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39. Scared
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Hunting for our Mate 40. Beasts
Zev’s povWe spent the rest of Sunday training, studying, eating, and walking around the empty school. We all acted like things were fine, but there was a tension there that was hard to ignore.Every time Lana sat near me, I wanted to touch her. But I knew better.We were honoring her wishes and, at the same time, keeping our hearts safe.It had been getting more difficult to keep my dad out of my head, knowing that the closer I got to Lana, the likelier the chance of me losing control one day.Maybe I get lucky, and maybe my mate won’t die, but that’s not something you can predict. It is better to avoid accepting my mate entirely than risking the chance of turning into my father.And what’s to say—something else couldn’t trigger me from turning into a raging lunatic? What if it’s seeing my mate with another man?It’s too dangerous. Even if there's only a small chance of something happening to me, like what happened to my dad, I can't risk it. Who would I hurt in the process? If my dad
Hunting for our Mate 41. Obsessed
Raiden’s povIt’s been torture. For several weeks now, I have had to pretend not to want to pick up our little mouse, throw her over my shoulder, take her to the woods, and take her in the woods, if you know what I mean.Yeah, you know what I mean. I want to fuck her senseless. Perefably with Zev, but at this point I wouldn’t mind some solo action. Maybe just some fingering. One blowjob. One taste of her pussy. Even a kiss, although I have stolen a few pecks here and there, because a man can only handle so much.I’m obsessed.There is no other word to describe it.Okay, there is, but I am not going to say that four-letter word because there is no point to it. Especially not when my birthday is this close.Our birthday, because Zev and I were born an hour apart.He seems anxious the closer we get to our birthday, but I guess that’s for a different reason than me. I know Atalanta wants me, too. Every time we train, I can smell it. Every time I’m near her, and especially when it’s just
Hunting for our Mate 42. Penpal
Atalanta’s povIt’s Zev. Kind Stranger is Zev...Somehow it doesn’t surprise me, which makes me feel even dumber for realizing it after so many letters. What did I tell him? Did I write anything that could reveal who I really am?I talked about Archer, and I told both of them I’m an only child.How will I get out of that?And the stuff he shared... Will he hate me for knowing?Will he pull back even more now that he knows I read his thoughts and deepest secrets?If he wanted me to know, he would have told me. I guess we both had our reasons not to share, but mine has more to do with my real identity.But he has such a great support system, yet he doesn’t talk about the things that bother him the most.Does Zev feel like a burden? A failure?It makes so much sense. The teddy bear remark, why he’s so reluctant to date girls. Why he was so worried after we had sex. The way he talks about his best friend. Every letter fit.I feel like such an idiot for not realizing it sooner.I thought ba
Hunting for our Mate 43. Drunk
Atalanta’s pov“Did you get me dunk, so I tell you evything?” I said, unable to stop myself from slurring.Suzie and I had dinner together, which turned into drinks and more drinks.She giggled as she handed me a coke. “Drink this. No more alcohol for you.”“They reaaaaally are the best.” I said, thinking back to the best day of my life. “I had sooo many organismesss. What’s that word again?”Suzie giggled even louder, “organ… organisms… organic…? O, orgasms!”“You are dwunk too!” I could barely stand.“Yes,” she nodded and kept nodding her head. “I am.”“Did I tell you they were both inside of me….” I whispered, my eyes wide. “At the same time!”I guess I didn’t whisper that last part because I saw a few heads turn my way.Suzie pouted, “you’re so much cooler than I am. I only had sex like three times, and none of them were any good.”“Poor you,” I said, pouting with my best friend.“I know! That’s why I’m waiting until I meet my mate. And I’m too busy doing, uh.. beta stuff. Oh!”“Y
Hunting for our Mate 44. Moody
Zev’s pov“I would wipe that look off your face, or mom will not stop asking questions.” Raiden scolded me.“What look?” I replied.“Dude. Seriously. You’ve been moody ever since you lost your virginity in the most awesome threesome that ever existed, but lately it’s like it’s gotten worse and now you’ve infected our mouse. She’s barely talking. After finally getting her out of her shell, I would hate for her to go back to being shy and scared all the time.”Raiden wasn’t wrong. She had been more quiet than usual, almost going back to how she was. And it was my fault. Ever since I wrote that letter...It made everything worse.“I’m trying, man.” I admitted.“You can talk to me, you know.” Raiden offered, but I shook my head.“No,-“ Raiden didn’t even let me finish my sentence, growling at my response.“No? What the hell is wrong with you? You’re not just pulling back from her, but from me too. Just because of one weekend? You’re making it mean something. It was supposed to be just sex
Hunting for our Mate 45. Guest
Atalanta’s povI had no clue what they were talking about. My scent? I knew it was a special thing for werewolves, and while I had to admit both Zev and Raiden smell great to me, that’s just because of the perfume they wear.Honestly, everyone here smells better than at home.Maybe because hunters don’t really pride themselves on their hygiene. It’s easier to hide your scent when you’re dirty. But it could be the serum I’m taking, that is enhancing my senses.All week, I have been feeling stressed. Like I had suspected, Archer had told General Sweets where I was heading this weekend, and he had a bunch of plans for me.He said to gather as much information as I could, but not just by talking to people. Which was hard enough as is. But also by making a map of the packhouse and the pack grounds.I don’t know why he thought I would be able to do this. I had no training like Archer had. But he wanted me to count guards and watch the soldiers train. To take down the names of everyone of imp
Hunting for our Mate 46. Common Room
Raiden’s povSuzie made us all remember where we were. While I had wanted to take my mouse home and show her the pack, spoil her rotten, and make her want to stay in ways that would make her scream in pleasure, I had kind of forgotten that being home also meant that I was back to being future Alpha Raiden.A responsible son, an important part of the pack, blablabla.All I wanted to be was a man who was going to share his woman with another man.I chuckled to myself, as I took Atalanta’s hand and walked her up the stairs. I knew how nervous she was, and I wanted her to feel welcome.Not just welcome. More than that. Like she belonged here. Like she deserved to be here.Because I was well aware of how intimidating my pack and family are to outsiders, but once you get to know us, you’ll see we’re kind, funny, and generous with those we love.But if you mess with us... Well, that’s a side you don’t want to see.Atalanta had seen part of that side when I beat Dylan up. Or she had seen the e
Hunting for our Mate 47. Without a Doubt
Atalanta’s pov“O, my, Goddess... I am sooo stupid. That was like. Oh, my goddess. That was the dumbest thing I have ever done. Like, dumber than dumb. There must be something wrong with me.” Suzie couldn’t stop pacing, and she was talking with her hands, which she only does when she's agitated. “I am here to strengthen our alliances. I am here as a representative of my pack. The future, damn beta! One of the few female betas, and what do I do?!”I wasn’t sure what she had done, because she wouldn’t stop calling herself dumb long enough to actually admit what had happened.The boys said she smelled like sex, but my nose wasn’t that advanced. Or maybe I had been too preoccupied thinking about everything that had happened since we arrived here.It did take my mind off feeling extremely guilty for a few minutes.Since we arrived here, Raiden had suggested having another weekend like last time. Boys I didn’t know had tried to flirt with me, or was that flirting? It felt more like they wer
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