“Hindi ko sinasadya na matutung yung kanin! Huhuhu.” Binatukan niya ito pagkatapos magsalita.
“May paiyak-iyak ka pa! Eh kasalanan mo rin naman! You idiot! Ugh!” Iniwan niya nalang ito at dumiretso sa kaniyang kwarto. Napansin niya ang kaniyang wallet na nakapatong sa mini-table niya kaya kinuha niya ito. Napabuntong hininga siya dahil alam niyang hindi na naman siya papadalhan ng kaniyang Grandpa ngayong linggo. Wala siyang maibibigay na pera sa kaibigan at wala rin siyang allowance. No party, no gala and no shopping. Sinilip niya ang laman at binilang ang natirang pera. Dalawang libo nalang ito at ang Isang libo ay ibibigay niya sa kaibigan at ang Isa naman ay pambili niya ng stocks.
“Grandpa! Ugh! I hate you! I don’t have allowance! I can’t go to my friend's bar! I can’t go to the mall for my shopping! I can’t buy my stocks! And I can’t give my half allowance on my best friend! Why are you doing this to me?! Hind
She has been mumbling for a one week. No emotion, no care, nothing else to do but to drink alcohol and cry. No one even tried to approach her, not even her best friend. Sinubukan ng lalaking si Naijo na lapitan siya ngunit sinigawan at pinaalis lang niya ito. She’s not attending her classes. Hindi narin naituloy ang plano niyang ayusan si Naijo dahil sa nangyari. Until now she still does not understand why it is driving her away even though she is ready to take care of him. She did not expect this to happen in their relationship because she expected something different, to have a family with him. Dinadalaw siya ni Edzel pero hindi niya ito pinapansin gaya ni Naijo. Tahimik ang condo ngunit ang paghagulhol niya ang nagpapaingay nito. Tinungga niya ang wine na nasa harapan niya hanggang sa magsawa ang bunganga niya. Hindi pa man niya nauubos ang wine nang bigla nalang siyang napaluha.“Is this my karma? Is it my punishment fo
She did not realize that she had fallen asleep after taking a bath. She still has a hang-over but she was able to fix himself even though he almost fell into a trance. This is her second heart break but the pain is seems like it's her first. She could not shed any more tears because she felt she had released them all. Why it's so unfair? Bakit laging may hadlang sa tuwing magmamahal ako? Am I really that certified sinner? Muling nanumbalik sa kaniyang balintataw ang sinabi ni Naijo kanina. Napakasakit ng natanggap niyang salita kanina, ngunit ipinagsawalang bahala niya lang ito lalo na't totoo naman ang sinabi nito sa kaniya. Mahina, marupok, tanga at bulag pagdating sa mga taong mahahalaga sa kaniya. Maybe, Naijo is right. I am coward and the strong he met before is gradually fading. Gusto niyang sabihin sa mga ito na ang ginagawa niyang paglalasing, pagmumukmok ay pahinga lang para sa kaniya. Perhaps she is used to drinking and sulking whenever frustration envelops her
Narating agad nila ang mansion ng mga Collins. Kinakabahan man ay pinipilit niya paring pinapatatag ang sarili. Huminga muna siya ng malalim at inayos ang sarili bago nilapitan ang lalaking nakatayo sa gate."Kuya, I am Rhett's girlfriend. Can I come in? I want to talk to his sister for some important matters." Hindi pa man sila tuluyang nakakapasok ng biglang may lumabas na dalgang babae. Nakataas ang Isang kilay nito at umaapaw ang katarayang itsura. Nakasuot ito ng backless fitted dress na bumagay sa kaniyang balat Kung ganda lang ang pag-uusapan ay mas may mailalamang siya rito ngunit kung sa katarayan ay walang-wala siya sa kaharap niya ngayon. Ngumiti siya at pilit na inaalis ang kaba."Why are you here? Masyado kang maaga para sa pagdating ni Rhett." Mataray nitong sabi at sinenyasan siya na sumunod. Nilingon niya muna ang kaibigan at sinenyasan na mag-paiwan kaya tumango ito."I'm sorry for interrupting you
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
[RAINEE CLEO'S POV]"Fonterraaaa!" Napamulagat ako dahil sa nakakapantig boses galing sa labas. Hindi ko siya pinansin at nagpatuloy sa aking pagtulog. Minsan naiisip ko kung paano ko naging kaibigan ang baklang 'to. But I felt grateful when sh/he come to my chaotic life."MGA KAPITBAHAY! MAY NAGLASLAS RITO! ANG DAMING DUGO AHHH!," Nawala ang antok ko at dali-daling binuksan ang pinto. Tangina ka talagang bakla ka! Ang sarap mong ilibing! Asik ko sa aking isipan. Nagtataasang kilay at malawak na ngiti ang unang bumungad sa akin pagbukas ko ng pinto. Sinuklian ko ito ng matalim na tingin at irap. Tinignan ko ang mga kapitbahay na ngayon ay nagkukumpulan sa harap ng condo ko, at agad na binigyan ng nagbabantang tingin ang kaharap ko."MGA NEIGHBOURS! WALA PALANG NAGLASLAS, HEHE. REGLA PALA ANG NAKITA KO," Nag-peace sign pa siya at patakbong pumasok sa loob. He just sit on my mini-sofa and stare at me. As usual, he's now wearing comple