My consciousness started to blur at her words. Despite their conversation, I still couldn’t understand where I was or what had happened but I resolutely kept my eyes shut pretending to be still asleep but it became useless because they all stepped out of the room to resume their discussion.
After several seconds of silence, I slowly pry my eyes open and I’m met with an empty room. The strong smell of herbs and disinfectants hit my nose again and with a quick look around; i realized that I was at the park clinic. I had heard about it a lot of times but I had never been there. I had no reason to be there. It didn’t matter how many times Juniper almost dragged me to see the doctor despite my injuries and falling over something.
I winced as I tried to sit up on the bed and I looked around again. Their earlier conversation drifted into my mind again and I sighed softly. The beating my roommates had given me had obviously almost sent me to the arms of death, luckily death wasn’t ready to receive me.
A lady I had never seen before nor did I recognize walked into the room carrying a tray of steaming food. My stomach immediately grumbled loudly in response and I quickly looked away embarrassed.
“Don’t be embarrassed” the lady said seeing my actions as she dropped the tray and placed the food on the table, “You’ve been out for more than a day. It’s only normal that you are hungry” she added and my eyes widened.
“More than a day?” I asked and she turned to me nodding, “Yes. If you eat something, that way the drugs and concoctions Masioma is going to make for you is at least going to have some effect” she replied before turning on her heel and walking right out of the room.
As soon as she walked out; I didn’t spare a minute before grabbing the first place and digging in. The savouriness of the food made me doubt if it was made in the kitchen. It was tasty and filling.
“Who are you going to tell that you are a Princess with the ugly way you are eating?” a voice asked and I didn’t have to raise my head to know it was Jonathan. My head remained buried in my food as I replied, “Nobody is going to ask me that”
I dropped the now empty plate and picked another plate, finally raising my head to take a glance at his ice stone face.
“Besides, I’m no princess,” I added, plastering a fake smile on my face. I turned back to my food, scoping a spoon in my mouth. My throat and mouth was immediately burnt and I squeezed my face in pain, “Ouch!’”I blurted out and Jonathan’s face contorted in irritation.
“Will you calm down and eat your food? I’m not going to take it from you” he retorted and I winced.
“Yes. You might not take it from me but there’s a chance that while I eat slowly, you go bonkers and pour all the food on the floor and ask me to eat them” I replied and Jonathan blinked at me. His lips parted but no words came out and before I could think that I had rendered the almighty Alpha king speechless, his lips pulled back into a mocking smile, “You ate it so gleefully the last time, I didn’t think that you mind” he replied and I choked blowing air on the food before I served it to my mouth. I directly swallowed it and forced a smile on my face again.
“Of course I don’t mind. As long as I get to eat something” I replied as I continued eating. Jonathan didn’t say anything else watching me as I kept eating and I grew increasingly uncomfortable under his stare. Unable to take it anymore, I dropped the plate and turned to him, “Do you need me to do something for you; your highness?” I asked and Jonathan chuckled.
“You are a slave, what do you think you can do for me?” He asked in reply and I swallowed. For some reason, each time he called me a slave, my skin would start itching and my heart would start aching. Tears pooled in my eyes but I forced them back immediately.
“Nothing, your highness. I am but just a lowly slave, there is nothing that I can do for you” I replied immediately grabbing my plate and finishing my food. I didn’t care if he was still standing there watching me but in less than twenty seconds, he did leave without a word.
I raised my head as a lone tear slid down my cheeks and I was so quick to wipe it, “You cannot afford to cry Amira” I whispered to myself.
I couldn’t afford to cry. I stared at the empty plates and the two plates of food that I hadn’t touched in front of me and rubbed my stomach. I hadn’t felt full in a long time, in a really long time. The fact that I went hungry for days on end already made my appetite smaller, a small portion of food could keep me going and a particular portion of food would already make me full.
The girl who had come to drop the food walked into the room again and raised her eyebrow seeing the untouched food, “I thought I was going to meet empty plates” she commented turning to me and I chuckled slightly.
“I thought so. Apparently, when you starve for so long, your appetite reduces so crazily” I replied laughing humorlessly. She didn't join me in laughing and merely stared at me and told me to stop laughing immediately.
“That’s not funny you know. You shouldn’t make fun of something like that. It’s not cool and it doesn’t make anyone feel good” she said suddenly as she turned and packed the plates.
“Masioma says you can leave,” she added before walking out.
I tried to process her words to determine if they made sense or if she was saying that to insult me or to console me but I didn’t understand. I stared at myself and got off the bed rubbing my stomach again. I grabbed the jug on the water and poured myself a cup of water and I finished the contents in one go.
I felt strong enough for at least three to four days. I was almost grateful that I had fainted, almost thankful that my roommates had almost beaten me till death, at least I got food to eat and I knew that it was such a ridiculous analogy but I wasn’t starving.
My walk out of the clinic was quiet and I didn’t meet a single person on my way out. I went straight to my room since the sun was already going back to it’s hiding place. I tried to imagine what kind of expressions my roommates would wear upon seeing me and when I entered the room, Diane; the one who always led everyone else to bully me, immediately scowled.
“They said you were going to die but here you are, looking very much radiant” she bellowed and all of sudden, her words made anger wash over me.
“Radiant?” I asked as I burst into laughter, “Don’t you think you are sick in the head Diane? Do you need me to show you the way to the clinic so that you might get some help?” I asked again, realizing that everyone else was staring at me in shock. I understood their shock, it had been such a long time since I ever spoke to them that way, since I ever talked back.
“Are you talking to me?” Diane asked as she stood up and started walking towards me.
“Did you think standing up and walking like wings are about to protrude out your back is going to scare me?” I asked and the room burst into laughter. Diane’s face flushed in both anger and embarrassment and I felt so satisfied.
“When I’m done with you; you are going to wish that you died earlier” Diane said menacingly and I hitched closer to me meeting her eyes in a deadlock.
“I’m waiting to see what else you are going to do. I personally think you’ve exhausted all the tricks in the box Diane. You are the one who should be scared about what I’m going to do to you” I shot back at her and for a split second I saw fear flash in her eyes.
“What will you weakling do to me?” Diane snorted as she took a few steps backwards and I laughed.
“This is not your kingdom where everyone does as you wish and want” she added again.
“You honestly need to get some other line Diane, you can’t keep using that. It’s no longer interesting or calls for alarm” I replied and the room roared with laughter again and Diane clenched her fists.
“This is what I can do to you Diane, I can make you supposed friends keep laughing at you till daybreak. I can make you make a fool out of yourself, I can’t really because you are already a fool” I added and the room roared with laughter again.
Diane looked like she was unable to hold back and she started moving menacingly towards me and I started thinking whether or not to fight back if she tried to get handsy with me.
“You will not touch her” Aurora’s voice thundered behind us and I turned to see Aurora staring at Diane with irritation. Diane immediately cowered and I swallowed. Thankfully I had gotten a fill of my stomach, even if Aurora were to throw me into the prison now, I’ll be fine.
“Pack your belongings and come with me” she instructed and I stared at her for a full minute blinking my eyes.
“Where am I going?” I asked quietly. Had my words somehow set Jonathan off? Was sick thing was he planning to do to me again?
“From now on, you’ll serve in the King’s quarters”
I blink my eyes in quick succession although Aurora had just spoken a language I did not understand.“What did you say?” I blurted out and a look of irritation and a look of impatience spread across her face, “You need me to repeat myself? Pack your things and let’s leave. From today you work in the King’s quarters” she replied and I was dumbstruck.I took a glance around. I wasn't the only one in shock, every one of my roommates had a dazed expression on their faces. I immediately shook my head in refusal.“I don’t want to,” I replied. There was no way I was going to go and work in Jonathan’s quarters. He already made life hell for me even though I was far away from him and now he wanted to punish me and make my life harder by asking me to work for him? I wasn’t going to do it.Aurora burst into laughter stunning me. It was laughter that made my bones ice over but it was the first time I was seeing her laugh.“You don’t want to?” she asked, “You are a slave, you do what you are told
I didn’t know when I slept back but after that terrible dream of my father, my sleep after was sweet and quiet and even enjoyable. It was the first time in a long while that I had a good sleep. By the time I woke up, Lillian had gone out of the room already and Serena was dressing up.“Good morning” I greeted and Serena offered me a smile.“Good morning Amira, are you okay?” she asked and I am immediately reminded of the fact that Serena had rushed to my bedside when that nightmare had woken me up concerned and worried. I nodded at her with a small smile.“Yes I am, Thank you” I replied.“Do go have your bath and let’s get started with work” she informed me and I nodded walking into the next door that I figured out was the bathroom. My lips parted when I stepped inside.I had to bathe in the open with the other slaves in a poorly constructed large expanse bathroom and I always made sure to wake up extra early to take my bath even though it meant that I had to sleep right after. I alwa
I wandered towards the kitchen slowly. My altercation with Jonathan was almost a week now and I had been successfully avoiding him. I was still scared and the thought still made my blood freeze over. It was not surprising that Jonathan had taken such a measure, what was surprising was why I had never imagined or thought that he would. I must have given him the benefit of doubt. He wasn’t human like the rest of us, he was a devil and he deserved death but death for him would mean the annihilation of my family, my clan and my kingdom. Our existence would be raised from the world. Just the thought made me freeze over and I hurried towards the kitchen again.Juniper was taking a break by the time arrived. He shot up to his feet as soon as he saw me and rushed towards me.“Are you okay?” he asked worriedly and I managed a small smile nodding my head as we found a place to sit down.“You fainted and we weren’t allowed near the clinic no matter what. I was so worried and the next thing I wa
I don’t have the guts to go back and find Juniper even though I know clearly that he deserves an apology but I am too much of a coward to apologize to him. Somewhere in my heart, I hope he comes to find me himself but my new place of assignment is the palace. I knew that he couldn’t suddenly show up and that left me depressed for a while that even Serena noticed.“Are you okay?” she asked as I slowly sat up on my bed.“I…” I paused slowly, I didn’t know if I could share with Serena, she had been nice to me and helped me out. In fact my stay had been amazing with her around, I had been successfully ignoring Lillian because she was just an idiot.“If you don’t want to talk about it, it's fine. You don’t have to” Serena quickly added seeing my hesitation and Immediately shook my head.“I have a friend” I slowly revealed and Serena’s eyes widened, “You do?” she asked in surprise and with a smile I slowly nodded my head.“Yes. He helped me survive before I came here. He would usually sneak
My words made Jonathan laugh in a second, his hand firmly clasped around my throat loosened and I fell to the floor. I coughed quickly gasping and taking in every oxygen I could and as colour slowly returned to my cheeks.“You should count yourself really lucky, just now I really thought about killing you” Jonathan said and I turned to take a glance at him. My hand slowly rubbed my neck and I didn’t dare doubt his words. If he held me any tighter, my neck would have been snapped into two. He was an alpha, he possessed incredible strength.“You should listen to Serena, you should live well and good so that your family and Kingdom can do the same as well” he added as he slowly walked away.Serena rushed towards me immediately grabbing my shoulders, “Amira, are you okay? Do you need water? Do you need to lay on your back?” her questions reeled out one after the other every single one laced with worry and concern.“Why did you have to talk back to Amira?” Serena quietly chided me as he ra
I walked out of the room and proceeded to walk out of the room, trying to clear my head. I didn’t realize that I was already walking towards the kitchen area. Jonathan was getting so crazily on my nerves and it was getting harder to understand myself. He toiled with my emotions so easily and made me flare up so easily. With just one word from him, my anger would be up in the flames.I hated how easily he could make me angry, it made me feel like I was being manipulated and reminded me of home. I closed my eyes, leaning against the wall and slowly opened my eyes after taking a long breadth.The sight of my father’s stern face greeted me and I almost jumped in fright.“Dad?” I called out drinking in the sight of him in his regal outfit, “Dad what are you doing here?” I questioned looking everywhere if anyone was coming.“You are not supposed to be here” I whispered but his words immediately brought me to a pause.“I said that letting your emotions show is your biggest weakness and yet y
The war came faster than I thought, two days later, the pack had changed and there was more training than I had ever seen. I had not been to a lot of places in the kingdom and it was until when me and Serena were required to go and serve Jonathan food at another side of the kingdom which I had never been to, it was then I realized that a whole section of the kingdom had been cut off for training of soldiers. I had always wondered why I never saw them or ran into them.The guards were more fearful and they consisted mainly of Alphas and Betas and with just one look, I knew how strong they were. Going over to serve Jonathan his food was now becoming a new normal.“They are riding out to war tomorrow morning” Serena said and I raised my head upwards. I swatted the clothes in my hands and spread them over the railings.“That’s good” I replied absentmindedly and Serena sighed.“What are you thinking about again?” She asked and I chuckled softly, “What do you mean what am I thinking about a
Very early the next morning, I watched as the soldiers rode out with horses and the entire kingdom was lit up with flares even though it was only 5 am in the morning. I hugged my arms to myself while Lillian and Serena stood beside me watching the horde of soldiers.Jonathan’s voice rang in the whole courtyard and I could feel prickles on my skin from his loud voice.“We are people of pride and we have customs and traditions, we would never let anyone insult us and go scot free!’ Jonathan announced and a loud scream from the soldiers followed. “So today, we go and we fight,” he continued.“We fight,” the soldiers screamed again.“And we come back victorious” Jonathan added and the soldiers screamed again.I watched emotionlessly, I didn’t know what to feel. I watched as Jonathan finally got down from the horse and walked towards the high priestess and her entourage and knelt down in front of her. She sprinkled some water on him and bent down to tie a rope around his arm and smiled at
It was a speculation in my heart and all of a sudden it had taken root. I shook the thought away as I headed straight to the clinic. I was finally starting at the clinic and I was excited for everything I would learn and do, everything that I would be there. It felt like I finally somewhat had a purpose. I wasn’t just slaving myself away here.I kept walking towards the clinic and when I arrived, I stared at the front, remembering the first two times I came by and for the first time, I was coming solely for myself. I easily found my way in. Masoma and her other clinic attendants were already working by the time I arrived and she immediately left them and came to me.“You are late” she said and I winced.“I’m sorry. I’ll be earlier” I replied and Masoma nodded.“It’s not a big deal. You can inform me if your chores are a lot and you are going to be late” she replied and I nodded.“Thank you” I said softly.“So it’s your first day and I’ll ask someone to take you around later. You alrea
I stared into space thinking about Juniper's words, “She killed herself?” I whispered and Juniper nodded. “Yes. The whole kingdom was thrown into turmoil. Our King and Queen had departed just like that” he continued explaining while I just listened.“I thought your people didn’t like the Queen?” I asked and Juniper laughed.“Not at all. The council of elders had an elder who had a daughter who wanted to marry the king so he was bitter and besides it was against the laws of the kingdom but King Avery? He bent the law for her and Queen Tera was a beautiful Queen. She was kind and thoughtful and we all love her. Our people loved the King and Queen because in every way, they were amazing and they were kind. They loved us and we loved them in return” he replied as my eyes softened.“So imagine the kingdom when they both died, a little more than one week to each other” Juniper continued softly.“The whole kingdom was thrown into the morning, we couldn’t understand it. When the king died, p
I quickly packed my tools out of the room and took a glance at Jonathan. He had a blank face and an unreadable expression and I tried to think or guess about what could have gone wrong but he didn’t look like he wanted to talk.“Lock the door and take the key with you” he said in a soft voice and I glanced at him and nodded as I locked the door.“You can leave” he said as he climbed into the bed and closed his eyes. I stared at him wondering what was going on. He slowly opened his eyes and turned to me.“Do you need something?” He asked and I opened my mouth to speak and I shook my head at the end.“Nothing of such your Highness. Please rest well, I’ll prevent anyone from disturbing you” I replied as I grabbed my tools and walked out the room closing the door on my way out.I walked out of the room, my back covered in sweat. The footsteps had made me jump in fright and I was scared that Jonathan would see me. I didn’t know why I had hidden the journal back and then I secretly hoped th
I watched Jonathan exit the room and I walked towards the store, standing in front of the door not knowing what to do. I was feeling apprehensive whether to open the door or not. I had almost asked Jonathan what was behind the door and I had stopped myself. If he wouldn’t tell me what the store and I found out on my own, I didn’t think he was going to like it so a better option was to keep quiet and allow him to tell him myself but I have a feeling that If i stepped into the room it was going to be obvious that the room belonged to is mother.I sucked in my breadth and backed away from the door staring at the door. I dangled the rusted keys in my hand, swallowing hard. I had no idea when last they cleaned the room, if it would be dirty or how it was going to look like. Jonathan had gone for a council meeting so I knew that he was going to take a long time before he came back but something also told me that he had intentionally found an excuse to leave the room because I was going to c
A lot of questions swirled in my head as I approached Jonathan’s room, I didn’t know where to start from, I didn’t know what to ask. Serena's words from the day before were yet to leave me. It was hard to believe that Jonathan had actually asked me to clean his mother’s store.Why? Was he hoping to torture me? Why would he want me to clean the store?I didn’t tell Serena that Jonathan had asked me to clean the store, I didn’t know what her reaction would be like, I didn’t even know how I was feeling either.I pushed the room door open and stepped inside, “Good morning Your Highness” I greeted him and Jonathan merely nodded at me, his face blank. My stomach churned at the look on his face, it told me that he was in a bad mood and insanity knew that I had to be careful myself. I couldn’t afford getting into his bad books anytime soon.I immediately washed my hands and walked towards the table, bringing out everything I needed to change his bandage and his herbs.“Masoma said you will be
“You sent him over” Serena complained but I doubted she was complaining. A small smile crawled up my face as I shrugged.“Are you complaining that I did?” I asked and Serena immediately shook her head, “Not at all” she replied chuckling.“When I saw him what did you expect me to do? You've been sulking for the past few days now, so of course I had to ask him to do some explanation but I figured out that it was also going to be better for me to do the explanation in person” I added and Serena chuckled.“Alright, alright” She replied and I nodded, feeling affected by Serena’s bustling mood.“So what did he say?” I asked and Serena sighed, getting serious.“The war aftermath was serious, the council of elders are throwing a fit, they are attributing the win as a loss because of the way things turned out and now they are implementing more strategies against wars and everything” Serena replied and I leaned on my back.“What strategies, this is a rogue kingdom, independent of every kingdom
As I marched towards the kingdom’s clinic, I wondered if what I was doing was right. It was quite rude to conclude that going straight to the kingdom’s clinic was the immediate action to take after speaking to Kareem. What he had said about Masoma had stayed with me, very few people had been nice to me since I got to the Berg kingdom and I was also quick to realize that Masoma was part of them.I vividly remembered the day my former roommates had beaten me after they had starved me till I had fainted. I remembered her words at the clinic that day as I drifted in and out of consciousness. I also remembered wondering what her words would mean, if it meant that she was on my side or not or if she was just waving me away. But now, I knew she was on my side and I’m suddenly realizing that she might have even spoken like that so intentionally so that Jonathan would take action but it was a speculation, she also didn’t somehow speculate that Jonathan would ask me to move to the palace, did sh
I didn’t know how but all of a sudden it became my responsibility to start cleaning Jonathan’s room and changing his bandages. The second day I got there to clean, he hadn’t even bothered trying and just sat down there and the moment I walked into the room, he simply stared at me and in all my shock told me, I need help. I was flustered and shocked and it made me laugh but I still bent down and helped him anyway.It was surprising seeing all the new side of Jonatahn, a side that he only showed his people, people he didn’t hate which unfortunately I wasn’t part of.One week after cleaning Jnathan’s room and changing his bandages, we had started engaging in small talk much to my surprise. Jonathan still had not gotten rid of his sarcasm towards me but his sarcasm this time around was no longer spiteful or infused with hatred like before, his sarcasm was starting to be more like he needed to keep up appearances which was funny but I was sure of one fact, just because he allowed me to cle
I cleaned the room in silence while Jonathan just laid on the bed, his eyes closed. I had no idea of what he was thinking or doing but I could care less. I was still reeling from the fact that Jonathan had thanked me, thanked me in a way that wasn’t repulsive. He hadn’t sounded sarcastic like he always used to. He sounded genuinely grateful and that was enough to make my day.I finished cleaning and I realized that Jonathan was still lying down on the bed. I didn’t know whether he had fallen asleep or if he was just meditating. I stared at his face, his soft and clear skin.Jonathan would always look good, I told myself. Whether he hated me or not, the slight arc of lips and his bridged nose that stood prideful, his brows were full and for a man, Jonathan did have really long lashes that was very noticeable. His bandaged arm was resting beside him quietly while the other one was thrown mercilessly underneath his head.He looked almost peaceful, almost perfect, almost ordinary but I kn