Valentina
Capo d'Orlando, Sicily, Italy 2019 - summer
The sun is starting to burn me alive, and I've only been exposed to it for less than an hour. I stretch my arms out in front of me to inspect whether I've reached the amount of tan that I've been trying to achieve for the past six weeks since we came to Italy.
"Put your hat on." My mother motions from her lounge chair, too engrossed in her book to even look up at me. See just sees me moving and feels the need to say something.
I look down at my bucket hat. "It makes my head heat up even more."
This makes her put the book down and throw me an annoyed look. I envy her for how relaxed she looks in her bikini. She also looks kind of poetic, sitting alone on our private beach sipping a Martini - only having to worry about how the book is going to end.
She tilts her head and looks at me over the sunglasses. "Then go hang out with your friends. Where are they? Where's your brother?"
I squint my eyes at her. "Smooth, mom. Trying to get rid of me like I'm a toddler."
She softens and closes her book. "Honey, you've been complaining for the past five days about being bored, it has nothing to do with me trying to get rid of you. Just go to the beach with your brother next time or go and see what Raisa or Alex are up to."
I sigh. She's right. I haven't seen Raisa for a few days. All we do is sit by the pool on our phones without anything new to add to the conversation, or going out clubbing. First of all, doing some self care from time to time (i.e. smoking a joint in secret when no one's home, making lists of what I want to do with my life and then forget about them, sitting in the sun or taking hour long baths) is way more appealing to me at the moment.
Second, I just got my sleeping schedule back under control and managed to sleep eight hours a night for the seven days. When summer ends, I'll have to return to university, and I need to pass my exams. If I just keep partying and going out I will get myself kicked out by not passing exams.
But in the end, what's worse? Being bored to death or listening to the longest speech about responsibilities from two parents who grew up poor and got rich by working hard?
"I'm just going to eat something." I say.
"Okay."
Eating because I'm bored becomes a thing when I'm not socially active, but at this point in my life, I just can't bring myself to care.
It's like there's always a part of my brain that knows what I'm doing is wrong, but there's another one that tells me I can do whatever I want.
I start to gather my things; the book I brought along for the summer (which I haven't started reading yet), my towel, and the beach bag.
How can I entertain myself tonight?
I could try and find my brother, Adrik, see what he's up to. I could open the notifications that have been rotting on my screen since I woke up this morning. I could try doing something with Raisa and her brother. I could also check if any of the Barone boys are around tonight.
I walk up the path leading from the beach up to our garden, pressing on a random notification. It's a text from Raisa.
Raisa: party in Taormina tonight with the Barone boys?
Valentina: Barone boys? How
Raisa: Vinnie texted me because you weren't answering
Raisa: said he texted you at like 9
I scroll down my notifications bar. Shit. She's right.
Valentina: yeah okay
Valentina: sure
Valentina: where is it?
Raisa: Taormina
Valentina: ??
Raisa: the TOWN
Our vacation home in Sicily is in Capo d'Orlando, and we've been coming here every single summer since 2008. My brother and I have never actually gone out and explored Sicily, because we had everything we needed at our home. Our family friends, the Volkovs, have always come with us and stayed in a house just a few streets away.
At the beginning of this year, the father unexpectedly passed away in a car crash, so we started the summer off with a funeral in Sicily. It was Aleksander Volkov's favorite place on earth, and I always saw him at his best when we were here. It was like he belonged here, rather than Russia.
His children are okay though, and from what my mom told me, their mother has also had time to grieve for the past six months and now they're moving on. I think the whole thing affected my father the most, even though he never lets it show.
I check where Taormina is on G****e Maps before I give her an answer.
Valentina: it's a 2h drive
Raisa: I can ask our driver
"Put your hat on." My mother's voice startles me. I completely zoned out and forgot that I came to a halt in the middle of the pathway. My mother is still on the lounge chair, but she's turned to me now.
"Where's papa?"
She makes a face. It is the nickname I had for him when I was younger. My mom knows I only call him by the nickname when I need to soften him up. Usually, I either ask for money or for something that might need some convincing on my part.
"He has some business to take care of."
"Will he be back tonight?"
She shrugs and gets back to her book. "Who knows with your father."
"Didn't he say where he was going?" I ask, trying to estimate when he'd be home judging by where he's at.
"Meeting some business partners, I don't know honey. Do you need help with something?"
I don't like asking her for money. I don't. I know she grew up poor and worked her way up to become a very well-paid ambassador. She has the "quality over quantity" mindset, so asking her for money to go to a party on another part of the island would be much more exhausting than asking my father. He usually just sighs, tells me to be more mindful about it, then lets me go.
"Mmmmnot yet." I say, and I know she knows what I want anyway.
I quickly walk towards the house, away from her passive aggressive stare. I walk past the pond-shaped pool, trying to resist the urge to throw myself into it. Our dog, Byk, raises his head from where he's chilling under a tree, hiding from the sun. He decides to follow me inside the house, all the way into our kitchen.
After pouring myself a glass of lemonade from the fridge, I click on the message from Vinnie.
Vinnie Barone: heyyy
Vinnie Barone: Eddie and I are going to a house party in Taormina later tonight
Vinnie Barone: interested? * winking emoji *
He sent it about four hours ago.
Valentina: hii
Valentina: Talked to Raisa, we're in
Valentina: she's talking to her driver rn
I busy myself with getting Byk some food from his pantry as I wait for a reply. My phone vibrates, and suddenly, life is exciting again.
The little part of my brain that loves seducing men and having fun is slowly defrosting. It usually dies when summer starts and I go away with my family, taking a break from the chaotic lifestyle back at school in New York.
I had a long-term boyfriend, Jamie, when I first started high school, but after four toxic years we broke it off. I started fresh three months ago, for what feels like the third time in five years.
Vinnie Barone: eh no way
Vinnie Barone: you can come with us
Valentina: niice thank u
Vinnie Baron: how many people?
Valentina: just us two
I know for a fact that Raisa's brother won't be coming with - he never does.
Vinnie: pick you up at 6?
Valentina: sure
I sigh, looking around for something to do. My eyes fall on my bathroom door. After letting Raisa know about the change of plans, I walk over into the bathroom to turn on the water in the bathtub.
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MatteoManhattan, New York, United States 2019 - autumnWhen he got into Hamilton College in New York, Matteo didn't even react. He wasn't aware that he had applied in the first place. His father had suggested America to him when he just turned fourteen in 2013, about to start his last year of middle school in Palermo."Why America?" Matteo asked. He liked his life in Italy. He had friends, activities, and nothing ever stressed him out. That was before he discovered the drug greenhouses in their backyard and saw his father pointing a gun at someone on Christmas that same year.
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"Sophia ended up not going to Portugal for her Erasmus semester and is coming back. She texted me this morning asking if we want to meet for coffee tomorrow."Matteo tries to focus on both his friend's problems as well as fixing them with a bit of cocaine."Do you want to see her?"Vinnie shrugs. "I mean, I don't know. The last months we saw each other it was very toxic, and it ended up draining the life out of me. But I still care about her.""I mean...man. Look. She cheated on you and then blamed you for not being affectionate enough.""We weren't...dating."
ValentinaManhattan, New York, United States 2019 - autumnBuying cocaine from Aleksi is not how I planned my first day of November to go. But, in my defense, I nearly fell asleep in the club yesterday after driving for four hours down to New York as soon as we finished classes. Get to The Plaza, get dressed, get ready to drink, do it all night, and then be ready to do the same tomorrow. It's just not possible for a normal human being who has done a lot of self-care and going to sleep early for the past three months.Raisa had left with Matteo at some point during the night and Aleksi told me that he'd sleep in her bed. Before we went to sleep that early morning, I asked him if he could get me a gram of coke for tomorrow
"Happy birthday!" I say, hugging her from behind once I find her.She's excited to see me so we step away from the crowd to talk more privately. I hand her the gift bag and she happily takes out what I put in there. There are three books, all of them mentioned by her in the past few months, one of them being a book for our joint course in Business Psychology, which is hard to find."You're the best, oh my GOD!" she exclaims, hugging me again. Out of the corner of my eye I see Matteo looking at me while talking to Vinnie, and my instinct tells me he might be asking Vinnie about me.I've seen him around campus a couple of time since I started my first year, and after every time I forget that he exists it seems as though everyone around me knows him personally, has some history with him, or at least knowsofhim.
"So what should I do?" Vinnie asks, still not understanding what I'm trying to say.I shrug and watch Matteo do the first line. Before I can answer, Marco buts in. "Have sex with someone else. There are tons of girls who have a crush on you and I think you should have fun for a while. You've been with the same person for years now.""Plus, Austria in December." Matteo adds and holds out the phone and the rolled-up bill to me. I look down at the phone, wondering whether I should just take it out of his hand and bring it up closer to my nose or if I should just bend down awkwardly in my heels.Before I can decide though, the phone is brought closer, so I don't have to lift a finger. "Thank you." I tell Matteo and hand the bill over to Vinnie.The right side of my face goes numb a few minutes later and I tap it with my fingers. "Good shit, right?" Marco asks, nodding."Yeah." I smile. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Matteo nodding along.***Somehow around ten people end up going to M
“Paulo thought it ended after she ratted him out at your New Year’s Eve party.”The way he uses the verb ‘ratted’ makes Matteo feel sick.“So? He likes her, I guess.”“Has he tried to contact her?”“I think so.”“And did she answer?”“Shouldn’t you already know this is you have a cell tower? Vinnie is right next door.”Matteo suddenly realizes that his father can also probably see everything on his phone.“Don’t worry, we don’t track the phones of our family. Nor the Barone family. I am asking you sincerely.”“I don’t think she replied, no.”“So, it’s obvious she won’t be coming back to him. Get him to stop trying.”“I can’t tell him what to do, and I also don’t want to tell him what to do.”His father looks at his face, as if to check whether Matteo means it or not. He does.“How do you know who Sofia is? And why isn’t Paulo talking to me directly like he usually does?” Matteo asks.“I know her because Paulo told me what happened. And I told you.”“Fine.”“So you’ll talk to Vinnie?”
“Not really.”Matteo can’t lie and tell him that the description matches no one ever. He thinks about that time after Vinnie’s birthday, when he stayed up until the next evening with Valentina.Just because they enjoyed being around each other. When he didn’t have to check his phone or thinks of ways to entertain himself to avoid awkwardness.She was interesting and she talked about things he’s never talked about with anyone else before. He could be himself around her, and sex wasn’t even on his mind that night, nor on that day when he ended up in bed with Ariana.But she’s also insanely attractive. Not only hot, but beautiful too. And smart.Sure, he’d like to have sex with her, it would probably be enjoyable. And if it never happened, fine. Maybe.“Are you even listening?”“Not really.”“Are you high?”“Aren’t you?”Vinnie laughs at that.Matteo still doesn’t know how to bring up Valentina. They always talk about everything they do, especially when it comes to girls.“Is something g
Chapter 17Where it all beginsMatteoCapo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 22ndAs soon as Vinnie and the rest of Valentina’s guests arrive, the atmosphere around Matteo changes. He’s not as relaxed anymore, and he feels like he has to take care of five things at once before he can actually enjoy himself.First, there’s Ariana, who has been texting him more than usual since he woke up this morning. Then there’s Vinnie, who keeps asking him if he’s okay and if he’s having fun, which forces Matteo to smile and assure him that he’s okay.The third reason is the photo he saw in Valentina’s brother’s room, which he now knows he’s seen it before. In Aurora’s room, above her desk. Valentina is also somewhere in the mix, because he’s also consciously aware of her presence now.Ariana is telling him something about her past two days, but all Matteo can focus on now is that Isabella and Valentina are talking about him.“I’ll be right back.” He says to Ariana before walking over to the two of them.“Wh
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 23rd, 2020Everyone sings happy birthday to me at midnight, even though it’s more symbolic that factually accurate, and it makes me uncomfortable but happy.We did some shots after, then Isaac tried to flirt with me for what seemed like forever, before Isabella finally saved me and brought me out by the pool half an hour later.Matteo and Vinnie are in their own world, talking on the other side of the pool.“What do you think they’re talking about?”We’ve been people watching for the past twenty minutes since we sat down.“I don’t know, what do boys even talk about all day?”“No clue. And I have a brother at home.”“They seem to have a very interesting discussion. Matteo looks serious, like he’s scared even.”“How can you even tell?”
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 23rd, 2020 Everyone sings happy birthday to me at midnight, even though it’s more symbolic that factually accurate, and it makes me uncomfortable but happy. We did some shots after, then Isaac tried to flirt with me for what seemed like forever, before Isabella finally saved me and brought me out by the pool half an hour later. Matteo and Vinnie are in their own world, talking on the other side of the pool. “What do you think they’re talking about?” We’ve been people watching for the past twenty minutes since we sat down. “I don’t know, what do boys even talk about all day?” “No clue. And I have a brother at home.” “They seem to have a very interesting discussion. Matteo looks serious, like he’s scared even.” “How can you even tell?” “I know him.” He turns his head, as if he already knew we were talking about him. We make eye contact before he turns back to Vinnie. “Something’s off with him.” Isabella notices. “You think?” “He’s hiding somet
“Are you even listening to me?”“Sorry, I’m not.”“Are you checking out Isaac?”I look to where she’s pointing, realizing that Isaac and Vinnie are sharing a joint right behind where Matteo and Ariana are.“Uh, maybe.”“Is something wrong? Do you not feel comfortable?”I shake my head. “No, it’s not that.”“You’ve barely drunk anything. Usually, you’re already four drinks in and have had a line or something.”“I’m fine. I just feel like…I don’t know. Like I want to do something. My energy is all over the place.”“Do something? Like what?”“I don’t know.”“Or maybe do someone?”She wiggles her eyebrows, and I know she’s referring to Isaac.“With Isaac? I don’t know.”“You’ve already done it and it was fine. Plus, he wouldn’t have come all the way from Russia for no reason.”“I don’t know if I like him or not.”“You said the sex was great. And he’s an easy choice if you feel horny.”“Hmm, maybe. I don’t know. I guess I want something new.”“What about Matteo?”I panic inside for a secon
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 21st, 2020Isabella and I spend the rest of the day by the pool, until the sun starts to set on the horizon, and it gets too cold to just chill in a bathing suit.“I want to order pizza.”I look up from my book to where Matteo is sitting by the edge of the pool, his legs in the water.“Yes, please.” Isabella groans. “I’m so hungry I could die. Where are you ordering from?”“I know a place.”Matteo and I make eye contact for a moment, before his eyes drift back to the screen. A few seconds later he starts talking to someone in Italian, so I zone out and try to focus back on my book.The pizzas arrive twenty minutes later and we sit down at one of the tables on the terrace.“What time are people arriving tomorrow?” he asks me then with his mouth half full.“I don’t know, I guess around seven or eight? Might be sooner.”We eat our pizzas in peace after that, and then decide to watch a movie before going to bed. We’re all tired from sitting in the sound all d
The way she kisses is incredible; it’s deep and dirty, like she’s enjoying it, and it’s exactly what Matteo likes. It’s turning him on so much it’s almost ridiculous, and his brain suddenly thinks of her saying she’s never had sex in the sea. The thought excites him even more, so he tangles one of his hands in the back of her head, softly pulling at her roots. She moans, and unlike before, it’s an outright moan that points to pleasure. “Fuck, don’t do that.” She says into his mouth. He smiles then. “Why?” “It turns me on.” Her blunt answer makes the inside of his brain collapse, but she continues kissing him, grinding herself against him. Matteo could swear his knees just went weak, so he tries to compose himself. Suddenly, she pulls her face away and untangles her legs from his waist. “Shit.” Matteo turns his head to where she’s looking, and they see Isabella appearing from behind the bushes, focused on carrying three
Taormina, Sicily – July 20th 2020His father leaves the next day, saying that he has some business to take care of in New York with Paulo, but not without telling him to be in Taormina at the beginning of August.Matteo finds himself alone in the house when he wakes up, so he gets some coffee from the kitchen and goes to sit on the upper terrace overlooking the sea.His mind takes him back to what Valentina said about never being sad if she were to live at sea. He isn’t sad, but he’s definitely bored, so he texts Vinnie, Ariana, and Isabella, asking each of them what they’re doing.Vinnie’s text comes first.Vinnie: going to Sofia’s todayMatteo rolls his eyes and doesn’t even bother replying. He’s over the whole thing already.His phone vibrates again just as he lights his second cigarette.Ariana: bored in Milan