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Ellie
Within seconds of me shouting for help the heart doctors surrounding me trying to help Blake. Max came out of his mother's cubicle to see what was going on. When he saw me lying next to Blake who was having a seizure, he too lost his cool . He was screaming for help just as much as I was and he didn't realise that help had already arrived . As soon as they took Blake away to the E.R I was scared. Not only for my life but for the fact that Blake might not make it because he didn't look too well and I don't think his brother noticed.
I still needed to see Janet together with Max. Before we could go back into the cubicle that Janet was in we heard ringing and alarm sounds that will coming from her room. It was the machine and you had gone into cardiac arrest because the last thing we both remembered was hearing the doctor shout; get the crash cart . When everything goes wrong and it goes
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