Emily’s POV.
Beads of sweat rolled down my skin as I ran through the dark forest. My heart pounded in my ears, the icy cold air slicing through my throat. I glanced behind at my assailants and saw them snarling as they lashed after me. Two-legged monsters, the kind I’ve seen only in my father's books. A devastating scream left my lips. I veered left and scouted over dead leaves and stones, the forest was like an endless circle, no matter how much I ran there seemed not to be an edge. The ground became a blur beneath me. I turned to glance at my assailants and bumped into him. “H-help me!!” I cried, grabbing nothing but a fine set of muscles as I clutched his arms, “ Please, help me!” The stranger. He stood tall, his shoulders broad as the walls of a city. He was wearing a cloak which covered his face. An inexplicable sensation tumbled my existence as our skins touched. Never have I felt like this before. I tried to pry deeper into the cloak hoping I could see his face but the fogginess of the forest made it impossible. Suddenly, he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to him. Fireworks kabooned in my head and an electrifying sensation charred down my spine. Ever so slow, he cupped my face and brushed my lips with his thumb, making my throat dry. Who is this man? Why am I reacting this way towards him? And then he leaned close to my ear. “Run, Daddy’s little princess, run!” his cold voice cut through the forest, an icy chill against my skin. It is with shock that I pulled back in time to see his lips revealed under the cloak, curl into a mischievous smile. A gasp escaped my lips. I began stepping back, away from him and suddenly my legs slipped. A shrilling cry left my lips as I plummeted into an emptiness behind me, a cliff at the end of the forest. I was about falling when I caught hold of a root of a tree. I clung to it with my whole life. “Help me!!” I cried. My legs flailed beneath me. I glanced up at the stranger. “Please, save me!” I begged. He moved his footsteps as lithe as that of a predator and he stooped before me. “Emily Thane Blakesley.” He said my name. Good grief, he knew who I was! If he knew who I was, then who is he? “Who are you?” I asked. My voice echoed around the dark forest and the cliff. Suddenly the five beasts chasing me emerged from the forest and prowled behind him. Are they with him? Am I being haunted by a mysterious alpha? The stranger brought out a knife from his pocket. He began to detach my fingers around the root. “No, no...Don’t do this!” I cried. “Goodbye, Emily Blakesley,” he said and proceeded to my last finger. “NOOO!” I sat up with a jerk on my bed and panted. My parents rushed into the room. “Emily!” My mother cried, she was the first to get to me and pulled me into her arms. My father rushed in after her and sat at the edge of the bed. The morning sun seeped over the horizon, its rays casting a gold and pink hue against the fading night sky. “We’re here, sweetheart. You’re safe!” My mother cooed and caressed my hair. My heart was hammering against my ribs and my nerves were on fire. Gradually, I began to relax seeing I was in the midst of the people that cared for me, my parents. “Let me guess, another nightmare?” my mother asked. “Yes, it is like every other nightmare. I am being chased by terrifying beasts running through a dark forest and then,” my voice trailed as I realized I was about to tell them about the stranger. Last night was the first time he’d ever appeared in my dream and for reasons which I can’t tell, I kept that part to myself. “Get Asena,” my father commanded his gamma who stood at the door. He was the King of Azalea and my mother, his queen. While my father is a werewolf, my mother on the other hand is a human. A human princess who’d fallen in love with a werewolf. “You’ll be fine,” my mother soothed and kissed my temple. A lot was said to have happened in this castle, centuries before I was born, of battles between humans and werewolves. I was a lovechild born into this chaos, a symbol of unity and love between these two very different kinds. I am a hybrid, the first of my kind in Azalea, the reason my parents have kept me locked behind the tall walls of our castle. Well, not entirely true. It is because of the nightmares that I have had for the past fifteen years. They believe they're protecting me from whatever may be the cause of my predicament. A knock rapped on the door and I jolted back to the present. It was Randolph, my father's gamma, he was back and lingered at the door. “My Lord, I have summoned Asena. She awaits you in the throne room,” he said. It was with a hurry that we headed to the aforementioned room, still dressed in our nightwear. We entered the throne room and saw her standing before the raised dais. Asena was the eldest of the three sisters, the only one blessed with the gift of magic. Over the years she has used her gifts in providing insights to problems surrounding our kingdom and the throne and has even provided temporary solutions to my nightmares. The white witch stood clad in a white dress and turned as she heard movements behind her. “Your Majesties,” she dipped in a curtsey and waited until King Thane has sat on his ceremonial chair. My mother and I lingered at the door. “You sent for me, My Lord.” “She is still having nightmares. I’m afraid the last solution failed,” my father said. Asena shook her head. “Perhaps there’s no solution to this.” “What do you mean there’s no solution?” My father’s voice thundered across the throne room and brought goosebumps to my skin. “I have told you to stop saying these things to me. There must be something we can do to stop this.” “We have tried everything, My Lord.’ “So invariably you say there’s nothing we can do to save my daughter?” King Thane jerked to his feet and paced the raised dais. He stopped and raked his hand through his hair. “Perhaps, we should cancel the ball.” Tonight was my eighteenth birthday ball. As with every werewolf on their eighteenth birthday, tonight is the night I am expected to shift for the first time. For years I have anticipated this day to come not knowing my nightmares which were gone for six months would suddenly return... “Do not cancel the ball!” Asena blurted and all eyes darted to her. “We do not want anyone to think that something is wrong with our princess, our future queen.” Tears gathered in my eyes. Why can’t I be like every other maiden out there? Why do I keep having these nightmares that keep messing with my mental health? Resting my head on my mother's shoulder, I sobbed quietly. “So what do you advise? King Thane asked. “–that I go ahead with the ball regardless?” “Yes, My Lord,” Asena replied. “Gossip will ensue amongst the people if you stop the ball. However, we know that our wolves make us stronger and their ability to fight. Perhaps after she gets her wolf tonight, the nightmares will stop.” Asena’s words continued to ring in my head as the handmaids prepared me for the ball tonight. The sky is now a blanket of stars with different carriages pulling over in my father's courtyard. My hands are damp with nervousness. “What do you think, Your Highness?” At my chaperone’s voice, my gaze darted to the mirror before me in the quiet space of my bedroom. My hair has been braided into a fishtail halo and I was wearing my favorite tiara. For the evening, I was dressed in a red ball gown that kissed the floor and bared atop my creamy shoulders. Exhaling, I jerked to my feet and nodded. “I love it.” I mumbled and Mrs. Baldwin, my chaperone smiled. “Shall we?” she held open the door. Grotesque pictures of the monsters in my dream; lycans as my father called them in his books, flashed in my head and I shut my eyes. “Princess Emily?” I reopened my eyes and panted. Grabbing my dress, I walked to the door and soon I was walking down the hallway of my father's castle, my chaperone tailing behind me. Each step cued me into anxiety and soon we stopped before the private door of the ballroom. My heart thudded. I could hear the symphony coming from the room, and the chatter of the guests too. This would be my first ball, my first attendance at a public event. Almost all my life I have been shielded by the castle and the wall my parents built around me. There’s no denying the anxiety building in the pit of my stomach. “Your Highness?” I jolted and stared at my chaperone. “Yes,” I voiced. Mrs. Baldwin signaled the guards standing on each side of the door and the tall portal creaked open. “Her Royal Highness, Princess Emily of Azalea!!” the footman heralded and the room before me fell into silence. With unsure steps, I appeared at the top of the stairs. My eyes traveled about the room at the guests dressed in flamboyant ball gowns and suit-of-coats. It was almost mesmerizing. I caught sight of my parents standing at the center of the room. A round of applause rang in the room. Exhaling, I descended the stairs. The ovation continued until I walked to my parents and curtsied, it tapered. “You look stunning, my dear.” Queen Larissa smiled and glanced at her husband. “Absolutely stunning,” King Thane added and smiled. For the first time, a smile spilled on my lips. “Your cake!” My mother tilted her head towards something on the stage and I broke into a grin, it was a three-foot vanilla cake with my name written on it. Grinning, I walked over to the stage and blew off all the candles and another round of applause rang in the room. Just as I straightened, I saw him, the stranger from my nightmare. Breath lodged in my throat. “Emily?” I snapped at the voice and saw my father now standing at the foot of the stage. Alpha Thane smiled. “It’s time for your dance,” he said and brought forward his hand. To officially open the dance floor for tonight, I need to dance with him. My gaze darted back to the stranger but he was gone. I scanned the entire hall but he was gone. Where did he go? Or was I hallucinating? Moving my attention back to my father, I grabbed my dress and climbed down the stage. “Of course, father,” I said and took his hand. A piece of waltz music began as he led me to the dance floor and we danced. Tonight is the night I finally join the pack. There’s a whirlwind of excitement and anxiety in my chest, the air is thick with anticipation as the guests form a circle around us. The melody of the symphony enveloped us, as my father and I glided across the polished floor, our movements a perfect flow of the music. I glanced around the room and saw my mother watching us, she blew me a kiss. Each step and spin feels like a cherished moment and just as I was about to enjoy it, the music ended. I curtsied at my father and straightened up. “Come. Let me introduce you to one or two royal friends,” he said. At first, it was exciting, as he led us back to my mother and the first royal family walked up to us. And the second, and then it was the eighth family; the royal family of Belguise. By the time we exchanged pleasantries with the tenth family, boredom became me, I had to keep up with the fake smiles. At last, it was over, I was free and roamed the party. My parents danced on the dance floor. Grabbing a drink from the tray of a passing server, I sipped. And just then I saw him again, the stranger from my nightmare. A shiver charred down my spine. What does he want? Why does he keep messing up with my day? He was bare torso and wore a black cloak just as in my nightmare. Regardless of how illuminated the room was, I couldn't see his face. Who is he? Exhaling, I dropped my glass with a passing server and headed towards him. Halfway across the room, as if knowing I was coming for him, he straightened and headed in the opposite direction. Wait. Is he running? I followed him.My heart pounded louder than the music as I pushed through the crowd. I caught sight of the stranger just as he slipped through the oak door leading to the garden. Dragging a breath, I followed him. The stars twinkled in the night sky as I stepped into the open air, the breeze was icy cold and rustled the leaves. I saw him disappearing into a corner. “Stop!” I commanded but he wouldn’t. Gnashing under my breath, I followed him. My breath formed visible puffs in the air and incoherent voices began to whisper in my ear regardless, I rounded the corner. And then I saw him again, standing before the fountain with his back to me, his cloak billowed under the breeze. “Who are you?” I asked. He wouldn’t answer, nor would he turn around and let me see his face. “I said, who are you?” I darted towards the stranger and right before my eyes, he vanished into thin air. What! A sudden distant laughter cackled in the air. I turned to leave and the path before me
Calix’s POV. “Land ho!!” the lookout man hollered. I closed the compass in my hand and brought out my spyglass, a peep through the device showed a town on top of a hill. Tyr, home sweet home. “Prepare for anchor!” I instructed the men as I walked down the main deck. “Prepare the lines and put out the fender. I want all hands on deck!” “Aye, Aye, Captain!” the men chorused. The sounds of ropes being coiled and sails getting stowed filled the air. My hands clasped behind my back, I strode to the quarterdeck, to Han steering the ship. “How is she?” I asked. “She is steady, no worries about her listing or swaying. And according to my calculations, we should be in Tyr in two hours and that’s at dusk,” he replied and I patted his back. Han was my beta and best friend, we have explored the world together. My gaze darted to the gray hump on the horizon, Tyr, my place of birth. It's been two decade
Warning! This chapter contains mature content, readers' discretion is advised. Calix’s POV. I walked into the room to the sight of two skimpily dressed ladies sprawled on the bed; a brunette and blonde. “Hello alpha,” the blonde said. “You’re welcome, my lord,” the brunette said. I closed the door behind me just as they seductively climbed down from the bed and walked to me. “Hello, ladies!” I said. “I’m Sara and this here is Fienna,” the blonde said pointing to the brunette. “Nice to make your acquaintances. Well, my name is-” “Alpha Calix, the Alpha of all alphas,” the brunette said. “Your reputation precedes you, my lord,” the blonde added. Smiling, the ladies turned to each other and kissed, at first languidly and then increasing the tempo setting the mood for tonight. “Come, Alpha Calix. We would like to entertain you specially tonight.” I allowed them lead me to a couch opposite the bed. “Please, sit
Emily’s POV. The air smelled of salt and cedarwood, blending with the fragrances of the flowers hung on the walls. I tried to read the book in my hands, but my thoughts were disjointed, images from my nightmares flashed in my head and I shut the book. It's been hours since we left the shores of Azalea, hours since I left the main deck of the Great Carrack, and joined my mother in the great cabin. Exhaling, my gaze darted across the windows, to my father and his men working tirelessly under the afternoon sun. “Would you care for some tea?” my mother's gentle voice cut through the atmosphere. We were seated on a couch near the windows. At my mother's question, I straightened on the couch and nodded. “Yes, please,” I replied. A smile lighting Queen Larissa’s expression, she turned and signaled the servant with us in the room and I was served tea. “Thank you,” I mumbled and took some sips. “So, did you feel it last nig
Emily’s POV. My legs were swift as I ran through the forest that bordered the hamlet, tears seeped from my eyes and cascaded down my face. I want to make it stop, the pain that glided down my throat and twisted my stomach, but I couldn’t. I could still see my father’s face, the disappointment etched on his face, and the fact he left without saying goodbye. The soles of my shoes pounded against the forest floor and splashed mud up my feet. My breaths, ragged and frantic lurched in my throat as the tears blurred my vision. I can barely see where I was going but I pressed on, each step taking me away to an unknown destination. My thirst for solitude burned through my nerves. All around me was calm and still, the forest a quiet sanctuary of life and light. The golden rays of the afternoon sun filtered through the thick canopy of leaves above, casting a warm, dappled glow onto the forest floor. The trees stood tall and ancient, their trunks r
Emily’s POV. My heart ached as though he took a part of me with him, the thought of never seeing him again rippled me into unequal halves. His scent still hung in the air; that intoxicating smell of musk and honey. His face was engraved in my heart; his beautiful brown eyes and how they looked at me with zest and something primal. His wet hair and how they clung to his face. There was no denying the desires I felt for him, no denying the fact that he felt them too– everything that coursed between us, unspoken but palpable How his hands moved so delicately but with ferocity on my skin, setting wildfires I never knew existed. The heat between us had been undeniable, a magnetic pull that neither of us could resist yet he’d left without a goodbye, just like my father. A cold reminder that I was utterly alone on this settlement. Slowly, I gathered myself off the floor and staggered, my gaze fixated on the trail of his footprints on the sand. The wind whipped m
Calix’s POV. Mate! The world around me stood at a standstill as I watched her from atop the cliff, under the blazing afternoon sun. A butterfly fluttered in her face and she brought forward her hand and it perched on her. The innocence when she smiled and talked to the little creature tugged my heart with warmth. She is kind and beautiful. More than anything, I wanted to stay back and watch her. I could watch her all day and not get tired, but not today. I am on a mission. I am out for the head of my enemy and nothing is going to hold me back. So with one last glance at my mate, I reined my horse in the other direction as I prepared for the descent down the cliff, only to hear my mate scream. It is with shock that I flung around and searched for her and she was no more on the bridge. Where did she go? Adrenaline coursed through my veins as I scanned the perimeter for her and I noticed a grapple in the rive
Calix’s POV. Just like last night, they climbed down from the bed and seductively walked to me. I’d forgotten they were here– perhaps, didn't expect them to still be here after last night’s escapade. This morning after Mr. Westley relayed to me the news of Alpha Thane’s voyage to Cathena, I’d ordered for my horse and cloak right there in the courtyard and hadn't bothered re-entering the castle. Amidst the protests of my cousin and beta, had mounted my horse and set for Cathena. According to Leia, going after Alpha Thane is a bad idea while Han on the other hand, wanted to come with me. In all, my mind was made up. I was going after Alpha Thane and I was going alone. I was already looking forward to his head in my hands, not knowing of the perfect distraction the moon goddess’d planted for me out there on the cliff– the sight of my mate. Was it fate that she’d suddenly fallen into water? I could still see those blue eyes and how they stared into my soul,
Emily’s POV. As soon as he left, servants scurried into the room and cleaned up the mess of the broken bottle—they took away the wine glasses, table, and chairs, and I was left alone again. My legs buckled and I dropped to the floor with a soft thud, my gown forming a loop around me. At last, the tears found their way, pouring like soap from my eyes and soaking my clothes; the more I wiped them, the more they came in torrents. A howl filled the air. Sniffling, I gazed up at the night sky, recognizing who it was. There was so much sadness laced in that cry, that broke my heart. Another howl broke into the air and I jerked to my feet. I scurried to the window and gazed at the courtyard below, hoping to get a glimpse of his lycanthrope, but all I was met with was foreboding darkness. He was gone and headed off to goddess knows where. An ache pushing my heart, I plummeted to the floor again and rested my head on the ledge of the window. He has been gone only for an hour yet, I mi
Calix’s POV. She didn't believe me. No matter how hard I tried to explain things to her, she refused to believe me. The weight of her accusation crashed through me, twisting into waves of fury. I strode out of the room and pranced down the hallways of the castle, my hands clenched into fists as I battled to keep myself from shifting. Not here...I told myself, the sight of me was already terrifying enough to the servants who scurried away into hiding as I approached. I need not terrify them with the presence of my lycanthrope. As for my beta, Han, luckily for me, he’s retired for the day, so there was no one to bombard me with questions about why my dinner suddenly ended. Arriving at a corner, my mate’s voice resounded in my head. “Stop lying!” I slammed my fist into the wall, the force rattling the stone and spraying specks of dust onto the floor and my shoes. Why does she think I’m lying? Do I come off to her as a lowlife who would try to manipulate her with falsehoods?
Emily’s POV. Adrenaline shot through every nerve in my body. I stared at the door, wondering who it was this time around, holding onto whatever that was left of my sanity. The tall portal swung open and absolutely no one but my mate strode into the room. A sigh of relief escaped my lips. It's fascinating that someone who brought chaos of my life was capable of bringing me so much peace and comfort. Just a single gaze at him, I melted with warmth for him and a soothing calm washed over me. My heart accelerating on its own volition, I watched him linger at the door as though held in a trance at the sight birthed before him– at the sight of me. “You look gorgeous, angelic, breathtaking,” he said. All three words just to describe me? I blushed terribly and fought to hold his gaze. A tomato couldn't compete with how red I became. “Thank you,” I said and lowered my gaze to my dampened fingers. He strode to me and brought forward his hand. “Would you give
Calix’s POV. I sipped from my glass and continued staring across the open window of the castle’s living room. I tried not to think about her words this evening– the fact she tried to remind me about her rejection in the forest of Cathena. I understood she rejected me then so she can escape, she didn't mean any of those words. I can tell by whenever I held her in my arms—how her heart beat fast and her breath hitch. She longs for me as much as I longed for her. “A few days ago, more than anything you wanted nothing to do with her,” Han reminded and pulled me out of my thoughts. “What changed?” he asked. “You should ask the moon goddess,” I replied and turned around. My gaze fell on my beta standing in the middle of the room also holding a wine glass in his hand. “I have never seen you this happy, my lord,” he hinted. Shrugging, I gulped a mouthful of my drink. “Isn’t that what our mate is for? To complete and make us happy,” I said.
Emily’s POV. Reopening my eyes, I flung myself around and my gaze fell on him standing behind me. My cheeks flushed with embarrassment as I realized I’d been caught sniffing his clothes. “N-no, you’re not,” I stuttered, suddenly unable to hold his gaze. It wasn’t until I looked up and into his eyes that I found them darkened with something primal–something I dared not to say. The room charged with something unruly and sizzling, as he crossed over to me and stopped. “Are you sure?” he asked, even his voice was now husky. I swallowed and nodded. Holding his gaze burned me with the desire to throw myself into his arms and crush his lips with mine; those full succulent lips. I could only imagine what it’d feel like to have them move over mine, to have them trail wet kisses down my neck. Damn it! Wetness pooled more and more in my underwear. “Yes,” I answered when I finally found my voice and looked away. “You know, if there’s anything you need, you can as well tell me.” “
Emily’s POV. It all started when he ended the kiss, strode out of the room, and shut the door behind him. My knees buckled, and I sank to the floor. Fresh tears filled my eyes as it dawned on me—I would never be accepted. Nobody seemed to care about how I felt; how their words cut into me, or how their actions sent me into a spiral of despair. Sobbing quietly, I wrapped my arms around myself, trying to hold myself together but his scent lingered in the air, a cruel reminder of the mate bond that should have been my solace but instead, has become my torment. Is that why he haunted me in my dreams? And stabbed my wolf? “Do you think I have not heard the rumors about your mentally unstable self! Who do you think would be stupid enough to want a wolfless girl for a mate?!” his words at the riverbank echoed in my head. Regardless, I stared at the door, half-expecting him to come back and tell me he’d made a mistake, to hold me, and erase all the pain he’d inflicted on me. But he n
Calix’s POV. A mixture of shock and fear ballooned inside me as I took in the broken earthenwares, the flipped-over mattresses, and the torn bedsheets scattered about the place. My gaze traveled over the droplets of blood on the floor, and the incoherent writings on the wall. But none of these bothered me as the sight of my mate hurdled in a corner laughing at herself, her hair was disheveled, and her hands streaked with blood and grime as she clutched a knife. “By the stars and shadows! Somebody stop her!” Mr. Westley clamored. My lungs struggled for air, my heart pounding in uneven, frantic beats as Han and the guards behind me scooted forward and soon, were upon her. They wrestled with her, wrung the knife from her hands, and pinned her to the floor. “Quick! Get some chains and keep her restrained before she harms someone!” Mr. Westley clamored again. Words failed me. I watched as Han hurried out of the room and my gaze was back on my mate– this wasn’t the girl I kissed so
Calix’s POV. The desire to rip off my clothes and shift into my lycanthrope rippled through me as I strode out of the sick bay and shut the door after me. Gnashing my teeth, I leaned on the door and growled. I can’t believe I just kissed my enemy’s daughter, the one person I’d vowed to destroy. Dragging a breath, I signaled at the guards stationed at the door and while they locked it, I strode out of the hallway, hurried down the stairs, and soon hit the foyer. Proceeding to the terrace, I took a deep breath wishing I could flush out the intoxicating scent of her which seemed to follow me wherever I went. Sulking under my breath, I proceeded to the royal garden, to one of the white wooden benches, and sat. Fvck! How did I get to this point? All I wanted was to come back to Tyr, spend some time with my people, take revenge on the alpha who destroyed my home, and then go back to Nirian. Never did I see this coming, that I’d end up desiring; not in the littlest bit; the daug
Emily’s POV. In an endless, boundless, thick veil of darkness, I soared. Time didn't exist here, everything stood at a standstill. I floated, weightless, thoughtless, with no idea of where I was– Am I dead? And then my lashes fluttered open and I welcomed the sharp rays of an afternoon sun. A groan seeped out of my lips. Where am I? What happened to me? My throat was as dry as the desert and my vision was blurry. I shut my eyes again and when I reopened them, the room I was in blurred into focus. High stoned walls, a massive arched window, inset with diamond-shaped panes of leaded glass from which rays of the sunlight oozed, a wooden polished shelf on which stood vases of dried flowers, a mortar and pestle, forceps, scalpel, bone saw, hooks, and needles. There was a side stool just close to the small bed I’d woken in, and there were two other empty beds. The room had the faint scents of beeswax, herbs, and the lingering smoke from the hearth. Slowly, I tried to sit up an