Reality was dawning on me after that fight. Aurora had watched me get bullied, almost beaten and did nothing but the moment I started to fight back, she was already on my neck with threats. I ignored the more hostile gazes I received as she led me through another walkway. I couldn't help but realize that the slaves here looked anything but like slaves. They weren’t well dressed but they weren’t poorly or shabbily dressed either. And despite their hostility towards me, they all slowly paid their respects by bowing their heads to her.
We stopped in front of a hall and walked into a large hall and with a glance, I knew it was the kitchen.
The kitchen for cooking was this huge?
“You’ll be working in the kitchen during this period” Aurora informed me as she turned to me and I forced a smile on my face.
“What do I do?” I asked and Aurora turned and beckoned to a guy who looked slightly older than me and he came running towards us, bowing his head slightly in respect.
“Good afternoon Head Slave” he greeted and Aurora nodded her head, “She’ll be working in the kitchen from now on, show her what to do” she instructed him and the guy flashed me a smile that made my face wrinkle. Aurora didn’t let him speak before turning on her heel and walking out of the kitchen.
“Heyy” the guy started flashing me a smile and I finally allowed my lips to spread in a fake smile. “You don’t look comfortable, come with me” he added and I winced, following him around another set of hostile gazes.
“Here, for now, you can join me in washing plates” he said and I glanced at the tall set of dirty plates and the already dirty and smelling water in which the guy dipped his hands in without hesitation and continued washing the plates.
“My name is Juniper, everyone calls me Juni. What’s your name? How did you get here?” He asked and my eyes flickered to him quietly in surprise. It was a surprise that someone didn’t know who I was. Everyone had been glaring at me with hatred and here was someone who was asking me who I was. I found it hard to believe.
Juniper laughed slightly as he paused, “Do you speak at all?” he asked with an amused smile.
“Most times” I finally replied and he laughed, “Well you should tell me your name” he said as he continued washing the plates. I stared at the tall stack of plates again and it suddenly crossed my mind that I had no idea how the kitchen back home looked like, I didn’t even remember ever walking into the kitchen hall and yet I was being tasked with washing a hefty amount of plates.
I watched Juniper’s repeated motions. He seemed unaware that the water was dirty and stinky and smelly and he just continued washing without any care.
“I think everyone is really dissatisfied with you considering how hard they’ve been staring at you. You should get to work if you don’t want to be scolded. They hate when you drag your feet here” Juniper warned me and I swallowed, moving towards the sink and slowly lowering my hand into the dirty water. The slightly cold water sent sensations down my spine and I sucked in my breadth picking up the ugly looking net and picked a plate scrubbing it clumsily.
Juniper stared at me for a few seconds before bursting into laughter, “You’ve never done this before.” He said factly and I shrugged, “I learn fast” I replied quietly and he burst into another round of laughter.
“You won’t get anywhere with those plates if you spent ten minutes washing one plate” he added and I sighed, “It’s fine” I replied and Juniper shook his head, “Watch me”
I turned to him, watching as he picked up a stack of plates and dipped them into the water, his hands moved deftly and within minutes, the entire plates had been transferred to the rinsing basin.
“See? That way you’ll be faster” he added and I nodded, carrying a stack of plates like he had done before.
“You still won’t tell me your name?” Juniper asked and I turned to him slightly, “Amira, that’s my name”
“That’s a beautiful name. Can I call you Ami?” Juniper asked excitedly, “That way we can be like a duo, Juni and Ami. That sounds so cool already” he added and I almost scoffed.
“Do not….” I paused, dropping the plates in my hand, “Call me Ami” I finished and Juniper paused, the smile and excitement on his face disappearing off his face immediately.
“Don’t call me Ami, Amira is fine” I replied and Juniper nodded his head slowly, “I’m sorry about that. I didn’t know that held terrible memories for you” Juniper replied as I went back to washing the plates. It had only been a few minutes since he showed me how to wash the plates better yet I was already somewhat used to it.
I laughed at myself internally, if someone had told me that I would be washing plates a week ago, I would have laughed hard enough to make my insides fall out but here I was, washing huge stacks of plates. Even the stinking water I was reluctant to put my hands inside a few minutes ago didn’t look so bad anymore.
“I used to be a member of the pack” Juniper started and I glanced at him from the corner of my eyes. He seemed unable to keep his mouth shut.
“But my parents betrayed the pack and he had them killed” Juniper continued and I didn’t have to ask who he was. “Slaughtered would have been a better word” Juniper laughed at his statement.
“But I was a boy then, he was a boy then but you know he had already had a fierce temper then. I thought I was going to die too but he said I didn’t deserve to pay for the sins of my parents, so he merely stripped me of my right as a member of the pack and made me a slave. Allowing me to live, it was the greatest grace anyone had shown me in my entire life” he finished and I paused, turning to him with amusement in my eyes.
“He made you a slave and you think that’s the greatest grace anyone has shown you?” I mocked and Juniper smiled, “Yes. I mean, I would have died without that grace. And life is all that matters, that you are alive is the most important” he replied and the words at the edge of my mouth got stuck in my throat.
Being alive is the most important. At least I was still breathing.
I turned back to the plates I was washing without another word. Juniper’s words had struck a nerve in me and I was at loss on what to say or do or think or even feel.
“What about your story? Do you want to tell me your story?” He asked and I turned to him again with a smile plastered on my face.
“No Juniper, I don’t want to tell you about my background or my history so try not to ask me” I replied and he stared at me again, his mouth agape. He didn’t let him respond this time around before turning back to my plate.
I didn’t know why I was taking out my anger on Juniper, he had done nothing but help me and made me feel comfortable but the problem was that I couldn’t feel comfortable here no matter what. My existence should have been erased and Jonathan should have tried to save me when I jumped off that cliff.
Family.
The thought made my bones freeze over. Would Jonathan had gone ahead to massacre my entire family after I jumped? He spared Juniper, why didn’t he spare me? Why did I have to take responsibility for my father’s sins? Unfortunately, there was no one to answer any questions.
“You are done with the plates, that was really fast” Juniper commented and I turned to realize that indeed, I had finished the entire stack of plates that seemed enormous when I first came in but I was more surprised that even after giving him the cold shoulder that Juniper was still willing to talk to me.
“You can wash your hands and let’s go and grab some food. It’s lunch time” He informed me and on cue, my stomach rumbled making Juniper burst into a short laughter and I blushed in embarrassment.
“I’m sorry” I quickly apologized but he was quick to wave his hands negatively, “You don’t need to be sorry for being hungry” he replied as he wrinkled his eyebrows at me, “At least now I have something to blame your feistiness on” he added and I laughed awkwardly.
“Right” I replied, washing my hands and followed him out of the kitchen. Realizing that ever since I had been captured, I hadn’t eaten any food became more obvious when as we entered the huge dining hall, my stomach grumbled again and I was embarrassed to death.
For supposed slaves, the food being served very okay, not too bad, not too good. I used to think slaves were enemies of the pack and they would do anything in their capacity to do otherwise to them but I was being proven wrong with every minute I spent here. I picked up my tray waiting eagerly till it reached my turn.
The lady serving took a glance at me and carelessly served me a spoon, more than half of the spoon spilling everywhere on my plate and on my cloth.
“Nextt!” she yelled and I blinked my eyes unbelievably at her, “Next? What do you mean by next? You served everyone at least two to three spoons, you served me one spoon and you even spilled most of it everywhere” I complained unhappily.
“That’s your share, please don’t waste my time” the lady retorted with a sneer. I didn’t have to think twice to know that she had done it intentionally.
“So you want to cheat me?” I asked but before the lady could respond, a voice behind me did, “Oh my god. Who would have thought that an highly esteemed Princess would be haggling for a few spoons of food” I didn’t have to turn, I recognized the voice immediately and the moment she arrived in my line of vision, I could see her and my new roommates surrounding me and already causing a commotion.
“I don’t want any trouble” I immediately backed out, “I just want some food” I added.
“Oh here’s some” the first girl said the next moment, the food in her tray was dripping from my hair down to my face and down my clothes.
“I thought you would be packing the food from your head right now and enjoying it” she said and they barked into laughter.
Against my better judgment, against the instructions and warnings I had repeatedly given myself, I couldn’t hold back. I flashed her a grin and before she could ask why I was smiling, I had dumped my food on her head placing the tray on her head as well.
“I told you not to mess with me” I said as a matter of fact and once again, she tried to lunge at me but with one leg, I had pushed her to the ground.
“Just leave me alone!” I yelled at her seeing the way her shoulder flinched. I turned but all I heard was pah and my head swaying sideways with my cheeks feeling really hot. I touched my cheeks to find Aurora standing in front of me.
“Didn’t I warn you not to cause trouble?” she asked with a sneer.
“Well, they tried to sarve me……” I tried to explain but her laughter cut me off, “This isn’t your Kingdom and no one serves you here, you do the serving!” she hurled at me
“Guards!’ she yelled and I panicked, “I’ll do better” I promised as I moved closer to her hoping to hold her hands and get her off my back.
“Take her to the prison, she needs to learn her lesson the hard way”
I hug my legs tighter to myself and my head feels dizzy. I had gotten too much stimulation for one day, for two weeks. For some reason, I was yet to process my change in status. I had gone from a not so loved Princess, but nevertheless a princess to a slave who was slapped and bullied at every chance they got. It made me livid, made me angry and pissed but there was nothing I could do. This was my life now, a life I didn’t want, a life I would rather die than take, it was a life I didn’t wish on anyone.Aurora’s words came rushing to me in an instant, Here, you are a slave, we do not do the serving, you do the serving. It was getting glaring and glaring that the former life was becoming a thing of the past. It was becoming even harder for me to reconcile my actual life with my present situation. And asides that, Juniper’s words had not left me yet, I was alive and that was the most important thing. That I was alive. Being alive means that I can get my revenge on Jonathan, being alive
I trudged after Aurora slowly. I couldn’t believe my ears. I had been locked up in a cell for almost a day without food and yet I was expected to go and serve the king? I knew it was Jonathan that had requested it, I knew he just wanted to humiliate me and embarrass me, I knew he was just being his hateful and disgusting self.Venom spread from my thoughts to my chest and by the time I was in the kitchen, I had a newfound hatred for him. Juniper and some other slaves were already working around the kitchen and he immediately gave me a small smile as soon as he saw him but I couldn't return his smile.“Why are you walking so sluggish?” Aurora snapped at me. I raised my eyes to meet her fierce ones and the reply at the edge of my mouth was swallowed back. I wanted to tell her that the only reason I was taking one step at one time was just because of the fact that I had not eaten anything all day yet I was expected to go and serve the king with little to no stamina. I also couldn’t even
Nobody seemed to know how I had gotten back to the quarters that night, even though I didn't know. After my outburst I solely believed that Jonathan would have thrown me to the pigsty to feed with them but he had allowed me to go back to my quarters. My bed was now isolated to one corner of the room but I could be bothered less about that. I laid down on my back hoping that the gallons of water I had emptied in my stomach could sustain me till the next morning. My reality was dawning faster and faster on me. I had starved for a full day. I had eaten nothing for a full day. I was starting to become a joke and a hated and annoying one at that. I stared at the ceiling of the room, hoping that somewhere in my mind I'd realize that this was just a bad dream and I woke up back at home. I didn’t realize when I had slept off until I felt someone shaking me and I slowly opened my eyes, coming face to face with the enlarged face of my personal maid, Runa.“Runa?” I called out slowly as I trie
I don’t know why but I am surprised when Jonathan doesn’t tease me further. My eyes were lowered to the ground while he ate. The sounds of his food crunching together filled my ears and I could hear the silent grumbles of my stomach. In over four days, I hadn’t eaten anything besides the bread Juniper had been sneaking for me and I was getting impoverished.I stood throughout Jonathan’s eating process without a word and when he was done with his food I didn’t move because he hadn’t instructed me to but I was getting anxious, it would soon be time for the slaves to eat and I needed to eat, to put something in my stomach no matter what.I snuck anxious glances at him and Aurora but I didn’t dare say anything. After what seemed like eternity, Aurora finally asked me to pack the table and head back to the kitchen. Without a word, I quickly packed the table and carried the tray hurrying out of the hall before Jonathan remembered me and started calling me names.My legs moved faster and by
I have no idea when I got up from the floor and got back to work, the usual snide remarks and irritated glares at me were half gone and I was also surprised. Juniper as well was nowhere to be found. When it was evening, before Aurora found me and had me take food to Jonathan again, I disappeared. I walked aimlessly in the slave area trying not to think about my current situation, it was a situation that even I didn’t wish on my worst enemies.I didn’t bother going for dinner because I could already imagine the same thing happening and I had had enough embarrassment for a day, for my entire life. I sat down staring at the horizon as the sun went to its resting place but I knew that it was just the entire finishing a rotation, I wished desperately that I could turn back the hands of time but the Moon Goddess had favourite and I wasn’t on their list that’s why she had made me a Beta knowing fully well that a female Beta as a Princess would spell doom for her.That’s why no matter how sed
It’s been over a month and I was starting to see and I was able to trace the line of my bones with one glance. I had stopped fighting or even arguing; the bullying got worse after I stopped fighting back. The food I got served at the dining hall got smaller and smaller and I never got to eat it. My roommates either tripped, the food either ended in my hair and I was just wheezing around. The only person that was holding me was Juniper.He always had a hot meal for me or a loaf of bread and I was practically living on the scraps he had left for me. I was a wreck and I knew it but there was nothing I could do about it. Deep down, I was quietly already waiting to slump one day and never open my eyes again.I packed the pile of plates and slipped them into the bowl of water. I took one step and I staggered but a strong arm was immediately wrapped around my waist to steady me.“For goodness sake Amira, you have to rest." Juniper’s concerned voice washed over me and I slowly slumped to the
My consciousness started to blur at her words. Despite their conversation, I still couldn’t understand where I was or what had happened but I resolutely kept my eyes shut pretending to be still asleep but it became useless because they all stepped out of the room to resume their discussion. After several seconds of silence, I slowly pry my eyes open and I’m met with an empty room. The strong smell of herbs and disinfectants hit my nose again and with a quick look around; i realized that I was at the park clinic. I had heard about it a lot of times but I had never been there. I had no reason to be there. It didn’t matter how many times Juniper almost dragged me to see the doctor despite my injuries and falling over something.I winced as I tried to sit up on the bed and I looked around again. Their earlier conversation drifted into my mind again and I sighed softly. The beating my roommates had given me had obviously almost sent me to the arms of death, luckily death wasn’t ready to r
I blink my eyes in quick succession although Aurora had just spoken a language I did not understand.“What did you say?” I blurted out and a look of irritation and a look of impatience spread across her face, “You need me to repeat myself? Pack your things and let’s leave. From today you work in the King’s quarters” she replied and I was dumbstruck.I took a glance around. I wasn't the only one in shock, every one of my roommates had a dazed expression on their faces. I immediately shook my head in refusal.“I don’t want to,” I replied. There was no way I was going to go and work in Jonathan’s quarters. He already made life hell for me even though I was far away from him and now he wanted to punish me and make my life harder by asking me to work for him? I wasn’t going to do it.Aurora burst into laughter stunning me. It was laughter that made my bones ice over but it was the first time I was seeing her laugh.“You don’t want to?” she asked, “You are a slave, you do what you are told
‘He’s doing way much better’‘Masoma said he would be fine by tomorrow morning. He’s the King and an Alpha, he has better healing abilities than anyone’That was what Serena had told me but I needed to see him for myself. I needed to make sure that he was alright. So I pretended to sleep first, waiting till Serena and Julianna were fast asleep, their breathing even, before I got up from my bed and sneaked out of the room. I walked silently along the corridors, inwardly praying that I wouldn’t meet a guard on the way and that Jonathan would be alone.Not that I was happy that the Moon goddess heard my prayers but I didn’t meet a single guard on the way and by the time I got to Jonathan’s room, I placed my ear on the door to listen if there was anyone in the room but it was an eerie silence that greeted me. I pushed the door slowly and peeped into the room, Jonathan was laying on his bed fast asleep and there was no one else in the room. I closed the door behind me and I tiptoed towards
‘He’s doing way much better’‘Masoma said he would be fine by tomorrow morning. He’s the King and an Alpha, he has better healing abilities than anyone’That was what Serena had told me but I needed to see him for myself. I needed to make sure that he was alright. So I pretended to sleep first, waiting till Serena and Julianna were fast asleep, their breathing even, before I got up from my bed and sneaked out of the room. I walked silently along the corridors, inwardly praying that I wouldn’t meet a guard on the way and that Jonathan would be alone.Not that I was happy that the Moon goddess heard my prayers but I didn’t meet a single guard on the way and by the time I got to Jonathan’s room, I placed my ear on the door to listen if there was anyone in the room but it was an eerie silence that greeted me. I pushed the door slowly and peeped into the room, Jonathan was laying on his bed fast asleep and there was no one else in the room. I closed the door behind me and I tiptoed towards
As I walked back to the palace, I paused and stared at the sky. It was full of stars and the moon was round and full illuminating everywhere. It was a beautiful sight and I shook my head before I slowly made my way back to the palace.Listening to Juniper talk about the fact that the person he was in love with was in love with the king broke my heart and what broke my heart even more was hearing him say that she might be forced onto Jonathan as his Queen, his Luna. My ears had prickled at the thought. My mind went back to the conversation I and Juniper had and I swallowed.“Have you tried speaking to her? Telling her about your feelings?” I asked and Juniper laughed.“That should be so funny to you, Ami. You want me to tell one of the high chief's daughters that I am in love with her” Juniper replied before chuckling, “No. Even a mad person won’t do that. I’m a slave Ami, we are slaves. We don’t get that kind of life well except it’s another slave I’m falling in love with” he added an
I walked out of the palace, the sun rays falling on me and making me furrow my eyebrows in displeasure. Masoma apologizing to me wasn’t something I had seen coming, her apology in truth was late but I knew deep down that I needed it. I knew that I needed her to apologize, to tell me that she was wrong in the first place for slapping me, treating me like that and taking the side of everyone else. I wanted her to admit that she was wrong and when she finally did, the only thing it made me feel was relief and nothing else. I wasn’t more happy or excited nor did I want to even rekindle our relationship. I wasn’t interested in making any new friends ro restoring the ones I had lost. I walked straight ahead to the Kitchen.I needed to ask juniper a few things. Like what might have gotten the king sick, Juniper had a flair for gossip and he always knew things that happened. I was already used to that so whenever I had a pressing issue, he was my go-to person.I had tried to check up on Jonat
It took one conversation for me and Jonathan to get back on friendly terms with each other. And just like that, we were back to before where we talked like friends and even joked together. My radiance was slowly crawling up my face and it was so funny and interesting to see another side of Jonathan. A side that not a lot of his people had seen or will even see. I know that he cared for me, even though it was just a little bit, it showed in his everyday life and how he treated me and I knew that he wasn’t lying when he said that he hated me.We had gone past that.But I hadn’t. I was yet to go past that. The truth was there and so was the reality. I still remembered what Juniper had told me about his parents, how they had died one after the other and how Jonathan had locked himself up with their corpses for two weeks straight. He was still a very young boy back then and I wondered how the young boy would have felt seeing his parents die and all of his emotions, how it would have been
Waking up the next morning with a heavy heart was expected. It took me a long time to dress up and by the time I got to the entrance of the King’s room, I paused slightly. I had to deal with Jonathan again.Taking a deep breath; I slowly knocked on the door and drifted into my ears. I pushed the door open to see that Jonathan was on the floor doing pushups with one hand. One of his hands was behind his back as he lowered himself to the ground over and over again. His upper body, which I had seen so many times, was soaked with sweat and Instinctively swallowed as I watched him.“Should I come back to your highness?” I asked and Jonathan chuckled.“No” he replied as he lowered himself to the ground and upwards a few times before He finally stood up, his whole body drenched in sweat. I stared at his upper body and followed the trail of the sweat as they ended into his trousers. My eyes snapped upwards and meant Jonathan’s amusing eyes, I immediately lowered my eyes.“My apologies, your h
I had told myself that I had made a decision but deep down I knew that I hadn’t but the greater part of me knew that Triss was right. I had to leave, this wasn’t my home and leaving with all of the Berg’s kingdom’s secrets with my head raised high was the best form of revenge that I could do r have but as I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling, I was conflicted and the fact that I was conflicted further even annoyed me more. How could I be conflicted?This was a matter between staying in an enemy kingdom because someone I claimed to love who clearly didn’t love me back was here and saving my people. How could I be conf;icted on what to do?I shut my eyes taking deep breaths over and over again. Seeing Triss had brought the feeling of home back and I missed home. Her words rushed into my head and a small smile slowly formed on my face.Uncle Stefan.My favourite uncle in the whole world. He was one of the few people in the royal family that I was close to and one of the few people
Then I waited.I counted the hours till it was past 10pm. I slowly opened my door and stepped out. Serena’s and Julianna’s voice had long quietened down and I knew that they had gone to sleep. Serena had come in earlier to check on me in the medicine room where I was pretending to work on something when clearly I couldn’t do anything. My chest was in disarray and I could only look forward to seeing my sister. I pulled the cloth on my shoulder upwards and covered my head and my face with it as I hurried down the walkways. I had never been out at this time of the day and because I was too much in an hurry and in distress, I had forgotten to check how the guys patrolled the palace but the truth was that, there were fewer guards patrolling the palace, very few people could dare to attack the king or even try to infiltrate the palace. The Berg kingdom itself was imprentable so there was exactly nothing much to raise their guards against. The Berg kingdom was also deep in the forest, if an
Triss.The realization stunned me so much that I didn’t know that I was frozen on the spot. I stared at the paper and I squeezed it unconsciously. Triss had someone find her way to the Berg Kingdom. Couldn’t believe my eyes. I opened the crumpled paper again and stared at it and the handwriting stared back at me.It hadn’t changed and I knew that I wasn’t wrong. It was Triss’s handwriting. I started walking towards the palace, my heart beating in my chest. Just a few minutes ago, I was thinking that the Berg kingdom was imprentable and yet Triss had done so effortlessly. I didn’t know how long it had taken her to find me or to find someone who would deliver the information to me. I wondered if the person who had squeezed the paper into my hands knew what was in it.Triss.My younger sister had shown her ability again. She had show how stellar of a princess she was. I headed to the medicine room instead of the room because I could hear Serena’s and Julianna’s voices in the room. They