Zev’s pov
I had no clue why Raiden invited the poor girl. She’s not the type of girl who hangs around him. Not the type of girl he invites back to our room.Not that Raiden’s very picky. As long as they have boobs and a pretty face, he's game. That man is an ass man, though. If the girl has a good butt, he’ll try extra hard for her to like him.Not that he really has to try. Raiden is one of the most well-known Alpha heirs. People want to hang around him all the time, either to try and get a meeting with his dad or to be friends with the next Alpha of the Crescent Moon Pack. Alliences with our pack are like covited treasures.I guess I’m lucky. I don’t have to do anything. I’m born to be his best friend. Our mothers were best friends. They became pregnant together and even gave birth to us on the same day.Mom died when I was young, and ever since Luna Grace and Alpha Ethan took me in.They’re like my parents in a way. I’m lucky to have them in my life. Grace, Ethan, Raiden, and his little sister Joy aren’t my blood, but they have done more for me than anyone else has.“Zev, maybe you could help our little mouse out.”I had no clue why Raiden kept calling her that. Atalanta might not look like the typical student here, but she was pretty in her own way. Very shy, though, which isn’t a common trade for these high-ranking wolves either.Although I’m officially one too, I am not here at the Ardale Academy because I’m studying to become the next beta or alpha. Or even gamma. I’m here because Raiden is here and because it’s one of the best schools in the country.“Help with what?” I asked. Was this some ploy to get me alone with a girl? Because I’m not interested.It’s not that I don’t think about sex or want it. It’s simply that I first want to find my mate and reject her. I never want to be attached to another person like that.And what if I fool around with a girl, develop feelings, and she turns out to be my mate? It will be so much harder to reject her then.Besides, I am not the casual sex type, especially not for my first time. Raiden didn’t even really like the first girl he slept with. He told me everything about it.How awkward it was. How she squeezed his junk too hard. Everything I didn’t want to know from my best friend.But we share everything. Well, almost. I don’t share the letters I write to my mom with Raiden. It was the Luna’s idea, actually. But they’re private letters, and I am not planning to show them to anyone. Ever.Raiden smirked at me, “show her the ropes. Teach her everything she needs to know... about our pack, I mean.”Goddess, he’s annoying.Her big eyes, which kept looking down to the floor, looked up at me with an expression I couldn’t decipher. Her eyes are gorgeous.She is gorgeous.So this is the wrong thing to do. It would be extremely stupid to get involved with her. I’m too busy with my own studies anyway. And it’s obvious a ploy from Raiden to make me fall for Atalanta.My head began shaking no as the words, “sure.” left my mouth.Sure…. I said sure!Raiden clapped his hands, making Atalanta flinch. “Great! That’s great. Now that’s that out of the way, let’s eat!”He looked at Atalanta and Suzie, “what can I get you two?”One of Raiden's best qualities is his generosity. He never lets anyone pay. Not even me.At the Ardale Academy’s cafetaria, we’re able to buy breakfast, lunch, and dinner, although most eat breakfast in their room.“Something with chicken, please.” Suzie replied.Suzie wasn’t really part of our circle, but she had started here around the time we did, and we shared many classes. Whenever we did interact she was friendly and direct. Something I always appreciate. Plus, she doesn't drool whenever she sees Aiden, like a lot of other girls do.Atalanta shook her head and pulled something out of her bag. It was an old paper bag with not even half a sandwich.“No way you’re eating that poor excuse of a sandwich, “ Raiden said.“It’s fine.” She said in a timid voice.What happened to this girl to be so scared? Would I have turned out this way if it weren’t for Raiden and his family?Raiden got up and motioned for me to follow, “We’ll be back. And when we’re back, I better not see you eating that thing you call lunch, little mouse.”She nodded her head and looked down, while Raiden sighed.He hates weakness. It sometimes makes it hard for me to talk to him. He’s a great guy; he’s just never experienced anything difficult. He’s never been hurt or alone.He sees things in black-and-white, but life isn’t always that simple.“Why do you keep calling her that?” I asked as we walked to buy the food.“She’s timid, scared, and little like a mouse.” He replied, shrugging his shoulders. “It fits.”“So why ask her to join us then? If she annoys you.”Raiden smirked and wiggled his eyebrows, “because she doesn’t annoy you, does she?”“You do, asswipe.” I replied, smacking him on the arm.“Yet you love me, Zev. Besides, you can put tutoring a charity case on your resume. It will look great.”I know he was only teasing me, but I felt a growl coming up and the need to punch him. Why did he need to be such an ass?He bit the tip of his tongue, staring at me. “You’ve got it bad, man.”“I’ve got nothing. Just be nice, Shepard.”“Ooh, using my last name. That indicates you mean business!” he said with a chuckle, grabbing a tray and filling it with everything that he walked past.That man could eat like nobody I knew. It’s probably why he’s such a giant.I grabbed a hamburger, some cookies, and a few bottles of soda. I grabbed extra in case Atalanta or Suzie wanted a cookie too. Okay, who was I kidding? It was mostly for Atalanta.After Raiden had paid, we walked back. It was a surprise that nothing had fallen off the tray on the way there, because there were several plates balancing on top of each other.Raiden dropped a chicken salad in front of Suzie, and I put the different sodas across the table for everyone to choose from.Then Raiden picked up some pasta, a thick sandwich with several layers of bread, and a roll and placed them in front of Atalanta. He reached over and grabbed one of the cookies on my tray.“Eat up, little mouse, and when you’re all finished, you can eat the cookie Zev got for you as a reward.”Of course, he knew that I grabbed extra for her. Intuitive bastard.Atalanta’s eyes grew even bigger as she stared at the food.“Eat. You’re too skinny,“ Raiden said, before taking a big bite out of his burger.I started to eat too, but at the same time, I was curious to see if Atalanta would eat everything. If she even could.Raiden and Suzie were thinking the same thing I was, because I noticed all of us staring at the same big-eyed young woman who was taking small bites of her food.Raiden nudged my shoulder, “she even eats like a mouse.”Suzie glared at my friend, “at least she doesn’t eat like an animal. Have you ever heard of chewing? It’s like you’re trying to swallow that burger whole.”I chuckled. Raiden did eat like a caveman.Once Raiden was finished, he moved all of his plates to the side, tore a piece of the cookie, and brought it to Atalanta’s lips.Her eyebrows furrowed, and she slowly opened her mouth. Her lips closed around the cookie, grazing Raiden’s fingers. I wonder how soft those lips feel against your skin.“Good girl,” Raiden muttered softly before looking at the food that was left over on the table in front of Atalanta.He grabbed the rest of the food and began stuffing his face. That man is like a garbage can. No food is ever left behind.Atalanta looked at Raiden and the food and swallowed hard. Honestly, she looked like she was about to cry.“Are you okay?” I asked.She nodded, with a fake smile.Okay, Zev say something to make things better.“So, when are you free to study together?” I asked, because I couldn’t think of anything else on the spot.“You can use our room when I have alpha training,” Raiden said with his mouth full of food.Atalanta blushed, her face unsure.“The library will be fine,” I suggested instead, and she breathed a sigh of relief.“Tomorrow?” she answered in a question.“Yeah, tomorrow after class. That’s perfect.”“Perfect.” Raiden said, smirking again. I was going to make him pay for this. I wasn’t sure how yet, but I would find a way to get him back.It appeared we had a lot of the same classes with Atalanta, and every time we ran into her, Raiden made sure to pick a table behind her or next to her. He would whisper things to her during class or find excuses to touch her.And every time he did, he gave me a look, as if he were expecting me to growl and claim Atalanta as mine. Wolves are possessive, and if there is one thing we don’t like, it’s another person flirting with the one that's ours.But all his flirting had no effect on me. Well, it did make me feel pity for poor Atalanta, who didn’t seem sure how to respond. It almost seemed like this was the first time any boy had flirted with her, but that seemed odd considering the way our kind is.We’re a flirty bunch and very affectionate. Every time Raiden, Joy, or I enter a room, we cough or knock because all of us have seen the luna and alpha in a position we didn’t want to see. They take every opportunity they have to touch each other. It’s a surprise they don’t have a litter of pups running around.Suzie protected Atalanta as best as she could, and I tried to distract Raiden, but it was like he had made up his mind that it would be his mission to make Atalanta as uncomfortable as possible today.And while I felt sorry for Atalanta, it wasn’t my job to protect her. I would help her study, and I would be nice to her while I did, but nothing more.My plan hadn’t changed. I would not get involved with anyone until I had rejected my mate. Even if that meant I’d stay a virgin for a little while longer.Atalanta’s povI couldn’t believe how much food Raiden bought for me. I knew I couldn’t refuse it, even though I could never finish it. But I hoped that I could take some back with me.It meant I would have food for a few days.But then Raiden ate it all, and I’m embarrassed to say I almost cried when I saw him shove everything inside like it was nothing. I shouldn’t have been surprised; he had been cruel to me from the moment we met.Well, not all the time. It was very confusing. He would call me mouse, "our mouse", which meant who's? Zev’s and his? Or everyone’s?And then he would buy me food, which seemed nice but also felt like a test. But then the cookie... Why did he feed me part of a cookie?And why. And this is the big one. Why did I like it when he called me “a good girl”? Probably because no one has ever called me good. Yeah, that must be it.It took a lot of money to send me and my brother here, which I was reminded of countless times. But since General Sweets, our leader,
Raiden’s povCertain classes were mandatory, but there were some you could choose from. Of course, I go to every Alpha class the academy provides, taking full advantage of my time here.It was also a great way to train with other alpha heirs. After a while, it gets pretty boring sparring with the same people. We with alpha genes are built differently, and we’re a lot stronger than the average wolf.So far, nobody has been able to beat me in a sparring match, but that might change once some of these here get their wolves.When we get our wolf, we grow even stronger. We’ll be able to shift, mindlink our pack, and more. I can’t wait.I wonder what my wolf will be like. In some cases, their personalities match those of their human counterparts, but sometimes they’re polar opposites. Whatever the Moon Goddess deems necessary, I guess. Same goes for our mates.And after the day I had, I need to blow off some steam.I have no clue why it doesn’t bother Zev that I keep annoying our little mou
Atalanta’s pov“I can’t be there tomorrow,” Suzie whispered.“What do you mean?” I replied.“I have practice tomorrow. Very early. I’m sorry.”At the academy, they had special werewolf training, but they also had other teams you could join. One of them was tracks, where you, I guess, run on a track? They had a few other clubs; some weren’t athletic either, but since I wasn’t going to stay long, I had not looked into those.It wouldn’t help with my mission anyway. And I was already behind on homework since none of the werewolf classes were mentioned in the homeschooling I received. And even normal classes like math were hard for me because mom would often make me do chores while she taught Archer. She said I didn’t need to know any of that anyway.So I wouldn’t have the time to join a club, even if I wanted to.But this meant that I would be having breakfast with Raiden and Zev, and whoever else would join us, by myself.Thus far, Suzie has stuck up for me. I wasn’t sure why, but I rea
Zev’s pov“You’re going to lose!” I yelled as I started beating up his avatar, pushing buttons as fast as I could.Raiden smirked, “you’re never this competitive. Did something happen? Did I get under your skin? I can’t always step it up, you know. Maybe next mealtime, I will flirt a bit harder. Or maybe, -“I sighed, making Raiden stop midsentence. “Just stop it. It won’t work.”“You’re lying… You like our little mouse.”“If your aim is to get me to fall for her, why do you continue to call her ours?” I teased my friend back.He shrugged, “because she is. Until she’s not... when you claim her as yours."Goddess. Was he always this annoying?Yeah. He was, but it wasn’t usually directed at me. Raiden had always wanted me to meet girls, but he never worked this hard to make it happen. He had said a few things or tried to set me up on a double date, but most of the time it was just jokes and nothing more.But this? This felt different.I hadn’t even seen Raiden hang around a girl he had
Atalanta’s pov Raiden’s questions were making me nervous, and I didn’t even realize I was tapping my food. Lying didn’t come naturally to me. Being close to people didn’t feel normal to me. Having a normal conversation was already very strange since I was usually ignored. But I had done my best to remember my bio by heart. Did the hunter back home think I wouldn’t stand out? That I’d never have to answer even one of these questions? Did they see me as a mouse as well? Someone who’s small and can go wherever she wants without being noticed? Because, for some reason, these two men do notice me. They notice me far too well. Stay calm, Lana. I thought, trying to test the new nickname out. Raiden’s hand grabbed my upper leg, keeping it still. But it didn’t stay there. His large hands moved up and down, trying to calm me. But instead, it was doing something else. Did he notice how dangerously close his fingers came to my core each time his hand went up? Zev sat on my other side
Zev's povI was paying attention to class when Raiden moved Atalanta’s hair out of the way. She had a strappy dress on that was a few sizes too big. It reached just below her knees, but because of its size, it dipped down when she sat down, revealing a lot of her back.Although most of her hair was covering the skin, until Raiden moved it.He leaned forward, his chin resting on his right hand, while the left traced circles on her back.There were small scars on her back, different from the ones that happened during what she claimed was a cooking accident.Not touching the scars, Raiden circled around them. Atalanta began breathing heavy and slow, sounding like she would fall asleep any second.I wish I was the one touching her.No. No, I don’t.Focus on the class, Zev! I scolded myself.Yet when Atalanta didn’t know the answer, it was me who helped her. Not Raiden.The next class was without Atalanta, and it felt good to be able to pay attention without either Raiden or Atalanta distr
Raiden’s pov “Are you up for a date tonight? Or we could head straight to your room.” Lisa said seductively. While I normally like a woman who knows what she wants, some parts of me wanted to say no. The appeal just wasn’t there. But I had to prove to myself and to Zev that this wasn’t about that big, blue-eyed little mouse. That little timid woman who smells like lavender and something fruity. Mom always picks lavender, puts it in the palm of her hand, and rubs her hands together. I used to do it too; my hands would smell like lavender, and I love the scent. It’s like a reminder of my childhood. The packhouse garden is filled with lavender plants, and when the wind blows in the right direction, the whole air smells like it. Atalanta smelled like that, but there was a hint of something else that I couldn’t put my finger on. Something citrusy. It didn’t matter anyway. “Yeah, why not?” I replied, earning a smile from Lisa. She was one of the new students, and she had be
Zev's povI love Grace and Ethan, but they can be a bit overbearing sometimes. And she is just as intuitive as Raiden, always knowing when I’m not feeling well.But I actually didn’t mind calling her this time. I had enough ammunition to get her to focus on her son, if I needed to.Raiden called his mom to videocall, and she immediately picked up. “First of all, it’s really good to see you guys. Secondly, why don’t you text back?”“We’re kind of busy, mom... It's not like we're just sitting around doing nothing.” Raiden replied. I didn’t realize we both weren’t texting her back as frequently as we normally do.“Busy sleeping with every girl there?” Grace replied, raising her eyebrow at me.“Well, actually.” I teased Raiden. “He just cancelled a date to call you.”“Then there really must be something wrong.” Grace said, giving me a knowing wink.He rolled my eyes at me, “and Zev is seeing someone.”“I’m not!” Maybe I protested a bit too much, because Grace giggled at the two of us.“Who
Raiden’s povAlthough we don’t celebrate Christmas, because you know, we don’t believe in Jesus or God, we do have our own celebration. Our celebration is rooted in pagan holidays such as Saturnalia, the winter solstice, and Yule, which also serve as the basis for Christmas, but we won't delve into that.The lights, the tree, the gifts—it's all there. Just no Santa and definitely no nativity stable and stuff.But I was working to a point… My point is, we have watched a few Christmas movies, and I am familiar with some of the songs.And the one that keeps repeating in my head is, “he’s making a list. He’s checking it twice.”I have a list as well. It’s sort of like a naughty or nice list, but it only contains those who have been bad. Those that need punishment.And I am not talking about some coal in their stocking. No… Just some good old-fashioned murder.First on my list is, of course, that fucking dickhead General Sweets. Not far behind are mommy dearest and stepdaddy. I’ve already
Atalanta’s povI looked around me, trying to hear and see if anyone noticed me. I had run here quickly, and with my size, I wasn’t as noticeable as Raiden or Zev. But I am still a wolf in a hunter's village.Everyone around me seemed too busy with the wolves near the borders of the village. People were either hiding or going out to fight, none of them expecting one of the wolves had already gotten through.I could run back. I could stick to the plan. But this is probably where the scout is being held. This could be a chance to free him.While I had my eyes closed during the night the General took me down to his laboratory, I could still hear and smell. And the only other person who was there was the doctor. Most of the people here weren’t even aware of the experiments the General performed.There could be a chance he was hiding him elsewhere, a place prisoners usually are kept. But I had this feeling in my gut. General Sweets would want more than information if he found a strong male w
Atalanta’s povTo say I was freaking out was an understatement. The only thing holding me together was reminding myself why we were doing this.It was for our future. Raiden, Zev, and I together, having our own family.And a safe place to raise that family with people that we cared about.I don’t know when the idea of having a family, of having a baby, popped up in my head. It might have been because of Zev’s letter.Even now that we’re marked, he continues to write me little notes or letters on the days I’m scheduled to work alongside Raiden or Odin.In one of them he shared how Suzie made him see sense by showing him what he could have. He described this family, with us as parents. There was no intent behind it, no pressure for me to have a baby. He was just saying that in a perfect world, one day that could be us.And it made sense. Zev and I both wanted a loving family more than anything. Raiden already has a loving family, so he’s in less of a hurry.‘And he wants you all to hims
Zev’s pov“Do you think Odin remembers what I told him about hunters using the bow and arrow first? because it makes less noise?” Lana asked while Raiden kissed her neck.She moaned softly as I unbuttoned her shirt, as instructed by Raiden during the meeting.‘We’re going to distract our mate as much as possible while enjoying each other to the fullest.’ Raiden had mindlinked me earlier. ‘I need your help, because I’m pretty sure she’s freaking the fuck out.’He had used his stupid alpha voice when he asked me. I’m not even sure he realizes he uses a different voice for some things. It’s like more authoritarian, lower somehow?To me it just sounds stupid, because I’ve grown up with the man. Honestly, it sounds like a little boy's version of how a big, strong man should sound.But if it makes him feel good, who cares, right?I removed one sleeve, and then the next, while Raiden’s kisses went lower. “He knows, little mouse.”Lana looked at me, “first bows, then guns, then knives for clos
hi, I'm sorry for the lack of updates. Last Friday I had a meeting about my oldest and the school informed me he is doing so well, they think he can transfer to a different type of school. so, from special education to a school that still has smaller classes, but the kids there need less help. he's currently going to a school with kids who are on the autism spectrum, have adhd or behavior issues. it would be a chance for him to be in a classroom that isn't as loud or disruptive. Anyway, I've been busy contacting schools and visited two today. also my husband got a vasectomy today, so I'm his nurse lol. tomorrow I should be able to write. but I wanted to explain why it's been a bit hard to find time. I'm fine, just busy.
Raiden’s povBeing the alpha is fucking awesome. Especially when you have many people around to do all the parts of the job you don’t want to do. I’m the alpha of delegating.I don’t like numbers, so, Zev, why don’t you and Stephen handle it?I’d rather hang out with my mate instead of speaking to a girl I used to hook up with once, because she has a complaint. Suzie, you’ve got this. Go speak to someone who's probably going to be pissed because I don't remember anything past her name.I need to talk to some alphas who are supposed to be our allies. You know what, Dad… Aah, fuck, that is actually something only an alpha can do.To send someone else would look like I was disrespecting them. Not that I respect most of these dickheads; they’ve been working against me and my mate behind our backs.But it’s been a few weeks now since we took over, and I think it’s time to start hunting these hunters. And I’d rather do it with more people than less.Which means I need other packs to support
Atalanta’s pov“Are you getting your period or something?” Raiden asked before Zev hit him against his arm.“You can’t just ask a woman that!”Raiden rolled his eyes, “as if you would know when she’s about to have her period; you have only been back in this relationship for a little over a week.”“That’s not the point!” Zev argued back, while I stayed quiet, watching them fight over nothing.“What is the fucking point then?” Raiden asked. “Atalanta has been more quiet than usual and a bit grumpy,” he looked at me. “Sorry, little mouse, but you are a bit moody.” Then went back to Zev, “it’s just a question.”Zev sighed, “it could be many things, and to blame it on hormones is so immature.”“Besides,” Suzie added. “Lana was probably never allowed to behave differently during her periods back home, so who knows how differently she acts around that time? I mean, I never noticed anything, and we shared a room.”Raiden looked at her while shaking his head in disbelief, “you do know we share
Atalanta’s pov“Today was perfect, everything… Just, thank you, Lana. The breakfast, my surprise, the party. I’ll thank the rest later, but I knew you had a hand in most of it.” Suzie said, as we walked to the woods together.“Not the car; I had no idea Raiden was doing that.” I replied.“Yeah, that’s crazy.” Suzie laughed nervously.“Are you sure you want me there and not him?” I knew it might be better if her future alpha was here, instead of someone who had only shifted once.She shook her head, “no. I want you there. Besides, if Stephen and Raiden were both there, they would end up bickering, and I would be too busy telling them to shut up to shift.”I giggled, “probably.”“Besides, your first shift was so different. With the being knocked out and everything. I think you need a do-over. And I like the idea of doing this together with someone for the first time. I don’t need someone telling me what to do; I have my wolf for that. I just need people around me who have my back. Who wi
Raiden’s pov‘It was so beautiful to see, and I just can’t believe how well the shift went.’ Atalanta said this as we ran back to the packhouse, still in our wolf shape.‘Uh-huh,’ I replied.She giggled, ‘you don’t want to talk right now?’‘No,’ I answered truthfully, until Zev loudly scoffed in our shared mindlink.‘Raiden! You can’t just say that!’‘Little mouse, normally I would love to hear all about how you supported your friend and how well your second time shifting went. I would love nothing more than to hear every single detail about tonight, but after. Not now.’Our mate giggled, while Zev growled. ‘You’re such an ass.’I sighed, ‘Zev… You know me better than anyone. Do you honestly think I possess the patience to listen to a story mere minutes after our mate informed us she wants to mark me?’‘Us.’“Yeah, whatever us. Do you think I’d actually be able to listen to anything she has to say? It would be a disservice to our sweet mate to let her tell her story about tonight, beca