My heart pounded louder than the music as I pushed through the crowd. I caught sight of the stranger just as he slipped through the oak door leading to the garden. Dragging a breath, I followed him.
The stars twinkled in the night sky as I stepped into the open air, the breeze was icy cold and rustled the leaves. I saw him disappearing into a corner. “Stop!” I commanded but he wouldn’t. Gnashing under my breath, I followed him. My breath formed visible puffs in the air and incoherent voices began to whisper in my ear regardless, I rounded the corner. And then I saw him again, standing before the fountain with his back to me, his cloak billowed under the breeze. “Who are you?” I asked. He wouldn’t answer, nor would he turn around and let me see his face. “I said, who are you?” I darted towards the stranger and right before my eyes, he vanished into thin air. What! A sudden distant laughter cackled in the air. I turned to leave and the path before me was covered with fog. Another distant laughter cackled in the air. My blood went cold, and the hairs on my skin prickled just then, I saw something shining under the leaves. With unsure steps, I crossed over to it and lowered myself to my knees. It was an ornate box, cold to the touch and its surface was covered with strange symbols. I picked it up and opened it, a blinding light flashed and a hand clawed at my neck. “Help!” Panic set in. I attempted to throw away the box but to no avail, a tendril-like objected sprouted out of the box, into my mouth and I gagged. My stomach churned and I vomited a handful of blood. My vision blurred and the world began to fade, I drew close to my last breath and suddenly, everything stopped. Scrambling to my feet, I staggered and scanned the garden and everything was gone. There was no box, neither was there any blood on the floor. “Emily?!” I flung around at the sight of my father and his gamma, and a couple of guards rushing into the scene. The fog was gone too. “What's going on?” Alpha Thane asked as he covered the distance between us. Where do I begin? Will he believe me if I tell him? “I saw someone,” I panted. My father's brows scrunched. “Who?” “A stranger, he was at the party, he was wearing a black cloak and suddenly he disappeared. A box appeared and when I picked it up, an unseen hand clawed at my neck. And there was a tendril-like object from the box. I struggled and then spat up a handful of blood.” “Blood?” Alpha Thane asked. “Where is it?” “There.” I pointed at the floor which I was sure I spat blood but it was as without the slightest drop of blood. My throat dried. “But there’s no blood there, Emily.” “I– I” my voice trailed as I looked up at my father and saw his face filled with disappointment. He doesn't believe me, does he? He must think I have become insane. “Take her back to the castle.” My father commanded his gamma. Tears threatened the rims of my eyes. Grabbing my dress, I followed Randolph back to the mansion. We arrived at the terrace and found my mother pacing the place. Queen Larissa gasped as she saw me. “Oh, there you are! What happened, you suddenly left.” A reticent smile played on my lips as I joined her on the terrace. “I thought I saw something but I was wrong,” I mumbled and headed back to the party. The party was as though I never left. A handful of guests were dancing while others chatted in groups. Exhaling, I grabbed a glass of juice from a server and forged deeper into the room. The clock chimed midnight. How long have I been gone and now it’s already midnight? Silence fell in the ballroom. The guests stopped with what they were doing and all eyes focused on me. “Your Majesties, King Tha–” My father waved the footman into silence and crossed over to me. “It’s time for my first shift,” I said. “I know, but you don’t have to do it here in-front of all these people,” he said. “You can go outside and shift alone.” Was he afraid I was going to embarrass him? My gaze traveled to the people, and my mother who has brought herself standing behind him. “I can do this,” I said. My heart raced as I grabbed my dress and headed to the stage. I climbed the stand and brought myself at its forefront, and closed my eyes. “It’s like a surge of energy. It spreads through every cell in your body. You will feel a little bit of discomfort and then pain but don’t give up. Search your subconscious and connect with your wolf, and summon her to make her appearance.” My father's words the other night replayed in my head. Suddenly my bones began to shift and rearrange, I could feel it. My wolf was close, she was about to make her appearance. The discomfort grew, turning into pain, and I doubled over and groaned. Gasping for air, I searched my subconscious for my wolf and saw her. She was white and precious, she stood in-front of me and stared at me with her blue eyes. Tears of joy streamed down my face as I imagined all the wonderful things we would achieve together. I couldn’t be happier. And then I saw him, the stranger from my nightmare. No! He brought out a knife and a smirk staining his face, he stabbed my wolf. “No!!!” I screamed and writhed on the floor, the pain was unbearable. In my head, I tried to reach out to my wolf but she was in so much pain as she bled at the feet of the stranger. “No!!” I reopened my eyes and found everyone in the room staring at me. But that wasn’t what mattered, what mattered was saving my wolf. I gathered myself off the floor and ran to my father, and plummeted at his feet. “Please, save her!” I wept. “Father, please save my wolf. She’s in danger!” My father was quiet, but it was the whisperings of the guests that caught my attention. “What is she doing?” “She must have gone mad.” “Do you think the princess has gone mad? Do you think that was why they’ve locked her up in the castle all these years?” “She’s mentally unwell!” No. How could they say all these about me? I looked up at my father and there were tears in his eyes. No, he doesn’t believe what they were saying, does he? He cleared his throat. “Emily. You had only one duty tonight as it is expected of every werewolf on their eighteenth birthday. You have failed woefully and as your Alpha, I hereby demote you to the rank of an omega.” “No!” I cried. “Henceforth, you shall be regarded as an omega regardless of your royal blood and that you’re the Alpha’s daughter.” “No!” I moved gaze to my mother hoping to get some redemption from her, but I obtained none. Gathering myself from the floor, I grabbed my dress and scouted out of the ballroom. Tears raced down my face as I traced the way back to my room and shut the door after me. I plummeted on the floor and cried. Crawling to my bed, I dragged the sheet over my head and cried myself to sleep. It wasn’t until I swiveled again on the bed that I realized it was daybreak. Rays of sunlight filtered through the curtains and illuminated the room. But I had no desire to move, the weight of last night’s events still hanging heavy on my heart. A soft knock sounded on the door. As usual, I expected the handmaids that prepared my bathwater but the door comes open and my parents walked into my room. Slugging out of bed, I staggered. “Good morning, father..mother.” I curtsied. In the silence that followed, my father’s gaze darted to my shoes and my dress. He frowned. “You’re still in your party outfit.” “I slept off and forgot to remove them. I’m sorry,” I mumbled, my gaze fixed on the floor. “Your father and I are preparing for a trip to Cathena,” My mother said and I looked up. “We think you should come with us,” she added. I might have lived all my life behind the walls of this castle, but it's not alien to me about the small village called Cathena. Not so small after-all as they hold the reputation of helping the mentally challenged humans and shifters. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. “You think I need fixing.” my voice croaked and I bit down on my lower lip. “You think something is wrong with me.” “You have had these nightmares for years, Emily and we have done all we could to make it stop but nothing seems to work. So no, it’s not about fixing you. Your father and I are just trying to understand what happened last night; why you didn’t shift as expected,” she said. “Cathena is our last hope. The sooner we get there, the sooner we get you the help you need. Get dressed, we leave in an hour.” My father said and headed out of the room. Alone with my mother, we stared at each other. “Do not take it to heart, Emily,” she whispered and also left. And that was the last time I saw my parents. I’d eaten my breakfast in my room. In the next one hour, I stepped into the courtyard to the sight of the carriages pulling over at the driveway. My parents stopped before their carriage and stared at me. Briefly, I stared at the castle which has shielded me my whole life, and I turned and entered my carriage. Seconds later, the sounds of the portcullis and the castle’s gates coming open almost brought tears to my eyes. This is the moment I have waited for all my life yet I didn’t expect it to go this way; to be heading for Cathena. Perhaps, my parents are right, a trip to Cathena could be the solution to my problems. The City is as I remembered except it has become more serene and beautiful. The people flocked on the pavements and threw roses at our convoy. The rest of the ride was quiet as we arrived at the city gates and after a brief pause, continued to the lands beyond. We rode for over an hour. I have seen several drawings of the Great Carrack in my father's drawing room yet none of the drawings held a candle to the beauty of the ship floating on the sea in-front of me. We’d just arrived at the shores of Azalea and alighted from our carriages. “What do you think?” My mother asked, she was standing next to me and was also staring at the Great Carrack. “It’s beautiful. It is way bigger than in the drawings!” I rasped and my mother smiled. “Are those the Night Crawlers?” I pointed at the two smaller ships behind the Great Carrack. Alongside the Great Carrack, I have also read about the two smaller-sized ships which served as escort ships to the royal ship. “Yes,” my mother replied. “Those are the Night Crawlers. You have heard stories of your father commanding these ships, today you shall see for yourself.” She grinned and walked down the bridge of Azalea. From where I stood, I watched my father speak to the men gathered on the shores of Azalea, something about the journey we’re about to embark. “Are you coming?” My mother called and grabbing my dress, I joined her as Randolph helped us on the Great Carrack. Seagulls squawked above our heads. With my hand, I shielded my eyes from the sun and watched them. Immersed in the sight of the birds and the sea, I didn't notice when my father and his men climbed the ship. “Prepare the lines. And weigh the anchors!” I flung around at my father's voice just as he ran his hands on the wheels of the Great Carrack. My heart raced as the royal ship stirred, the Night Crawlers behind her. Is Cathena the salvation I am looking for?Calix’s POV. “Land ho!!” the lookout man hollered. I closed the compass in my hand and brought out my spyglass, a peep through the device showed a town on top of a hill. Tyr, home sweet home. “Prepare for anchor!” I instructed the men as I walked down the main deck. “Prepare the lines and put out the fender. I want all hands on deck!” “Aye, Aye, Captain!” the men chorused. The sounds of ropes being coiled and sails getting stowed filled the air. My hands clasped behind my back, I strode to the quarterdeck, to Han steering the ship. “How is she?” I asked. “She is steady, no worries about her listing or swaying. And according to my calculations, we should be in Tyr in two hours and that’s at dusk,” he replied and I patted his back. Han was my beta and best friend, we have explored the world together. My gaze darted to the gray hump on the horizon, Tyr, my place of birth. It's been two decade
Warning! This chapter contains mature content, readers' discretion is advised. Calix’s POV. I walked into the room to the sight of two skimpily dressed ladies sprawled on the bed; a brunette and blonde. “Hello alpha,” the blonde said. “You’re welcome, my lord,” the brunette said. I closed the door behind me just as they seductively climbed down from the bed and walked to me. “Hello, ladies!” I said. “I’m Sara and this here is Fienna,” the blonde said pointing to the brunette. “Nice to make your acquaintances. Well, my name is-” “Alpha Calix, the Alpha of all alphas,” the brunette said. “Your reputation precedes you, my lord,” the blonde added. Smiling, the ladies turned to each other and kissed, at first languidly and then increasing the tempo setting the mood for tonight. “Come, Alpha Calix. We would like to entertain you specially tonight.” I allowed them lead me to a couch opposite the bed. “Please, sit
Emily’s POV. The air smelled of salt and cedarwood, blending with the fragrances of the flowers hung on the walls. I tried to read the book in my hands, but my thoughts were disjointed, images from my nightmares flashed in my head and I shut the book. It's been hours since we left the shores of Azalea, hours since I left the main deck of the Great Carrack, and joined my mother in the great cabin. Exhaling, my gaze darted across the windows, to my father and his men working tirelessly under the afternoon sun. “Would you care for some tea?” my mother's gentle voice cut through the atmosphere. We were seated on a couch near the windows. At my mother's question, I straightened on the couch and nodded. “Yes, please,” I replied. A smile lighting Queen Larissa’s expression, she turned and signaled the servant with us in the room and I was served tea. “Thank you,” I mumbled and took some sips. “So, did you feel it last nig
Emily’s POV. My legs were swift as I ran through the forest that bordered the hamlet, tears seeped from my eyes and cascaded down my face. I want to make it stop, the pain that glided down my throat and twisted my stomach, but I couldn’t. I could still see my father’s face, the disappointment etched on his face, and the fact he left without saying goodbye. The soles of my shoes pounded against the forest floor and splashed mud up my feet. My breaths, ragged and frantic lurched in my throat as the tears blurred my vision. I can barely see where I was going but I pressed on, each step taking me away to an unknown destination. My thirst for solitude burned through my nerves. All around me was calm and still, the forest a quiet sanctuary of life and light. The golden rays of the afternoon sun filtered through the thick canopy of leaves above, casting a warm, dappled glow onto the forest floor. The trees stood tall and ancient, their trunks r
Emily’s POV. My heart ached as though he took a part of me with him, the thought of never seeing him again rippled me into unequal halves. His scent still hung in the air; that intoxicating smell of musk and honey. His face was engraved in my heart; his beautiful brown eyes and how they looked at me with zest and something primal. His wet hair and how they clung to his face. There was no denying the desires I felt for him, no denying the fact that he felt them too– everything that coursed between us, unspoken but palpable How his hands moved so delicately but with ferocity on my skin, setting wildfires I never knew existed. The heat between us had been undeniable, a magnetic pull that neither of us could resist yet he’d left without a goodbye, just like my father. A cold reminder that I was utterly alone on this settlement. Slowly, I gathered myself off the floor and staggered, my gaze fixated on the trail of his footprints on the sand. The wind whipped m
Calix’s POV. Mate! The world around me stood at a standstill as I watched her from atop the cliff, under the blazing afternoon sun. A butterfly fluttered in her face and she brought forward her hand and it perched on her. The innocence when she smiled and talked to the little creature tugged my heart with warmth. She is kind and beautiful. More than anything, I wanted to stay back and watch her. I could watch her all day and not get tired, but not today. I am on a mission. I am out for the head of my enemy and nothing is going to hold me back. So with one last glance at my mate, I reined my horse in the other direction as I prepared for the descent down the cliff, only to hear my mate scream. It is with shock that I flung around and searched for her and she was no more on the bridge. Where did she go? Adrenaline coursed through my veins as I scanned the perimeter for her and I noticed a grapple in the rive
Calix’s POV. Just like last night, they climbed down from the bed and seductively walked to me. I’d forgotten they were here– perhaps, didn't expect them to still be here after last night’s escapade. This morning after Mr. Westley relayed to me the news of Alpha Thane’s voyage to Cathena, I’d ordered for my horse and cloak right there in the courtyard and hadn't bothered re-entering the castle. Amidst the protests of my cousin and beta, had mounted my horse and set for Cathena. According to Leia, going after Alpha Thane is a bad idea while Han on the other hand, wanted to come with me. In all, my mind was made up. I was going after Alpha Thane and I was going alone. I was already looking forward to his head in my hands, not knowing of the perfect distraction the moon goddess’d planted for me out there on the cliff– the sight of my mate. Was it fate that she’d suddenly fallen into water? I could still see those blue eyes and how they stared into my soul,
Emily’s POV. Something cold and wet landed all over my body. “Wake up!! Who said you can oversleep here?!” the clatter of two metals that followed keyed me into further panic. I jolted awake, rolled on the small bed and fell with a thud on the floor. A small cry left my lips, but I quickly recollected myself off the floor and staggered. My gaze settled on the scowling face of my host as she continued to clatter the metals to my face and then stopped. “That will be the last time I wake you up, Emily Blakesley. Here, we rise before the sun even hints at the horizon. Am I clear? Have I made myself clear?!” she barked. “Y-yes, ma’am,” I stammered. “Good.” She turned and gave the metals to someone else in the room. For the first time, I noticed two women with us in the room, one was holding a bucket which dangled in her hand perhaps to emphasize on what she’d just done. “Strip.” My host ordered. Without even blinking, I peeled the wet dress off my body and stood, naked,
Emily’s POV. As soon as he left, servants scurried into the room and cleaned up the mess of the broken bottle—they took away the wine glasses, table, and chairs, and I was left alone again. My legs buckled and I dropped to the floor with a soft thud, my gown forming a loop around me. At last, the tears found their way, pouring like soap from my eyes and soaking my clothes; the more I wiped them, the more they came in torrents. A howl filled the air. Sniffling, I gazed up at the night sky, recognizing who it was. There was so much sadness laced in that cry, that broke my heart. Another howl broke into the air and I jerked to my feet. I scurried to the window and gazed at the courtyard below, hoping to get a glimpse of his lycanthrope, but all I was met with was foreboding darkness. He was gone and headed off to goddess knows where. An ache pushing my heart, I plummeted to the floor again and rested my head on the ledge of the window. He has been gone only for an hour yet, I mi
Calix’s POV. She didn't believe me. No matter how hard I tried to explain things to her, she refused to believe me. The weight of her accusation crashed through me, twisting into waves of fury. I strode out of the room and pranced down the hallways of the castle, my hands clenched into fists as I battled to keep myself from shifting. Not here...I told myself, the sight of me was already terrifying enough to the servants who scurried away into hiding as I approached. I need not terrify them with the presence of my lycanthrope. As for my beta, Han, luckily for me, he’s retired for the day, so there was no one to bombard me with questions about why my dinner suddenly ended. Arriving at a corner, my mate’s voice resounded in my head. “Stop lying!” I slammed my fist into the wall, the force rattling the stone and spraying specks of dust onto the floor and my shoes. Why does she think I’m lying? Do I come off to her as a lowlife who would try to manipulate her with falsehoods?
Emily’s POV. Adrenaline shot through every nerve in my body. I stared at the door, wondering who it was this time around, holding onto whatever that was left of my sanity. The tall portal swung open and absolutely no one but my mate strode into the room. A sigh of relief escaped my lips. It's fascinating that someone who brought chaos of my life was capable of bringing me so much peace and comfort. Just a single gaze at him, I melted with warmth for him and a soothing calm washed over me. My heart accelerating on its own volition, I watched him linger at the door as though held in a trance at the sight birthed before him– at the sight of me. “You look gorgeous, angelic, breathtaking,” he said. All three words just to describe me? I blushed terribly and fought to hold his gaze. A tomato couldn't compete with how red I became. “Thank you,” I said and lowered my gaze to my dampened fingers. He strode to me and brought forward his hand. “Would you give
Calix’s POV. I sipped from my glass and continued staring across the open window of the castle’s living room. I tried not to think about her words this evening– the fact she tried to remind me about her rejection in the forest of Cathena. I understood she rejected me then so she can escape, she didn't mean any of those words. I can tell by whenever I held her in my arms—how her heart beat fast and her breath hitch. She longs for me as much as I longed for her. “A few days ago, more than anything you wanted nothing to do with her,” Han reminded and pulled me out of my thoughts. “What changed?” he asked. “You should ask the moon goddess,” I replied and turned around. My gaze fell on my beta standing in the middle of the room also holding a wine glass in his hand. “I have never seen you this happy, my lord,” he hinted. Shrugging, I gulped a mouthful of my drink. “Isn’t that what our mate is for? To complete and make us happy,” I said.
Emily’s POV. Reopening my eyes, I flung myself around and my gaze fell on him standing behind me. My cheeks flushed with embarrassment as I realized I’d been caught sniffing his clothes. “N-no, you’re not,” I stuttered, suddenly unable to hold his gaze. It wasn’t until I looked up and into his eyes that I found them darkened with something primal–something I dared not to say. The room charged with something unruly and sizzling, as he crossed over to me and stopped. “Are you sure?” he asked, even his voice was now husky. I swallowed and nodded. Holding his gaze burned me with the desire to throw myself into his arms and crush his lips with mine; those full succulent lips. I could only imagine what it’d feel like to have them move over mine, to have them trail wet kisses down my neck. Damn it! Wetness pooled more and more in my underwear. “Yes,” I answered when I finally found my voice and looked away. “You know, if there’s anything you need, you can as well tell me.” “
Emily’s POV. It all started when he ended the kiss, strode out of the room, and shut the door behind him. My knees buckled, and I sank to the floor. Fresh tears filled my eyes as it dawned on me—I would never be accepted. Nobody seemed to care about how I felt; how their words cut into me, or how their actions sent me into a spiral of despair. Sobbing quietly, I wrapped my arms around myself, trying to hold myself together but his scent lingered in the air, a cruel reminder of the mate bond that should have been my solace but instead, has become my torment. Is that why he haunted me in my dreams? And stabbed my wolf? “Do you think I have not heard the rumors about your mentally unstable self! Who do you think would be stupid enough to want a wolfless girl for a mate?!” his words at the riverbank echoed in my head. Regardless, I stared at the door, half-expecting him to come back and tell me he’d made a mistake, to hold me, and erase all the pain he’d inflicted on me. But he n
Calix’s POV. A mixture of shock and fear ballooned inside me as I took in the broken earthenwares, the flipped-over mattresses, and the torn bedsheets scattered about the place. My gaze traveled over the droplets of blood on the floor, and the incoherent writings on the wall. But none of these bothered me as the sight of my mate hurdled in a corner laughing at herself, her hair was disheveled, and her hands streaked with blood and grime as she clutched a knife. “By the stars and shadows! Somebody stop her!” Mr. Westley clamored. My lungs struggled for air, my heart pounding in uneven, frantic beats as Han and the guards behind me scooted forward and soon, were upon her. They wrestled with her, wrung the knife from her hands, and pinned her to the floor. “Quick! Get some chains and keep her restrained before she harms someone!” Mr. Westley clamored again. Words failed me. I watched as Han hurried out of the room and my gaze was back on my mate– this wasn’t the girl I kissed so
Calix’s POV. The desire to rip off my clothes and shift into my lycanthrope rippled through me as I strode out of the sick bay and shut the door after me. Gnashing my teeth, I leaned on the door and growled. I can’t believe I just kissed my enemy’s daughter, the one person I’d vowed to destroy. Dragging a breath, I signaled at the guards stationed at the door and while they locked it, I strode out of the hallway, hurried down the stairs, and soon hit the foyer. Proceeding to the terrace, I took a deep breath wishing I could flush out the intoxicating scent of her which seemed to follow me wherever I went. Sulking under my breath, I proceeded to the royal garden, to one of the white wooden benches, and sat. Fvck! How did I get to this point? All I wanted was to come back to Tyr, spend some time with my people, take revenge on the alpha who destroyed my home, and then go back to Nirian. Never did I see this coming, that I’d end up desiring; not in the littlest bit; the daug
Emily’s POV. In an endless, boundless, thick veil of darkness, I soared. Time didn't exist here, everything stood at a standstill. I floated, weightless, thoughtless, with no idea of where I was– Am I dead? And then my lashes fluttered open and I welcomed the sharp rays of an afternoon sun. A groan seeped out of my lips. Where am I? What happened to me? My throat was as dry as the desert and my vision was blurry. I shut my eyes again and when I reopened them, the room I was in blurred into focus. High stoned walls, a massive arched window, inset with diamond-shaped panes of leaded glass from which rays of the sunlight oozed, a wooden polished shelf on which stood vases of dried flowers, a mortar and pestle, forceps, scalpel, bone saw, hooks, and needles. There was a side stool just close to the small bed I’d woken in, and there were two other empty beds. The room had the faint scents of beeswax, herbs, and the lingering smoke from the hearth. Slowly, I tried to sit up an