“What do you think?” I asked after I, smilingly, made a turn in front of him. “Passable?”
“Passable? Are you kidding me?” he said slowly. His eyes were glazed and he looked like he was in a trance. “I saw this color on an online dress I was looking through this morning and I knew I wanted to see you in this color.” His eyes went back up her face. “You’re breathtaking. I knew it.”
I giggled nervously. And nodded. “I did like how I looked in the mirror. I’m glad you like it, too. So…” I shifted to a more serious note. “Is this how I’m expected to dress when I get there?”
His hand reached out and caressed my cheek. “Don’t worry about the wardrobe. I’ve already got you booked with an agency and they’re going to take care of everything. I got something for you tonight, though.” And he produced a box of jewelry which, when opened, produced a set of diamond earrings, a necklace, and a delicate bracelet all in gold.
“Oh, these are beautiful.” I bit on my lower lip as he made me turn so he could help me with the necklace. “And possibly the most expensive jewelry I’ll ever wear since I was born. Please make sure to watch them the whole night until I’ve given them back. I’m bad with jewelry. I always lose it or drop them or something. That’s why I only wear silver or fake gold. I wear real ones my parents have given me only on very, very special occasions.” I babbled nervously until he had turned me back to face him. And he knew it. It showed on his face.
He laughed softly. “That’s silly. But I can understand.”
I rolled my eyes. “No, you don’t. You’re wealthy your whole life. How can you? But I’m kind of… nervous in all this finery. I know this is kind of a practice night and it’s important so…” I slipped the diamond earrings in. “Don’t mind me.”
He looked a little worried, alright. “You’ll have more jewelry with your wardrobe before you fly to Texas, and more when you arrive there. An etiquette instructor will guide you and review your dining etiquette this coming week, and you’ll have to do fittings for your wardrobe.”
I nodded. These were all reminders.
He already mentioned them at least once as we talked about the deal whenever he planned aloud with me.
“I know that. I’ll be eating lamb and salmon and caviar,” I replied. It was all in his meticulous notes in the contract, which I would sign tonight before he leaves tomorrow, “and all those expensive French-named dishes in expensive restaurants. I’ll be expected to say them well, too.” I breathed in deeply and repeated it several times while he watched me as he clasped the beautiful bracelet to my wrist. “I am grateful for the tutorials you booked for me. I don’t think I can do it on just what I know alone.”
He grinned. “Did you think wealthy girls learned etiquette on their own, or that they picked their wardrobe without a fashion consultant? Not. I learned a lot from Brooke. It’s a secret everyone knows but no one talks about.”
“So everyone’s cheating and it’s alright?” I asked him. I was done and was now staring at his handsome face.
Again, that sexy sound. That soft laugh gave my skin a tickling buzz and had all my feminine cells awake. At least, thank goodness, that part wasn’t going to be a cheat. “You want to know something?”
“What?” I asked. My voice sounded breathless. His voice was so intimate and I just reacted.
“If you’re in a lineup with other beautiful women and you’re just in your tees and jeans, I’ll pick you.”
And there it was… that feeling that if this wasn’t a deal, I would have fallen head over heels in love with him as soon as yesterday.
And I think I have.
I needed to fall in love with him for all of this to work. I needed to feel right so I could look at him with moony eyes, however tacky it might be.
I needed to want him to kiss me, as much he wanted to.
I needed to look like I was only waiting for everything to get done so we could be alone and silly in bed.
That was the kind of person that I was. I wanted this to be successful for both of us.
And I needed to remember that this was a man I didn’t deserve.
If it wasn’t for the deal, I wouldn’t even have a chance to get his attention, even if he was the man of my dreams.
He was the man of every woman’s dream.
And knowing this would be my salvation when all of this was over. The pain I was liable to feel would all be worth it.
“Hey… where’d you go to?” he asked.
“I’m just thinking how dapper—hot—you look in your white suit and black silk shirt.” I even reached out to caress the silk. And I had to take another deep breath. “You look so good, Bain. If you’re in a line of sexy men and I have to choose, I’ll choose you. But I’ll probably not say anything because I…”
“You what?” he asked, smiling more deeply now.
I grimaced at him. “I wouldn’t get you. Even if I picked you. Everyone will be picking you, too, I’m sure of it.” I wrinkled my nose. “I can’t afford to be with you.”
This time, he was the one who took a deep breath. “Gia, that’s—"
I put my finger on his lips. “It just is. It’s something you can’t understand because you can get whatever you want.”
“Really?” he huffed as if offended. But I knew he was acting. I tried getting back to a lighter mood for both of us. Or a serious one. Whatever… except that. “C’mon, let’s go. Do you have a car?” I took his hand and my purse and I pulled him towards the door. “Am I expected to learn how to drive, too, Bain? I haven’t driven anything for a year so I’ll be rusty.”
“I’ve already enrolled you in a driving school. We only need to sort out your session schedules,” he informed me.
Better. This was much better. “Okay. I’ll study a map of your city before I fly there.”
We got to the door and I opened it. The balmy air of the night enveloped us as he closed the door behind us. And there was a car.
He hired a driver, too. The car was one of those that looked expensive as hell but I wouldn’t even know what make and model it was. I needed to do research about his type of car, too, then.
I needed to learn more about anything and everything about him.
And I took a deep breath and smiled at him as he paused beside me.
He lowered his head and kissed me softly on my lips. “Let’s do this,” he said in a soft voice, and if anyone was watching, it seemed like he was whispering something intimate and seductive. “And don’t be nervous. You’re going to be fine.”
I nodded, and took a deep breath again.
And we walked towards the car.
THE dinner went as romantic as how Bain planned it to be. He warned me before they left the car that he was so sure about her now it could be possible we would show on some socmed posts, just in case, so make sure to act in character. That part had become easier, since I mostly followed his lead. I thought it would be daunting when he started ordering fancy-sounding food names, but as we ate and he told me what he expected I would enjoy in each dish, I relaxed and really started enjoying the meal in his company. I didn’t know how the restaurant ranked among the city’s best-ranking fine dining restaurants, I just left that to him. He told me on the aside that should my trainer suggest I learn places in the city that a well-rounded young college woman like me should know, just relax and enjoy the experience because I would need it later. I didn’t tell him I already expected that whatever happens to me during my time of training, I would know to use later. I planned to read more boo
He’s here again.The hot guy from Las Vegas.I spotted him easily in his booth in the bar. He was always in that shadowed corner, barely a part of the place and yet, always observing. He didn’t look creepy. Far from it! He had this kind of face… too handsome. Deep-set eyes, dark irises, elegant eyebrows, passionate lips. Somber, earnest… piercing look. He had been here a few nights already and the first time in, he was with a crowd. I didn’t know why he made me feel both nervous and excited – he wasn’t the only handsome, hot guy that ever came in. I had worked here for a while. My co-workers did say he was hot and sexy. He was. And unapproachable, really. He charmed with a smile, but no. No more additional drink. “No, I don’t need company,” was what I heard him say to a regular. I’d seen women giving him their numbers, but he always handed it back. Not interested. Food was great according to him, and he’d leave a big tip every time. He was one more customer that made working hours b
But he was here again. He was a little late than the usual hour. I was disappointed. Shit, I shouldn’t. So what if he went and had hot wild sex with that woman the whole night last night? What if I felt that she should have been me? Maybe she was dead now, stuffed in a tub, melting in hydrofluoric acid.Too morbid. Gah. Stop thinking, Gia!Good thing I was assigned to a different set of tables tonight. I didn’t need to talk to him. I tried to not even look towards the direction of his table again. It was hot and I was sweating. I needed a cool glass of water. I was going to get it when someone tapped me on the back.“Gia?”I turned to Lucy and wondered at the heat of excitement bubbling in her eyes.“Bain, our guy over there? He’s requesting that you serve him at his table—just you. I already reported to the manager. He doubled his tip last night just because you sat with him. Now, Langdon hopes you’ll sit with him again.”I looked over at Bain’s table in surprise. He was lookin
It took a moment before I could speak again to ask. There was a burst of very loud laughter behind me and that saved me from my apparent incapability of speech because I was trying hard not to laugh. He was shaking his head as he watched me fight it off. “Let up. You haven’t met her. You’ll understand when you do.” “Why can’t you just tell your mother the truth?” “I did and she wouldn’t. It was so stupid that she wouldn’t even lift a finger to help me. She’d say I made my bed so I should lie on it. But she’s incredibly romantic and this is the way. This is easier.” “And you think I can help? How?” “I like you.” I blinked. “And that hasn’t changed as I observed you for days now. So I know it will work.” The man was a tease after all. I almost shook my head. “Yes… you did a background check on me. That’s an invasion of my privacy.” “I had to make sure you’re a fit.” I should be angry, but I was more curious than any desire to feel the right emotion for this. “Fit how?” “Some
That night, I went home to my mother’s house. The only light that was turned on was a soft lamp in the living room when I got in. I walked towards her bedroom door. She looked like she’s peacefully sleeping in her bed. Her face looked pale. I always felt sad about how she’d lost her beautiful hair to chemotherapy. She still looked beautiful, but frail. She looked disturbed. Like she was having a bad dream, or she was in pain. “Gia?” I turned to the soft call to my name. “Nana,” I replied just as softly to the older, Asian woman standing by the open door. Nana Maria was my nanny when I was young. We were doing fine until my father died in an accident. He was an accountant. My mother was a housewife. Life hadn’t been the same since then. Not very bad, but not easy either. Nana Maria stayed, and we were able to maintain the mortgage to the house as my mother found one work after another. Nana had her garden at the backyard that put herbs and veggies on the table for the three o
“I’ll take those two days, Bain.” There was a pause for just a tiny moment on the other line. In that tiny moment, I suddenly panicked. Was he going to tell me he’s found someone else? Of course, I mustn’t be the only one he’s ‘screening,’ for lack of a better word, for the girlfriend job. “I’ll get you early in the morning.” I didn’t know I stopped breathing until I had to breathe again to talk. “How early?” “Hey, breathe. You sounded choked. I’ll be there as early as when you can open your door for me.” The relief that passed over me was so huge, I didn’t even hear him say goodnight until I heard the click on the line. He didn’t ask for my address. Of course, he knew where I lived. Bastard. But I was smiling. I put the phone down on my night table. Then I laid my head on my pillows. “As early as when you can open your door for me.” It was in his voice, low and dewy, that although he was expecting my answer, he wasn’t truly sure until now what I would say. For the first
It was the doorbell that woke me up that morning. I stared at the slowly rotating ceiling fan above the bed as I searched my memory for the identity of the stupid sound. It all came back to me at the same time—everything that happened last night—and I was suddenly out of bed, tripping over the panties that I didn’t get to put back on the night before. I was out of the bedroom when I realized I only had my nightshirt on. I went back, got my robe, and frantically wore those, then dashed out again to answer the door. But I made sure it was him through the peephole first. “Do you know what time it is?!” I asked the moment I saw him, grateful for what I did last night because he was such a sight in the morning light and it would have been hard to pine for him and be unsatisfied. “Six,” he replied, his eyes on my face for just a second before they started to explore. I gulped. I might have found relief too soon. I suddenly felt naked standing there. I couldn’t complain because as he
“I mean, the job was for the position of a girlfriend, so that’s checking out the merchandise for you. Not that I’m innocent. I’m fine. But if this is like… something a man and a woman do like… something I haven’t seen yet except in movies…”What the hell am I babbling about? “I’m saying I haven’t done the ‘how’ of this play ever yet.” “Are you fucking kidding me?” “No. I have a dildo in my room, that’s the best that I can say.” I even said that proudly, because that couldn’t be more embarrassing than saying I hadn’t had a boyfriend in my twenty-one years. “No, I’m not a lesbian either.” He was looking at me now like I was a specimen in a petri dish under a microscope. “I thought at first that you'd just been very private with your relationships that it wasn’t shown in the report. But… you’ve liked men before?” “Sure. But not enough to want to have sex with.” “Have you been asked out? I mean, of course, you have…” “Of course, I have been! I’m not completely hopeless.” “Oh, baby,
THE dinner went as romantic as how Bain planned it to be. He warned me before they left the car that he was so sure about her now it could be possible we would show on some socmed posts, just in case, so make sure to act in character. That part had become easier, since I mostly followed his lead. I thought it would be daunting when he started ordering fancy-sounding food names, but as we ate and he told me what he expected I would enjoy in each dish, I relaxed and really started enjoying the meal in his company. I didn’t know how the restaurant ranked among the city’s best-ranking fine dining restaurants, I just left that to him. He told me on the aside that should my trainer suggest I learn places in the city that a well-rounded young college woman like me should know, just relax and enjoy the experience because I would need it later. I didn’t tell him I already expected that whatever happens to me during my time of training, I would know to use later. I planned to read more boo
“What do you think?” I asked after I, smilingly, made a turn in front of him. “Passable?” “Passable? Are you kidding me?” he said slowly. His eyes were glazed and he looked like he was in a trance. “I saw this color on an online dress I was looking through this morning and I knew I wanted to see you in this color.” His eyes went back up her face. “You’re breathtaking. I knew it.” I giggled nervously. And nodded. “I did like how I looked in the mirror. I’m glad you like it, too. So…” I shifted to a more serious note. “Is this how I’m expected to dress when I get there?” His hand reached out and caressed my cheek. “Don’t worry about the wardrobe. I’ve already got you booked with an agency and they’re going to take care of everything. I got something for you tonight, though.” And he produced a box of jewelry which, when opened, produced a set of diamond earrings, a necklace, and a delicate bracelet all in gold. “Oh, these are beautiful.” I bit on my lower lip as he made me turn so he
I pushed back and faced him, arranging my thighs and legs on the mat as I looked at him. “Can I ask some more questions about you?” “Ask away,” he replied casually, but his eyes were curious about my questions. “What else do you want to know?” “These just occurred to me. So, before Brooke, how many girlfriends have you had?” A smile slipped over his lips. He was clearly remembering happy memories. “I can’t say they were girlfriends, but I dated a lot during college and later, before I got serious about building up my companies. I had a lot of… casual… encounters. I can’t say anything about serious ones.” “Ooohhh… I feel jealous. I barely have time to date… or notice guys that I might like. But you’ve never felt any inclinations to turn your arrangement with Brooke around?” He shook his head. “Don’t get me wrong. She’s a beautiful woman. She’s not bad as a brat. She’s spoiled, but she’s that good kind of spoiled. She can be unselfish and she treats people she’s really close to ver
I looked over at him and smiled. “I think I’m okay.” He was watching me closely but was quiet, as if he knew intuitively that I was wrestling with personal boulders and needed time to organize their placements inside my head. Alone. “You are?” he asked as if confirming. I nodded. “I am.” I looked down at our pizza and suddenly, I was hungrier. I put the last piece of the sliced pizza he’d cut for me in my mouth and chewed cheerfully. I thought this was the first time I admitted to myself that I was really having fun and it was alright to feel this way. Since my mother’s sickness, it’s been tough to feel even remotely happy about anything. And being a gloomy idiot was not going to help my cause. I felt him pulling at me. I slid towards him and leaned on him as we ate companionably. He pinched my cheek a little when I was biting on my second slice of pizza. Then I smiled as I thought about how we both liked pineapples on our pizzas. Again, I was reminded of how lucky I was to be doi
I always enjoyed my visits to Central Park. I loved the feeling of being in the open air, surrounded by nature, with other people enjoying the same thing I did, so even if I wasn’t talking to them, I felt connected. It was always calm here, and it was easier to think—or not think—and to plan about what I’d like things to be in a few years. In ten years, I wanted my own business, a comfortable home with a yard, and my healthy mother and Nana Maria grandmothering my kids. I could sometimes even smell cookies baking in the oven. Of course, there was going to be a husband there, too. I just always couldn’t picture him, because I wasn’t sure I could find the ideal man to trust my life with this early. That was a dream I just couldn’t visualize, even if my life depended on it, which it didn’t. So there was no incentive to try very hard at this at present. So, it was a testament to say I had never walked here in the park with a man holding my hand before, enjoying the sunshine and the c
So from the hotel, we visited my mother’s clinic, and Bain talked to the doctor about the procedures and the financial aspect of my mother’s care. I was dazed after we left the clinic, as I was now in possession of a check worth twice the amount the doctor surmised was going to be the approximate cost of my mother’s treatment. My mother and Nana Maria had just been told that a pharmaceutical company had chosen my mother to be a part of the study program for a chemotherapy procedure she was already undergoing. All of her treatment expenses and medicine would be paid because of it.Although I was grateful after we’d left the hospital that my mother’s treatments would continue without fail and that she wouldn’t have to secretly scrimp on her pills, I felt anxious as the day went on, waiting for the shoe to drop. I was secretly attacked by misgivings. I shouldn’t have slept with him this morning. No, that was wrong. As he’d said, it was mutual consent to practice.But I shouldn’t be
In five minutes, he was tapping his pass key on the panel of his hotel room door. And as soon as that door closed behind us, we were in each other’s arms, giggling like fools, kissing. “Bain…” I whispered as he started to decimate the buttons on my shirt. “Yes, I was celibate that long. Oh, were you asking that?” he asks, breathing heavily as I. “This is crazy,” I said. “What are we doing? This isn’t supposed to be like this.” “Right, we haven’t even gotten your pills yet. I’ll have to use another condom,” he said as he pushed me to the bed. He followed me right away and kissed me on my exposed breasts. We hadn’t even discarded all of our clothes yet. And I wanted to touch him, feel his nakedness against my skin. That was taken care of at the next minute. I was lying across the bed, and he was on the edge of it, between my legs. He pulled me towards him while he opened my thighs at the same time. My legs went over the edge, and he kneeled on the carpeted floor. His fingers open
“Oh, Bain…!” I whimpered as I held on to him for my dear sanity. He was moving, measured stroke upon measured stroke. It wasn’t just that. The way his body moved against mine, skin to skin, there was nothing more erotic. His arms held me protectively and I couldn’t feel any safer. That sensation began again, something small and solid inside me, building and building with each thrust of his. I could hear his harsh breathing. He couldn’t talk anymore as his attention was consumed by our coupling like mine. I couldn’t control my moans either. I couldn’t even think. It’s just all him and this. “Bain! Oh, oh… I’m… cumming… again!” “There… yes, baby. There you go… fucking let go… I’m here…!” I did, and he nursed it, diving in deep and anchoring me with his arms as my whole body writhed from the waves that kept coming and coming… I felt his kiss on my forehead when he took himself out a moment after I subsided. Curious, I pried my eyes open. I wasn’t sure, I didn’t think he had cum
Bain’s head came down, and I find myself angling my face for what was coming before my head could even register what I was doing. Then he was kissing me. And anything coherent still left in my brain dissipated like alcohol exposed to air. I was only aware of the way his lips felt over mine, pressing a little, as they moved to caress my lips. His arms tightened their embrace and our bodies came together, and I could feel the contour of his hardness against the softness of mine. My arms went around his neck, and his kiss deepened as I tentatively opened my mouth, asking for more of this curious thing called kissing. I was melting on him, thinking again, as I eagerly kissed him back… how Mr. Beast couldn’t give me this. The kiss was getting hot, fast. My mouth welcomed the delicious assault of his tongue. I consciously surrendered to what I remembered telling myself the first time I saw him in the bar before those piercing dark eyes even saw me. When I had thought wistfully—that’s