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The Truth Won't Set You Free
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2021-10-18 22:14:09…Raven POV…
The ride back home is quiet; I don't feel like talking, my heart is breaking again. I love Hunter so much; I want to be with him, I want to go back home with him. I don't know if it is me or him or the both of us. Why is it not working? All I want now is time for myself; I came here for a reason, everything is just falling apart. I don't want to run away again; I have to make this work.
We are back at Jax's house, sitting in the kitchen having wine; I can still not read his face. Something has changed in him; I hope it is not because of me; I hope I have not broken him. First Hunter and now him.
"Do you want me to run you a bath?"
"Please, I need to get that icky smell of Maddison off me."
I hear the water running in the bathroom; I make my way up and find Jax standing there. He does not say a word. He keeps his eyes on me as I slip the straps of my dress over my shoulders. He steps forward and slides my dress down my body
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