using my index finger. I looked at the flower table. I simply draw a flower. First, I drew a circle in the middle and then five more curves drawing outside the circle to become a flower. Isn’t it the simple?[Did you watch TV?] I wondered at the question of her. My eyes just widened at what date it was today."Have they have aired the trailer on TV?" to excite my question. I don’t know, I’m satisfied.[No. Lia.] I was stunned by the name she mentioned.Lia is my retouched enemy in the showbiz industry. Because of art. She also told me I was a mistress. He is the daughter of Misis Black. We're not okay too. W
Daddy invited us to have dinner at home today. Spencer did not refuse when I invited him.Now that we are riding in his luxury car together, we will just stop here in front of the gate of our house. I also removed my seatbelt."You go first. Sen is calling.” He was holding his ringing phone and then greeted his sister. I just rolled my eyes at the bitterness.I first got out of his car and then entered the house. It's dark out here. There was still light coming in the light from the lights above the wall of our gate."Good evening!" I greet the two of them when I arrived today. I saw them sitting and looking like they were talking. First, I kissed mommy and next is daddy on the cheek one by one, when I approached them both.I am now wearing a body con black dress that is very close to my waist and also sleeveless. I look sexy now and I also have a black purse. That is empty. Just my trip. For cool look. Fashion!Because I feel like my two legs are already swaying. I sat on the other s
I opened the door where the bright living room greeted me. That means Spencer is already here. He's not updated me on when he will return here or he will be gone for a few days. I'm used to being alone here in his condo, tsk! I heard the bathroom door open and my husband came out topless now and only a towel wrapped around his waist down. That he made a skirt. My god! I even saw his v-line. It hooked me on what I didn’t expect. So I averted my eyes and then sighed. "Where have you been?" it’s a question that I turned to. It was a long time before I could answer. It was as if my brain was loading not to find the words to say to him. "There ... I went somewhere, Maxine and I." I was so sleepy that I said that I was really sleepy now. He examines my answer. He seems to have a problem. So I frowned at him. He just raised an eyebrow at me. This guy really is. I just watched him approach my seat and then he sat on the sofa while taking the TV remote control and then he turned it on. My
“Babe..." I woke him up. He came home late last night and I don't know where he went. Every night he goes somewhere I don't know where."Hey! Wake up!" His eyes blinked as he realized when I threw a pillow at him.I'm on a bad trip now. My head is getting hot in the morning."Daddy has brought the children. Go ahead and sleep there! You sleep very well... Tsk!” Sarcastically I said, then I turned my back on him and left the room. I'm seething with rage now that I'm obsessed with this ownership. Maybe out of time I will give birth again in my temper.I'm pregnant. I have been pregnant for four months. And hoping... I hope it's a girl. It's like I have a daughter that I've wanted for a long time. The achievement for me is different when the Lord gives me a baby girl.Spencer and I have four boys. In the past four years. Kier and Sky added more. Tyler is the third and our youngest now, Ice, who just turned one-year-old.“Spencer!” My anger and annoyance with him has really reached the sk
SPENCER'S POVMy whole face's wrinkled because of my irritation now.Mommy wakes me to go to her friend's house and we'll have dinner here right now“Spencer, where is Sen?”"Mom!" Sen, who just got off the car now.Then she came closer to us and we walked together inside the house now. While daddy followed behind."Peni! Hello Spencer! Hello Sen…” I ignored the greeting of Aunt Claire, who is a friend of mom and dad and we entered their house now.Mom looked at me, when our eyes met, as if she was telling me to smile. But I will be the one to follow. I didn't follow her. My whole face’s still wrinkled now with my facial expressions.Because their daughters are not yet. They made us sit at their dining table. Just the two of us of Sen. Because Aunt Claire pulled mommy and I didn't know where they were going.
There are events in life, one must be lose.Why is there such a thing?Can't we just have nothing to lose and just live here forever?Why is it necessary to lose something more...Sadness engulfed me after that happened. Even if it's hard... Even if it hurts my heart. I tried to attend the burial now.I was with mommy, who supported me and never left me. I am really saddened by its loss.I'm looking forward to the memories, happiness that we can create. But no more... The person I mean is gone."Kara, let's go home." Mommy hugged me, causing me to close my eyes. I'm wearing shades now. Because my eyes are puffy and big.She supporting me to leave where I was standing just before.The people who were looking at us as we passed said that I just want to end up in... I don't know... I ju
My world stopped even my breathing now.Spencer, with his two eyes wide. I'm nervous about him now. His mouth was agape, stiff and unable to close.“S-Spencer— Spencer ...” I called him sobbing while he was getting heavier now that my two arms were now stuck in both of his armpits. That's why I can feel his weight that he is gradually decreasing.I can't take this. I'm sobbing that my eyes are closed from crying now. My husband...“Spencer... Don't make fun of me now. Please...” I sobbed, begging him. This can't be. He has been away from us for a long time. He won't leave us like this again.I was going to call Sen, when she’s not here. Even Rago and Jacob are no longer here. So I cried out what to do. Then I turned to Kendra, who was now sprawled on the floor. Every breath I take now is heavy.I can’t take it a
I'm just here on the sidelines watching them in their drama.I did not help with the weaning. Spencer is actually the referee between Rago and Jacob, who doesn't want to stop now, full energy and full charge.Sen is currently still crying now on her knees. I was about to approach her when Rago suddenly grabbed her hand to make her stand up.Jacob didn't enjoy that Rago go to Sen. He run toward Rago and punch it. Until they exchanged fists again that they would dare now."Stop it! You're like children!" Spencer loudly told them to stop. Until they moved away from each other, catching their breaths now. Sen's wail is the one that dominates here now that we all looked at her. Silence prevailed, with none of us speaking now that we were all silent."What am I to you, Sen?" Jacob asked his wife. We are all looking at Sen now, waiting for her answer."I'm you
Maxine was at home every day, and I knew she was worried about me.She couldn't accept why I hid from her. That happened to me before.She said she noticed that I had a problem. Why didn't I report to her. She couldn't get over feeling guilty. I love her... Her pure heart towards me. I'm the only one trying to hide what I don't want them to know, and I should be the only one who gets caught.I'm sorry too. I did that wrong.I don't know who to tell because my mind confused at that time.It was my mistake that I hid it and didn't tell the people who really cared about me.Spencer still hasn't come home now, busy looking for his sister. Sen never came home and none of us knew where she was. Her parents are worried about her and even her husband where she is."Where are you going again?" He looked at me with a threat. I know he will not take me with him whe
I want to see Mrs. Rosales now. Because I know she knows something.Maybe she got bored with me going back and forth to her house. So she ordered her bodyguard to treat me like that... So that I would stop.Why?That's why the man used to look at me like he was undressing me. Then we met at a TV station where I was fell. I don't even know why he was there.I also learned that Rustin is Rago's older brother. They are brothers on the father's side.Security was tight here at home. Mommy has released from the hospital. But she's at daddy's house now and Lindsey will take care of her. The situation here at home is difficult as we are already dangerous here.Me and Spencer also decided that we will go to Italy first. One of his uncles is there. We will leave the country first and we will come back later when the jerk Rustin is in jail. The nerve of that bastard.
KARA'S POVI'm alone in the bed I'm lying on now with tears streaming down my face.This pain in my chest. I don't know where this is going—I'm hurting.My heart is still okay. Honestly, I really can't do it anymore. I want to give up.My husband has left me and doesn't care about me...I can't take it anymore... I give up."Mom!" I exclaimed when I entered her room today. I have mommy's eyes with joy and a smile on her lips now.Daddy intended to come and pick me up at home. To tell me that mommy is awake, and he sent me over here to see my mom that I missed."Mom..." My words were hard, and then I approached her and hugged her. Then my tears abundant flowed continuously and could not be stop.I felt mom rub my back.Finally! She is awake. This
KARA'S POVWhy is it that all the things that I did not expect to happen in my life, still happened?Life is unfair. I have so many questions about why this is... Because honestly, I'm not happy anymore. That I really want to leave the life I have now. I hope so... it's just a dream. That I will wake up even if I am sleeping.“Spencer left. He said goodbye to me." Mom's welcome words when I arrived in the kitchen today.Both of my shoulders slumped to sit in a chair now here. My husband and I don't talk anymore. Since I confessed to him what happened to me.Then he didn't come home either. He didn't come home for three days. He came home just last night, but he left immediately this morning before I woke up.I don't even know where he slept. Because he didn't sleep next to me in our room.It hurts&h