I'll see if I can write another later today.
Atalanta’s pov“Did you get me dunk, so I tell you evything?” I said, unable to stop myself from slurring.Suzie and I had dinner together, which turned into drinks and more drinks.She giggled as she handed me a coke. “Drink this. No more alcohol for you.”“They reaaaaally are the best.” I said, thinking back to the best day of my life. “I had sooo many organismesss. What’s that word again?”Suzie giggled even louder, “organ… organisms… organic…? O, orgasms!”“You are dwunk too!” I could barely stand.“Yes,” she nodded and kept nodding her head. “I am.”“Did I tell you they were both inside of me….” I whispered, my eyes wide. “At the same time!”I guess I didn’t whisper that last part because I saw a few heads turn my way.Suzie pouted, “you’re so much cooler than I am. I only had sex like three times, and none of them were any good.”“Poor you,” I said, pouting with my best friend.“I know! That’s why I’m waiting until I meet my mate. And I’m too busy doing, uh.. beta stuff. Oh!”“Y
Zev’s pov“I would wipe that look off your face, or mom will not stop asking questions.” Raiden scolded me.“What look?” I replied.“Dude. Seriously. You’ve been moody ever since you lost your virginity in the most awesome threesome that ever existed, but lately it’s like it’s gotten worse and now you’ve infected our mouse. She’s barely talking. After finally getting her out of her shell, I would hate for her to go back to being shy and scared all the time.”Raiden wasn’t wrong. She had been more quiet than usual, almost going back to how she was. And it was my fault. Ever since I wrote that letter...It made everything worse.“I’m trying, man.” I admitted.“You can talk to me, you know.” Raiden offered, but I shook my head.“No,-“ Raiden didn’t even let me finish my sentence, growling at my response.“No? What the hell is wrong with you? You’re not just pulling back from her, but from me too. Just because of one weekend? You’re making it mean something. It was supposed to be just sex
Atalanta’s povI had no clue what they were talking about. My scent? I knew it was a special thing for werewolves, and while I had to admit both Zev and Raiden smell great to me, that’s just because of the perfume they wear.Honestly, everyone here smells better than at home.Maybe because hunters don’t really pride themselves on their hygiene. It’s easier to hide your scent when you’re dirty. But it could be the serum I’m taking, that is enhancing my senses.All week, I have been feeling stressed. Like I had suspected, Archer had told General Sweets where I was heading this weekend, and he had a bunch of plans for me.He said to gather as much information as I could, but not just by talking to people. Which was hard enough as is. But also by making a map of the packhouse and the pack grounds.I don’t know why he thought I would be able to do this. I had no training like Archer had. But he wanted me to count guards and watch the soldiers train. To take down the names of everyone of imp
Raiden’s povSuzie made us all remember where we were. While I had wanted to take my mouse home and show her the pack, spoil her rotten, and make her want to stay in ways that would make her scream in pleasure, I had kind of forgotten that being home also meant that I was back to being future Alpha Raiden.A responsible son, an important part of the pack, blablabla.All I wanted to be was a man who was going to share his woman with another man.I chuckled to myself, as I took Atalanta’s hand and walked her up the stairs. I knew how nervous she was, and I wanted her to feel welcome.Not just welcome. More than that. Like she belonged here. Like she deserved to be here.Because I was well aware of how intimidating my pack and family are to outsiders, but once you get to know us, you’ll see we’re kind, funny, and generous with those we love.But if you mess with us... Well, that’s a side you don’t want to see.Atalanta had seen part of that side when I beat Dylan up. Or she had seen the e
Atalanta’s pov“O, my, Goddess... I am sooo stupid. That was like. Oh, my goddess. That was the dumbest thing I have ever done. Like, dumber than dumb. There must be something wrong with me.” Suzie couldn’t stop pacing, and she was talking with her hands, which she only does when she's agitated. “I am here to strengthen our alliances. I am here as a representative of my pack. The future, damn beta! One of the few female betas, and what do I do?!”I wasn’t sure what she had done, because she wouldn’t stop calling herself dumb long enough to actually admit what had happened.The boys said she smelled like sex, but my nose wasn’t that advanced. Or maybe I had been too preoccupied thinking about everything that had happened since we arrived here.It did take my mind off feeling extremely guilty for a few minutes.Since we arrived here, Raiden had suggested having another weekend like last time. Boys I didn’t know had tried to flirt with me, or was that flirting? It felt more like they wer
Zev’s povI have never seen Raiden happier. He’s at home with his family, friends, and, well, Lana.I’m pretty sure Lana is 90% responsible for his good mood, if not more.Oh, no. I take it back. I have seen Raiden this happy during our weekend together alone at Ardale, which he wants to replicate. His excitement and joy while sharing her with me were unlike anything I had seen.It’s not like I am not dying to touch Lana or get another chance to be with her. But, unlike Raiden, I am too aware of everything that could go wrong.We’re at home now, not hidden away at Ardale. Our actions will have consequences, not only for us but also for our girl. Raiden thinks that because he’s the alpha, he can do whatever he wants without repercussions.He’s never really cared what people think of his dating life. Just as long as he’s a trustworthy alpha, nobody cares if he dates half the shewolves here and at Ardale. It’s almost expected of him.I grabbed another piece of chicken while Raiden filled
Atalanta’s pov“I’m sorry about that. I honestly think that had more to do with me and Raiden than you.” As we walked outside, Zev spoke.His hand was on my lower back, showing me the way.“I don’t understand,” I admitted. How could the beta’s questions be about them?While I hated being the center of attention, it wasn’t for the reason Zev assumed. The more questions that were being asked about me and my pack, the greater the chance of someone learning the truth.His last question bothered me because, until recently, I didn't consider my family's behavior as abuse. I had always thought it was what I deserved. But I didn’t want to talk about it in front of everyone. It makes me look weak and incompetent.But in the end, it didn’t matter anyway; I could never join this pack or any pack for that matter.To admit publicly that I was of no value was humiliating, but even my friends would have to agree that I wasn’t really good at anything.I’m becoming stronger and smarter, but I’m still n
Raiden’s Pov“You’re usually better at containing your anger, Atalanta must mean a lot to you.” Dad tried to say tactfully, but I wasn’t in the mood for one of his lectures.“Your beta messed up, and you know it.”Dad raised his eyebrow, “yes, but you and I both know why he did it. It had nothing to do with your friend and everything to do with...”“..me and Stephen. I know.” I finished my father’s sentence. “That doesn’t make it right.”Dad sighed, while rubbing his hand through his hair. “I’ll talk to Steve. But, “he paused to stare at me intensely, which only made me roll my eyes. “You’re playing a dangerous game with this girl. Best case scenario: one of you gets hurt; worst case: you all get your hearts broken, and you’ll ruin a lifelong friendship.”“You have no clue what you’re talking about.” I countered.“I have eyes, Raiden. You both like her, and she seems to feel the same.” Dad said with a smirk. “What surprises me is that you’re allowing her to spend time alone with anothe
Raiden’s pov“Can I give you a hug?” Alpha Tharon asked Atalanta as soon as we stepped into my office.I growled, “no,” while Zev said, “how do you know you’re her father?” at the same time.We both felt very protective of our mate. None of her family had ever treated her right, so who was to say what Alpha Tharon would be like?From what I knew, he was an okay guy, but that didn’t mean shit right now.Atalanta softly spoke, ignoring us both, “maybe another time? Hugging is kind of new to me.”“What do you mean?” Alpha Tharon asked. “New to you how?”Atalanta smiled, “well, Beta Suzie was the first one to hug me this year. Since then I’ve gotten more hugs than I can count from these two and from some other people, but it’s not something that comes really naturally to me.”“Nobody ever hugged you before?” he whispered it almost, as he stood there staring ahead with his eyes wide.I took my seat, and Zev quickly grabbed a chair for Alpha Tharon to sit in; our little mouse didn’t need he
hi, I know I left you with a cliffhanger. yesterday, I had an appointment at the hospital to talk to the doctor because the surgery didn't work, and the hernia is back.it's painful at times, like mild cramps, but I am getting a ct scan next month, and following that, we'll discuss a possible new operation. Anyway, my mind had been a bit busy with all that. I'm kind of claustrofobic, so I'm not looking forward to the ct scan machine. it's also just the world right now and especially the US that's on my mind. we have our own right-wing politicians, but nothing like what's going on now. from my writing, you should know I don't support hate, discrimination, and just plain evil behavior like what's been happening. I just hope it's not going to be as bad as it looks for the next 4 years. it's scary. I mean, I'm from the city where Anne Frank lived. and her book is now banned. All of it is just making me worried and when I can’t concentrate I can't write. but I'll keep trying.
Atalanta’s povI did not want to go to this meeting, mostly because I didn’t want to sit across from different alphas, betas and lunas who might hate me because of who my mother and great uncle were.They might think the same way our pack did, before they got used to me.‘Used to you makes it sounds like they just accepted you, because they didn’t have a choice. You’ve proven yourself to them and shown the pack who you really are.’ Artemis reassured me.Raiden had forced me to attend and when I pleaded with Zev, he had told me he agreed with Raiden’s choice. I wasn’t just there to represent the Crescent Moon pack, I was there because I have valuable knowledge of the hunter community. Because I have trained to be a hunter and I have witnessed what the general and the doctor were doing first hand.I had been the one to free the prisoners and while there testimonies would be read today, it was important for someone to be here that had seen how they were held and in what conditions.It did
Zev’s pov“You two can leave. Little Mouse and Zev, can you two stay behind? I’d like to talk some more.” Raiden said after we finished our meeting.It was like nothing had ever happened, well, to most people. But Raiden still had his moments where he felt angry or sad or guilty. We had a good talk just a few days ago about what it does to a person to feel so helpless and trapped.He would brag that he had got rid of his shit in just two weeks, as if it were a contest. But everything is a contest to an alpha, and I wasn’t bothered by it. I was just glad I got my friend back.Stephen, Suzie, and the three of us had a meeting to discuss the future of the pack. Stephen, Lana, and I had spoken to the council we had put together several times to see what the pack members thought could be improved.Raiden and Suzie had been out in the pack themselves as well to talk to the people, and he had several discussions with nearby packs to see how we could defend ourselves better. Not just against h
Raiden’s povBeing inside Atalanta felt like coming home. I might have said it as a joke, but it truly felt that way.And not just because her pussy felt like a warm wet hug for my dick. It was more than that.We hadn’t discussed me not being able to get hard. It was like this big elephant in the room. Because we all knew it. It was obvious. I’m usually the one in charge, dominating my mate, while Zev is the one who is more soft and doesn’t mind being told what to do.But lately all I’ve been doing is eating my mate out or working her pussy or ass with my hand. And trust me, it’s not a bad job. Not at fucking all. I love being the reason my little wolf has an orgasm.I love seeing her squirm, hearing her moan because of me.And I didn’t even mind being the only one who didn’t get to finish.It just didn’t feel complete. Like I was failing at another thing.Because that’s what it comes down to, right? I failed as an alpha, as a mate, and now even as a lover, because I can’t even fuck my
Atalanta’s pov“You know how long it took you to open up, so why do you expect Raiden to do it so quickly? It’s been less than two weeks.” Grace told Zev, while I sat on his lap.She had come into the office to discuss something else, but the conversation inevitably led to Raiden.Things hadn’t felt right between the three of us.And it wasn’t just the lack of intimacy; it was like there was a wall between us. It scared me to think what he was hiding.“He tells me everything, Grace. Even stuff I don’t want to know.” Zev replied.She chuckled, “yes, my son does have a tendency to overshare.”“We’re just worried,” I explained.“I understand that. But he’s not acting out. He’s working and behaving normally, albeit a bit down,” Grace answered.Zev sighed while running his fingers past my arm. “You don’t see it, but he’s different. I can feel it through the bond, and I know that holding it in will only make things worse.”“You’re projecting a bit, assuming that Raiden deals with things in a
Raiden’s pov“So, how are you?” Suzie asked, once I entered my office.“Not you too?” I sighed. “I’m fine. Please, just get to work.”She shook her head and tutted, “look, you had your rest for the last two days. Me and Ven held down the fort while you got to sleep in, -“I stopped Suzie, “I never asked you to do that. You offered. No, you more than offered it. You pushed.”Suzie scoffed, “really? Goddess, Raiden. You’re a horrible liar.”“Liar?!” I growled.“Yes!” She shouted at me. “You think nobody can see through this act?! Everyone can see you’re miserable. Goddess, we can feel it! Your mood is like a dark cloud hanging over everyone and making people walk on their toes around you. It’s annoying, and it needs to end!”“What the fuck, Suzie. You’re exaggerating.” I rolled my eyes at my beta. “Let’s just get to work, please.”“No, no, Raiden. Not, what the fuck. Talk to me, or someone... Do something. But this is going too far.”“What do you mean ‘this” is going too far?” I asked, t
Zev’s pov“So, what’s up, man?” I asked, once Raiden shifted back after a while of running around.“Nothing,” he replied. “Just blowing off some steam, you know.”“Yeah, I do know.” I pointed to the mark he had left on my neck. I knew he was full of bullshit. He was not blowing off some steam, he was freaking out.“Motherfucking wolves,” he growled under his breath.I nodded, “yup, so no use in lying.”He shrugged, “I’m fine. Just tired and not looking forward to telling some people their family member died.”“I could come with…?” I offered.He shook his head, “nah, Odin already volunteered, and three big dudes coming to your house might be a bit much.”“And Lana?” I asked. “She’s coming?”“No, I don’t think that would be wise.” Raiden said as he looked around the forest, avoiding eye contact with me.“For her or?” I asked, wanting him to clarify. She’s our Luna. She should be there.Raiden sighed, “there are still some that blame her or tie her to that community. I don’t want to give
Raiden’s povI left Atalanta to go find the prisoners while I chased after the doctor. He was pretty high on my list, and since it would be just the two of us, I might finally get some time to kill him.I had to rush her dad’s death, and her mom was already dead… Her uncle—well, my little wolf got rid of him herself.So the doctor was the last one I really wanted to kill.With arrogance and eagerness to do some damage I chased his scent, hearing his footsteps running away from me.Hunting a hunter, it’s ironic, and it feels so good to finally return the favor.These were the hunters that hurt my grandpa back in the day, that took my people, that killed my people. But most importantly, these were the hunters that hurt my mate. Especially this doctor.I should have paid more attention, because if I had, I would have heard his footsteps stop. I would have heard his heartbeat slow down and his fear replaced with another scent. I would have realized that something was wrong before I felt th