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Chapter 205
Chapter 205
Max
When Ellie asked me the question she asked me I couldn't give her a straight answer . I had been interviewed recently by a local newspaper asking me ; if my girlfriend wasn't black would I want to marry her or be with her, and that the question that followed was that if; Eleanor wasn't loaded or die still want to be with her and marry her or still wants to have more babies with her.
My answers to those questions were simple.I don't member Evernote loving Eleanor or being with her when I was going through the toughest of times. She has always been there for me and she's always been patient with me even when I didn't know how to deal with certain problems she helped me troubleshoot and for that I will always be thankful.
I knew I wasn't answering the question, but truth be told how do you answer a question that requires you to dig deep when you've always been a quiet
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