Crossing Blurred Lines

I don't know why, but I ignored Raven's phone call. I don't think that my heart is ready to speak to her again yet. I somehow cannot help but wonder what it is that she wanted. Well, I can only think of one thing, things with her and Jax fell through, and she wants me to let her back into my life.

That is simply not going to happen.

I can say that I have slowly started to move on with my life. Yes, Maddison has been a welcomed distraction, and yes, after all these years, I still have those feelings for her that I once had. She was a part of my life when everything was dark, and I felt lost.

We were together for a good couple of years, and that is when I met Raven. She saw that my focus was not on us anymore, and we both decided to end it.

Yes, perhaps she is saving me from myself and from a broken heart, and there is the possibility that she is a rebound. But there are things that a man can simply not do alone. Now, all we have done was kissed that one ti