It's been very difficult to write since both my boys are home for their summer break. I'm trying to find a way to write more.
Raiden’s povSuzie made us all remember where we were. While I had wanted to take my mouse home and show her the pack, spoil her rotten, and make her want to stay in ways that would make her scream in pleasure, I had kind of forgotten that being home also meant that I was back to being future Alpha Raiden.A responsible son, an important part of the pack, blablabla.All I wanted to be was a man who was going to share his woman with another man.I chuckled to myself, as I took Atalanta’s hand and walked her up the stairs. I knew how nervous she was, and I wanted her to feel welcome.Not just welcome. More than that. Like she belonged here. Like she deserved to be here.Because I was well aware of how intimidating my pack and family are to outsiders, but once you get to know us, you’ll see we’re kind, funny, and generous with those we love.But if you mess with us... Well, that’s a side you don’t want to see.Atalanta had seen part of that side when I beat Dylan up. Or she had seen the e
Atalanta’s pov“O, my, Goddess... I am sooo stupid. That was like. Oh, my goddess. That was the dumbest thing I have ever done. Like, dumber than dumb. There must be something wrong with me.” Suzie couldn’t stop pacing, and she was talking with her hands, which she only does when she's agitated. “I am here to strengthen our alliances. I am here as a representative of my pack. The future, damn beta! One of the few female betas, and what do I do?!”I wasn’t sure what she had done, because she wouldn’t stop calling herself dumb long enough to actually admit what had happened.The boys said she smelled like sex, but my nose wasn’t that advanced. Or maybe I had been too preoccupied thinking about everything that had happened since we arrived here.It did take my mind off feeling extremely guilty for a few minutes.Since we arrived here, Raiden had suggested having another weekend like last time. Boys I didn’t know had tried to flirt with me, or was that flirting? It felt more like they wer
Zev’s povI have never seen Raiden happier. He’s at home with his family, friends, and, well, Lana.I’m pretty sure Lana is 90% responsible for his good mood, if not more.Oh, no. I take it back. I have seen Raiden this happy during our weekend together alone at Ardale, which he wants to replicate. His excitement and joy while sharing her with me were unlike anything I had seen.It’s not like I am not dying to touch Lana or get another chance to be with her. But, unlike Raiden, I am too aware of everything that could go wrong.We’re at home now, not hidden away at Ardale. Our actions will have consequences, not only for us but also for our girl. Raiden thinks that because he’s the alpha, he can do whatever he wants without repercussions.He’s never really cared what people think of his dating life. Just as long as he’s a trustworthy alpha, nobody cares if he dates half the shewolves here and at Ardale. It’s almost expected of him.I grabbed another piece of chicken while Raiden filled
Atalanta’s pov“I’m sorry about that. I honestly think that had more to do with me and Raiden than you.” As we walked outside, Zev spoke.His hand was on my lower back, showing me the way.“I don’t understand,” I admitted. How could the beta’s questions be about them?While I hated being the center of attention, it wasn’t for the reason Zev assumed. The more questions that were being asked about me and my pack, the greater the chance of someone learning the truth.His last question bothered me because, until recently, I didn't consider my family's behavior as abuse. I had always thought it was what I deserved. But I didn’t want to talk about it in front of everyone. It makes me look weak and incompetent.But in the end, it didn’t matter anyway; I could never join this pack or any pack for that matter.To admit publicly that I was of no value was humiliating, but even my friends would have to agree that I wasn’t really good at anything.I’m becoming stronger and smarter, but I’m still n
Raiden’s Pov“You’re usually better at containing your anger, Atalanta must mean a lot to you.” Dad tried to say tactfully, but I wasn’t in the mood for one of his lectures.“Your beta messed up, and you know it.”Dad raised his eyebrow, “yes, but you and I both know why he did it. It had nothing to do with your friend and everything to do with...”“..me and Stephen. I know.” I finished my father’s sentence. “That doesn’t make it right.”Dad sighed, while rubbing his hand through his hair. “I’ll talk to Steve. But, “he paused to stare at me intensely, which only made me roll my eyes. “You’re playing a dangerous game with this girl. Best case scenario: one of you gets hurt; worst case: you all get your hearts broken, and you’ll ruin a lifelong friendship.”“You have no clue what you’re talking about.” I countered.“I have eyes, Raiden. You both like her, and she seems to feel the same.” Dad said with a smirk. “What surprises me is that you’re allowing her to spend time alone with anothe
Atalanta’s povI had never seen this many werewolves in their wolf form. They’re so scary.Not only because they’re bigger than regular wolves and they look like they could easily bite off my arm in one bite.It’s the way they growl and snarl as they attack each other.How did my family kill so many of them? How did they not pee their pants and run off, like I want to do right now?Zev mentioned an attack by hunters, which was the battle where General Sweets father was killed. My grandfather, whom I had never met but was told he was even more ruthless than my uncle.Is this what Zev and Raiden will look like? Or will Raiden's wolf be even bigger since he's an alpha?!“Is this your first time seeing soldiers spar like this?” Raiden asked me.I admitted it was different, but not how terrified I truly was. It would look suspicious if they knew wolves scared me like this when I should be one myself.If they found out that I am a hunter, would they eat me? Or tear me limb from limb?They c
Zev’s pov“Can I ask you something?” I said to Raiden while he was unpacking from our weekend-trip home.“You already are…” He replied back teasingly.“Whatever. Just. What happened with your big plans?” I tried to say carefully, not wanting to step on any toes.“What big plans?”“You know what big plans.” Damn, Raiden was acting annoying. He had been talking about the three of us together for days leading up to this weekend. And now he was acting like he didn’t have a clue what I was talking about. “You, me, Lana…”He shrugged and turned his back to me while he kept throwing stuff out of his bag, “plans change.”“Don’t give me that.” Goddess, things were fine between all three of us, and he clearly still liked her, so why the change? It wasn’t a tough question, was it?“I just wasn’t in the mood after dinner.”“Just because your grandpa went on a big rant about hunters doesn’t mean you suddenly go from wanting to have a threesome to some light cuddling in front of the TV.”Raiden grow
Atalanta’s pov“You, me, and Zev. One last time? Come to our room.”“Okay.” It was just one word, but it meant so much. I was saying yes to so much, and my feelings were all over the place.They had been ever since that weekend.Hearing Raiden’s grandfather speak about hunters in the way he did made me even more aware of how dangerous my mission is. A hunter among werewolves.When they talked about hunters in school, it seemed like we were just a nuisance. Something that the werewolf community wasn’t scared of. A problem that needed solving but wasn’t as important right now since rogues and other packs posed a much bigger threat in day-to-day life.But that wasn’t the way former Alpha Vincent spoke about hunters. He had encountered my kind and knew what we were capable of. He hated us.If he knew who I was, he wouldn’t have hesitated killing me right there, and then I was sure of it.During the whole dinner, I was terrified.It didn’t change my opinion on Raiden, Zev, or Suzie. I still