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Know one's place
Behave suitably for one's position, rank, or status. This idiom often has the sense of “to behave humbly, not criticize ones' superiors,” as in Sorry, I know my place and I can't tell you more about my supervisor's plans.
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11 / 11 / 2021
“Know your place…” my mom’s advice rings in my head. That is the only advice had had given me regarding boys – we never really had a close relationship , we never really spoke about our feelings or things mother’s and daughter’s normally speak about. However , this is the one piece of advice she had given me – and I still did not listen and learn.
You would think that the one thing she had told me , the
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