Thursday is the busiest day of the week and being executive assistant to the CEO means I have to be on my toes all the time. If I’m on a 100 then my boss is on a thousand. It’s halfway through the day and we’ve been in one meeting after another. At this point, we’re ready to pass out but we won’t be doing that.
“What time did you leave here yesterday? “ My boss asks looking down at a handful of papers he’s reading through. Clearly, the contents of the documents are not that interesting if he’s asking me about my knock-off time.
“A little after 4:30,” I say not even trying to lie. He already knows the answer he just wants me to know that he knows.
He frowns as a sign of disapproval. My phone rings at that moment saving me from a long lecture.
“Hello,” I answer getting up to get some privacy.
“Hi, may I please speak to Ryan?” a deep voice says on the other end of the phone. Chills run down my spine immediately.
“This is she.” I reply
“Ryan it’s Gabriel your brother’s friend. “
“Oh Gabe hi,” I say using his nickname, I’ve known Gabriel my whole life. He and my brother have been friends since before I was born. So he’s like one of my big brothers.
“Wow I haven’t heard that name in a long time,” he says laughing.
“Yeah, I haven’t seen you in a long time, when Zan said a friend of his will call I didn’t think it was you. I thought you were still in Ireland or something like that.” I say smiling. He always hated his nickname. I never understood why though.
“Well, I’ve been back for a while now. It’s a long story, can’t really explain it over the phone” he says sounding a little distant.
“Oh yeah, of course. The package, when can you get it to me?” I say remembering the reason for his call.
“Your brother told me you work at Syron Towers, I am a few minutes from there I can drop it off whenever” he offers.
“Is today around 4:15 good for you?” I ask hopeful, tomorrow is my day off and I want to chill out before my three-hour drive home.
“Sure, can’t wait to see you,” he says, his smile evident in his voice.
“Okay, see you soon,” I say ending the call.
Two hours later I am standing at the Syron Towers next to my car waiting for Gabriel. After a while a car stops and parks next to mine. The car door opens and he steps out. A big smile on his face. I can’t help but smile right back at him. The joy on his face is infectious, he walks toward me confident. The closer he gets his tall frame causes me to strain my neck so I can look him in the eye.
“Hey Ryan,” he says coming in for a hug, he has to come all the way down to embrace me. And I feel even shorter.
“Hi,” I say when he lets go and steps back and really looks at me. I’m a little taken aback he has never hugged me before.
“You’re all grown up kid. The last time I saw you, you were what? Sixteen?” he says giving me a look.
“Yes,” I say, trying not to think about that time of my life. Let’s just say I am grateful puberty finally hit.
“Look at you now, working for a multi-millionaire. I’m proud of you” he says looking genuinely proud. This makes me grin really hard. And he grins even harder. The look in his eyes is charged, if I look closely I know I see more but… am I seeing things?
For a while, we say nothing and just stand there smiling. The air is heavy and I look away
“The package?” I ask after a while, trying to bring us back to the now. I am confused and warm. I fan my face, I need air. This is Gabriel, I take a deep breath; trying to calm my nerves. I need to relax, I say to myself.
“Oh yeah,” he says returning to his car to retrieve something. My eyes trail down to his ass as he walks away and I feel even warmer. I turn away from him and busy myself with opening my car boot, so he can place a box inside.
“I’m not transporting Contraband right?” I ask half joking as he leans over to place the heavy box in my boot. I watch as his muscles flex from the strain as he lets go of the box.
“Oh no, it’s just car parts I sourced for him.” He says not really looking at me anymore. I move even further away from him. This went south fast I think as he moves away from the car closing the boot.
“Well, thanks” I say walking toward my car door.
“No, thank you,” he says walking toward me and stopping as if deciding against what he was about to do.
“Have fun and greet your parents for me”
“Will do” I say feeling the sudden shift in his emotions. I ignore the feeling and get into my car. I decide to leave all those emotions right there at the Syron Towers entrance.
I leave the office to go to a nice sushi spot in town. It’s been a while since I took myself out and today is a good day. I walk into the restaurant ask for a table for one and sit down. I casually look around the place taking in the place. I love the all-glass structure, the South African sun spilling through the windows, reflecting on the wooden tables and wooden chairs. The restaurant is littered with live plants and smells like a garden. And the smell of sushi of course.
I look to my right and spot a guy staring at me, I stare back. He smiles slightly looking uncertain. I don’t smile back at him and look away.
The waiter comes to me and I order my food and wait. My mind drifts to Gabriel. I remember him when we were kids or should I say when I was a kid and he and my brother were older. The girls would fall all over him. I would hear my sister's friends talking about how sexy he is and how they would love to have him. At the time it didn’t make sense to me because I was so young. When I was in high school and he Zan would drive me to boarding school things changed.
I was always so ashamed of how I felt because he’s what? 12 years older than me and he’s my brother’s best friend and all. But today felt so different, the way he looked at me, the way he spoke to me. Am I crazy? I’m seeing things.
It must be my hormones talking, I’m just too horny. I need to...
“Hi, mind if I join you?” The guy that was staring at me earlier says in front of me.
“Uhm… okay” I hear myself say before I even think about it.
“Great. I’m Thaba” he says smiling and he sits opposite me.
“Ryan, nice to meet you Thaba,” I say and we shake hands.
“ This is going to sound so cliché but, I saw you walk in, and I…”
“Had to say hi” I say finishing off his sentence, he smiles shyly
“You’re stunning, so you caught my eye”
“Thank you”
“Yeah, how’s your day?” he asks looking at me intensely.
“My day? My day is uneventful and…” I say and the waiter brings my food at that moment. Suddenly I am hit with intense hunger. I thank the waiter and start digging in.
“How was your day?” I ask him after a long pause of silence, usually, I would be creeped out by his behavior but I’m too hungry to bother with him.
“Better now that I’m with you” he says and instantly regrets his words when he sees the look on my face. I drop my chopsticks and look at him.
“Really?”
“I’m sorry,” he says and stands, he looks at me for a long time and walks away.
The next morning I wake up feeling relaxed, I slept very well last night. I muse as I stretch feeling good “Nothing like a good night’s sleep to reset,” I say out loud as I get out of bed to get ready for the day. My message notification pings and I reach for it. And the text reads. I wanted you to know that seeing you yesterday was the highlight of my day. It’s always good to see you. I would love to take you out sometime if you’re game – Gabriel I stare at the text for a good five minutes before I start moving again. I need to get ready to leave if I want to get home before the days end. I put the text behind my mind and get on with my day… By the time I look at my phone it’s 3:00 in the afternoon. It’s been 7 hours since the text. I got home two hours ago. I’m sitting in my parent’s sitting room and the whole room is littered with people. All of them speaking at the same time, all of them wanting to be heard. I am sitting on a sofa on the far side of the room listening and
It’s been a 5 days since I got back from visiting my parents and tonight is the fateful night. I’m standing in front of mirror staring at my reflection. I am fully dressed and ready to go but I can’t seem to get out the door. I want to go see Gabriel, what would that mean? I get that it’s just drinks but so much goes into hanging out with him. He’s my brother’s friend and that means something to me. But I do want to go see him, curiosity and a whole bunch of stuff are going off in my head. I look at myself even more in the mirror, the flawless makeup, my full plump lips. I smile at myself as if I made the decision already. I turn and reach for my purse. I leave before I change my mind, what do I have to lose? If I don’t like the situation I leave, delete his number, and block him. End of story. I get to the hotel and stand at the entrance of the restaurant wondering what I’m doing here. I start walking into the restaurant deciding not to chicken out. I look around the beautiful and
I look at Ryan’s beautiful eyes and I can see all the emotions she’s feeling, her body is giving me all the right signals but I can see a struggle in her mind. She leans back from me lightly touching her neck. I smile at her to put her at ease. I know I should have given her some space. I went in too hard too quickly. It’s just that when I saw her tonight, my body took over my mind an all I could think is“ I want you ”. Of course I can’t say that to her that would scare the shit out of her, but looking at her right now I know I went too far. “I’ll think about it” she says after a long pause. Her eyes dart from my eyes to my lips and then she looks away. “Aside from dancing what else do you want to do?” I ask her trying to move the conversation on. I don’t want her to get too uncomfortable and leave. “Uhm… I don’t know. I like the idea of surfing but the ocean is nothing to play with” she says returning my gaze. Suddenly she has this look on her face. As if she suddenly decided to t
“Should we go? I don’t want to keep you any longer” Gabriel says standing he takes a large gulp of the rest of his drink. I look at him a little confused, his emotions switch up so much he’s starting to give me whiplash. He walks behind my chair and gently pulls it out gently as I stand up, I reach for my purse and stand next to him. I lean back so I can see his face and I am instantly reminded of how tall this man is. I am wearing the tallest stilettos I own and they are tall and he still makes me look tiny. My eyes go from his eyes to his mouth and for a moment I want to kiss him and I can tell he’s waiting for me to but I chicken out. “I should go, if I want to function at work tomorrow,” I say more to myself than to him. Being around him is confusing to say the least but I like his vibe, there’s something about being around him that makes sense to me. Right here standing next to him I suddenly understand what he meant when he said he’s drawn to me. I can feel the light zap of elec
“What do you need?” Gabe says to me “What do you mean?” I ask him standing up from my living room sofa, he’s sitting opposite me in my house. I feel uneasy, him in my house is bad. He’s too relaxed and at ease in my domain, while I feel out of my element. He has his long legs spread out in front of him, his arms open on the arms of the sofa. He has a warm smile on his face, he’s so inviting. I look at his casual dress so opposite to the other night. He’s wearing sweats and he’s barefoot. I have a thing about shoes in my house. “You need something, something I can help you with. You just have to tell me what you need and I will oblige you” he says a knowing look on his face. My body warms up at his words. My pussy spasms and he smiles full. His eyes trail to my now hard nipples, I cover them with my arms and sit back down. “I’m good,” I say and look away. “Why are you fighting this? You want me and I am fucking burning for you. Why are you denying the best thing that will ever happe
I resist the urge to look back to see if he left. I walk straight into the living room where Ramie is staring at my brother and Gabriel. “Ramie you remember my brother Zan” I say to her and my brother who is so occupied with making himself a plate of food he didn’t even notice her. And the fact that she went deathly silent since he knocked on the door is unsettling to say the least. What’s up with her, she’s on edge and I don’t appreciate the fact that she brought that energy into my space . And Zan brought Gabriel’s energy into my space as well. As if having him in my dreams is not enough. “Oh, sorry we didn’t see you there. I get like this when my sister cooks. She does it so rarely that when she does people fall over themselves to get a bite.” Zan says walking toward Ramie to shake her hand. “Believe me I know about Ryan’s cooking skills, we used to pay her to cook for us in school. I’m here for the food too” she says smiling at me, I smile back confused by her behavior; my int
The warm bath water soothes my bones, I lay my head back on the tub and close my eyes. I feel the stress of the day ease away. Between Ramie acting all weird and my brother showing up unannounced with Gabriel; I’m in need of a good recharge. “Some sex would be great” the instant I say that Gabriel pops into my mind. My eyes pop open and I stand up. I get busy with letting the water out of the tub and quickly tidying the bathroom before my body completely dries. Then I move to my bedroom and get to applying my scented body oil. I love the soothing smell of lavender. I slowly apply the oil, enjoying the feeling of it slide over my skin. I allow myself to imagine it’s someone else rubbing the oil on my now over sensitive skin. My pussy twitches at the thought of Gabriel touching me. I slip my hand between my legs and I’m so wet. I start to rub my clit in slow circles and slowly move my two fingers inside when my phones rings. I try to ignore it and continue, I fuck my pussy with my fi
“I don’t think we should do this” Ryan says suddenly. I takes a deep breath and look at her. Her words are like a cold shower, but I’m still hard as a rock so I sit to gather my thoughts. I’m silent, I don’t know what happened because one moment she’s sucking my tongue like it’s her life line and I can almost feel my cock claim her wet pussy then boom she says this. My hands are on her perfect ass; rubbing softly. She has the type of ass people pay money for. I want to spank, bite and do incredible things to her ass. But judging by the direction of her thoughts right now all the former will remain a fantasy “Okay” I say softly, what else can I say? . “You get why we can’t right?” she asks but doesn’t get up from me and I don’t make a move to get her off. But I stop rubbing her ass. “No, I don’t” I state and fold my arms on my chest. She looks at my arms looking a little disappointed. I ignore her feelings and care about mine. She doesn’t care that she just fucking lit me up and no
One year later “Gabriel what do you have planned tonight?” I ask my husband when he leads me into the garden in my pyjamas. It’s a Friday night and in our household, it means an adventure is due. We work hard during the week so that we can take time out on the weekends and have fun. We’ve been having these epic weekends since the day we got married. Gabriel and I have taking turns planning incredible dates. It can be a weekend long affair or just one night. As long as we show the love we have for each other; we have created so many memories together. It feesl like I’m living s dream. Gabriel is the ultimate romantic, he comes up with these incredible and thoughtful dates. I’m good at planning a great night but this man takes my breath away every time. Sometimes it’s not even about what we do, he has a knack for knowing what I need at the right moment. “I thought we would have a simple night in. I heard that tonight would be a good night to stargaze.” He says leading me into the gar
“Ryan baby, wake up.” Gabriel says kissing me. I slowly come out of sleep. I blink looking at him confused. He’s sitting next to me on the bed. He’s fully dressed in sweats and t-shirt. Why isn’t he naked? We went to sleep butt naked last night.“What time is it?”I ask looking out the window, it’s still dark. Am I missing something? Today is Sunday, we have nowhere to go. So why do we need to wake up early?“5:59.” He says touching my face softly. I lean into his touch closing my eyes, feeling sleep come back slowly. I don’t want to get out of bed, it’s so comfortable here.“I want to show you something.” He says and I groan. Can’t it wait? I don’t want to go anywhere.“Right now?” I ask and he chuckles softly, I open my eyes looking at him. He’s not budging; he really wants me to get out of bed. I sit up slowly and stretch. He looks at my nak
Johannesburg “You look incredible.” Says to me as we walk into a dinner party hosted at the Levelthree in Joburg. He asked me to be his plus one tonight and I had to come through for my man. It’s a networking event for South Africa’s most rich and influential. The event is hosted by one of Gabriel’s friend a young business woman named Maite, she owns one of the biggest beauty brands in South Africa.I am obsessed with her, she has one of the most incredible minds. She started her beauty business out of her university dorm and now she is one of the richest women in Africa. My mind is blown being here; I am doing my best to contain my excitement. Maite is legendary and I feel so grateful for Gabriel, he’s the reason I’m here.On a normal day I could have gotten a ticket to get in here and interact with the people here at arm’s length but being here with him is so much
I spent the whole morning with Gabriel’s parents. His father gave me a tour of the whole farm; we spent the morning going through his daily chores. Gabriel had a full day of work so I had to do my own thing today. His dad was more than happy to spend the day with me. I got to see what it really takes to run a fully functioning farm.It’s amazing to see where Gabriel gets his work ethic. They both love what they do, they treat their employees with so much respect and they are always so eager to share information with others. I enjoyed my time with him, he’s a cool dude.Now I’m making lunch with his mom. She’s her husband’s complete opposite, where he’s talkative and smiley. She’s quiet and reserved. Now that I spent more than a few hours with his parents I can tell Gabriel us the perfect blend of the two of them. He took his father’s work ethic and commanding presence and his mother’s calm. &ldqu
It’s late evening; I’m with my parents in the kitchen. My father is washing the dishes, I’m drying and my mother is putting them away. Washing the dishes is my least favourite thing to do. I should really call Gabriel tonight, I miss him. I think it’s time I went back home. I can’t spend another week without him. I’m sure he misses me too. “I have a special delivery.” Zan says when he walks into my parent’s kitchen. My parents and I turn around to look at him. He’s been gone since morning, I did wonder if he would come home tonight. He’s well known for his disappearing acts. I was worried he left without saying goodbye. I have fears that he’ll leave home and I won’t see him again. Our new found understanding is fairly new so I worry that as soon as we go back tour normal lives we’ll fall back to old habits. I know I have to be patient and trust that we can work this whole thing out but I get scared sometimes. He’s my brother and I love him. He moves away from the doorway and loo
“This place is amazing.” Zan says looking out at the view in front of us. We’re in my parent’s backyard, looking at my father’s berry field. He hasn’t been here in a long time; I first brought him here when I bought the property. It was just a field then; now it’s a fully functioning farm. He’s seeing this view for the first time; I’ve seen it so many times. But seeing the look of awe on his face makes me see appreciate it more. It’s breath taking. It really is.” I say realizing that it’s so easy to take things for granted. I realize I took our friendship for granted once. Knowing that it’s on the line right now makes me rethink everything I have in my life. When he called me a week ago to say he’s coming back home and we should meet, I was happy. This is a chance to mend broken trust. I don’t know if he’ll be open to that but when I saw him drive up today he seemed different, even now standing next to him he seems resigned. I could be jumping the gun here but I have to be hopeful.
“Hey kid.” I hear someone say and turn around. Zan is standing in my bedroom doorway. I close my eyes and open them again, to make sure I’m not hallucinating; I stand up from my bed and take a deep breath and then let it out.“Hey.” I say and walk to my brother. I go in for a hug and we just hold each other for what feels like a long time. I can’t believe he’s here, I pour all my love into my hug.“Did you miss me?” He asks when I finally let him go. Tears run down my face uncontrollably. I nod and wipe them away but fail. There’s just so much emotion that my hands can’t keep up with the constant flow of water down my face. “I missed you too.” He says hugging me again. “It feels so good to see you alive and well.”He says his voice thick with emotion.“It feels so good to see you too.” I say so glad we’re talking. I was so worried about him. I didn’t
“I just want to say that I will miss you. I can’t imagine this office running without you but I’m so happy that you’re going out there to experience something new. I wish you all the best in your new endeavors. And just so you know, if you ever want your job back. T’s always here.” Max says at my farewell party. My two-week notice is over, I’m happy about this chapter of my life. But I can’t say I’m not terrified of what’s to come next. This is me taking a leap into the unknown. Who quits a job without a plan? I don’t know how I’m going to make money when I leave here. I am shaking in my boots but I’m up for it. This is by far the craziest thing I’ve done, ever! The whole room cheers for me and I smile shyly. I have to be the centre of attention but Max insisted we host a party for my last day here. I walk around the room thanking everyone. It’s only right that I say my proper goodbyes; I worked with these people for a long time. “Thank you for everything Max, I truly appreciate yo
Life is different, I feel different. The things I found joy in a few months ago don’t make me happy anymore. I used to love going to work; being of service to my boss would give me this sense of belonging. But now I just go through the motions of my work days and forget about it as soon as I get home. I look forward to the end of the day as soon as I get to work. There is a shift in my heart. I know it and I find myself accepting it without fear or question I never imagined I would be those people who dread going to work. I love my job, or more accurately I loved my job. Max is an amazing boss, our office is fun but I can’t seem to get back into my groove. I shake the feeling that I need to let go of this life and something greater will come to me. At first, I thought it was the stress. I told myself it will go away in a few weeks once everything settled down. I thought it was the moment and as soon as it passed I would go back to me. It’s been a month and the feeling hasn’t changed