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27. KZ
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Naomi D.and one more. my oldest has a week off from school. The youngest goes to another school and he isn't free, so I'm trying to figure out how to entertain my oldest while the youngest is stuck in school. It's not fair for both of them, because I can't do really fun things with one, because I have to be back in time to pick up the other. You have to get special permission from school to take time off. Only for weddings, funerals , etc are you allowed to take your child out of school. Otherwise we would have traveled somewhere warm, since the weather here is crap. Rain and cold. long story short.. It's going to be a bit more difficult to write.
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