CHAPTER 44
SANTIAGO.Ever felt like doing something bad yet having that feeling it was the right thing to do, at this moment I felt exactly that way.From the hallway, soon as the lift stopped I couldn't keep my lips from her as I kissed her recklessly.I felt like a hypocrite, one minute I was preaching against why being with her was unethical but the next moment it was giving in to my lust, my lips were no stranger to her lips seeing that we once had a fling.Yet at this moment, there looked to be a whole different energy intertwined into us kissing. It came with twice the fire but without passion.Martha was standing right there but faraway, looking at her I couldn't see her face but instead a certain woman that appeared in my mind as the sole purpose of my anger —Glenn."What did you say?" Glenn moaned.It was only then I realized that I must have spoken loudly.I didn't give her answers to her questions instead kissed her again, I lifted her clearly off the ground as the door opened.I shut the back door behind us soon as we were in, as I did we resumed kissing asmy breaths turned shallow as I dropped her right there on the table and stood between her legs.For a minute, the last grip I had on my common sense wanted me to stop, it felt like a submissive battle between my heart —The romantic one and the part that was trying to thrive and think way through.Before I could think, she took my lips and bit it slightly, my palms In return went over her legs, skimming over it and pushing her dress up until I was met with her white skinned thigh.My eyes danced with anticipation, as it was filled with lust, it roamed over the warm bare thigh seeking more, more fire.I tugged the backs of her by the waist pulling me closer to the edge of the table as in a swift movement I dropped her straps exposing her hardened nipples as she fumbled with my buttons.We took each other’s air for a moment, robbing and gifting the naturally given gift within our lips—When we stopped for more air, I let my lips down the length of her throat sniffing. As I kissed past her collarbone and then her breast.When I took her nipples in my lips for a brief minute she sighed deeply and pulled my head closer.I returned my attention to her breasts as I watched them tingled as I palmed them and squeezed them with my rough hands.It felt so wrong, waywardly moving my hands round her boobs and now her ass, but if there was anyway she protested it only ended in a moan as I ran my tongue across a nipple before sucking.I could feel that strange energy again as euphoria filled my veins filling me with that same lust and craving that felt inhumane.She was lost of words, instead her headwas lolled, as she drew them back letting a dangerous breathless breath overcome her.My hands invaded beneath her skirts as I traced up till I could feel her damp thong.I pulled it and let it back in place she swallowed and tried to slide forward to meet with the feel of my fingers grazing over the fabrics with her hands digging Into my hair as she suddenly grabbed me by a fistful of it.I cupped her between the legs and watched her buck heavily over and over, I could feel every inch of her skin warming underneath my touch as the smooth moans that I forced out of her ghosted down my spine enough that I watched as she shivered.She ran a palm across my arms and felt my biceps, her hands slid downward, past my abs as she traced his belt buckle with a finger. “I want you. " She whispered.It filled me with more lust, it filled my soul with the temptation that I wanted to please her, to taste her—When her passion filled eyes came up to meet mine again, I could feel her gaze as it flicked to my face. as she began to undo his belt.I tensed but didn't make any effort to stop her, Instead I closed my eyes and wished it was Glenn hands doing them to me as she leaned forward, pressing her breastsagainst my chest and lips suckling my nipple.Nerves danced in my veins as I kissed her again, I cupped the back of her head and pressed my lips to her tasting her sweet—sore lips.Done with the belts, she unbuttoned my pants, as the sound of it dropping echoed through the room.Her hands trembled as she pulled at my briefs and wrapped her fingers round my cock, amazed at how huge it was.She let herself down from the table and as she took me In her lips my thighs spread further withy hands holding on to the edge. Of the table for more leverage as she orally fucked me.My head fell back with a “Fuck," escaping my lips ignoring the fact that her breasts rubbed against my thighs, and as she sucked him again, taking more in her till I cummed.I didn't wait, I merely pulled back, trying to catch my breath. But before I caught it, she leaned in and kissed me again.She pulled by my dick till I was at the edge of the bed, I fell right on it with a slight push and watched as she ground herclit against my pelvis as my hands ran down her back, gripping her ass and pulling her against me.Soon,she was fucking me...The sensation of being deep forced to moan as she rose an inch and then slid back down.My teeth bit as my lips ran up her neck. Soon I could feel her body tensed as she bucked heavily. I met each of her thrust with mine.I watched as my length disappeared into her inch after inch, our hearts wouldn't stop racing heavily as she used my chest as leverage to grind and ride.Her eyes rolled behind her skull and she breathed heavily like someone in need of exorcism, perhaps from a sexual demon.“Should I come inside you?” I asked.“Please do. ” she sighed as her body jerked with release.She fell against my chest as all that filled the room was the ticking clock and our heartbeats.Bu–bum!CHAPTER 45GLENNI gasped for air as I sat up suddenly at the edge of the bed, as I tried to catch my breath I thought again about the nightmare I just had.Feeling a crack in my neck, I stretched myself and pulled myself away from the bed walking toward the window.I swallowed, and couldn’t think of one thing to say about the moment. I was still perplexed about the whole incident with every bit of the pictures locked into one part of my brain.It was still early but there was so much inconclusive feeling rattling through my skin.The early morning sunlight creeped Into the room in rays—For one month my dreams had been freed from the thought of Santiago and today… He barely showed up today and I was seeing him in my dreams again.My stomach dipped and I closed my eyes to shut out the feeling that appeared to consume every bit of my conscience.I should feel bad for leaving him right?To think that I did all of this to get myself out of the wallowing darkness that he had wanted to c
CHAPTER 46SANTIAGOEver had that feeling that you've made the biggest mistake anyone could?At this moment, that was exactly how I felt. Immediately my eyelids fluttered and opened into the still room. As soon as I listened to the faint heartbeats from her chest I was consumed by absolute regret.To start, I tried remembering how I had gotten myself into this state—All I could remember was being pissed at Glenn and the next minute we were kissing.I groaned in annoyance, she was cuddled up against me and I could feel the warmth from her skin as it emitted through the room.Martha tossed and turned,she did this with her arms snuggling me closer. All that filled my body was that heavy tension and the quiet rustle of fabric as she moved again filled the room.As she did, the gesture bared more of her tan, smooth thighs, sending a wave of pulse through my body as I could feel my dick twitch."What did you do to yourself, Santi?" I ran my hands through my ruffled hair.A feeling of a
CHAPTER 47GLENNThey say love is a bitch when chained to a tormentor, too bad that tormentor was a man who I didn't even know cared about me or not.What should I call this, a game?I walked with Ann after work that day, all that filled my mind was every bit of the words she said and how she was glamoring that I'd give him another chance or at least listen to what he had to say."Do you think this is a good idea?" I asked Ann who was sitting close to where I was. "We can always turn back and leave.""Without seeing him?" She asked. "Are you sure —"" I don't think I am ready to do all of this. " I shut my eyes for a minute without saying another word."It is your call to make." She muttered in a calm tone and as she did I could feel it all over again that remorse, the pain that came when we realized we made a mistake.What is it about us women? We tend to feel regret for things we shouldn't."Fuck it, I am done let us leave." I said in a low tone.I had to tell myself that all thi
CHAPTER 48GLENNEarly sunrise glowed down from the morning sky as I made my way back, the night had been total madness. I was still filled with jealousy and could feel the leftover adrenaline burning off in my soul.There are three sides to a story: Your side, the side you never know about and the last of it was history.I was relying on the last at this moment, history — As it is, I was doomed to resume the same mistakes by trusting that somehow the past would heal itself over and over without truly learning from it.The truth was when it came to the reality of what I felt, it was like a large mark had been left and I had to fill the space it left behind.What made it remarkable was I was given the chance to learn from history again and again, yet I was doomed as I kept repeating it.If there was anyone I detested for no reason it was definitely Santiago, I hated the fact he was quick to get over the thought of me, did I mean nothing to him, did he see me as a vagabond?He had the
CHAPTER 49SANTIAGOMy jaw ticked in thought, deep inside of my soul a dark fear inhabiting my soul resided, it left behind a feeling that sent waves of tension round my entire body, I could feel the tension in my shoulders as it whispered with certainty the state of my mind.It wasn't just my mind playing tricks, I had to tell myself that, there was something else in the wood right there within the space I was, the last thing on earth I wanted to happen was being mauled by a wild beast, whatever it was.Maybe I was underestimating that the fact that the wood had that bit of aura about it that came with serenity, it could also be toxic —When my gaze came to where I heard the twigs breaking, it stood there still for a while to be certain all of this was not in head.The feeling had a bit of to it, almost as though I've gotten similar experiences and was reliving the moment over and over again.Sensing that all was safe at least again for that moment, I gave one nod of my head."P
CHAPTER 50SANTIAGORegrets and hate—The funny fact about the two was that they felt so much different logically not deep down, when it came down to how destructive they could be, they were totally similar.The bad thing was I was thrown right into the middle of these two.Imagine being right in the middle of the storm and a red horned devil.At this moment I was mostly confused, I hated that screaming voice in my head reminding my heart of how darkish it was.Darkness looms and it was a different type of darkness as I felt it deep in my soul, for a minute I wondered if it was all in my head.Perhaps, my mind was trying to play a trick on me and make me scared. I clicked on the radio as fire and brimstone played on.It was quite windy outside, the clouds were dark like it was night."That is weird." I muttered to myself as the radio started cracking, I tried switching between channels but got the same result, groaning to myself I gave up.For the first time in two days and for no reas
CHAPTER 51.GLENNFor some reason, I couldn't bring myself to stop watching him. The more I tried to leave this whole scenery behind me in a big vacuum in my mind the bigger the picture.It was getting to that point –That juncture where it was definite that every move I made would be influenced by him.Was this causing him so much pain as well?I couldn't help thinking about the impact all this had on him.Perhaps, I was a hypocrite for judging him this way. Too blind to see that leaving him had it won damage in him as well, while I never wanted all of this to start with, they were all clear signs that we were suffering from not having enough courage to share a common truth—The fact that we both had deep underlying feelings that we were too weak to face.I felt like a weakling for stalking him for the third time that day, but at the same time I couldn't help but to be curious about where he had gone after seeing Storm out of the room.I sat there across from him with my hands trailing
CHAPTER 52GLENNMy face scrunched up like I was about to start crying again, it had been what I had been doing for the past twenty minutes, sobbing heavily —The tears were falling heavily now, it rained down my face like a thick rain attempting to flood everything in its path away.For a couple of minutes, I threw myself on the floor and whined, before realizing it was unrealistic and was doing nothing to salvage the situation.Was he dead?I had been there for minutes, I had listened to his heartbeat and got nothing, probably there should be a better possibility.The words had hardly left my thought when I saw one of his fingers twitch. I wiped my cheeks, already finished crying as I sat at his side.There seemed to be a faint heartbeat now, as quickly as I could I searched his pockets for his phone before ringing the ambulance."Good evening, this is the—""There had been an accident." I sobbed again. "A man is here, lying almost dead.""Alright, can you tell us the location?"