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Is It Time To Move On?
…Raven POV…
Hunter is not talking to me.
It has been four weeks since our relationship completely fell apart. I am not going to lie, but yes, I do miss him, but I won't lie either when I say that I am starting to realize that I should move on with my life.
Yes, I am the one that caused all of this. If I did not try and find in Jax, what Hunter and I were lacking, then our relationship would not be where it is now.
Jax did make me realize that I cannot hold onto something that is no longer there. I guess, in a way, he is also waiting for me to decide what it is that I want.
That is what I thought Hunter was doing. I thought he was waiting for me to decide what I want, but then I saw him with a girl in town the other day. Jax said that it was his girlfriend before he met me. I had the desire to get angry, but then I realize that I was no different, that I was the one that cheated. Not him.
So, on urging from Jax, I am sending him
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