I trudged after Aurora slowly. I couldn’t believe my ears. I had been locked up in a cell for almost a day without food and yet I was expected to go and serve the king? I knew it was Jonathan that had requested it, I knew he just wanted to humiliate me and embarrass me, I knew he was just being his hateful and disgusting self.
Venom spread from my thoughts to my chest and by the time I was in the kitchen, I had a newfound hatred for him. Juniper and some other slaves were already working around the kitchen and he immediately gave me a small smile as soon as he saw him but I couldn't return his smile.
“Why are you walking so sluggish?” Aurora snapped at me. I raised my eyes to meet her fierce ones and the reply at the edge of my mouth was swallowed back. I wanted to tell her that the only reason I was taking one step at one time was just because of the fact that I had not eaten anything all day yet I was expected to go and serve the king with little to no stamina. I also couldn’t even believe that I was still standing. If Juniper hadn’t brought that bread to me that afternoon, I was sure I would have fainted.
I would have never been in this kind of situation if only Jonathan hadn’t killed my parents. If when I chose to die, he had allowed me to die quietly. And me who had food served to her anytime I wanted and whatever food or dessert was carving was starving and eying the already made food wanting to gobble them up. I couldn’t believe what Jonathan had turned me into.
“Carry the tray of food once Tabitha is done” Aurora instructed and I turned to her nodding.
“No one is going to allow you to cook the King’s food. I doubt if you can cook, your horrendous food might make him faint” she taunted and I forced a smile at her, taking her aback.
If I ever got to cook for Alpha Jonathan, he was going to die.
At that thought, I slowly moved closer to where some of the slaves were working ignoring their glares and slowly picked up a knife, slipping it into my sleeve.
It was time to end everything. It was true that Jonathan’s warning was still lingering somewhere at the back of my mind, it had left a strong shadow on me and he didn’t say anything would happen if I tried to kill him. If he died, that would certainly be for the best, it wouldn’t matter if I was killed too, as long as my family was safe.
Tabitha soon finished arranging the food on the tray and she passed the tray to me nonchalantly. I immediately mounted the tray on my hands, wincing at how heavy it was. So many delicacies of food were arranged on the tray only for him.
He must have known that I was locked up and that I had not had any food to eat and yet he was requesting I serve him, carrying the tray that had food. He wanted to spite me and I lowered my head laughing softly. This was going to be the last time he was going to spite me because I was going to make sure that I kill her, once and for all.
Aurora walked in front of me as she led me towards the centre of the village. There was a stark difference between the slave arena and the actual village. The liveliness and the sight of the children running made my heart warm for some reason and it reminded me of home. The Berg Kingdom was truly a forbidden Kingdom but it was also home for a lot to people.
But Jonathan had taken that home and turned it to a hell hole for me. I didn’t dare imagine what my people would think of me now. Their words would get worse, they would blame everything that had happened on me, there was no one else at fault anyways. My stomach grumbled lightly and I winced hoping Aurora didn’t hear but since her steps didn’t falter; I figured out that she didn’t hear.
By the time we stepped into the King’s quarters, I was already tired but it didn’t matter since I was going to kill him. The fanciness didn’t faze me one bit, I was a Princess and the grandeur of his palace compared to my father’s fell short, really short.
Jonathan was seated at the table discussing with two other men I had never seen before when we arrived. As soon as they saw us, he waved them away and the two men bowed and walked out not before giving him snide looks and glaring hatefully at me.
I slowly placed the tray on the table, carefully removing the covers to the food. I could see Jonathan's eyes boring into me while I removed the covers. I immediately stepped back as soon as I was done.
“You do not greet your King?” He asked with sneer and yet again, against my better judgement I laughed.
“My King?” I asked feeling around the knife hidden in my sleeve, “You are anything but my King” I added and Jonathan’s eyes immediately hardened.
Aurora’s hand moved and the next second I could feel a stinging feeling on my cheek. She had slapped me again.
Slapping people was definitely a pastime she enjoyed. Or slapping me was definitely something she enjoyed.
“Apologize to the King and say your greetings” she instructed and I chuckled finally feeling the knife and slowly letting it through my sleeves.
“Apologize?” I asked, shaking my head as I laughed again, “He’s not my king, he’s my enemy and he killed my father. Apologize to him? Say my greetings?” I asked as the knife finally landed in my hands.
“I will not. Never!” I screeched as I moved deftly towards him with the knife but in one movement, he caught the knife in his palm and within seconds, blood was dripping from his palm onto the table and even into the food.
“You want to kill me?” He asked in surprise and the moment I realized that he had caught the knife, I regretted it. I didn’t consider the fact that he would have faster or that I would be slower especially since I had no strength.
“You must be kidding me” Jonathan added while I desperately tried to drive the knife in but his grip was too tight and no matter how hard I tried he held firmly within his hands.
“I saved you and yet you want to kill me?” he asked, his eyes turning a shade of anger and I laughed yet again.
“Saved me? Did I ask you to save me? Did I ask you? You should have just let me die that day. It’s not my fault that your decision is coming back to bite you in the ass” I shot back at him and my words seemed to have angered him and in one movement, he flung the knife away and I stepped back from the impact. My head suddenly felt dizzy and the biting in my stomach got worse.
“You bitch!” Aurora screeched at me as Jonathan got up from his seat and walked towards me. I swallowed wondering what he was going to do but I knew the worse was that he would kill me. I wasn’t scared of dying but I was scared of my entire family dying. But my worries were short lived because using his bloodied hands, the next moment, Jonathan moved and he slapped me, slapped me so hard that the world spun so hard and so quickly that I fell and blacked out.
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My first trial of opening my eyes was abortive, all I could see was white. Was I dead? My second trial had flecks of lights in it and the third trial, I was finally able to open my eyes properly. I slowly tried to sit up only to realize that I was still in Jonathan’s dining hall.
The next moment, Aurora led one of the kitchen slaves I had seen working with a tray into the room and I scoffed inwardly. How many minutes did I black out for?
“Greetings my King. Here’s your dinner” the slave said and I froze.
I had fainted for a whole day and I was left on the ground there?
Aurora and the slave set the table and walked away. The two men in the morning and another woman were seated at the table and Jonathan’s eyes darted to me. His hand was bandaged slightly and I winced.
“I see you have finally decided to grace us with your presence Princess” He taunted and at the sound of the word Princess, my spin went rigid.
I remained huddled on the floor because I had no strength, no strength at all to get up from the floor. And worse, my stomach rumbles really loudly silencing the discussion of the people talking.
“Are you hungry?” Jonathan asked with an amused expression but I was yet to deny it when it rumbled not even once or three more times consecutively. Colour spread to my cheeks as all of them burst into loud raucous laughter. I lowered my head in embarrassment and in anger.
“I know you are hungry so I’ll let you eat some food” Jonathan said and I raised my head to meet his twinking, amused eyes.
There was no way Alpha Jonathan was going to let me eat.
I watched as Jonathan carried two plates of food and immediately poured them on the floor. He carried a few more plates pouring the food on the floor and a smile spread across his face.
“You can eat that. I won’t think of you any less than a princess” he added and the whole table roared with laughter again.
“Of course, she’ll be a princess dog” one of the men commented and the whole table roared with laughter.
I closed my eyes, forcing back the tears threatening to spill out of my eyes. I wasn’t going to cry. I had promised never to cry because of this bastard again.
My stomach rumbled loudly for the fifth time and the laughter got louder. Jonathan shook his head with laughter.
“Oh my Princess, if I were you, I would crawl here and get started on eating already” he taunted and I slowly opened my eyes, a small smile on my face.
“I would rather eat with pigs” the words came out of my mouth before I could stop them.
Nobody seemed to know how I had gotten back to the quarters that night, even though I didn't know. After my outburst I solely believed that Jonathan would have thrown me to the pigsty to feed with them but he had allowed me to go back to my quarters. My bed was now isolated to one corner of the room but I could be bothered less about that. I laid down on my back hoping that the gallons of water I had emptied in my stomach could sustain me till the next morning. My reality was dawning faster and faster on me. I had starved for a full day. I had eaten nothing for a full day. I was starting to become a joke and a hated and annoying one at that. I stared at the ceiling of the room, hoping that somewhere in my mind I'd realize that this was just a bad dream and I woke up back at home. I didn’t realize when I had slept off until I felt someone shaking me and I slowly opened my eyes, coming face to face with the enlarged face of my personal maid, Runa.“Runa?” I called out slowly as I trie
I don’t know why but I am surprised when Jonathan doesn’t tease me further. My eyes were lowered to the ground while he ate. The sounds of his food crunching together filled my ears and I could hear the silent grumbles of my stomach. In over four days, I hadn’t eaten anything besides the bread Juniper had been sneaking for me and I was getting impoverished.I stood throughout Jonathan’s eating process without a word and when he was done with his food I didn’t move because he hadn’t instructed me to but I was getting anxious, it would soon be time for the slaves to eat and I needed to eat, to put something in my stomach no matter what.I snuck anxious glances at him and Aurora but I didn’t dare say anything. After what seemed like eternity, Aurora finally asked me to pack the table and head back to the kitchen. Without a word, I quickly packed the table and carried the tray hurrying out of the hall before Jonathan remembered me and started calling me names.My legs moved faster and by
I have no idea when I got up from the floor and got back to work, the usual snide remarks and irritated glares at me were half gone and I was also surprised. Juniper as well was nowhere to be found. When it was evening, before Aurora found me and had me take food to Jonathan again, I disappeared. I walked aimlessly in the slave area trying not to think about my current situation, it was a situation that even I didn’t wish on my worst enemies.I didn’t bother going for dinner because I could already imagine the same thing happening and I had had enough embarrassment for a day, for my entire life. I sat down staring at the horizon as the sun went to its resting place but I knew that it was just the entire finishing a rotation, I wished desperately that I could turn back the hands of time but the Moon Goddess had favourite and I wasn’t on their list that’s why she had made me a Beta knowing fully well that a female Beta as a Princess would spell doom for her.That’s why no matter how sed
It’s been over a month and I was starting to see and I was able to trace the line of my bones with one glance. I had stopped fighting or even arguing; the bullying got worse after I stopped fighting back. The food I got served at the dining hall got smaller and smaller and I never got to eat it. My roommates either tripped, the food either ended in my hair and I was just wheezing around. The only person that was holding me was Juniper.He always had a hot meal for me or a loaf of bread and I was practically living on the scraps he had left for me. I was a wreck and I knew it but there was nothing I could do about it. Deep down, I was quietly already waiting to slump one day and never open my eyes again.I packed the pile of plates and slipped them into the bowl of water. I took one step and I staggered but a strong arm was immediately wrapped around my waist to steady me.“For goodness sake Amira, you have to rest." Juniper’s concerned voice washed over me and I slowly slumped to the
My consciousness started to blur at her words. Despite their conversation, I still couldn’t understand where I was or what had happened but I resolutely kept my eyes shut pretending to be still asleep but it became useless because they all stepped out of the room to resume their discussion. After several seconds of silence, I slowly pry my eyes open and I’m met with an empty room. The strong smell of herbs and disinfectants hit my nose again and with a quick look around; i realized that I was at the park clinic. I had heard about it a lot of times but I had never been there. I had no reason to be there. It didn’t matter how many times Juniper almost dragged me to see the doctor despite my injuries and falling over something.I winced as I tried to sit up on the bed and I looked around again. Their earlier conversation drifted into my mind again and I sighed softly. The beating my roommates had given me had obviously almost sent me to the arms of death, luckily death wasn’t ready to r
I blink my eyes in quick succession although Aurora had just spoken a language I did not understand.“What did you say?” I blurted out and a look of irritation and a look of impatience spread across her face, “You need me to repeat myself? Pack your things and let’s leave. From today you work in the King’s quarters” she replied and I was dumbstruck.I took a glance around. I wasn't the only one in shock, every one of my roommates had a dazed expression on their faces. I immediately shook my head in refusal.“I don’t want to,” I replied. There was no way I was going to go and work in Jonathan’s quarters. He already made life hell for me even though I was far away from him and now he wanted to punish me and make my life harder by asking me to work for him? I wasn’t going to do it.Aurora burst into laughter stunning me. It was laughter that made my bones ice over but it was the first time I was seeing her laugh.“You don’t want to?” she asked, “You are a slave, you do what you are told
I didn’t know when I slept back but after that terrible dream of my father, my sleep after was sweet and quiet and even enjoyable. It was the first time in a long while that I had a good sleep. By the time I woke up, Lillian had gone out of the room already and Serena was dressing up.“Good morning” I greeted and Serena offered me a smile.“Good morning Amira, are you okay?” she asked and I am immediately reminded of the fact that Serena had rushed to my bedside when that nightmare had woken me up concerned and worried. I nodded at her with a small smile.“Yes I am, Thank you” I replied.“Do go have your bath and let’s get started with work” she informed me and I nodded walking into the next door that I figured out was the bathroom. My lips parted when I stepped inside.I had to bathe in the open with the other slaves in a poorly constructed large expanse bathroom and I always made sure to wake up extra early to take my bath even though it meant that I had to sleep right after. I alwa
I wandered towards the kitchen slowly. My altercation with Jonathan was almost a week now and I had been successfully avoiding him. I was still scared and the thought still made my blood freeze over. It was not surprising that Jonathan had taken such a measure, what was surprising was why I had never imagined or thought that he would. I must have given him the benefit of doubt. He wasn’t human like the rest of us, he was a devil and he deserved death but death for him would mean the annihilation of my family, my clan and my kingdom. Our existence would be raised from the world. Just the thought made me freeze over and I hurried towards the kitchen again.Juniper was taking a break by the time arrived. He shot up to his feet as soon as he saw me and rushed towards me.“Are you okay?” he asked worriedly and I managed a small smile nodding my head as we found a place to sit down.“You fainted and we weren’t allowed near the clinic no matter what. I was so worried and the next thing I wa
It was a speculation in my heart and all of a sudden it had taken root. I shook the thought away as I headed straight to the clinic. I was finally starting at the clinic and I was excited for everything I would learn and do, everything that I would be there. It felt like I finally somewhat had a purpose. I wasn’t just slaving myself away here.I kept walking towards the clinic and when I arrived, I stared at the front, remembering the first two times I came by and for the first time, I was coming solely for myself. I easily found my way in. Masoma and her other clinic attendants were already working by the time I arrived and she immediately left them and came to me.“You are late” she said and I winced.“I’m sorry. I’ll be earlier” I replied and Masoma nodded.“It’s not a big deal. You can inform me if your chores are a lot and you are going to be late” she replied and I nodded.“Thank you” I said softly.“So it’s your first day and I’ll ask someone to take you around later. You alrea
I stared into space thinking about Juniper's words, “She killed herself?” I whispered and Juniper nodded. “Yes. The whole kingdom was thrown into turmoil. Our King and Queen had departed just like that” he continued explaining while I just listened.“I thought your people didn’t like the Queen?” I asked and Juniper laughed.“Not at all. The council of elders had an elder who had a daughter who wanted to marry the king so he was bitter and besides it was against the laws of the kingdom but King Avery? He bent the law for her and Queen Tera was a beautiful Queen. She was kind and thoughtful and we all love her. Our people loved the King and Queen because in every way, they were amazing and they were kind. They loved us and we loved them in return” he replied as my eyes softened.“So imagine the kingdom when they both died, a little more than one week to each other” Juniper continued softly.“The whole kingdom was thrown into the morning, we couldn’t understand it. When the king died, p
I quickly packed my tools out of the room and took a glance at Jonathan. He had a blank face and an unreadable expression and I tried to think or guess about what could have gone wrong but he didn’t look like he wanted to talk.“Lock the door and take the key with you” he said in a soft voice and I glanced at him and nodded as I locked the door.“You can leave” he said as he climbed into the bed and closed his eyes. I stared at him wondering what was going on. He slowly opened his eyes and turned to me.“Do you need something?” He asked and I opened my mouth to speak and I shook my head at the end.“Nothing of such your Highness. Please rest well, I’ll prevent anyone from disturbing you” I replied as I grabbed my tools and walked out the room closing the door on my way out.I walked out of the room, my back covered in sweat. The footsteps had made me jump in fright and I was scared that Jonathan would see me. I didn’t know why I had hidden the journal back and then I secretly hoped th
I watched Jonathan exit the room and I walked towards the store, standing in front of the door not knowing what to do. I was feeling apprehensive whether to open the door or not. I had almost asked Jonathan what was behind the door and I had stopped myself. If he wouldn’t tell me what the store and I found out on my own, I didn’t think he was going to like it so a better option was to keep quiet and allow him to tell him myself but I have a feeling that If i stepped into the room it was going to be obvious that the room belonged to is mother.I sucked in my breadth and backed away from the door staring at the door. I dangled the rusted keys in my hand, swallowing hard. I had no idea when last they cleaned the room, if it would be dirty or how it was going to look like. Jonathan had gone for a council meeting so I knew that he was going to take a long time before he came back but something also told me that he had intentionally found an excuse to leave the room because I was going to c
A lot of questions swirled in my head as I approached Jonathan’s room, I didn’t know where to start from, I didn’t know what to ask. Serena's words from the day before were yet to leave me. It was hard to believe that Jonathan had actually asked me to clean his mother’s store.Why? Was he hoping to torture me? Why would he want me to clean the store?I didn’t tell Serena that Jonathan had asked me to clean the store, I didn’t know what her reaction would be like, I didn’t even know how I was feeling either.I pushed the room door open and stepped inside, “Good morning Your Highness” I greeted him and Jonathan merely nodded at me, his face blank. My stomach churned at the look on his face, it told me that he was in a bad mood and insanity knew that I had to be careful myself. I couldn’t afford getting into his bad books anytime soon.I immediately washed my hands and walked towards the table, bringing out everything I needed to change his bandage and his herbs.“Masoma said you will be
“You sent him over” Serena complained but I doubted she was complaining. A small smile crawled up my face as I shrugged.“Are you complaining that I did?” I asked and Serena immediately shook her head, “Not at all” she replied chuckling.“When I saw him what did you expect me to do? You've been sulking for the past few days now, so of course I had to ask him to do some explanation but I figured out that it was also going to be better for me to do the explanation in person” I added and Serena chuckled.“Alright, alright” She replied and I nodded, feeling affected by Serena’s bustling mood.“So what did he say?” I asked and Serena sighed, getting serious.“The war aftermath was serious, the council of elders are throwing a fit, they are attributing the win as a loss because of the way things turned out and now they are implementing more strategies against wars and everything” Serena replied and I leaned on my back.“What strategies, this is a rogue kingdom, independent of every kingdom
As I marched towards the kingdom’s clinic, I wondered if what I was doing was right. It was quite rude to conclude that going straight to the kingdom’s clinic was the immediate action to take after speaking to Kareem. What he had said about Masoma had stayed with me, very few people had been nice to me since I got to the Berg kingdom and I was also quick to realize that Masoma was part of them.I vividly remembered the day my former roommates had beaten me after they had starved me till I had fainted. I remembered her words at the clinic that day as I drifted in and out of consciousness. I also remembered wondering what her words would mean, if it meant that she was on my side or not or if she was just waving me away. But now, I knew she was on my side and I’m suddenly realizing that she might have even spoken like that so intentionally so that Jonathan would take action but it was a speculation, she also didn’t somehow speculate that Jonathan would ask me to move to the palace, did sh
I didn’t know how but all of a sudden it became my responsibility to start cleaning Jonathan’s room and changing his bandages. The second day I got there to clean, he hadn’t even bothered trying and just sat down there and the moment I walked into the room, he simply stared at me and in all my shock told me, I need help. I was flustered and shocked and it made me laugh but I still bent down and helped him anyway.It was surprising seeing all the new side of Jonatahn, a side that he only showed his people, people he didn’t hate which unfortunately I wasn’t part of.One week after cleaning Jnathan’s room and changing his bandages, we had started engaging in small talk much to my surprise. Jonathan still had not gotten rid of his sarcasm towards me but his sarcasm this time around was no longer spiteful or infused with hatred like before, his sarcasm was starting to be more like he needed to keep up appearances which was funny but I was sure of one fact, just because he allowed me to cle
I cleaned the room in silence while Jonathan just laid on the bed, his eyes closed. I had no idea of what he was thinking or doing but I could care less. I was still reeling from the fact that Jonathan had thanked me, thanked me in a way that wasn’t repulsive. He hadn’t sounded sarcastic like he always used to. He sounded genuinely grateful and that was enough to make my day.I finished cleaning and I realized that Jonathan was still lying down on the bed. I didn’t know whether he had fallen asleep or if he was just meditating. I stared at his face, his soft and clear skin.Jonathan would always look good, I told myself. Whether he hated me or not, the slight arc of lips and his bridged nose that stood prideful, his brows were full and for a man, Jonathan did have really long lashes that was very noticeable. His bandaged arm was resting beside him quietly while the other one was thrown mercilessly underneath his head.He looked almost peaceful, almost perfect, almost ordinary but I kn