I hug my legs tighter to myself and my head feels dizzy. I had gotten too much stimulation for one day, for two weeks. For some reason, I was yet to process my change in status. I had gone from a not so loved Princess, but nevertheless a princess to a slave who was slapped and bullied at every chance they got. It made me livid, made me angry and pissed but there was nothing I could do. This was my life now, a life I didn’t want, a life I would rather die than take, it was a life I didn’t wish on anyone.
Aurora’s words came rushing to me in an instant, Here, you are a slave, we do not do the serving, you do the serving. It was getting glaring and glaring that the former life was becoming a thing of the past. It was becoming even harder for me to reconcile my actual life with my present situation.
And asides that, Juniper’s words had not left me yet, I was alive and that was the most important thing. That I was alive. Being alive means that I can get my revenge on Jonathan, being alive meant that I still had a chance to escape this hell hole, being alive also meant that my family was safe. I was alive and I wasn’t planning on dying anytime soon.
Who goes from being a Princess to a slave?
I tried to search my head for all the stories about Princesses I had read when I was little but none of them ever mentioned a Princess becoming a slave. I had no idea on what to do but with Jonathan’s threat bearing heavily at the back of my mind, I didn’t dare think about ending my life. My family was in danger and I couldn’t even be the reason why my family would cease to exist in the world.
My reality was beginning to dawn on me in a way that I didn't like at all.
I threw my head backwards, trying to calm down and make the biting feelings in my stomach go away. I had not had any food and I was tired and famished and hungry. I hissed quietly at myself. I shouldn’t have fought, I should have taken it quietly, I shouldn’t have allowed my emotions to get the better of me but it was impossible in my situation. I wasn’t going to allow myself to be bullied and stomped on like an ant.
I was a Princess, or not.
My stomach grumbled again and the biting feelings got worse. My legs involuntarily stretched out and I looked around the damp cell hoping I could find even as little as water but I was disappointed, the prison was perfect to keep slaves. I adjusted uncomfortably on the ground while holding my stomach.
For someone like me who always had excess to eat, who always had varieties to eat, I ate what I wanted when I wanted but here I was getting dizzy from hunger. The universe was certainly playing a cruel joke on me and unfortunately, it wasn’t ending anytime soon.
I had told myself not to kill myself and stay alive but at last, I was going to die of hunger. My ears immediately picked out quiet footsteps approaching me and I immediately sat up with vigilance and weariness but the next minute my eyes widened in shock when I saw Juniper approaching my cell.
“Juniper?” I called out in surprise. There was no way Juniper was here to see me. I had been cold to him, I had been irritating and I was anything but nice to him. He couldn’t possibly be there to see me.
“Shhhhh” he replied as he stopped in front of the cell and beckoned for me to come closer. I dragged myself closer to him wondering what he was doing here.
“What are you doing here?” I whispered and Juniper chuckled, “I figured out that you might properly be dying of hunger” he replied as he dug into his clothes bringing of a piece of bread wrapped in clothes and he passed it on to me.
I stared at both the bread and him in a daze. Juniper had brought bread for me?
“The bread is for me?” I asked, unsure of what I was seeing.
“Yes Amira. Just take it. I don’t have much time” He replied hastily and my hands slowly reached out taking the bread. It took a few more seconds for my brain to process the fact that I was holding food.
My eyes immediately brightened and without a care for my image or what he would think, I bit into the bread, taking large bites. I had eaten more than half of the bread before I noticed his gaze on me. I forced a small smile at him, “I’m sorry, i was just really hungry” I tried to explain and Juniper nodded with a wince.
“I noticed that” He replied quietly, “. But eat slowly, you don’t want to get indigestion. I had to bribe the guards to get past them. You should avoid getting on Aurora’s bad side, she isn’t nice when she’s angry or irritated” Juniper informed me and I chuckled.
“For me, she has no good sides” I replied and Juniper laughed.
“I know she looks like a witch but I promise you Amira, she actually does have good sides” he refuted and I chuckled. He still didn’t know who I was, if he did, he would understand why I had said so. If Aurora even had good sides which was starting to believe because of JUniper’s words. She had none for me. She didn’t have any ounce of kindness for me.
I bit into the bread and while trying to swallow, a large chunk of bread got stuck in my throat. I held my throat with my right hand coughing and Juniper digging into his clothes again produced a small leather jug and passed it to me. I quickly drank enough water to push down the bread to the stomach and I sighed softly meeting Juniper’s worried eyes.
“I told you to eat slowly” He chided and for the first time in a long time, a small smile immediately spread across my lips, “Thank you” I thanked him genuinely and my appreciation seemed to have thrown him off because he stared at me in a daze. I couldn’t blame him, all I had done to him even when he had tried to help me was to be cold to him repeatedly.
“Err….” he drawled, finally gaining his momentum, “I need to get back to work” he said and I nodded.
“Keep the water. You can hide it in your lapel. Try not to cause any trouble” He added and I chuckled, nodding at him and watching as he rose up and disappeared the same way he had appeared.
I took the last bite of the bread walking back to the corner of the prison and laying against the wall. Juniper’s bread had done little to quench my hunger but at least something was inside my stomach and the dizziness and biting feeling in my stomach had gone. I arched my head backwards and took a few mouthfuls of water.
A part of me still found it hard that Juniper had come for me. He had only known me for what we would call a couple of hours yet he was bribing guards and sneaking around to bring me food? A small smile spread across my lips, it was hilarious but it seemed like I had found a friend and worse in the most unlikely of places.
I closed my eyes trying to rest or sleep praying that somewhere in Aurora’s heart, she remembered that she had locked me up and allowed me out before nightfall but till i fell asleep, I myself who had wished for it knew that it was merely wishful thinking.
The next time I opened my eyes, it was already early in the morning. I didn’t know what time but my stomach was refusing to be ignored and I had no choice but to wake up. But whether my stomach thought I was ignoring it or not, there was nothing I could do to help it.
After waking up, I felt cold seeping into my veins through the floor and I huddled myself into a corner, emptying the last contents of the leather jug in my throat and hiding it in my clothes. My stomach rumbled loudly but I bit down on my lip trying to warn it to keep quiet.
The next moment, I heard loud but firm footsteps and I knew who it was immediately, when she came into view, all I had for her was a blank look. I watched as the guards opened the door and she stepped inside staring down at me with so much venom in my eyes.
“Have you learnt your lesson?” She asked me and I nodded my head quickly.
“That’s good” she replied with a sneer, “You need to get back to work immediately” she added and I struggled to get to my feet.
“Can I at least get to eat something first?” I asked and as if on cue, my stomach rumbled.
The guards behind her burst into laughter while I swallowed embarrassed and ashamed. Aurora merely glared at me and chuckled, “No, today you are serving the King”
I froze.
The King? My mortal enemy? Jonathan?
I trudged after Aurora slowly. I couldn’t believe my ears. I had been locked up in a cell for almost a day without food and yet I was expected to go and serve the king? I knew it was Jonathan that had requested it, I knew he just wanted to humiliate me and embarrass me, I knew he was just being his hateful and disgusting self.Venom spread from my thoughts to my chest and by the time I was in the kitchen, I had a newfound hatred for him. Juniper and some other slaves were already working around the kitchen and he immediately gave me a small smile as soon as he saw him but I couldn't return his smile.“Why are you walking so sluggish?” Aurora snapped at me. I raised my eyes to meet her fierce ones and the reply at the edge of my mouth was swallowed back. I wanted to tell her that the only reason I was taking one step at one time was just because of the fact that I had not eaten anything all day yet I was expected to go and serve the king with little to no stamina. I also couldn’t even
Nobody seemed to know how I had gotten back to the quarters that night, even though I didn't know. After my outburst I solely believed that Jonathan would have thrown me to the pigsty to feed with them but he had allowed me to go back to my quarters. My bed was now isolated to one corner of the room but I could be bothered less about that. I laid down on my back hoping that the gallons of water I had emptied in my stomach could sustain me till the next morning. My reality was dawning faster and faster on me. I had starved for a full day. I had eaten nothing for a full day. I was starting to become a joke and a hated and annoying one at that. I stared at the ceiling of the room, hoping that somewhere in my mind I'd realize that this was just a bad dream and I woke up back at home. I didn’t realize when I had slept off until I felt someone shaking me and I slowly opened my eyes, coming face to face with the enlarged face of my personal maid, Runa.“Runa?” I called out slowly as I trie
I don’t know why but I am surprised when Jonathan doesn’t tease me further. My eyes were lowered to the ground while he ate. The sounds of his food crunching together filled my ears and I could hear the silent grumbles of my stomach. In over four days, I hadn’t eaten anything besides the bread Juniper had been sneaking for me and I was getting impoverished.I stood throughout Jonathan’s eating process without a word and when he was done with his food I didn’t move because he hadn’t instructed me to but I was getting anxious, it would soon be time for the slaves to eat and I needed to eat, to put something in my stomach no matter what.I snuck anxious glances at him and Aurora but I didn’t dare say anything. After what seemed like eternity, Aurora finally asked me to pack the table and head back to the kitchen. Without a word, I quickly packed the table and carried the tray hurrying out of the hall before Jonathan remembered me and started calling me names.My legs moved faster and by
I have no idea when I got up from the floor and got back to work, the usual snide remarks and irritated glares at me were half gone and I was also surprised. Juniper as well was nowhere to be found. When it was evening, before Aurora found me and had me take food to Jonathan again, I disappeared. I walked aimlessly in the slave area trying not to think about my current situation, it was a situation that even I didn’t wish on my worst enemies.I didn’t bother going for dinner because I could already imagine the same thing happening and I had had enough embarrassment for a day, for my entire life. I sat down staring at the horizon as the sun went to its resting place but I knew that it was just the entire finishing a rotation, I wished desperately that I could turn back the hands of time but the Moon Goddess had favourite and I wasn’t on their list that’s why she had made me a Beta knowing fully well that a female Beta as a Princess would spell doom for her.That’s why no matter how sed
It’s been over a month and I was starting to see and I was able to trace the line of my bones with one glance. I had stopped fighting or even arguing; the bullying got worse after I stopped fighting back. The food I got served at the dining hall got smaller and smaller and I never got to eat it. My roommates either tripped, the food either ended in my hair and I was just wheezing around. The only person that was holding me was Juniper.He always had a hot meal for me or a loaf of bread and I was practically living on the scraps he had left for me. I was a wreck and I knew it but there was nothing I could do about it. Deep down, I was quietly already waiting to slump one day and never open my eyes again.I packed the pile of plates and slipped them into the bowl of water. I took one step and I staggered but a strong arm was immediately wrapped around my waist to steady me.“For goodness sake Amira, you have to rest." Juniper’s concerned voice washed over me and I slowly slumped to the
My consciousness started to blur at her words. Despite their conversation, I still couldn’t understand where I was or what had happened but I resolutely kept my eyes shut pretending to be still asleep but it became useless because they all stepped out of the room to resume their discussion. After several seconds of silence, I slowly pry my eyes open and I’m met with an empty room. The strong smell of herbs and disinfectants hit my nose again and with a quick look around; i realized that I was at the park clinic. I had heard about it a lot of times but I had never been there. I had no reason to be there. It didn’t matter how many times Juniper almost dragged me to see the doctor despite my injuries and falling over something.I winced as I tried to sit up on the bed and I looked around again. Their earlier conversation drifted into my mind again and I sighed softly. The beating my roommates had given me had obviously almost sent me to the arms of death, luckily death wasn’t ready to r
I blink my eyes in quick succession although Aurora had just spoken a language I did not understand.“What did you say?” I blurted out and a look of irritation and a look of impatience spread across her face, “You need me to repeat myself? Pack your things and let’s leave. From today you work in the King’s quarters” she replied and I was dumbstruck.I took a glance around. I wasn't the only one in shock, every one of my roommates had a dazed expression on their faces. I immediately shook my head in refusal.“I don’t want to,” I replied. There was no way I was going to go and work in Jonathan’s quarters. He already made life hell for me even though I was far away from him and now he wanted to punish me and make my life harder by asking me to work for him? I wasn’t going to do it.Aurora burst into laughter stunning me. It was laughter that made my bones ice over but it was the first time I was seeing her laugh.“You don’t want to?” she asked, “You are a slave, you do what you are told
I didn’t know when I slept back but after that terrible dream of my father, my sleep after was sweet and quiet and even enjoyable. It was the first time in a long while that I had a good sleep. By the time I woke up, Lillian had gone out of the room already and Serena was dressing up.“Good morning” I greeted and Serena offered me a smile.“Good morning Amira, are you okay?” she asked and I am immediately reminded of the fact that Serena had rushed to my bedside when that nightmare had woken me up concerned and worried. I nodded at her with a small smile.“Yes I am, Thank you” I replied.“Do go have your bath and let’s get started with work” she informed me and I nodded walking into the next door that I figured out was the bathroom. My lips parted when I stepped inside.I had to bathe in the open with the other slaves in a poorly constructed large expanse bathroom and I always made sure to wake up extra early to take my bath even though it meant that I had to sleep right after. I alwa
Triss and Karl weren’t married.Finding out that Triss and Karl weren’t married was one of the shocking pieces of information I received after I came back to the Zadok kingdom. Triss wasn’t going to marry someone as lecherous as Karl, he was stinking and couldn’t keep his dick in one place and I knew that she couldn’t, at least I had experienced how much of a man slut Karl could be in time at the Eleven kingdom so when I found out that all they had was an arrangement and it was supposed to scare other kingdoms away and solidify our stand as a kingdom before we got back on our feet, I was genuinely shocked.I didn’t even know how to feel, happy or betrayed or at a loss, I somehow at the end of the day felt nothing. I wasn’t happy nor was I sad nor was I bothered about it. Triss had laughed about it and told me that I was the one who wanted to marry him, she wanted someone who was smarter and stronger and even though I had come back home, she still never forgot to throw jabs at me. My m
“Greetings your royal highness” the greetings kept repeating themselves as I and Elora walked past. A small smile remained plastered to my face as I kept walking.“I still sometimes find it hard to see everyone greet you like they adore you. The only part is that they truly adore you,” Elora commented and I laughed.It was true, they all did, the rumours and stories hadn’t quenched down even one bit. Even more absurd stories were spreading around and I hadn’t gotten tired trying to quench them down or correct them. More so, my mother said it was fine, as long as my reputation is being restored. It seemed as though everyone had long forgotten that for six months, I had been a slave in a strange land and I had suffered and had my status stripped off.Elora kept the fan blowing slowly as we kept walking. When I came back, Elora had jumped into my arms crying and weeping like a child. She spoke about her days in the palace without me and she had even gotten into a few fights in the last
It was easy for me to find my way to the royal ancestral grave. I walked past the grave of my grandparents and my great grandparents, my breath sucking in as I finally approached a newly made grave. Tears rushed to my eyes but I held it in as I finally came to stand face to face with the grave. My father’s name was written boldly on it with the year of his reign and seeing the quote at the top of his tombstone, I knew that my mother had written it. I bent down and slowly lowered the flowers I had brought to the grave. They were a bundle of fresh lilies I had specially woken up early to pick. My father loved lillies a lot and I knew that he would be happy to see me bring them.“Greetings father, Amira is home” I said slowly and softly but those words carried so much weight, so much weight that I couldn’t explain and my throat was clogged once more, I arranged my clothes and allowed myself to sit beside the grave staring into space.The sight of my father dying right in front of me was
It took less than a day for the news to spread across the kingdoms, across the Zadok kingdom. I wasn’t surprised but it spread faster than I thought, everyone in the kingdom was talking about it. There was a myriad of emotions, shock, surprise, confusion, appellation among many others.The King of the Berg Kingdom who had imprisoned me was asking to marry me.The people couldn’t believe it. He had imprisoned me and yet he fell in love with me and so the story of clearing my father’s name circulated. My people jumped up in joy and in celebration because it meant a lot to us. It did mean a lot to us and that aside, it made a powerful kingdom like the Berg kingdom our allies, our friends and maybe our soon to be in-laws. It felt the kingdom in a state of euphoria.Along with those two news, so many stories and rumours started to spread around the kingdoms. Rumours like I had intentionally gone to the Berg kingdom to find out the truth and I had endured humiliation because I wanted to cle
The trip to the Zadok kingdom was slower mainly because of how huge the entourage was, we couldn’t rush through the trip. Serena and I kept our conversations through the trip, making each other laugh and talking about so many random things. We ate the cookies and the drinks packed for us in the carriage and my heart beat faster with every landmark we passed that signified that we were getting close to the Zadok kingdom. My anxiety clogged at my throat and I was trying my very best to remain focused despite all of the mental stress I was going through.my anxiety didn’t escape Serena’s eyes as she kept assuring me over and over again that it was going to be fine and then we go to the Zadok kingdom, I held my knuckles till the turned whites as we rode through the kingdom, I didn’t have to look outside to know that people were already coming out of their homes and they were staring. I didn’t dare to look outside because I didn’t know they would look at me, what they would think of me. The
Leaving The Berg Kingdom had invoked emotions in me that I couldn’t describe. It was unbelievable that I was finally leaving. As I climbed into the carriage with Serena behind me, tears welled in my eyes asI stared at the horde of people who had come to wish me goodbye. I couldn’t believe it. Serena got into the carriage with me and the door was closed.“Are you okay?” she asked, seeing my expression and I nodded.“I just can’t believe that I’m leaving, I’m going home” I whispered in reply and her hand immediately stretched out and covered mine.The night before, the people had hosted a campfire dinner for me showing me all the beauty of their culture. Their dances, their traditions, their usual practices, I had a good time laughing and watching in curiosity and amazement and even a a point while they danced, Masoma had pulled me to my feet and taken me to the center to dance with them, it was easy to learn some of the steps and soon I was in tune with them and the excited howls and wh
He loved me. He loves me.That was what Jonathan felt for me and I knew that he did in every way. Helping him get rid of his guilt and self beating up was one step fr him to admit that he loved me and that after everything that had happened, we both deserve a chance, a chance to be together, a chance to make everything right and we both agreed. We sat down in his room and talked about a lot of things and despite all of that, Jonathan still wanted me to go home, he wanted me to visit my father’s grave and pay my respects. He also wanted to apologize to my mother and my family for the chaos he had caused.Baring our hearts to each other made us way closer. We laughed at some of our thoughts,laughed at some of our memories and cleared up the misunderstandings we had built about each other during our stay with each other. It was a discussion that we honestly should have had long ago.And Serena hadn't lied at all. The people of the Berg Kingdom were so sorry. So sorry that it brought tear
My head spun.Princess? Princess? High Princess?The title of High Princess was only given to Princesses who were sent to other kingdoms as peacemakers, sometimes it was usually a marriage alliance or to act as an ambassador in the said kingdom. Serena was a Princess. I stared at him in shock, my lips parting but no one came out of my mouth.“You are a princess” I whispered and Serena chuckled.“I’m sorry I kept it from you” she replied softly and I blinked my eyes hard at her. I had heard too many things in a short while to even be fazed and bothered that she had hidden such a thing from me. “So why were you pretending to be a slave?” I asked curiously and Serena laughed.“I never said I was a slave” she replied and I froze on the bed, blinking as I searched my memories of when I first arrived at the palace. She had indeed told me that Jonathan had saved Julianna but she didn’t exactly say anything about herself, it was something I had missed and she as well had allowed me to conven
I slowly fluttered my eyes open and the movements made my head feel light. I closed my eyes and opened them a few times before I finally managed to open my eyes. The familiarity of the room was immediately registered in my head as soon as I opened my eyes. I was in Jonathan’s room.I was alive? I had survived?I turned slowly to see Jonathan’s head on the bed and he had slept off. He had most likely slept off while watching me. Instinctively my hand reached out to him and my fingers delved into his hair, rubbing his head softly.I was so grateful that I had gotten to tell that I love him. And then thankfully, I could tell him again. My hand went to my stomach and I could easily feel the bandages wrapped around my waist. My little movements woke Jonathan up and I watched with a small smile as he raised his head from the bed and stared at me with red eyes.“You are awake” he whispered, his voice hoarse and he quickly reached over me and pressed a kiss to my temple.“Thank you Princess, f