Raiden’s pov
“You’re mean,” my best friend Zev said.
It was just a joke.
The girl needed to get some hair on her chest. Not literally; I mean, some people might be into that sort of thing, but I like my girls as hairless as possible.
But she needs to toughen up. I have no clue why anyone that timid and shy is here. Nothing about her screams high-ranking wolf. She looks sick, weak, and maybe kind of pretty with those big blue eyes and pouty lips. If you like that heroine chic look, I guess.
This is an academy for the best of the best. A school where you can learn to become even better so you can serve your pack. A place where you can make allies that can benefit you for years to come.
My grandpa is actually the one who started this school as a way for our packs to learn to get along. We were so busy fighting stupid pack wars that we failed to realize how much we had in common.
But that wasn’t even the primary reason to open the school. Grandpa Vince explained to me a few years ago, before I even started here, that we had started drawing attention to ourselves.
The humans had become more technically advanced, and it was becoming a risk for us. It wasn’t like we weren’t using their technology just as much as them. Everyone here has a phone, albeit from a different provider than humans have, so none of our information can be tracked or used by human companies.
We have our own mobile networks and our own internet.
But with phones, cameras, and everything else that exists now, it’s a miracle we are still able to live in anonymity.
And every time we’re attacking each other, there’s a chance someone could film us.
We’re hiding in plain sight, living our lives in small towns that are actually packs full of werewolves. They’re gated communities, so nobody bats an eye when we have fences around our properties.
Our towns are hidden in forests, most of them unknown to humans.
Some of our packs aren’t able to keep themselves hidden as well as others. The humans have been spreading, gaining land, and traveling more and more. Those packs that are located near human cities tend to be more careful. Their members only shift at night and stick to themselves as much as possible. But it’s inevitable that they run into humans sometimes.
For a werewolf, it’s necessary to shift. If we don’t let our wolves out once in a while, it means they grow weak. There are stories of werewolves who chose to live among humans and lost their wolves in the process. They’re residing somewhere in the back of their minds, unable to talk with their human counterparts.
Thankfully, the Crescent Moon Pack is located in the middle of a large forest, surrounded by mountains on one side and a river on the other. There is no reason for humans to come here, and we are free to be ourselves in our own pack.
Those who can shift do so as they please, which means a few naked men and women could be seen walking through our cities at any time.
Shifting from human to wolf requires you to tear through your clothes or, if you have time, to take your clothes off first. But when you shift back, you’re as naked as the day you were born.
I can’t wait to shift. Just a few more months, and Zev and I will turn eighteen and get our wolves.
“Raiden….”
O, yeah. Zev was talking. Oops. He asked me why I was mean.
“She can handle it.” I replied. It was just a joke.
Zev raised an eyebrow. He had such a kind heart. I have no clue why, after what he endured, he still cares so much. Especially about someone he doesn’t even know.
“Alphas don’t apologize.”
Zev chuckled. “I didn’t say anything about apologizing. She’s new, though. So maybe cut her some slack.”
“You like her?”
Zev rolled his eyes at me, “don’t even start.”
Zev doesn’t like girls. Well, he does. He pretends not to. He’s anti-mate or whatever. I mean, I get why. After losing your mom the way he did and what happened with his father after, I wouldn’t jump at the chance of finding my mate either.
But still. The guy needs to get laid sometimes. Maybe he can join Atalanta in taking that oath of virginity. Or maybe, together, they can end both of their oaths.
I chuckled to myself. Yeah, then maybe he’d stop complaining about my sex-life.
After Mr. Hemming told his little Greek tragedy, he spoke about some old alphas. Grandpa Vincent had always been very strict about me learning every tale of the Crescent Moon’s conquests and battles. Our pack was one of the first to settle here.
Throughout history, we’ve tried to keep our distance from humans as much as possible, trying our best not to get involved in their ways of doing things. But it hasn’t always been easy.
While some might look at werewolves and see savages, humans are far worse. Slavery, wars, the atom bomb? We fight with our claws and teeth, but we fight fairly. Wolf against wolf.
No guns, no swords. Nothing but our own strength and abilities.
We might have a hierarchy in our pack, but that is based on people's strengths and weaknesses. Not based on the color of their skin or how much money they own. Our omegas get paid, get a choice in the job they pick, but sending them out to fight our battles would mean a quick death.
They lack the skills and strength to fight.
Everyone has their place, and it’s all of our efforts combined that make a strong pack. Although some of these idiots here think it’s all about the alpha, there is so much more needed to make a pack as great as ours.
Atalanta, damn, that’s a mouth full, stood up, her eyes down at the floor. While some of these fools here enjoy a lady who’s submissive, I can’t stand it. My mom is just as powerful as my dad in our pack, and I want a Luna who will challenge me.
Luna… That’s why she’s here. That’s why most women are here.
To become someone’s Luna. Or the mate of a beta or gamma. But if we’re being honest, and I’m usually a pretty straight-forward guy who tells it like it is, then most of the women here want to become Luna.
As a woman, it’s the highest-ranking position you can get. And there are some who would do anything to get it.
I doubt she would, though. Small girl is a mousy type with long brown hair that almost reaches her ass. She has a good ass, though. It could be a bit bigger, but for as skinny and short as she is, it’s fine.
But it's the way that she carries herself that annoys me. Everything about her screams like she wants to hide away in a hole somewhere.
“Little mouse,” I yell at her, getting no response.
“Atalanta….” I say in the most alpha-like tone I can muster. Goddess, is it wrong of me to secretly enjoy seeing her jump? Just like a real mouse.
She turns around, her eyes up to mine, for a second before going down. I walked towards her, Zev behind me, unsure of what I’m going to do. He might question me in private, but he won’t call me out in public unless I really mess up.
“Did you make notes?”
She looks confused before nodding.
“Zev and I need those, so hand them over.”
“I actually made, -“ The look I give stops Zev from finishing. Zev’s a big nerd who always pays attention. If he’s not making notes, he is writing something down in that journal of his. He never lets me read it, but he knows I’m here whenever he needs to talk, and that’s good enough for the both of us.
She goes into her bag to grab the notes, not even questioning my request. She extends her hand to hand me her notes; her tiny wrist looks fragile and pale. It looks as if it would break if I grabbed the notes too quickly.
But before I can take the notes, Suzie stops her. “Stop, Raiden. You know all this stuff already. Atalanta comes from a tiny pack in human territory and went to regular school. This is all new to her.”
“You went to school with them?” I said, my voice unable to hide the disgust.
“Yes,” she replies in a tiny voice, looking at her feet. Why do I feel she’s lying?
“Well, little Mouse. I am Raiden, the alpha heir of the Crescent Moon pack. Have you heard of us?”
“A little bit,” she admits, surprising both me and Zev. Every werewolf has heard of us. This isn’t just some arrogant alpha bullshit; our pack is known throughout the country, perhaps even the world.
“I’m Zev,” Zev says, extending his hand.
She seems unsure whether to reach out as well, but when she does, Zev gives her the most gentle handshake in the world.
There is something about her that I find intriguing, but I can’t put my finger on it. Maybe it’s just because Zev has stared more at her in a day than he has at any other girl in the last few weeks. Or it’s that there’s something about her that I don’t trust. Probably because, amongst everyone here, she tries to stand out the least.
“You should sit with us,” I say, walking out of the classroom. It’s lunch time, and I am starving, but I need to find out more about this strange new student.
She isn’t the only new person to enroll here. A few seventeen-year-olds have just joined. One of them has a room across our hall. He seems very angry. Then there are about ten new girls who’ve joined, including our little mouse.
New girls means fresh meat for all the guys here. There is a lot of testosterone, and werewolves have a strong sex drive. While some wait for their mate, a lot don’t.
This school might want the male and female students not to visit each other at night, but in reality, these dorm rooms are filled with people having sex. Zev has come home to a sock hanging on the door countless times. He usually hangs out at the library until I’m done.
So far, no socks of Zev have been up. But maybe I can change that.
We’re to stay here from age seventeen until nineteen. Unless we meet our mate, then we can choose to stay here together or go back to our pack. The eighteen-year-olds get special training to make sure our wolf counterparts are ready for anything.
Zev walked beside me, and I could hear the footsteps of Suzie and Atalanta a few steps behind us. They were whispering, but it was futile. With our hearing, there was no point in whispering; we’re able to hear almost everything inside this building if we make an effort.
“Why did he invite us?” Little Mouse asked Suzie.
“I don’t know, but you don’t say no to an invitation like that.” Suzie replied. I liked her. She is as sweet as can be, until she’s not. That girl will put anyone who tries to mess with her in their place. Including me.
“Why, because he’ll hurt us?” Atalanta asked, making me laugh out loud. She really is a timid little creature.
“No, silly. Because it means a seat at the popular table. Who knows when we’ll be able to sit there again?”
Zev’s pov I had no clue why Raiden invited the poor girl. She’s not the type of girl who hangs around him. Not the type of girl he invites back to our room. Not that Raiden’s very picky. As long as they have boobs and a pretty face, he's game. That man is an ass man, though. If the girl has a good butt, he’ll try extra hard for her to like him. Not that he really has to try. Raiden is one of the most well-known Alpha heirs. People want to hang around him all the time, either to try and get a meeting with his dad or to be friends with the next Alpha of the Crescent Moon Pack. Alliences with our pack are like covited treasures. I guess I’m lucky. I don’t have to do anything. I’m born to be his best friend. Our mothers were best friends. They became pregnant together and even gave birth to us on the same day. Mom died when I was young, and ever since Luna Grace and Alpha Ethan took me in. They’re like my parents in a way. I’m lucky to have them in my life. Grace, Ethan, Raiden, and
Atalanta’s povI couldn’t believe how much food Raiden bought for me. I knew I couldn’t refuse it, even though I could never finish it. But I hoped that I could take some back with me.It meant I would have food for a few days.But then Raiden ate it all, and I’m embarrassed to say I almost cried when I saw him shove everything inside like it was nothing. I shouldn’t have been surprised; he had been cruel to me from the moment we met.Well, not all the time. It was very confusing. He would call me mouse, "our mouse", which meant who's? Zev’s and his? Or everyone’s?And then he would buy me food, which seemed nice but also felt like a test. But then the cookie... Why did he feed me part of a cookie?And why. And this is the big one. Why did I like it when he called me “a good girl”? Probably because no one has ever called me good. Yeah, that must be it.It took a lot of money to send me and my brother here, which I was reminded of countless times. But since General Sweets, our leader,
Raiden’s povCertain classes were mandatory, but there were some you could choose from. Of course, I go to every Alpha class the academy provides, taking full advantage of my time here.It was also a great way to train with other alpha heirs. After a while, it gets pretty boring sparring with the same people. We with alpha genes are built differently, and we’re a lot stronger than the average wolf.So far, nobody has been able to beat me in a sparring match, but that might change once some of these here get their wolves.When we get our wolf, we grow even stronger. We’ll be able to shift, mindlink our pack, and more. I can’t wait.I wonder what my wolf will be like. In some cases, their personalities match those of their human counterparts, but sometimes they’re polar opposites. Whatever the Moon Goddess deems necessary, I guess. Same goes for our mates.And after the day I had, I need to blow off some steam.I have no clue why it doesn’t bother Zev that I keep annoying our little mou
Atalanta’s pov“I can’t be there tomorrow,” Suzie whispered.“What do you mean?” I replied.“I have practice tomorrow. Very early. I’m sorry.”At the academy, they had special werewolf training, but they also had other teams you could join. One of them was tracks, where you, I guess, run on a track? They had a few other clubs; some weren’t athletic either, but since I wasn’t going to stay long, I had not looked into those.It wouldn’t help with my mission anyway. And I was already behind on homework since none of the werewolf classes were mentioned in the homeschooling I received. And even normal classes like math were hard for me because mom would often make me do chores while she taught Archer. She said I didn’t need to know any of that anyway.So I wouldn’t have the time to join a club, even if I wanted to.But this meant that I would be having breakfast with Raiden and Zev, and whoever else would join us, by myself.Thus far, Suzie has stuck up for me. I wasn’t sure why, but I rea
Zev’s pov“You’re going to lose!” I yelled as I started beating up his avatar, pushing buttons as fast as I could.Raiden smirked, “you’re never this competitive. Did something happen? Did I get under your skin? I can’t always step it up, you know. Maybe next mealtime, I will flirt a bit harder. Or maybe, -“I sighed, making Raiden stop midsentence. “Just stop it. It won’t work.”“You’re lying… You like our little mouse.”“If your aim is to get me to fall for her, why do you continue to call her ours?” I teased my friend back.He shrugged, “because she is. Until she’s not... when you claim her as yours."Goddess. Was he always this annoying?Yeah. He was, but it wasn’t usually directed at me. Raiden had always wanted me to meet girls, but he never worked this hard to make it happen. He had said a few things or tried to set me up on a double date, but most of the time it was just jokes and nothing more.But this? This felt different.I hadn’t even seen Raiden hang around a girl he had
Atalanta’s pov Raiden’s questions were making me nervous, and I didn’t even realize I was tapping my food. Lying didn’t come naturally to me. Being close to people didn’t feel normal to me. Having a normal conversation was already very strange since I was usually ignored. But I had done my best to remember my bio by heart. Did the hunter back home think I wouldn’t stand out? That I’d never have to answer even one of these questions? Did they see me as a mouse as well? Someone who’s small and can go wherever she wants without being noticed? Because, for some reason, these two men do notice me. They notice me far too well. Stay calm, Lana. I thought, trying to test the new nickname out. Raiden’s hand grabbed my upper leg, keeping it still. But it didn’t stay there. His large hands moved up and down, trying to calm me. But instead, it was doing something else. Did he notice how dangerously close his fingers came to my core each time his hand went up? Zev sat on my other side
Zev's povI was paying attention to class when Raiden moved Atalanta’s hair out of the way. She had a strappy dress on that was a few sizes too big. It reached just below her knees, but because of its size, it dipped down when she sat down, revealing a lot of her back.Although most of her hair was covering the skin, until Raiden moved it.He leaned forward, his chin resting on his right hand, while the left traced circles on her back.There were small scars on her back, different from the ones that happened during what she claimed was a cooking accident.Not touching the scars, Raiden circled around them. Atalanta began breathing heavy and slow, sounding like she would fall asleep any second.I wish I was the one touching her.No. No, I don’t.Focus on the class, Zev! I scolded myself.Yet when Atalanta didn’t know the answer, it was me who helped her. Not Raiden.The next class was without Atalanta, and it felt good to be able to pay attention without either Raiden or Atalanta distr
Raiden’s pov “Are you up for a date tonight? Or we could head straight to your room.” Lisa said seductively. While I normally like a woman who knows what she wants, some parts of me wanted to say no. The appeal just wasn’t there. But I had to prove to myself and to Zev that this wasn’t about that big, blue-eyed little mouse. That little timid woman who smells like lavender and something fruity. Mom always picks lavender, puts it in the palm of her hand, and rubs her hands together. I used to do it too; my hands would smell like lavender, and I love the scent. It’s like a reminder of my childhood. The packhouse garden is filled with lavender plants, and when the wind blows in the right direction, the whole air smells like it. Atalanta smelled like that, but there was a hint of something else that I couldn’t put my finger on. Something citrusy. It didn’t matter anyway. “Yeah, why not?” I replied, earning a smile from Lisa. She was one of the new students, and she had be
Raiden’s pov“Can I give you a hug?” Alpha Tharon asked Atalanta as soon as we stepped into my office.I growled, “no,” while Zev said, “how do you know you’re her father?” at the same time.We both felt very protective of our mate. None of her family had ever treated her right, so who was to say what Alpha Tharon would be like?From what I knew, he was an okay guy, but that didn’t mean shit right now.Atalanta softly spoke, ignoring us both, “maybe another time? Hugging is kind of new to me.”“What do you mean?” Alpha Tharon asked. “New to you how?”Atalanta smiled, “well, Beta Suzie was the first one to hug me this year. Since then I’ve gotten more hugs than I can count from these two and from some other people, but it’s not something that comes really naturally to me.”“Nobody ever hugged you before?” he whispered it almost, as he stood there staring ahead with his eyes wide.I took my seat, and Zev quickly grabbed a chair for Alpha Tharon to sit in; our little mouse didn’t need he
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Atalanta’s povI did not want to go to this meeting, mostly because I didn’t want to sit across from different alphas, betas and lunas who might hate me because of who my mother and great uncle were.They might think the same way our pack did, before they got used to me.‘Used to you makes it sounds like they just accepted you, because they didn’t have a choice. You’ve proven yourself to them and shown the pack who you really are.’ Artemis reassured me.Raiden had forced me to attend and when I pleaded with Zev, he had told me he agreed with Raiden’s choice. I wasn’t just there to represent the Crescent Moon pack, I was there because I have valuable knowledge of the hunter community. Because I have trained to be a hunter and I have witnessed what the general and the doctor were doing first hand.I had been the one to free the prisoners and while there testimonies would be read today, it was important for someone to be here that had seen how they were held and in what conditions.It did
Zev’s pov“You two can leave. Little Mouse and Zev, can you two stay behind? I’d like to talk some more.” Raiden said after we finished our meeting.It was like nothing had ever happened, well, to most people. But Raiden still had his moments where he felt angry or sad or guilty. We had a good talk just a few days ago about what it does to a person to feel so helpless and trapped.He would brag that he had got rid of his shit in just two weeks, as if it were a contest. But everything is a contest to an alpha, and I wasn’t bothered by it. I was just glad I got my friend back.Stephen, Suzie, and the three of us had a meeting to discuss the future of the pack. Stephen, Lana, and I had spoken to the council we had put together several times to see what the pack members thought could be improved.Raiden and Suzie had been out in the pack themselves as well to talk to the people, and he had several discussions with nearby packs to see how we could defend ourselves better. Not just against h
Raiden’s povBeing inside Atalanta felt like coming home. I might have said it as a joke, but it truly felt that way.And not just because her pussy felt like a warm wet hug for my dick. It was more than that.We hadn’t discussed me not being able to get hard. It was like this big elephant in the room. Because we all knew it. It was obvious. I’m usually the one in charge, dominating my mate, while Zev is the one who is more soft and doesn’t mind being told what to do.But lately all I’ve been doing is eating my mate out or working her pussy or ass with my hand. And trust me, it’s not a bad job. Not at fucking all. I love being the reason my little wolf has an orgasm.I love seeing her squirm, hearing her moan because of me.And I didn’t even mind being the only one who didn’t get to finish.It just didn’t feel complete. Like I was failing at another thing.Because that’s what it comes down to, right? I failed as an alpha, as a mate, and now even as a lover, because I can’t even fuck my
Atalanta’s pov“You know how long it took you to open up, so why do you expect Raiden to do it so quickly? It’s been less than two weeks.” Grace told Zev, while I sat on his lap.She had come into the office to discuss something else, but the conversation inevitably led to Raiden.Things hadn’t felt right between the three of us.And it wasn’t just the lack of intimacy; it was like there was a wall between us. It scared me to think what he was hiding.“He tells me everything, Grace. Even stuff I don’t want to know.” Zev replied.She chuckled, “yes, my son does have a tendency to overshare.”“We’re just worried,” I explained.“I understand that. But he’s not acting out. He’s working and behaving normally, albeit a bit down,” Grace answered.Zev sighed while running his fingers past my arm. “You don’t see it, but he’s different. I can feel it through the bond, and I know that holding it in will only make things worse.”“You’re projecting a bit, assuming that Raiden deals with things in a
Raiden’s pov“So, how are you?” Suzie asked, once I entered my office.“Not you too?” I sighed. “I’m fine. Please, just get to work.”She shook her head and tutted, “look, you had your rest for the last two days. Me and Ven held down the fort while you got to sleep in, -“I stopped Suzie, “I never asked you to do that. You offered. No, you more than offered it. You pushed.”Suzie scoffed, “really? Goddess, Raiden. You’re a horrible liar.”“Liar?!” I growled.“Yes!” She shouted at me. “You think nobody can see through this act?! Everyone can see you’re miserable. Goddess, we can feel it! Your mood is like a dark cloud hanging over everyone and making people walk on their toes around you. It’s annoying, and it needs to end!”“What the fuck, Suzie. You’re exaggerating.” I rolled my eyes at my beta. “Let’s just get to work, please.”“No, no, Raiden. Not, what the fuck. Talk to me, or someone... Do something. But this is going too far.”“What do you mean ‘this” is going too far?” I asked, t
Zev’s pov“So, what’s up, man?” I asked, once Raiden shifted back after a while of running around.“Nothing,” he replied. “Just blowing off some steam, you know.”“Yeah, I do know.” I pointed to the mark he had left on my neck. I knew he was full of bullshit. He was not blowing off some steam, he was freaking out.“Motherfucking wolves,” he growled under his breath.I nodded, “yup, so no use in lying.”He shrugged, “I’m fine. Just tired and not looking forward to telling some people their family member died.”“I could come with…?” I offered.He shook his head, “nah, Odin already volunteered, and three big dudes coming to your house might be a bit much.”“And Lana?” I asked. “She’s coming?”“No, I don’t think that would be wise.” Raiden said as he looked around the forest, avoiding eye contact with me.“For her or?” I asked, wanting him to clarify. She’s our Luna. She should be there.Raiden sighed, “there are still some that blame her or tie her to that community. I don’t want to give
Raiden’s povI left Atalanta to go find the prisoners while I chased after the doctor. He was pretty high on my list, and since it would be just the two of us, I might finally get some time to kill him.I had to rush her dad’s death, and her mom was already dead… Her uncle—well, my little wolf got rid of him herself.So the doctor was the last one I really wanted to kill.With arrogance and eagerness to do some damage I chased his scent, hearing his footsteps running away from me.Hunting a hunter, it’s ironic, and it feels so good to finally return the favor.These were the hunters that hurt my grandpa back in the day, that took my people, that killed my people. But most importantly, these were the hunters that hurt my mate. Especially this doctor.I should have paid more attention, because if I had, I would have heard his footsteps stop. I would have heard his heartbeat slow down and his fear replaced with another scent. I would have realized that something was wrong before I felt th