Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.
No emotion.
Does not care.
No intention to speak.
It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.
Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
[RAINEE CLEO'S POV]"Fonterraaaa!" Napamulagat ako dahil sa nakakapantig boses galing sa labas. Hindi ko siya pinansin at nagpatuloy sa aking pagtulog. Minsan naiisip ko kung paano ko naging kaibigan ang baklang 'to. But I felt grateful when sh/he come to my chaotic life."MGA KAPITBAHAY! MAY NAGLASLAS RITO! ANG DAMING DUGO AHHH!," Nawala ang antok ko at dali-daling binuksan ang pinto. Tangina ka talagang bakla ka! Ang sarap mong ilibing! Asik ko sa aking isipan. Nagtataasang kilay at malawak na ngiti ang unang bumungad sa akin pagbukas ko ng pinto. Sinuklian ko ito ng matalim na tingin at irap. Tinignan ko ang mga kapitbahay na ngayon ay nagkukumpulan sa harap ng condo ko, at agad na binigyan ng nagbabantang tingin ang kaharap ko."MGA NEIGHBOURS! WALA PALANG NAGLASLAS, HEHE. REGLA PALA ANG NAKITA KO," Nag-peace sign pa siya at patakbong pumasok sa loob. He just sit on my mini-sofa and stare at me. As usual, he's now wearing comple
[RAINEE CLEO'S POV]"Chimini-aa ang peg ng beauty ko ngayon, virgin hah," Hindi ko nalang siya pinansin at nagpatuloy sa paglakad. Dala-dala namin ang gamit na hiniram niya kanina sa janitor.(Chimini-aa: Maid )"Ay! Emote ang peg?," Parinig niya ngunit hindi pa rin ako nagsasalita. Halos lahat ng estudyanteng madaanan namin ay dito ang tingin. Pinagtataasan ko lang sila ng kilay kaya agad nilang binabawi ang tingin."Saang Cr daw ang lilinisin?," I asked without looking at him. Paniguradong maya-maya lang ay tatawag na naman si Grandpa at pagagalitan ako. Grandpa is stringent and powerful, he can destroy someone even you're powerful too."Gaga! Dalawang Cr ang lilinisan!May Pawalk-out walk-out ka pa kasing nalalaman e!," Pagkarating namin ay agad kaming nagsimulang maglinis. Girls Comfort room ang inuna namin dahil daw para may thrilled. Napansin kong maraming
[RAINEE CLEO'S POV]It's Saturday today! So, it's my free time not school time. I hate school with a passion. Kung hindi lang ako tinatakot ni Grandpa, I am now a certified party girl. But no, he always controlling my life. Grandpa feed me, support me but I hate to tell the fact that his controlling me. I braid my hair and go outside to hang around with my friend's coffee shop. I'm wearing color peach oversized tee-shirt and white short short with white sneakers. Inihinto ko ang kotse sa gilid at pinatay ang makina.Narating ko agad ang coffee shop ng kaibigan ko, at tumambad sa'kin ang kaniyang nakangiting mukha. "Cleo, long time no see!" She hugged me and I did the same."Yeah, you know..I'm kinda busy these past few weeks, malapit na ang final." Bahagyang napangnga siya at agad na napalitan ng nang-aasar na ngisi. Oh! I know that smile!
[RAINEE CLEO'S POV]“Arrgghhhh! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I’m doomed again!!” I felt exhausted after I remember what I’ve done last night. Oh god! I’m sorry, Rhett.“Ulaaannnn!” Napabalikwas ako ng bangon dahil sa sigaw na nanggagaling sa labas. Tumayo ako at hinayaan ang magulong sarili na humarap rito. Magulong buhok, naglalakihang eye bags at magulong condo ang bumungad sa kaniya.“Wow Virgin! Halatang nag-effort ka pang maglinis hah! In fairness!” Napairap nalang ako dahil sa sarkastikong tono niya ang sumalubong sa’kin. Tumungo ako sa kausina para magtimpla ng dalawang tasang kape. Binitbit ko na ito at inilapag ang Isa sa harap ni edzel, at ang Isa ay akin.“Hanash mo? Ba't ganiyang mukha ang bumungad sa feslak ko?,” He asked after sipped a coffee. Napakachismoso talaga nitong baklang 'to, alam na alam na niya talaga ang ugali ko. Minsan nagpapasalamat ako dahil dumating siya, pero minsan gusto ko ng
[ RAINEE CLEO'S POV]Nakahanda na lahat ng gamit ko kahit ang sarili ko, nang tumunog ang ringtone ng cellphone ko. Nung una ay hindi ko pa pinansin iyon at patuloy lang sa pag-apply ng liptint sa labi ko, pero dahil sa pababalik balik na pagtawag ay kinuha ko ito at sinagot. Cock! It’s Rhett, my boyfriend. Tinignan ko muna ang repleksyon sa salamin bago sagutin ang video call. Nakangiti niyang mukha ang bumungad sa akin, kaya sinuklian ko ito. He’s half-naked and drinking coffee on his room. [Bal! I miss you! ] Napangiti ako dahil sa sinabi niya ngunit agad itong napawi, nang bumalik sa aking balintataw ang nangyari nung nakaraang araw. I felt guilty, it’s consider as cheating. I want to tell him but I don’t want to hurt Rhett. Pinilit kong ibalik ang natural na ngiti at taas noong hinarap siya. “Bal, I miss you too. How’s work? Still toxic?,” Natawa siya dahil sa pagbibiro ko. Oh! I miss that smile of him, and I mis
[THIRD PERSON'S POV]Kakaupo palang niya galing sa pakikipagsagutan sa kaklase nang napantig ang kaniyang tainga sa matinis na tili. Napairap siya dahil sa pamilyar na tiling narinig niya galing sa labas. Hindi niya ito pinansin at inilabas nalang ang libro para mag-review sa darating na exam nila. Ilang minuto pa man siyang nagbabasa nang tumiili agad kaibigan niya. Bahagya siyang natigilan dahil sa mukhang bumungad sa kaniya, halos hindi na niya makilala ito. Puro pasa ang mukha ng kaniyang kaibigan na bakla na ngayon ay nag-iiyak sa harap niya."Walang hiya ka talaga! Sabi mo maraming malalaki doon! Eh puro puno lang ang nakita ko sa address na ibinigay mo e!" Gusto niyang matawa pero nakaramdam siya ng awa dahil sa mukha ng kaniyang kaibigan. Umiiyak na ito sa harap niya kaya nasa kanila ang tingin ng mga kaklase."Virg, pumunta ka talaga?," Nag-aalangan niyang tanong sa kaibigan na may gagap-gagap
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
The old hot Rainee is now colder like an ice. She was slapped, shouted and hurt but she was able to accept that especially when she found out she had also hurt the person she loved. She wanted to go to Rhett but he did not know where she was going to get the money. The allowances she receives are also reduced because of what she have done at the University. Until now, she is still not given an allowance even though she badly needs it. She wanted to make excuses to Rhett but it was too vague because she knew she would not believe her.Wala na namang kumakausap sa kaniya dahil sa takot na masigawan o masaktan niya. Walang bakas na luha ang makikita sa kaniyang mga mapupungay na mata.No emotion.Does not care.No intention to speak.It is even colder than you expected cold of ice.Eyebags that are overgrown due to excessive crying the previous day are proof
Narating agad nila ang mansion ng mga Collins. Kinakabahan man ay pinipilit niya paring pinapatatag ang sarili. Huminga muna siya ng malalim at inayos ang sarili bago nilapitan ang lalaking nakatayo sa gate."Kuya, I am Rhett's girlfriend. Can I come in? I want to talk to his sister for some important matters." Hindi pa man sila tuluyang nakakapasok ng biglang may lumabas na dalgang babae. Nakataas ang Isang kilay nito at umaapaw ang katarayang itsura. Nakasuot ito ng backless fitted dress na bumagay sa kaniyang balat Kung ganda lang ang pag-uusapan ay mas may mailalamang siya rito ngunit kung sa katarayan ay walang-wala siya sa kaharap niya ngayon. Ngumiti siya at pilit na inaalis ang kaba."Why are you here? Masyado kang maaga para sa pagdating ni Rhett." Mataray nitong sabi at sinenyasan siya na sumunod. Nilingon niya muna ang kaibigan at sinenyasan na mag-paiwan kaya tumango ito."I'm sorry for interrupting you
She did not realize that she had fallen asleep after taking a bath. She still has a hang-over but she was able to fix himself even though he almost fell into a trance. This is her second heart break but the pain is seems like it's her first. She could not shed any more tears because she felt she had released them all. Why it's so unfair? Bakit laging may hadlang sa tuwing magmamahal ako? Am I really that certified sinner? Muling nanumbalik sa kaniyang balintataw ang sinabi ni Naijo kanina. Napakasakit ng natanggap niyang salita kanina, ngunit ipinagsawalang bahala niya lang ito lalo na't totoo naman ang sinabi nito sa kaniya. Mahina, marupok, tanga at bulag pagdating sa mga taong mahahalaga sa kaniya. Maybe, Naijo is right. I am coward and the strong he met before is gradually fading. Gusto niyang sabihin sa mga ito na ang ginagawa niyang paglalasing, pagmumukmok ay pahinga lang para sa kaniya. Perhaps she is used to drinking and sulking whenever frustration envelops her
She has been mumbling for a one week. No emotion, no care, nothing else to do but to drink alcohol and cry. No one even tried to approach her, not even her best friend. Sinubukan ng lalaking si Naijo na lapitan siya ngunit sinigawan at pinaalis lang niya ito. She’s not attending her classes. Hindi narin naituloy ang plano niyang ayusan si Naijo dahil sa nangyari. Until now she still does not understand why it is driving her away even though she is ready to take care of him. She did not expect this to happen in their relationship because she expected something different, to have a family with him. Dinadalaw siya ni Edzel pero hindi niya ito pinapansin gaya ni Naijo. Tahimik ang condo ngunit ang paghagulhol niya ang nagpapaingay nito. Tinungga niya ang wine na nasa harapan niya hanggang sa magsawa ang bunganga niya. Hindi pa man niya nauubos ang wine nang bigla nalang siyang napaluha.“Is this my karma? Is it my punishment fo
“Hindi ko sinasadya na matutung yung kanin! Huhuhu.” Binatukan niya ito pagkatapos magsalita.“May paiyak-iyak ka pa! Eh kasalanan mo rin naman! You idiot! Ugh!” Iniwan niya nalang ito at dumiretso sa kaniyang kwarto. Napansin niya ang kaniyang wallet na nakapatong sa mini-table niya kaya kinuha niya ito. Napabuntong hininga siya dahil alam niyang hindi na naman siya papadalhan ng kaniyang Grandpa ngayong linggo. Wala siyang maibibigay na pera sa kaibigan at wala rin siyang allowance. No party, no gala and no shopping. Sinilip niya ang laman at binilang ang natirang pera. Dalawang libo nalang ito at ang Isang libo ay ibibigay niya sa kaibigan at ang Isa naman ay pambili niya ng stocks.“Grandpa! Ugh! I hate you! I don’t have allowance! I can’t go to my friend's bar! I can’t go to the mall for my shopping! I can’t buy my stocks! And I can’t give my half allowance on my best friend! Why are you doing this to me?! Hind
"Baby, I have a new friend for you! And she's beautiful like you!" Napanganga ang batang babae dahil sa sinabi nc kaniyang ama. Matagal na itong sabik magkapatid ngunlt hindi na muling nagkaanak ang ina nito."Really? I'm excited Dad! Where is she? I want to play with her, Dad!" Sabik na sabi nito. Nagtatalon pa ito sa tuwa dahil sa sobrang pagkasabik. Natawa nalang ang ama at ina nito dahil sa inasta ng batang babae."Baby, she's your cousin. But please promise me that you won't become mean to her? Is that clear?" Tumango tango ang bata at mas lalong nasiyahan nang sinabing pinsan niya ito."I promise Mom! Where is she anyway? I want to see her Mom! Dad!" Biglang nagbago ang ekspresyon ng mga magulang nito. Nagkatinginan ang ama at ina nito bago sinagot ang tanong ng batang babae."Ah Baby. She's sick but we can visit her if you want. Tomorrow siya ihahatid ng daddy niya dito but we can visit her.