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Chapter 211
Chapter 211
Max
The most brutal feeling one can ever feel in my opinion is having something beeb taken away from you and not getting the chance to say goodbye or be given enough time to prepare to say goodbye to someone you love. They say that the hardest part of any death is letting go not being present. That may be true; but the hardest part of any death is being present and watching it happen in front of you first I saw my brother die in front of me in my fiance's arms. Then when that was happening I got a chance to speak to my mother but I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. She had a very important message to give me but she slipped away before I could hear what she wanted to say.
I had to deal with saying goodbye to two of the most important people in my life without saying goodbye properly. I know that I cannot change how things turned out and I had no control over what happened. Part of me feels lik
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