She did not realize that she had fallen asleep after taking a bath. She still has a hang-over but she was able to fix himself even though he almost fell into a trance. This is her second heart break but the pain is seems like it's her first. She could not shed any more tears because she felt she had released them all. Why it's so unfair? Bakit laging may hadlang sa tuwing magmamahal ako? Am I really that certified sinner? Muling nanumbalik sa kaniyang balintataw ang sinabi ni Naijo kanina. Napakasakit ng natanggap niyang salita kanina, ngunit ipinagsawalang bahala niya lang ito lalo na't totoo naman ang sinabi nito sa kaniya. Mahina, marupok, tanga at bulag pagdating sa mga taong mahahalaga sa kaniya. Maybe, Naijo is right. I am coward and the strong he met before is gradually fading. Gusto niyang sabihin sa mga ito na ang ginagawa niyang paglalasing, pagmumukmok ay pahinga lang para sa kaniya. Perhaps she is used to drinking and sulking whenever frustration envelops her
Narating agad nila ang mansion ng mga Collins. Kinakabahan man ay pinipilit niya paring pinapatatag ang sarili. Huminga muna siya ng malalim at inayos ang sarili bago nilapitan ang lalaking nakatayo sa gate."Kuya, I am Rhett's girlfriend. Can I come in? I want to talk to his sister for some important matters." Hindi pa man sila tuluyang nakakapasok ng biglang may lumabas na dalgang babae. Nakataas ang Isang kilay nito at umaapaw ang katarayang itsura. Nakasuot ito ng backless fitted dress na bumagay sa kaniyang balat Kung ganda lang ang pag-uusapan ay mas may mailalamang siya rito ngunit kung sa katarayan ay walang-wala siya sa kaharap niya ngayon. Ngumiti siya at pilit na inaalis ang kaba."Why are you here? Masyado kang maaga para sa pagdating ni Rhett." Mataray nitong sabi at sinenyasan siya na sumunod. Nilingon niya muna ang kaibigan at sinenyasan na mag-paiwan kaya tumango ito."I'm sorry for interrupting you
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
[RAINEE CLEO'S POV]"Fonterraaaa!" Napamulagat ako dahil sa nakakapantig boses galing sa labas. Hindi ko siya pinansin at nagpatuloy sa aking pagtulog. Minsan naiisip ko kung paano ko naging kaibigan ang baklang 'to. But I felt grateful when sh/he come to my chaotic life."MGA KAPITBAHAY! MAY NAGLASLAS RITO! ANG DAMING DUGO AHHH!," Nawala ang antok ko at dali-daling binuksan ang pinto. Tangina ka talagang bakla ka! Ang sarap mong ilibing! Asik ko sa aking isipan. Nagtataasang kilay at malawak na ngiti ang unang bumungad sa akin pagbukas ko ng pinto. Sinuklian ko ito ng matalim na tingin at irap. Tinignan ko ang mga kapitbahay na ngayon ay nagkukumpulan sa harap ng condo ko, at agad na binigyan ng nagbabantang tingin ang kaharap ko."MGA NEIGHBOURS! WALA PALANG NAGLASLAS, HEHE. REGLA PALA ANG NAKITA KO," Nag-peace sign pa siya at patakbong pumasok sa loob. He just sit on my mini-sofa and stare at me. As usual, he's now wearing comple
[RAINEE CLEO'S POV]"Chimini-aa ang peg ng beauty ko ngayon, virgin hah," Hindi ko nalang siya pinansin at nagpatuloy sa paglakad. Dala-dala namin ang gamit na hiniram niya kanina sa janitor.(Chimini-aa: Maid )"Ay! Emote ang peg?," Parinig niya ngunit hindi pa rin ako nagsasalita. Halos lahat ng estudyanteng madaanan namin ay dito ang tingin. Pinagtataasan ko lang sila ng kilay kaya agad nilang binabawi ang tingin."Saang Cr daw ang lilinisin?," I asked without looking at him. Paniguradong maya-maya lang ay tatawag na naman si Grandpa at pagagalitan ako. Grandpa is stringent and powerful, he can destroy someone even you're powerful too."Gaga! Dalawang Cr ang lilinisan!May Pawalk-out walk-out ka pa kasing nalalaman e!," Pagkarating namin ay agad kaming nagsimulang maglinis. Girls Comfort room ang inuna namin dahil daw para may thrilled. Napansin kong maraming
[RAINEE CLEO'S POV]It's Saturday today! So, it's my free time not school time. I hate school with a passion. Kung hindi lang ako tinatakot ni Grandpa, I am now a certified party girl. But no, he always controlling my life. Grandpa feed me, support me but I hate to tell the fact that his controlling me. I braid my hair and go outside to hang around with my friend's coffee shop. I'm wearing color peach oversized tee-shirt and white short short with white sneakers. Inihinto ko ang kotse sa gilid at pinatay ang makina.Narating ko agad ang coffee shop ng kaibigan ko, at tumambad sa'kin ang kaniyang nakangiting mukha. "Cleo, long time no see!" She hugged me and I did the same."Yeah, you know..I'm kinda busy these past few weeks, malapit na ang final." Bahagyang napangnga siya at agad na napalitan ng nang-aasar na ngisi. Oh! I know that smile!