Glimpse of Death

Glimpse of Death • Have you ever wondered even for once in your life, if you’re lucky or not? Life is tough. It will forever knock you down. Your never-ending question about your worth, sometimes will be cancelled. Nakakapagod lumaban lalo na pag alam mo sa sarili mong nahihirapan ka na. All my life, I tried to fit in a perfectly made wall, turns out i'm not in shape. The eagerness to be in a so-called group will forever hunt me, for I know they will never accept me. Mahirap makisama at makiisa sa ibang taong alam mong iba sa 'yo. When the walls of difference stand infront of you, you'll only feel pity for yourself. I tried my hardest not feel alone, pero iba pa rin ang pakiramdam na alam mo sa sarili mong di mo kayang maging katulad nila. Jealousy and pity for myself. Yes, everyone is unique and different. But, in my case it's damn hard. I have asked myself a lot of times, why? Why i was born like this? Am

For the past ten years, I was able to conceal my ability. Nakisabay ako sa agos ng tao papuntang terminal. I am now in the last year being a Senior high student, wearing my above-the-knee mint blue skirt and blouse with the School's logo, I sat on the space in the jeepney.Schools are not fun for me though. Pareho pa rin ang tingin ng ibang tao sa akin, well just lucky enough that Auntie can no longer shout at me. I tried to distance myself from people. They are all the same, with eyes coated in judgment, some would hate me for no particular reason, others would envy me. Ano nalang pag malaman nila ang sekreto kong nakatago? I bet, they would throw eggs at me, or worse than that.Kaunti palang ang estudyante na nasa terminal kaya naman ay nag-aantay pa ang driver na mapuno ang upuan. I still look fresh anyway. My gaze went outside, avoiding people's eyes."I heard Yael will be our classmate. I heard he's the new student from Mitwres High. Oh my gosh! Excited na 'ko, tat

Glimpse of Death•Kakaunti nalang ang tao sa room, kanina pa natapos ang klase. May ibang naunang umalis at nagpaiwan para maglinis, katulad ko. Hindi ko hilig ang maglinis, yet I'm still here...guarding Charmeine.I gaze at her smiling face. She's mopping the floor while talking to someone. Hindi maipagkakaila na friendly nga siya. Her personality is bubbly and easy to deal with me. Not like mine. Para akong pinagsaklooban parati ng itim na ulap at may kidlat na naka-paligid. My face ain't the angelic one, mukhang wala palagi sa mood kaya wala rin'g nag aatubili na lumapit, I could kick their asses. My facial expressions show it all, ayaw kong makipagkaibigan sa iba. I have the everyday poker and I don't care look.Sometimes, your friend can be your greatest enemy. Distancing myself to other people is futile, for I am link with Charmeine. Kahit anong pilit ko lumayo, pilit akong hinihila pabalik. I don't consider her as a frie

Glimpse of Death • I was frozen, my body can't move even an inch. Randam ko ang kaba at takot para sa sarili. Does he know? Nangangapa ako ng sasabihin. If I can see myself right now siguro ay kailangan na'kong salinan ng dugo. My skin is milky white like Snow White's and right now, I'm sure I'm super pale at isang tulak nalang siguro ay mahihimatay na. I gues, I need iron and Vitamin D pero hindi nito matatakpan ang kaba ko ngayon. I'm trembling inside, my blood is spreading like wild fire. I gulped and slowly face him. I manage to look deep in his green mesmerizing eyes, na tila nanunuri sa buo kong pagkatao. I want to be gone right now. His stare is making me feel empty. "W-what?" I stuttered! Masyado bang obvious na kinakabahan ako? If he knew my secret then it will blow my whole existence! Like a bubble popped in mid-air, I'll surely be gone, curse and be back to be thrown again. He walks towar

Glimpse of Death • I woke up in an unfamiliar room. Dahan dahan 'kong kinapa ang paligid. I even check myself to make sure everything's fine. Slowly, I get up and blink my eyes for several times. I was in starstruck. Wow! The bed is on the central part of the room, made with cast-iron and a mixture of brass. A Victorian style! Oh, my goodness! On the right side was a marble topped table, with a traditional crystal lamp. I stood up and was amaze. A soft rug is beneath the bed, the parquet floor makes it more extravagant, feels like I'm walking back in the 80s. The walls is in the shade of burgundy, highlighting different kinds of painting. But only one thing got my attention. The wall infront of the bed was ornamented with an old painting of an angel and demon hugging each other. It looks ancient, but well preserved. No dust can be seen and the frame is made of gold with an intric