CHAPTER 38GLENNUnder the heavy downpour I strolled the almost discarded road, the road was bare, my heart heavy as I listened to the sound of the water as it trickled down Into the drain.At this point, it was starting to look glaring that Martha has an upper hand when it came to Santiago—No matter how hard I thought about it, the whole situation with him seemed like a puzzle that would never be fixed .A couple of hours ago, I had felt that the whole situation would be easy to comprehend but the more I thought about the situation, the more I saw the entire it was harder than I thought, still I couldn't get him out of my mind.One part of me wanted to disappear from his life and never return yet I held on to him by a tiny string, not wanting to let go.My heart pumped harder and harder as I walked through the bridge, toward the way back home.My mind were filled with the memories of good times we shared, And most of all the the agony as well.The closer I got to the home we shared
CHAPTER 39 SANTIAGO. "Glenn!" I called out as I stormed into the room, the room was filled with silence and I could feel it radiate in every bit of its crook. Diverse thoughts crept through my mind at that moment, and I could feel my heart confiscated by how dark the atmosphere was. Where was she? It was one question my mind was finding difficult to answer at the moment, right there in the middle of the room I stood there confused. The events of the past one hour filled my mind vividly as it was quite picturesque. "Glenn?" I called out when I thought I heard the sound of the door. The wind moved swiftly as I made my way up the stairs, taking in every bit of the view that was screaming at the fact that she wasn't by anyway around— Sighing to myself, or perhaps too scared to find out the truth I moved quite slowly. My phone buzzed and I turned the caller ID
CHAPTER 40GLENNThe door closed and a man walked in, he had the color of his hair —Santiago.For a long moment, I watched the couples as they walked past where I was holding hands, deep in my heart I felt that thud birthed by the loneliness I was succumbing to on a daily basis.Closing my eyes I sighed deeply, it had been one month since I left the city and While I had thought that it would help me get over whatever feeling I had for him, it made it worse.It seemed to me as though I had gone against the will of the universe and all it was doing was making sure I faced a hell of a time for my mistake .I still thought about him, the best times we had. The worst. The—"Can you make it snappy?"I drifted back to reality, apologizing to the woman right in front of where I was.Recently, I just got the job as a storekeeper to keep the bills running, most times I had thought about going back home but at the moment, home seemed like something that was nonexistent.Where would I call home a
ÇHAPTER 41SANTIAGOFunny how one month could seem like eternity. One month had passed since she left and her disappearance left a blank space in my soul that couldn't be filled up.While I tried every bit of my best not to think about her, the very thought of this woman filled my mind day and night not departing.Glenn took a lot with her when she had left, while my money had been the most minimal, she went away with my Sanity as well.There was hardly a way I could think without having her in my every thought, despite this time all I wanted to do was feel her presence all around me one more time.I gasped as I woke up suddenly, I took in air in quick succession as I turned off the alarm.To think that my dreams weren't free from her torment?I stood there awakened, I could feel my soul overwhelmed with both anxiety and animosity as I dragged my feet to the bathroom.Turning on the faucet warm, I stood underneath in silence as the warm water drizzled down, sluicing my skin as though
CHAPTER 42GLENNI turned to the direction of the door as I could feel my heart thudding heavily in my chest—Something didn't feel right, the scent, the atmosphere, all of it. I swallowed the heavy lump that was forming in my throat.As I stood there with my bag hanging from my shoulder, soon a shadow emerged at the doorway and the doorbell jingled.A strange feeling filled my soul and instinctively I turned to the direction of the door.Anxiety zipped through me, at that moment it looked like I was in a kind of dream and must definitely be having an illusion.Blinking my eyes, I was staring right at him as he stood there at the door, flesh and blood, looking around and lifting a pack off the shelf."Fuck."I ducked behind the counter soon as his gaze was directed toward where I was. My heart was beating heavily as I rested my back against the wooden frames.My colleague looked shocked and perplexed—What was he doing here ?What were the odds?Different thoughts fleeted through my
CHAPTER 43SANTIAGO.Was it just my mind playing tricks?For just a minute while standing at the doorway I could have sworn that she was standing right there.At the moment, I was walking back to the motel with two bags dangling, all I could think about was her ."Right in time." Martha muttered soon as I walked in .I was a bit startled. How in the hell did she get in?"What are—""Get dressed, I just got a call we would be meeting with the Investor's in..." She glanced down at her watch. " One hour. "" How did you get into my room? " I questioned.A smile formed on her face as she held her fingers to her lips. "Not saying a word." She walks out gingerly.She stops at the door. " One hour."As the door closes, I sighed deeply to myself . It was one thing dealing with her and with the fact that she was sneaking into my room now—"How did she get into my room?" I thought.I groaned rather loudly as I dropped the bags.I walked briskly and took my shirt off rather than looking around
CHAPTER 44SANTIAGO.Ever felt like doing something bad yet having that feeling it was the right thing to do, at this moment I felt exactly that way.From the hallway, soon as the lift stopped I couldn't keep my lips from her as I kissed her recklessly.I felt like a hypocrite, one minute I was preaching against why being with her was unethical but the next moment it was giving in to my lust, my lips were no stranger to her lips seeing that we once had a fling.Yet at this moment, there looked to be a whole different energy intertwined into us kissing. It came with twice the fire but without passion.Martha was standing right there but faraway, looking at her I couldn't see her face but instead a certain woman that appeared in my mind as the sole purpose of my anger —Glenn."What did you say?" Glenn moaned.It was only then I realized that I must have spoken loudly.I didn't give her answers to her questions instead kissed her again, I lifted her clearly off the ground as the door op
CHAPTER 45GLENNI gasped for air as I sat up suddenly at the edge of the bed, as I tried to catch my breath I thought again about the nightmare I just had.Feeling a crack in my neck, I stretched myself and pulled myself away from the bed walking toward the window.I swallowed, and couldn’t think of one thing to say about the moment. I was still perplexed about the whole incident with every bit of the pictures locked into one part of my brain.It was still early but there was so much inconclusive feeling rattling through my skin.The early morning sunlight creeped Into the room in rays—For one month my dreams had been freed from the thought of Santiago and today… He barely showed up today and I was seeing him in my dreams again.My stomach dipped and I closed my eyes to shut out the feeling that appeared to consume every bit of my conscience.I should feel bad for leaving him right?To think that I did all of this to get myself out of the wallowing darkness that he had wanted to c