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2024-10-29 19:42:56- Glimpse of Death •
Have you ever wondered even for once in your life, if you’re lucky or not?
Life is tough. It will forever knock you down. Your never-ending question about your worth, sometimes will be cancelled. Nakakapagod lumaban lalo na pag alam mo sa sarili mong nahihirapan ka na.
All my life, I tried to fit in a perfectly made wall, turns out i'm not in shape. The eagerness to be in a so-called group will forever hunt me, for I know they will never accept me.
Mahirap makisama at makiisa sa ibang taong alam mong iba sa 'yo.
When the walls of difference stand infront of you, you'll only feel pity for yourself. I tried my hardest not feel alone, pero iba pa rin ang pakiramdam na alam mo sa sarili mong di mo kayang maging katulad nila. Jealousy and pity for myself.Yes, everyone is unique and different. But, in my case it's damn hard. I have asked myself a lot of times, why? Why i was born like this? Am I destine to be forever alone?
The path I take doesn't lead me to a way for a new beginning. Its curve and bumpy road pricks me, every bit.
Iba ako, kakaibang kakaiba. Hindi ko alam kong bakit ganito ako, trying my hardest to accept myself and hope for the betterment, will cause only havoc inside of me. The path which I take will either make me find the puzzle that will complete a part of me or it'll lead to a more complicated and worse world for me.
A depth of unfortunate situation, will make it more a mystery.
I am Death's child. An empty void, seeking for its missing pieces.
Born from darkness, out of forbidden lust.
Stare in my eyes where all your dark scream of death awaits to be seen. This is me, an empty soul of murk.
I am cursed
And
The one who can take a glimpse of death.
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Glimpse of Death GOD 28
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Glimpse of Death GOD 27
Glimpse Of Death“Heddon is a friend, tell him this…”Sa hindi inaasahan ay lumabas sa bibig ko ang salitang. “Je t’aime de toute mon âme.” I was out of breath and my vision was blurrier nang unti-unting lumuwag ang pagkakasakal ni Heddon sa ‘kin. I fell on the ground, coughing and inhaling the loose oxygen. Heddon slowly walks backward, his body was shaking until he came back to his normal form. Ramdam ko pa rin ang hapdi at dugong tumutulo sa leeg at noo. The numb pain in my whole body started penetrating once again, my limbs started to excruciate an overwhelming pain. My head touches the ground and I couldn’
Glimpse of Death GOD 26
Glimpse of Death"Heddon is..."Napabangon ako ng naghahabol hininga. It was as if I never breath air for a minute or so. I was suffocating, droplets of my sweat run down my forehead. Mabibigat ang bawat hininga ko. Kinapa ko ang dibdib kung saan mabilis na tumitibok ang puso. "What was that?" All I remember was I passed out and that voice, ano ang kinalaman ni Heddon? Heddon is what? I'm freaking out. Umiling-iling ako. I patted my head. Pilit na ina-ala kung ano ang napaginipan ko. But nothing. Walang kahit anong matandaan. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nararamdaman ko o kung ano ba ang nangyari katapos nun, all I know is that I was tired, nanghihina at pagod ang buong katawan. Huminga ako ng malalim. Bumukas ang pinto at pumasok si Yael na may dalang baso at pagkain. "Are you okay?" he sat beside the bed, patted my head and back. I nodded in response."Good, we must leave this midnight." I crease my forehead. "Huh? Why?" he sighs.
Glimpse of Death GOD 25
Glimpse of DeathHindi mawari ang ekspresyon namin. Kaba, takot, pangamba at kung ano pa. Heddon's face is freaking serious. Ngumisi ito ng malapad. "One of the seven archangel, Zerachiel."He whispered."Hmm... the moment you step on this forest I already know who you are. Naka-alalay sa ‘yo ang presensya ng hari niyo. Yael Zerachiel, granted by the Gods with the power of light, and the leader of the whole archangels." kumunot ang noo ko. Matagal ko nang alam na archangel si Yael, but not one of the higher up. He is not just some archangel. Hanggang ngayon ay di pa rin maproseso ang mga sinasabi ni Heddon. "But maybe not anymore, a taboo." Heddon laugh evilly, pero kahit nakakatakot ang tawa niya ay hindi man lang ako kinabahan. "A taboo, the forbidden rule of the heaven and hell that you should have not made long ago. I remember it all again, the pain, suffering and death." ngumisi si Heddon, pero kita sa mata niya ang nag-uumapaw na saki
Glimpse of Death GOD 24
Glimpse of Death Nang mabuksan ang secret passage ay agad kaming pumasok. Isang maliwanag na daan ang bumungad sa amin. We have no idea kung nasaan ba kami at kung ano na ang nangyari kina Leticia. Okay lang ba sila? Honestly, I feel so scared and weak, I wanna cry my frustrations and wish that this is just another nightmare. Kagubatan. Nasa kagubatan kami, pero iba kumpara sa gubat na dati naming pinasukan ni Yael, kung saan puro mababangis at disgrasya ang aabutan. Maaliwalas ang paligid, may mga matatayog na puno at damo pero wari ay di pa rin nito matanggal ang kaba ko. Halos blangko na rin ang utak ko, alam ko na maputi na ang labi ko, my mouth is dry too."Where are we?" Nagkatinginan kami ni Yael, umiling lamang ako. Bumuntong hininga dahiil sa nangangatog na mga tuhod. I want to rest, wake up and wish everything is back to normal. Konting konti na lang ay babagsak na 'ko. "We must find shelter." ani ng bata. Sumang-ayon ka
Glimpse of Death GOD 23
Glimpse of DeathMarahan kong binuksan ang terasa. The little child is lying behind the bar, hindi pa rin gising. Ikalimang araw na siyang tulog, maski tubig o pagkain ay wala pang nakonsumo.Sa limang araw na tulog niya ay hindi ako lumiban para tingnan ang kalagayan. He's in his wolf form, thou I'm not scared. Ilang beses na rin akong pinagsabihan na wag dumalaw rito. I just can't keep it; I want to make sure his safe and okay.I stared at his situation. Wala na ang sugat sa tiyan. Unti unting bumukas ang mata niya. Maimpit na boses ang lumalabas sa bibig. Linapitan ko siya at nakitang papabalik na siya sa taong porma."Okay ka lang?" he looks at me, mukhang ina-alala pa kong bakit siya narito."Nasaan ako?" mahina ang kaniyang boses, inilahad ko ang basong tubig na dala na agaran naman niyang tinanggap."Nasa bahay ka nila Leticia, hindi mo ba naalala ang nangyari sa 'yo? Kung bakit ka nandito?" he slowly shook his
Glimpse of Death GOD 22
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