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Last Updated : 2021-10-17
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Amanda worked as a prostitute in Russia with one of her stepfather's friends. When Sebastian comes into her life as her prince in shining armor, she takes it without hesitation to escape the place. After the awful idea of marriage, they decide to split and go their different directions, but their deniable passion towards each other makes it impossible to keep both their hands and lips away like they initially promised.
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His Amanda 13- Free bird
Sebastian dropped his hands to the side and turned his attention to me. “I thought you weren’t coming.” “I changed my mind,” I shrugged. His lips curled at the edges as he took slow steps toward me. His scent drove me crazy. It was that same woody and coffee mixture that pushed my brain into ecstasy. Everything about me became conscious including my wobbly legs. “Is that so? What changed your mind? Or should I ask...who changed your mind?” he reached over and lifted my chin to look up at him. “I don’t think I should report everything I do.” He grinned. “Even so, I want to know if I was behind that decision.” I took a step back and out of his burning touch. “ I forgot h
Last Updated : 2021-10-17His Amanda 12- Dinner
They say love blinds and it’s true. Sebastian’s words kept ringing in my head. Even if I didn’t want it, he was the cause of my happiness. Sometimes I felt like ripping my heart out and resetting all my memories, but on occasions, I paused to think, at some point we were happy and I’d change nothing about it. Those things made me who I am. He made me who I am. It was up to me if I wanted to remain here or continue growing without him. I shook my head and walked out of the elevator to my house. The place was silent and there was no hint of Jake being around. I didn’t like him being out of sight. I’d prefer if he didn’t leave my side. But Jake was growing and he needed that freedom. I didn’t want to tie him to my hip. He deserves more than that bastar
Last Updated : 2021-09-12His Amanda 11- I did not
Steam danced above the liquid, floating in slow motion as it left traces of rich caramelized nuts. I licked my bottom lip as I watched my cup get filled. Coffee turned into my new addiction after I quitted smoking. At least that's what everyone thinks. I groaned as I watched the thin line of liquid that connected the machine and my cup vanishes. It made a noise similar to water being drained down the bathtub followed by the clicking of something broken, drowning the peaceful sound. I pulled out my cup. I groaned and then disconnected the machine before hitting it. I couldn’t put a finger on what exactly was bothering me but I was angry. I could feel the center of my forehead crease in annoyance as I tried to fix it by hitting it harder. Probably the worst idea, but whatever.
Last Updated : 2021-08-29His Amanda 10- Confession
I flump on the couch next to Jake. He kept his eyes on the television where Friends was playing. It wasn't too loud but enough to drown the excuses I was about to state. "Jake, can we talk?" He ignored me for another five minutes until I decided to lower the volume myself to get his attention. It was obvious he was ignoring me. It wouldn't surprise me if he wanted to leave right now. "Jake, please. I feel awful for lying to you, don't make it harder for me." He turned his face first before deciding to look at me. "And how do you think I feel right now? Have you ever considered my situation?" He was right. Jake deserves more than what I am offering." I am sorry. Really! I am scared, Jake. I mean it. I am so scared that you will judge me. I am scared that you will hate me. I am scared that you will think differently of me." "Your silence is open to imagination, Jess. Since I have arrived here, I feel like a stranger. You don't tell me anything about you. It's like our connection h
Last Updated : 2021-08-06His Amanda 9- He knows
I sniffed back more tears. It was hard to know for how long I had been crying, but my pillow was damp under my cheeks. There was a ringing sound coming from the back of my head that forced me to roll to the other side of the bed. The sun rays peeking through my thin curtains caressed my back with heat. The soft strokes became melted crystal sweats, which to my annoyance made my skin clammy. I sat upright to study my surroundings. Pillows covered the floor, and my bedsheets were halfway out of my bed. I rubbed the sleep away and remained still until the memories of the previous night became clearer. Embarrassment tainted my cheeks as one specific image clouded my thoughts. How could I let my emotions take control? What will Jake think now that he knows how I truly feel about Sebastian? I have turned into an incautious woman overnight. What happened to all my hard work and self-talking about wanting to be an independent woman? Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I sigh in exasperation as I slo
Last Updated : 2021-07-26His Amanda 8- Hold me
Every time I saw Sebastian with Pollen, my heart became numb. I wanted to stop loving him. I wanted to stop looking at him the same way I'd been looking at him since the moment we made those vows. I wanted to hate him for playing with me the way he was doing, but I couldn't. Each time something happened, I made excuses for his mistakes. The sad truth is that I'd do it all over again without hesitation. But it wasn't his fault. I'd willingly take the blame for believing his vacant promises. A wave of jealousy ran through me when Pollen locked her arm into Jake's. Sebastian and Pollen had caught up with Jake and Elena. Immediately, Jake's eyes found mine. He was concerned about my reaction, but I had no right to ruin his night. I gave him a smile of reassurance before stepping away for the waiter. I took a drink from the tray and turned back to Alex. He was inspecting the bottle of wine I gave him. "It sure is my favorite one," he chuckled. He settled the bottle into the bag before
Last Updated : 2021-07-17His Amanda 7- Lies
Jake was easy to recognize anywhere we went. Even if staring at the back of his head was the only thing at the moment. I wormed through the tables and headed straight to him with a smile. He said it earlier, he wasn't a kid anymore, but how I wished I could turn back the clock to be with him those five years I missed. The echo of cutlery faded in the background as I approached the table. Jake was fiddling with the button on his shirt, unbothered by anything in this world. I thanked God for not letting him possess any feature of the devil. It would have been harder to look at him if that should had been the case. "Hi!" I pulled out the chair and sat. "I thought I'd be here earlier than you. Sorry for making you wait." He waved his hand. "Hey! No biggie. We went for a ride to waste time but turns out I was still early. I hope you don't mind." "No. It's good you entertained yourself. I shouldn't have left you alone in the first place." "I understand you have work. Or else, how would
Last Updated : 2021-07-11His Amanda 6- Nightmares
I was back in Russia in that old stinking room. Sitting beside me was that sixty-something-year-old man stiff and dead. He was a regular client. He had come over and over every weekend since he met me and now he was there, lifeless because of his greed. I had learned through Kenya, another girl, that he owned a casino. He was a nasty son of a bitch, with a long thick beard and no hair. Because he paid for the service, he thought that he had a right to do as he pleased. Sometimes he tied me to the bed and did things to me like a dirty pig. Sometimes he'd spit on me or hit me over and over until I was half dead. But now it was my turn and this time I did end his worthless life. Kenya was a wild and tough girl. She drugged men and knew how to seduce them to do what she wanted. She didn't love it here either but she learned to live with it. Good thing she never had to deal with crazy men as I did. She was exclusive and almost unreachable, so men who wanted to be with her needed a cert
Last Updated : 2021-07-05His Amanda 5- Please Don't
Jake stared at me from across the table which made me self-conscious about what I was doing. "Is the food good?" He slurped his noodles as he made a perfect sign. But his eyes didn't falter. "Don't look at me like that," I sighed and pushed the plate away. "I didn't realize you don't like pasta. " I shook my head. "It's not like that. I am not hungry, that's all." "Since that man came, what did you say was his name?" "Sebastian." He spun the fork to tangle his noodle around it. "Yes! Sebastian. Since Sebastian came you are acting all weird. Who is he anyway? An ex-boyfriend...or a fuckbuddy?" I choked on my saliva. "Jake!" "I am just asking. He got to be someone important. You were both a mess. I am not a kid anymore and I understand what I see." "I can see that." He ate silently and waited for my response. I didn't answer right away. "Something like that," I admitted. "I knew it," he shrugged. "I just wanted to know. Whenever he comes around, I now know I am not supposed
Last Updated : 2021-06-30
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1- I promise
"Jake," I tapped his small shoulder to wake him up. When he didn't respond, I pinched him harder. He couldn't be dead. When he moved under my hand, I let out a sigh of relief. He massaged the back of his head as he spoke. "What happened? " He must have felt the wetness of his head so he stared at his hand when I spoke. "Mike hit you. That bastard pushed you and me- I- thought I lost you." I sobbed. His brows furrowed in confusion while he continued staring at his hand. "We have to get you cleaned up. Let's go to the hospital," I commented trying to pull him up. Jake was very quiet compared to other days which worried me even more. In their room, mom's screams competed with Mike's. "How dare you hit my kids. They do not fault this." "Jessica was being a bitch like usual and Jake was defending that little piece of shit. No one goes against what I say." There was a brief silence before mom continued. "I know what you did to Jessica and I can see why she hates you." Like a bucket...
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