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Holding On With Love
She has done it again.
She makes love to me, then she hits me with that.
Is she honestly for real? Why? Our relationship is not that bad. We still have a lot to fight for. Why is she giving up now?
Not wanting to fight with her after all that we have just been through I sit up and listen to her. With the deepest affection that I hold in my heart for her, I take her hand for I know what is about to come and god! I cannot bear to go through this again.
This is fucking killing me.
"Raven, what do you mean?"
"Hunter, I think you know."
"Now I don't, please talk to me. Tell me the truth."
"There is no us anymore."
She shakes her head, the agony of her words comes through, and just when I think the words won't kill me, then I see her crying.
"Hunter, our relationship is not working. I cannot see how we can go on like this."
"I don't understand."
With that, the agony that is hiding behind my voice burst int
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